Unsteady Love
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult +
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7
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Unsteady Love
I wrote my first yaoi RP with Addison and I thought you’d enjoy it, I’m not sure if this will be continued or not, or if it ends there, enjoy, and please review^^
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Ryou sat on the couch in his living room. Bakura had vented a movie for the both of them to watch.
'Why did I have to pick such a violent movie' Bakura thought as he grabbed some popcorn.
There was another bang from the movie that scared Ryou so much he practically jumped out of his pants. He whimpered and scooted over so close to his Yami that he was nearly in his lap.
Bakura looked over at his little Hikari admiring the look in Ryou's eyes. Bakura had always had a thing for fear; any kind of fear was fine. Just to see it reflected in his hikari's eyes was some thing he loved to see
"Bakura...” Ryou whispered. "Bakura I don't like this movie..." he winced at another bang and buried his face in his hands.
Bakura chuckled "Its just a movie, Hikari" he pulled the smaller boy closer, the way Ryou's body trembled was very interesting to the spirit of the ring.
"I know it is but...its scary, how can people like this stuff?" he coward into his yami's touch.
Bakura leaned over a little, "they like it because it’s scary, scary things can be fun" Bakura, took a in a breath, treasuring his hikari's scent, it was only at times like this that he would show his affection towards his angelic side.
"I don’t think scary things are fun...." Ryou whimpered. "Bakura, I’m not going to able to sleep tonight..." Ryou looked at Bakura's face in though. He seemed to have made up his mind about something, and Ryou crawled into his Yami's lap.
Bakura was startled at this, acts like this would throw him off, he never really understood why Ryou would do things like this, but it’s what made his hikari more interesting. "If you have nightmares I’ll sleep with you” it was a casual suggestion with a wicked intention.
Ryou looked up at him and smiled. "Please?" he asked wrapping his arms around Bakura's waste and hiding in his lap after another person died in the movie.
"Any thing for you Ryou" Bakura said petting his hikari's silver hair, forgetting all about the movie, his attention now oh his shaking lighter half.
Ryou let out a soft purr and closed his eyes. He was really tired and wanted to go to sleep now, but thought he should stay awake for Bakura.
Bakura enjoyed the sound coming from Ryou, "are you sure you don't like the movie?" Bakura asked as he tilted Ryou's chin up.
Ryou shook his head as he looked into Bakura's eyes. "Can we turn it off please?" he begged.
Bakura took the remote turning off the T.V and VCR, "are you ok now hikari?" Bakura asked cuddling Ryou in his arms.
"Better, but those images are going to be playing through my head all night!" Bakura sat up in his lap and rest his head on Bakura's shoulder. "Sleep with me? You said you would..." Ryou pouted.
"Oh course" Bakura said, 'he’s so darn cuddly' Bakura thought as he carriedu hiu his room, snuggling his head in to his hikari's hair by 'accident'.
"Hey Bakura?" he asked. "Do you know where my teddy bear is?" he asked in all seriousness.
"Next to your footy pajamas" Bakura answered with a sigh.' Ryou was 16 and he still had a teddy bear, ah well it makes him all the more cute' Bakura thought to him self.
Ryou jumped out of Bakura's arms and ran to his drawers and pulled out some blue and white striped footy pajamas. "How did you know they're my favorite?" he asked smiling as he took his shirt off.
"Oh, come now, I’m your yami, I know what you like" Bakura said as he watched Ryou undress, savoring every curve of his lighter half’s body.
Ryou slid out of his jeans and tossed them aside. He suddenly stopped undressing and stood there in his boxers. He looked at Bakura questioningly.
"Is there some thing wrong hikari?" Bakura said, still watching Ryou like a hawk. His eyes running up Ryou’s legs to those trouble some boxers.
"Should I put on clean boxers?" he asked bluntly. "Mom's not home to do the laundry for a week..."
"Do you need boxers? Back in Egypt we didn't have to worry about so much clothing, would it kill you not to wear a pair?" Bakura said to Ryou, his accounts of his past always sounded like old war hero stories of the good 'ol days.
"Hmm...I guess you're right." Ryou pulled them off and tossed them aside. "Bakura could you hand my pajamas?" he asked finding his teddy bear under his bead. He got down on all fours and reached for it.
'...fucking...hot...' Bakura said slowly reaching over for the PJs, his hands swiping at thin air as his eyes stayed glued to his little hikari's behind. "s-sure" he squeaked out.
"Got it!" Ryou said pulling the old teddy bear out from under the bed. He gave a little jump in triumph. "P Js Bakura?" he said extending his hand.
Bakura quickly threw Ryou’s PJ's behind the closet where they would never find Ryou, or trouble Bakura again. "I can't find them, I guess your going to have to go with out tonight, sorry hikari" Bakura said, trying to look sad.
"But Bakura I like my PJs, are you sure you can't find them?" he asked looking around in a panic.
"i know you do, but, I just can't find them" Bakura said as he did a half assed job of looking around the room.
Ryou sighed. "Alright, I’ll go nude tonight, but will you help me find them tomorrow?" he asked crawling onto his bed. It had a lavender quilt with matching sheets and pillow cases.
"Of course" Bakura lied, in reality he planed on burning those evil things the first moment he got. "Are you comfortable?" Bakura asked as he slipped off his own clothes. The only thing Bakura wore at night was his boxers, and only because Ryou wouldn't have him go nude.
"Yeah..." Ryou snuggled under his quilt and closed his eyes. "Bakura hurry up it's cold!" he said shivering.
'I’ll keep you warm' Bakura thought as he climbed in to bed next to his naked hikari. Wrapping an arm around Ryou’s waist, something he usually never did.
Ryou snuggled up to Bakura and wrapped his arms around him. "mmm....Bakura, you’re war." ." he whispered contently.
"You’re warm too" Bakura purred as his hands slid down to Ryou's hips. All that was stopping him, and separating them, was a pair of silk boxers, that wouldn't last the night.
Ryou felt Bakura's warm breath on his face. 'Oh no....' he felt himself becoming...excited... 'Oh please, please don’t notice, not now....' he let out a whimper.
Bakura continued his movements snuggling his head into his hikari’s hair, "is some thing wrong Ryou?" Bakura asked grinning in the dark, he knew what was going through his hikari’s mind, he had often seen it in hi lighter half’s dreams.
"N-no...nothing..." he whispered trying to move away so that Bakura wouldn't accidentally touch his arousal.”Bakura I’m getting.....um...hot..."
Bakura pushed off the covers, snuggling next to his hikari again. "Is that better little one?"
Ryou squeaked and his hands shot down to cover his groin. "Y-yes..." he gulped. 'Please don’t look down please...' he inwardly begged.
Bakura moved his hands towards Ryou's inner thigh, stopping short, so he could let the fear of discovery ripen. "You’re shaking" Bakura said snuggling his body closer, his breath dancing across Ryou’s neck.
Ryou’s breath hitched in his thought. "Bakura...move your hand...please?" he begged almost in tears.
Bakura moved his hand closer to Ryou’s crotch, "is this what you meant hikari?" placing a light kiss on the back of Ryou’s neck.
"No...away from…my leg..." Ryou shuddered under the touch and gave a small gasp when Bakura kissed him.
"Ok, I’ll move it off your leg" Bakura said his hand coming to rest on Ryou's manhood.
Ryou gasped. "Bakura..." he whispered trying to move away. "Bakura don't..."
"Don’t what Ryou?" Bakura said his finger tips dancing across Ryou’s shaft. "You’re not answering Ryou..." Bakura said taking a firm grip on Ryou's length.
"Bakura no, don’t...don’t..." he tried to talk as a wave of pleasure washed over him. "Bakura we should talk about...ah...this first.." he tried to push Bakura's hand away again.
"You still haven’t answered my question, don’t what Ryou?" Bakura said slipping his arm under his hikari, pulling him closer, wrapping his leg around his hikari's.
"Bakura don’t touch me…like...like you love me...because....I...I know...I know you don’t" Ryou was close to tears now.
"You know that for a fact? My body likes yours, and your body likes mine, yes, your body likes mine a lot" Bakura said as he started to stroke his lighter half’s length.
"But...but Bakura...love is deeper than...just...body, and...well...why...how...you'd never love me.." Ryou said between gasps of pleasure. "Bakura...ah...plea...ah...no..."
"I love it when you plead" Bakura growled playfully as his bit down gently on Ryou's neck. His arm turning Ryou over to face him.
"Bakura...ah..." Ryou gasped when he was bitten, it felt…surprisingly good. "Bakura...I...ah...I need to know...if…ah...if you...ah ...love me..." he gasped out between gasps of pleasure
"What is love? Tell me and I’ll tell you if I have it" Bakura said uncaringly, finding Ryou's need come to life under his touches to interesting to look away from.
"Bakura...love is...ah...love is when...ah ...you want to…ah…be with someone...in...an...any way...possible...always...and…ah...forever.." Ryou gasped.
"I want to be with you, is that enough?" Bakura said using his free hand to open Ryou's mouth so he could get better access, before he kissed Ryou.
"N-no...I mean...ah..." Ryou moaned into Bakura's mouth. "Yes..." Ryou surrendered. "Bakura…I.....I…Love you......." He moaned again and threw his head back in pleasure.
Bakura moaned at the sight of his hikari bathed in pleasure. He licked his finger and slowly inserted it in to Ryou's entrance. The tight hole pressing up all around Bakura’s finger as he pushed it further. 'soon it wont be my finger in there' Bakura thought.
Ryou gasped at the sudden intrusion and moaned again. the pain mixed with pleasure. "Ah…bakura...feels ..so...ah...goood..." he moaned again and bucked his hips involuntarily.
"it will feel much better soon" bakura said wetting and adding a second gingerly, his hands still working at messaging Ryou's shaft. The velvet skin becoming hard under Bakura’s skilled touch.
Ryou moaned at the second finger. He wrapped his arms around Bakura's neck and looked back at his Yami. He leaned forward and captured Bakura's mouth in a hot kiss.
Bakura moaned into the kiss, "that’s my hikari, what a sexy boy" bakura said as he shifted behind Ryou, "You wouldn't have any lube would you?"
"N-no..." Ryou missed the warmth that had been there a moment before. "Bakura I’ve never done this before...."
"You’re doing it now" Bakura said as he grabbed some hand lotion off the table. "This will have to do, I was just planning on taking you dry, but I don't want to have to clean up the mess"
Ryou gasped and tried to crawl away. "Bakura I don’t want to..."
Bakura pinned Ryou, "I don’t care if you don’t want to, your going to, you know you can make it easy on your self, now don’t move or else" Bakura growled, the need to ram into Ryou becoming ever more strong.
"No Bakura stop!" Ryou pleaded trying to crawl away. "Please don’t do this no..." He was crying now. "He tried to push Bakura off him but he was much too weak.
"Stop being a baby" Bakura growled, "Fine, if you wont stay still I wont use the lube, I’ll take you dry, and trust me you wont very well like it" Bakura snapped at Ryou as he dragged the crying hikari back towards him. "You like this so stay still"
"Bakura...*hic* please don’t do this to me...I’m not ready...*hic*" Ryou sobbed, and, despite his verbal protests, he didn’t move.
"There" Bakura said petting Ryou's head. "Be a good little hikari, and you'll enjoy this too" Bakura said as he released one of Ryou’s wrist to apply the lube to him self. Ryou sniffed and nodded in defeat. "O-okay...I will....." Ryou sniffed again and watched his Yami prepared to rob him of his innocence.
"You wanted this, don't deny it Ryou, you wanted to be taken. So just relax and you'll be fine" Bakura purred. His need completely coated and ready to enter Ryou.
Ryou nodded and spread his legs obediently. "Okay...please...try to be ..gentle though.." he pleaded.
"I will Ryou, just relax, it will all be fine. You should be thankful I’m putting up with your behavior" Bakura said as he put him self to Ryou's entrance.
Ryou nodded. "I'm sorry Bakura..." the Hikari looked at his Yami admiring his chest. He wanted to kiss that chest...he did...he wanted to kiss it… He sat up so he could.
Bakura paused, releasing Ryou to see what his hikari was up too. He watched as Ryou sat up a little.
Ryou leaned forward and licked at Bakura's chest tentatively. He sat on his knees in front of Bakura and moved to a nipple. He swirled his tongue around it and bit lightly.
'What is he doing? Buy time?' Bakura thought as he let Ryou lick him. It felt good to have his little hikari there. To have Ryou do that to him. He moaned as Ryou took Bakura’s nipple in to his mouth.
Ryou liked a line across his chest to his other nipple and began it lick and suck it while he pinched the other one. He heard a moan and looked up. He stopped sucking and pinching and sat higher on his knees so he could kiss his Yami. He licked Bakura's lower lip and tried to probe his tongue into Bakura's mouth.
Bakura let Ryou lick his lower lip, but bit back when Ryou tried to insert his tongue, "I’m not your bitch Ryou" Bakura said as he held his hikari close suddenly, "Your mine" Bakura said as he passionately kissed his hikari, savagely tongue fucking Ryou’s mouth.
Ryou moaned in pleasure as his mouth was attacked by his Yami's tongue. He pulled away.
He lay back and spread his legs again. "Bakura I’m ready, please.....I...um....I want you inside me...please?"
"Any thing for you hikari, see, scary things can be fun" Bakura said as he positioned him self on Ryou. Kissing him roughly as he end thd the beautiful boy.
Ryou gasped out in a mixture of pleasure and pain as Bakura's shaft slipped inside him. "AH! Bakura..." he moaned. He kissed his Yami back eyes clenched tightly closed.
Bakura kissed Ryou’s lips gently, "relax, keep breathing" Bakura whispered as he pulled out and thrust in again, searing for Ryou’s prostate.
Ryou bucked his hips again involuntarily at the pain. "Bakura it hurts..." he gasped whimpering.
"Its ok love, I’m here for you" Bakura whispered pushing down and pulling out again, trailing kisses up and down Ryou’s body
Ryou moaned in pleasure. "Bakura...you...you ah...called me ..ah....love..." he moaned again.
Bakura blinked a few times, "I did?" he said not remembering say that. He continued to pound in to R let letting the trivial matter slip from mind.
"Yea...ah...you did ..." Ryou let out a long moan as his prostate was hit over and over again. "Ah...I love you...ah...Bakura....I love you!"
Bakura looked baffled at his Hikari, what was this feeling he was getting, it wasn’t lust, even though he was pounding n to his tight hole a mile a minute, it was some thing else. 'is this love' bakura thought as he feel his release near. 'Could love be this strange feeling' he asked him self again, noting the looks on Ryou's face and how they made him feel.
Ryou moaned again feeling his climax approaching. "Bakura... ah..." he gasped. ”Please.....Please touch me..." he indicated his arousal while moaning again as his prostate was pounded again.
Bakura slid his hands down, toughing Ryou’s hard shaft lightly, before grabbing hold of it. Touching Ryou in a way he was sure that would send shivers up Ryou's spine. His fingers working on Ryou, Bakura's rhythm still even.
Ryou screamed as huge waves of pleasure began to surge through his tiny body. He felt his climax building up with every thrust of Bakura. He moaned again..."Bakura...oh.......feels.....soo...gooD!!!!!" he screamed.
Bakura felt Ryou tense, the walls ar his his shaft tightening; this was heaven the feeling of it exploding through his mind making every nerve tingle. "Ryou" he panted his climax coming in to Ryou, filling up the silver haired boy
"Bakura..." Ryou gasped as he came, spurting white liquid all over his chest and stomach, and Bakura's hand.”Bakura....." he whispered as the last convulsions of his orgasm were swept away.
Bakura continue to pant, pulling out of Ryou, falling to the side as not to hurt the boy beneath him. "Ryou" Bakura whispered as he pulled the whimpering boy close to him self. Hugging Ryou tightly, "I do guess I love you, I do Ryou"...
Ryou clung to Bakura still recovering from his first orgasm. "Bakura...I ...you........that was...amazing...." he panted.
"Yes, that was, I never thought it would be that good, screw what I said, it was great! I love you Ryou, you think you'll... don’t know...uh...are you ok?"
Ryou panted still, though less heavily. "Yeah....I’ll be okay..." he whispered squeezing Bakura in a loose hug. "Bakura, I’m cold..."
Bakura scrambled out of bed and grabbed the box of tissues, wiping off the evidence of their 'love'. He then took Ryou into his arms holding his little hikari close, and pulling up the covers. "We should do that more often" Bakura mused as he snuggled into his hikari contently.
Ryou gave a muffled 'mph' of a yes anosedosed his eyes inhaling the smell of Bakura. "Bakura...you smell good." he said closing his eyes and resting his head on Bakura's chest.
"Good night hikari" Bakura said, kissing hi hikari gently, some thing he longed to do in the past. "Don’t worry, you'll never have another bad dream again" Bakura sighed as he fell asleep.
The last thing Ryou remembered was taking in the scent of his Yami before falling into a dreamless sleep. The next morning came with blinding light. He awoke, the sun shining right in his eyes. "Bakura?" he whispers sitting up and rubbing his eyes.
Bakura was no where to be found in the room, Ryou's millennium ring glittered in the sun light as it sat undisturbed in the room.
Ryou picked it up and held it to his heart. "Bakura come out please..." he whispered again tucking his lavender sheets around him.
The millennium ring glowed for a moment and bakura appeared next to Ryou. "Yes hikari? What do you want?" Bakura said casually.
"Can we talk?" Ryou asked softly, rubbing his eyes again. "About last night?"
"What about last night hikari?" Bakura said, his tone was board and uninterested, he looked out the window. He hadn't looked at Ryou directly since he had come out of the millennium ring.
"Why did you want to force me to do it? Why didn't you ask me first? “He whispered.”And why won't you look at me!?"
"There’s nothing to talk about hikari, be quit, I'll do what I wish, when I wish it, that all there is too it" Bakura said shooting his hikari an angry look before getting up off of the bed, throwing the covers off of him self.
"But..." Ryou whispered. "You said you loved me last night....." Ryou looked near to tears. "Was it even true?" he asked hugging the sheets to himself.
"Don't be such a baby, I don't remember such a thing ever happening, put some clothes and, and go get me some breakfast, I’m hungry" Bakura said as he walked in to the bathroom connected to Ryou's room.
Ryou didn’t move. He just sad there thinking about what his Yami had just said. "Bakura..." he whispered sadly. He crawled under the covers and curled up into a ball. "Damn you Bakura..." he felt anger flooding though him. "Get your own damn breakfast!" he shouted at his Yami.
Bakura growled and walked out of the bathroom, "What did you just say to me, hikari?" bakura growled as he closed in on Ryou backing him up against the wall. Bakura slammed his fist in to the wall, just inches away from Ryou's head, "I want none of your bull shit this morning hikari, now get your ass down there!'" bakura snarled.
Ryou glared right back. He felt the same anger he had when his dad used to beat him as a child…"No! I'm not taking any of your bull shit this mourning Bakura! Last night you took advantage of me and told me you love me, and now you say you can’t remember, well too bad for you because I don't play that game!" Ryou was now advancing on Bakura. "You used me, and for that I don't know if I can ever forgive you!" he shouted again, face full of anger.
Bakura slaped Ryou hard enough to send him to the ground, "you foolish hikari, who do you think you are, do i need to remind you of your place? now get me some breakfast!" bakura growled as he kicked Ryou in the stomach.
All the anger and courage that had been in Ryou left him immediately. "yes Bakura.." he said standing obediently walking to the kitchen. He fried up some bacon and eggs and put two plates on the table. He walked back up stairs to find Bakura.
Bakura sat moodily on Ryou's bed looking out the window. "Is it done yet Ryou?" Bakura said passing a cold look in Ryou's direction.
"Damn right you shouldn't have, i don't know where you get off" Bakura snarled as he passed Ryou with out a second glance. On the outside he looked ready to beat the shit out of Ryou, inside he wanted to cuddle his hikari and tell him that he did love him, that what he meant last night was true. He just didn't know how to live like that, so he just shrugged it off and went back to being mean.
Ryou followed bakura at a trot. "You're right I shouldn't have and I’m sor-GAH!" Ryou tripped on the stairs on the way down and ended up knocking Bakura down. They lay in a heap of tangled limbs at the bottom of the stairs. "Sorry." Ryou squeaked.
Bakura growled furiously, "what the hell did you do that for?" Bakura snapped at his lighter half.
"I didn't do it on purpose I swear" Ryou said struggling to get out from under his Yami. "I swear Bakura I didn't.." he said panic stricken
Bakura growled and, quickly untangling him self, pinned Ryou to the wall. "Yeah right, you wanted to hurt me1" Bakura growled kissing Ryou, "you wanted to get back at me didn't you!" Bakura said placing light kisses all over Ryou. "I don’t believe a word of it" bakura growled snuggling in to Ryou’s hair, "and now you’re probably hurt" bakura said kissing a bump that seemed to be slowly developing on Ryou’s head
Ryou began to cry. "Bakura stop, not again, please don’t..." He sobbed hysterically. "I don’t want to hurt you I’d never and....no." he tried to push him off but failed and decided to curl into a sobbing ball instead.
"I don’t believe you, I don’t believe a word of it!" bakura half mumbled as he kissed Ryou. "I know you...you...yuuummm...Ryou...I...I know...you" Bakura said incoherently as he continued to rub up against Ryou, the blood rushing to his hips as he licked at and nipped at the body underneath his.
"Bakura don't do this, not again, I can't take it..." Ryou cried. “You have to believe me I’d never hurt you, ever, I love you too much please let me go don't ......no...." Ryou sobbed.
Bakura kissed down Ryou's naked chest, the delicate boy not having enough time to put on clothes, while he put together Bakura’s breakfast. "Love me? How can you love me? I’m mean to you, you hate me i know it!" bakura said kissing lower, his hands already on his destination
"No stop please!" Ryou pleaded. "I don’t know why i just love you, Bakura no....."ryou struggled against him and manage to stand. He made a break for it and ran into the living room.
Bakura pounced him, the both of them skidding on the rug, "stay still" bakura said impatiently, "if you don’t know why you love me, then you must hate me, it all makes sense you hate me" bakura said hugging Ryou tightly, breaking in to tears. "Your just going to hurt me" bakura said snuggling his head in to Ryou’s stomach.
"No, I’m not....Bakura...." Ryou was crying and trying to pull away. "What's wrong with you? you've never treated me like this before please stop I don’t like it!" he yelled between sniffs and hiccups.
“I don’t like you" bakura sniffled, "I don’t like you" Bakura said holding Ryou closer, cuddling in to Ryou's stomach some more, "your just using me so I’ll be nice to you, I wont listen to you" Bakura said crying harder.
"Bakura..."Ryou’s cries turned to whimpers then to constant hiccups. "Bakura I do love you I’d never use you, even to prevent my own death I’d never.." Ryou hugged Bakura and kissed him softly. "Bakura what's wrong with you, why are you crying?" he asked softly.
"I love you Ryou, I don’t want to, but I do! I hate, you! Why can't I stop loving you!" Bakura cried, he got up looking angrily at Ryou, tears still in his eyes, "I... I don’t...like... you...sniffle...I don’t... I don’t want to hurt you... I don’t want to hurt me..." Bakura sobbed, running up to Ryou's room.
Ryou ran after him. "Bakura wait!" he called running faster. "Please come back I love you too!" he yelled. He reached his room and pounded on the locked door. "Bakura open up please!" he pleaded.
"Why?" Bakura said stubbornly like a child, "I’m going to my ring leave me alone, don’t come after me, I don’t want you in my soul room" bakura shouted, there was a bright flash under the door, and the door unlocked it self. The millennium ring sat glowing on the bed.
Ryou ran in and held it to his heart sobbing. He didn’t care that Bakura didn’t want him to follow, they needed to work this out or things would always be horrible between them like this mourning. He closed his eyes and entered Bakura's soul room
Bakura sat alone in his soul room wearing the clothes he so favored back in Egypt. He sat in the corner of the room his knees drawn up to his chest. He sned aed and looked up at Ryou, "what do you want? Come here to poke fun at me because I’m not the evil spirit you thought I was, because I love you? I don’t care" Bakura sobbed out.
Ryou knelt in front of him. "I'd never, Bakura I love you and I always will....I...always have." Ryou pushed Bakura’s shoulders back so he could look into Bakura’s eyes. "Believe me Bakura...” he said leaning in and kissing him lightly on the lips.
Bakura sniffled "are you sure?" Bakura said gently licking Ryou's lip. "Are you sure you love me? I don’t know how to love some one else, not really" bakura said drying his eyes.
"Just listen to your heart, I'm sure i love you, and I always will. "Ryou gave him his cutest and most sincere smile. He traced Bakura's jaw line with a finger and leaned in kissing him more deeply this time.
Bakura pulled Ryou gently against him, making sure not to hurt his hikari. "I love you too Ryou, I’m just a little scared that’s all, I’m sorry if I hurt you, I didn't mean to, this morning I wanted to cuddle you and tell you I loved you, I love the softness of your hair and the smoothness of your skin, I love the way you laugh and the way you hold on to me when your scared, I love every thing about you, I was just kind of afraid you didn't like me...and...and i freaked out, and did to you what i thought love was, all the while hating you, for loving me, for loving you" Bakura whispered as if saying it too loud was taboo. He snuggled his head against Ryou’s chest, “I love you"
"Bakura I love you too, now and forever, I love the way you hold me when I tremble, the way you dominate me, always...you give orders, and I love to follow you, please, don’t be scared, all you have to do is love with your heart and nothing can go wrong..."
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Ryou sat on the couch in his living room. Bakura had vented a movie for the both of them to watch.
'Why did I have to pick such a violent movie' Bakura thought as he grabbed some popcorn.
There was another bang from the movie that scared Ryou so much he practically jumped out of his pants. He whimpered and scooted over so close to his Yami that he was nearly in his lap.
Bakura looked over at his little Hikari admiring the look in Ryou's eyes. Bakura had always had a thing for fear; any kind of fear was fine. Just to see it reflected in his hikari's eyes was some thing he loved to see
"Bakura...” Ryou whispered. "Bakura I don't like this movie..." he winced at another bang and buried his face in his hands.
Bakura chuckled "Its just a movie, Hikari" he pulled the smaller boy closer, the way Ryou's body trembled was very interesting to the spirit of the ring.
"I know it is but...its scary, how can people like this stuff?" he coward into his yami's touch.
Bakura leaned over a little, "they like it because it’s scary, scary things can be fun" Bakura, took a in a breath, treasuring his hikari's scent, it was only at times like this that he would show his affection towards his angelic side.
"I don’t think scary things are fun...." Ryou whimpered. "Bakura, I’m not going to able to sleep tonight..." Ryou looked at Bakura's face in though. He seemed to have made up his mind about something, and Ryou crawled into his Yami's lap.
Bakura was startled at this, acts like this would throw him off, he never really understood why Ryou would do things like this, but it’s what made his hikari more interesting. "If you have nightmares I’ll sleep with you” it was a casual suggestion with a wicked intention.
Ryou looked up at him and smiled. "Please?" he asked wrapping his arms around Bakura's waste and hiding in his lap after another person died in the movie.
"Any thing for you Ryou" Bakura said petting his hikari's silver hair, forgetting all about the movie, his attention now oh his shaking lighter half.
Ryou let out a soft purr and closed his eyes. He was really tired and wanted to go to sleep now, but thought he should stay awake for Bakura.
Bakura enjoyed the sound coming from Ryou, "are you sure you don't like the movie?" Bakura asked as he tilted Ryou's chin up.
Ryou shook his head as he looked into Bakura's eyes. "Can we turn it off please?" he begged.
Bakura took the remote turning off the T.V and VCR, "are you ok now hikari?" Bakura asked cuddling Ryou in his arms.
"Better, but those images are going to be playing through my head all night!" Bakura sat up in his lap and rest his head on Bakura's shoulder. "Sleep with me? You said you would..." Ryou pouted.
"Oh course" Bakura said, 'he’s so darn cuddly' Bakura thought as he carriedu hiu his room, snuggling his head in to his hikari's hair by 'accident'.
"Hey Bakura?" he asked. "Do you know where my teddy bear is?" he asked in all seriousness.
"Next to your footy pajamas" Bakura answered with a sigh.' Ryou was 16 and he still had a teddy bear, ah well it makes him all the more cute' Bakura thought to him self.
Ryou jumped out of Bakura's arms and ran to his drawers and pulled out some blue and white striped footy pajamas. "How did you know they're my favorite?" he asked smiling as he took his shirt off.
"Oh, come now, I’m your yami, I know what you like" Bakura said as he watched Ryou undress, savoring every curve of his lighter half’s body.
Ryou slid out of his jeans and tossed them aside. He suddenly stopped undressing and stood there in his boxers. He looked at Bakura questioningly.
"Is there some thing wrong hikari?" Bakura said, still watching Ryou like a hawk. His eyes running up Ryou’s legs to those trouble some boxers.
"Should I put on clean boxers?" he asked bluntly. "Mom's not home to do the laundry for a week..."
"Do you need boxers? Back in Egypt we didn't have to worry about so much clothing, would it kill you not to wear a pair?" Bakura said to Ryou, his accounts of his past always sounded like old war hero stories of the good 'ol days.
"Hmm...I guess you're right." Ryou pulled them off and tossed them aside. "Bakura could you hand my pajamas?" he asked finding his teddy bear under his bead. He got down on all fours and reached for it.
'...fucking...hot...' Bakura said slowly reaching over for the PJs, his hands swiping at thin air as his eyes stayed glued to his little hikari's behind. "s-sure" he squeaked out.
"Got it!" Ryou said pulling the old teddy bear out from under the bed. He gave a little jump in triumph. "P Js Bakura?" he said extending his hand.
Bakura quickly threw Ryou’s PJ's behind the closet where they would never find Ryou, or trouble Bakura again. "I can't find them, I guess your going to have to go with out tonight, sorry hikari" Bakura said, trying to look sad.
"But Bakura I like my PJs, are you sure you can't find them?" he asked looking around in a panic.
"i know you do, but, I just can't find them" Bakura said as he did a half assed job of looking around the room.
Ryou sighed. "Alright, I’ll go nude tonight, but will you help me find them tomorrow?" he asked crawling onto his bed. It had a lavender quilt with matching sheets and pillow cases.
"Of course" Bakura lied, in reality he planed on burning those evil things the first moment he got. "Are you comfortable?" Bakura asked as he slipped off his own clothes. The only thing Bakura wore at night was his boxers, and only because Ryou wouldn't have him go nude.
"Yeah..." Ryou snuggled under his quilt and closed his eyes. "Bakura hurry up it's cold!" he said shivering.
'I’ll keep you warm' Bakura thought as he climbed in to bed next to his naked hikari. Wrapping an arm around Ryou’s waist, something he usually never did.
Ryou snuggled up to Bakura and wrapped his arms around him. "mmm....Bakura, you’re war." ." he whispered contently.
"You’re warm too" Bakura purred as his hands slid down to Ryou's hips. All that was stopping him, and separating them, was a pair of silk boxers, that wouldn't last the night.
Ryou felt Bakura's warm breath on his face. 'Oh no....' he felt himself becoming...excited... 'Oh please, please don’t notice, not now....' he let out a whimper.
Bakura continued his movements snuggling his head into his hikari’s hair, "is some thing wrong Ryou?" Bakura asked grinning in the dark, he knew what was going through his hikari’s mind, he had often seen it in hi lighter half’s dreams.
"N-no...nothing..." he whispered trying to move away so that Bakura wouldn't accidentally touch his arousal.”Bakura I’m getting.....um...hot..."
Bakura pushed off the covers, snuggling next to his hikari again. "Is that better little one?"
Ryou squeaked and his hands shot down to cover his groin. "Y-yes..." he gulped. 'Please don’t look down please...' he inwardly begged.
Bakura moved his hands towards Ryou's inner thigh, stopping short, so he could let the fear of discovery ripen. "You’re shaking" Bakura said snuggling his body closer, his breath dancing across Ryou’s neck.
Ryou’s breath hitched in his thought. "Bakura...move your hand...please?" he begged almost in tears.
Bakura moved his hand closer to Ryou’s crotch, "is this what you meant hikari?" placing a light kiss on the back of Ryou’s neck.
"No...away from…my leg..." Ryou shuddered under the touch and gave a small gasp when Bakura kissed him.
"Ok, I’ll move it off your leg" Bakura said his hand coming to rest on Ryou's manhood.
Ryou gasped. "Bakura..." he whispered trying to move away. "Bakura don't..."
"Don’t what Ryou?" Bakura said his finger tips dancing across Ryou’s shaft. "You’re not answering Ryou..." Bakura said taking a firm grip on Ryou's length.
"Bakura no, don’t...don’t..." he tried to talk as a wave of pleasure washed over him. "Bakura we should talk about...ah...this first.." he tried to push Bakura's hand away again.
"You still haven’t answered my question, don’t what Ryou?" Bakura said slipping his arm under his hikari, pulling him closer, wrapping his leg around his hikari's.
"Bakura don’t touch me…like...like you love me...because....I...I know...I know you don’t" Ryou was close to tears now.
"You know that for a fact? My body likes yours, and your body likes mine, yes, your body likes mine a lot" Bakura said as he started to stroke his lighter half’s length.
"But...but Bakura...love is deeper than...just...body, and...well...why...how...you'd never love me.." Ryou said between gasps of pleasure. "Bakura...ah...plea...ah...no..."
"I love it when you plead" Bakura growled playfully as his bit down gently on Ryou's neck. His arm turning Ryou over to face him.
"Bakura...ah..." Ryou gasped when he was bitten, it felt…surprisingly good. "Bakura...I...ah...I need to know...if…ah...if you...ah ...love me..." he gasped out between gasps of pleasure
"What is love? Tell me and I’ll tell you if I have it" Bakura said uncaringly, finding Ryou's need come to life under his touches to interesting to look away from.
"Bakura...love is...ah...love is when...ah ...you want to…ah…be with someone...in...an...any way...possible...always...and…ah...forever.." Ryou gasped.
"I want to be with you, is that enough?" Bakura said using his free hand to open Ryou's mouth so he could get better access, before he kissed Ryou.
"N-no...I mean...ah..." Ryou moaned into Bakura's mouth. "Yes..." Ryou surrendered. "Bakura…I.....I…Love you......." He moaned again and threw his head back in pleasure.
Bakura moaned at the sight of his hikari bathed in pleasure. He licked his finger and slowly inserted it in to Ryou's entrance. The tight hole pressing up all around Bakura’s finger as he pushed it further. 'soon it wont be my finger in there' Bakura thought.
Ryou gasped at the sudden intrusion and moaned again. the pain mixed with pleasure. "Ah…bakura...feels ..so...ah...goood..." he moaned again and bucked his hips involuntarily.
"it will feel much better soon" bakura said wetting and adding a second gingerly, his hands still working at messaging Ryou's shaft. The velvet skin becoming hard under Bakura’s skilled touch.
Ryou moaned at the second finger. He wrapped his arms around Bakura's neck and looked back at his Yami. He leaned forward and captured Bakura's mouth in a hot kiss.
Bakura moaned into the kiss, "that’s my hikari, what a sexy boy" bakura said as he shifted behind Ryou, "You wouldn't have any lube would you?"
"N-no..." Ryou missed the warmth that had been there a moment before. "Bakura I’ve never done this before...."
"You’re doing it now" Bakura said as he grabbed some hand lotion off the table. "This will have to do, I was just planning on taking you dry, but I don't want to have to clean up the mess"
Ryou gasped and tried to crawl away. "Bakura I don’t want to..."
Bakura pinned Ryou, "I don’t care if you don’t want to, your going to, you know you can make it easy on your self, now don’t move or else" Bakura growled, the need to ram into Ryou becoming ever more strong.
"No Bakura stop!" Ryou pleaded trying to crawl away. "Please don’t do this no..." He was crying now. "He tried to push Bakura off him but he was much too weak.
"Stop being a baby" Bakura growled, "Fine, if you wont stay still I wont use the lube, I’ll take you dry, and trust me you wont very well like it" Bakura snapped at Ryou as he dragged the crying hikari back towards him. "You like this so stay still"
"Bakura...*hic* please don’t do this to me...I’m not ready...*hic*" Ryou sobbed, and, despite his verbal protests, he didn’t move.
"There" Bakura said petting Ryou's head. "Be a good little hikari, and you'll enjoy this too" Bakura said as he released one of Ryou’s wrist to apply the lube to him self. Ryou sniffed and nodded in defeat. "O-okay...I will....." Ryou sniffed again and watched his Yami prepared to rob him of his innocence.
"You wanted this, don't deny it Ryou, you wanted to be taken. So just relax and you'll be fine" Bakura purred. His need completely coated and ready to enter Ryou.
Ryou nodded and spread his legs obediently. "Okay...please...try to be ..gentle though.." he pleaded.
"I will Ryou, just relax, it will all be fine. You should be thankful I’m putting up with your behavior" Bakura said as he put him self to Ryou's entrance.
Ryou nodded. "I'm sorry Bakura..." the Hikari looked at his Yami admiring his chest. He wanted to kiss that chest...he did...he wanted to kiss it… He sat up so he could.
Bakura paused, releasing Ryou to see what his hikari was up too. He watched as Ryou sat up a little.
Ryou leaned forward and licked at Bakura's chest tentatively. He sat on his knees in front of Bakura and moved to a nipple. He swirled his tongue around it and bit lightly.
'What is he doing? Buy time?' Bakura thought as he let Ryou lick him. It felt good to have his little hikari there. To have Ryou do that to him. He moaned as Ryou took Bakura’s nipple in to his mouth.
Ryou liked a line across his chest to his other nipple and began it lick and suck it while he pinched the other one. He heard a moan and looked up. He stopped sucking and pinching and sat higher on his knees so he could kiss his Yami. He licked Bakura's lower lip and tried to probe his tongue into Bakura's mouth.
Bakura let Ryou lick his lower lip, but bit back when Ryou tried to insert his tongue, "I’m not your bitch Ryou" Bakura said as he held his hikari close suddenly, "Your mine" Bakura said as he passionately kissed his hikari, savagely tongue fucking Ryou’s mouth.
Ryou moaned in pleasure as his mouth was attacked by his Yami's tongue. He pulled away.
He lay back and spread his legs again. "Bakura I’m ready, please.....I...um....I want you inside me...please?"
"Any thing for you hikari, see, scary things can be fun" Bakura said as he positioned him self on Ryou. Kissing him roughly as he end thd the beautiful boy.
Ryou gasped out in a mixture of pleasure and pain as Bakura's shaft slipped inside him. "AH! Bakura..." he moaned. He kissed his Yami back eyes clenched tightly closed.
Bakura kissed Ryou’s lips gently, "relax, keep breathing" Bakura whispered as he pulled out and thrust in again, searing for Ryou’s prostate.
Ryou bucked his hips again involuntarily at the pain. "Bakura it hurts..." he gasped whimpering.
"Its ok love, I’m here for you" Bakura whispered pushing down and pulling out again, trailing kisses up and down Ryou’s body
Ryou moaned in pleasure. "Bakura...you...you ah...called me ..ah....love..." he moaned again.
Bakura blinked a few times, "I did?" he said not remembering say that. He continued to pound in to R let letting the trivial matter slip from mind.
"Yea...ah...you did ..." Ryou let out a long moan as his prostate was hit over and over again. "Ah...I love you...ah...Bakura....I love you!"
Bakura looked baffled at his Hikari, what was this feeling he was getting, it wasn’t lust, even though he was pounding n to his tight hole a mile a minute, it was some thing else. 'is this love' bakura thought as he feel his release near. 'Could love be this strange feeling' he asked him self again, noting the looks on Ryou's face and how they made him feel.
Ryou moaned again feeling his climax approaching. "Bakura... ah..." he gasped. ”Please.....Please touch me..." he indicated his arousal while moaning again as his prostate was pounded again.
Bakura slid his hands down, toughing Ryou’s hard shaft lightly, before grabbing hold of it. Touching Ryou in a way he was sure that would send shivers up Ryou's spine. His fingers working on Ryou, Bakura's rhythm still even.
Ryou screamed as huge waves of pleasure began to surge through his tiny body. He felt his climax building up with every thrust of Bakura. He moaned again..."Bakura...oh.......feels.....soo...gooD!!!!!" he screamed.
Bakura felt Ryou tense, the walls ar his his shaft tightening; this was heaven the feeling of it exploding through his mind making every nerve tingle. "Ryou" he panted his climax coming in to Ryou, filling up the silver haired boy
"Bakura..." Ryou gasped as he came, spurting white liquid all over his chest and stomach, and Bakura's hand.”Bakura....." he whispered as the last convulsions of his orgasm were swept away.
Bakura continue to pant, pulling out of Ryou, falling to the side as not to hurt the boy beneath him. "Ryou" Bakura whispered as he pulled the whimpering boy close to him self. Hugging Ryou tightly, "I do guess I love you, I do Ryou"...
Ryou clung to Bakura still recovering from his first orgasm. "Bakura...I ...you........that was...amazing...." he panted.
"Yes, that was, I never thought it would be that good, screw what I said, it was great! I love you Ryou, you think you'll... don’t know...uh...are you ok?"
Ryou panted still, though less heavily. "Yeah....I’ll be okay..." he whispered squeezing Bakura in a loose hug. "Bakura, I’m cold..."
Bakura scrambled out of bed and grabbed the box of tissues, wiping off the evidence of their 'love'. He then took Ryou into his arms holding his little hikari close, and pulling up the covers. "We should do that more often" Bakura mused as he snuggled into his hikari contently.
Ryou gave a muffled 'mph' of a yes anosedosed his eyes inhaling the smell of Bakura. "Bakura...you smell good." he said closing his eyes and resting his head on Bakura's chest.
"Good night hikari" Bakura said, kissing hi hikari gently, some thing he longed to do in the past. "Don’t worry, you'll never have another bad dream again" Bakura sighed as he fell asleep.
The last thing Ryou remembered was taking in the scent of his Yami before falling into a dreamless sleep. The next morning came with blinding light. He awoke, the sun shining right in his eyes. "Bakura?" he whispers sitting up and rubbing his eyes.
Bakura was no where to be found in the room, Ryou's millennium ring glittered in the sun light as it sat undisturbed in the room.
Ryou picked it up and held it to his heart. "Bakura come out please..." he whispered again tucking his lavender sheets around him.
The millennium ring glowed for a moment and bakura appeared next to Ryou. "Yes hikari? What do you want?" Bakura said casually.
"Can we talk?" Ryou asked softly, rubbing his eyes again. "About last night?"
"What about last night hikari?" Bakura said, his tone was board and uninterested, he looked out the window. He hadn't looked at Ryou directly since he had come out of the millennium ring.
"Why did you want to force me to do it? Why didn't you ask me first? “He whispered.”And why won't you look at me!?"
"There’s nothing to talk about hikari, be quit, I'll do what I wish, when I wish it, that all there is too it" Bakura said shooting his hikari an angry look before getting up off of the bed, throwing the covers off of him self.
"But..." Ryou whispered. "You said you loved me last night....." Ryou looked near to tears. "Was it even true?" he asked hugging the sheets to himself.
"Don't be such a baby, I don't remember such a thing ever happening, put some clothes and, and go get me some breakfast, I’m hungry" Bakura said as he walked in to the bathroom connected to Ryou's room.
Ryou didn’t move. He just sad there thinking about what his Yami had just said. "Bakura..." he whispered sadly. He crawled under the covers and curled up into a ball. "Damn you Bakura..." he felt anger flooding though him. "Get your own damn breakfast!" he shouted at his Yami.
Bakura growled and walked out of the bathroom, "What did you just say to me, hikari?" bakura growled as he closed in on Ryou backing him up against the wall. Bakura slammed his fist in to the wall, just inches away from Ryou's head, "I want none of your bull shit this morning hikari, now get your ass down there!'" bakura snarled.
Ryou glared right back. He felt the same anger he had when his dad used to beat him as a child…"No! I'm not taking any of your bull shit this mourning Bakura! Last night you took advantage of me and told me you love me, and now you say you can’t remember, well too bad for you because I don't play that game!" Ryou was now advancing on Bakura. "You used me, and for that I don't know if I can ever forgive you!" he shouted again, face full of anger.
Bakura slaped Ryou hard enough to send him to the ground, "you foolish hikari, who do you think you are, do i need to remind you of your place? now get me some breakfast!" bakura growled as he kicked Ryou in the stomach.
All the anger and courage that had been in Ryou left him immediately. "yes Bakura.." he said standing obediently walking to the kitchen. He fried up some bacon and eggs and put two plates on the table. He walked back up stairs to find Bakura.
Bakura sat moodily on Ryou's bed looking out the window. "Is it done yet Ryou?" Bakura said passing a cold look in Ryou's direction.
"Damn right you shouldn't have, i don't know where you get off" Bakura snarled as he passed Ryou with out a second glance. On the outside he looked ready to beat the shit out of Ryou, inside he wanted to cuddle his hikari and tell him that he did love him, that what he meant last night was true. He just didn't know how to live like that, so he just shrugged it off and went back to being mean.
Ryou followed bakura at a trot. "You're right I shouldn't have and I’m sor-GAH!" Ryou tripped on the stairs on the way down and ended up knocking Bakura down. They lay in a heap of tangled limbs at the bottom of the stairs. "Sorry." Ryou squeaked.
Bakura growled furiously, "what the hell did you do that for?" Bakura snapped at his lighter half.
"I didn't do it on purpose I swear" Ryou said struggling to get out from under his Yami. "I swear Bakura I didn't.." he said panic stricken
Bakura growled and, quickly untangling him self, pinned Ryou to the wall. "Yeah right, you wanted to hurt me1" Bakura growled kissing Ryou, "you wanted to get back at me didn't you!" Bakura said placing light kisses all over Ryou. "I don’t believe a word of it" bakura growled snuggling in to Ryou’s hair, "and now you’re probably hurt" bakura said kissing a bump that seemed to be slowly developing on Ryou’s head
Ryou began to cry. "Bakura stop, not again, please don’t..." He sobbed hysterically. "I don’t want to hurt you I’d never and....no." he tried to push him off but failed and decided to curl into a sobbing ball instead.
"I don’t believe you, I don’t believe a word of it!" bakura half mumbled as he kissed Ryou. "I know you...you...yuuummm...Ryou...I...I know...you" Bakura said incoherently as he continued to rub up against Ryou, the blood rushing to his hips as he licked at and nipped at the body underneath his.
"Bakura don't do this, not again, I can't take it..." Ryou cried. “You have to believe me I’d never hurt you, ever, I love you too much please let me go don't ......no...." Ryou sobbed.
Bakura kissed down Ryou's naked chest, the delicate boy not having enough time to put on clothes, while he put together Bakura’s breakfast. "Love me? How can you love me? I’m mean to you, you hate me i know it!" bakura said kissing lower, his hands already on his destination
"No stop please!" Ryou pleaded. "I don’t know why i just love you, Bakura no....."ryou struggled against him and manage to stand. He made a break for it and ran into the living room.
Bakura pounced him, the both of them skidding on the rug, "stay still" bakura said impatiently, "if you don’t know why you love me, then you must hate me, it all makes sense you hate me" bakura said hugging Ryou tightly, breaking in to tears. "Your just going to hurt me" bakura said snuggling his head in to Ryou’s stomach.
"No, I’m not....Bakura...." Ryou was crying and trying to pull away. "What's wrong with you? you've never treated me like this before please stop I don’t like it!" he yelled between sniffs and hiccups.
“I don’t like you" bakura sniffled, "I don’t like you" Bakura said holding Ryou closer, cuddling in to Ryou's stomach some more, "your just using me so I’ll be nice to you, I wont listen to you" Bakura said crying harder.
"Bakura..."Ryou’s cries turned to whimpers then to constant hiccups. "Bakura I do love you I’d never use you, even to prevent my own death I’d never.." Ryou hugged Bakura and kissed him softly. "Bakura what's wrong with you, why are you crying?" he asked softly.
"I love you Ryou, I don’t want to, but I do! I hate, you! Why can't I stop loving you!" Bakura cried, he got up looking angrily at Ryou, tears still in his eyes, "I... I don’t...like... you...sniffle...I don’t... I don’t want to hurt you... I don’t want to hurt me..." Bakura sobbed, running up to Ryou's room.
Ryou ran after him. "Bakura wait!" he called running faster. "Please come back I love you too!" he yelled. He reached his room and pounded on the locked door. "Bakura open up please!" he pleaded.
"Why?" Bakura said stubbornly like a child, "I’m going to my ring leave me alone, don’t come after me, I don’t want you in my soul room" bakura shouted, there was a bright flash under the door, and the door unlocked it self. The millennium ring sat glowing on the bed.
Ryou ran in and held it to his heart sobbing. He didn’t care that Bakura didn’t want him to follow, they needed to work this out or things would always be horrible between them like this mourning. He closed his eyes and entered Bakura's soul room
Bakura sat alone in his soul room wearing the clothes he so favored back in Egypt. He sat in the corner of the room his knees drawn up to his chest. He sned aed and looked up at Ryou, "what do you want? Come here to poke fun at me because I’m not the evil spirit you thought I was, because I love you? I don’t care" Bakura sobbed out.
Ryou knelt in front of him. "I'd never, Bakura I love you and I always will....I...always have." Ryou pushed Bakura’s shoulders back so he could look into Bakura’s eyes. "Believe me Bakura...” he said leaning in and kissing him lightly on the lips.
Bakura sniffled "are you sure?" Bakura said gently licking Ryou's lip. "Are you sure you love me? I don’t know how to love some one else, not really" bakura said drying his eyes.
"Just listen to your heart, I'm sure i love you, and I always will. "Ryou gave him his cutest and most sincere smile. He traced Bakura's jaw line with a finger and leaned in kissing him more deeply this time.
Bakura pulled Ryou gently against him, making sure not to hurt his hikari. "I love you too Ryou, I’m just a little scared that’s all, I’m sorry if I hurt you, I didn't mean to, this morning I wanted to cuddle you and tell you I loved you, I love the softness of your hair and the smoothness of your skin, I love the way you laugh and the way you hold on to me when your scared, I love every thing about you, I was just kind of afraid you didn't like me...and...and i freaked out, and did to you what i thought love was, all the while hating you, for loving me, for loving you" Bakura whispered as if saying it too loud was taboo. He snuggled his head against Ryou’s chest, “I love you"
"Bakura I love you too, now and forever, I love the way you hold me when I tremble, the way you dominate me, always...you give orders, and I love to follow you, please, don’t be scared, all you have to do is love with your heart and nothing can go wrong..."
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