My World

The next day at school was rough; Honda made every effort to avoid everyone.

The whole having "friends" thing was new to Kaiba, he never thought he would have to try to avoid anyone.

"Hey, Kaiba! How's it going?" Jounouchi said in passing on his way to his locker.

"Hmph." was a force of habbit response from Kaiba, so didn't phase Jounouchi.

"Yea, see ya around."

"Jounouchi?"

"Wh-wha... uh, what's up?"

"Have you seen Hir... Honda today?"

"Honda? Since when so..." Jounouchi never got to finish when he felt Kaiba's eyes borring into him, "I-I mean, no. Sorry."

"Thank you." he said flattly and went about his business.

I'm getting this feeling... this Otogi feeling..., Jounouchi thought, Hasn't seen him all day... well, no one has, but, we know he's here...

He watched Kaiba's body language as he walked away; slow, slumped... "Dumped?" Jounouchi wondered.

"Not that Kaiba has been himself anyway since he's been with Honda, but, you notice how he's been acting lately?" Jounouchi asked the group after school.

"Yea, and where's Honda? He was here today..." Otogi said.

"He and Kaiba-kun have a class together. I wonder if Honda-kun skipped it?"

"His parents would kill him! But, you're right. I bet he did if Kaiba hasn't seen him..." Anzu was getting worried. Honda was so happy. So was Kaiba for that matter which meant everyone was happy; down to his staff from what she understood, "You don't think they..."

"As far as I know we're still together..." came a familiar, yet saddened voice from behind.

"Honda-kun? What's going on? You two seemed so..."

"Yea, well, we just needed space, ya know? He was falling behind in work, and I just figured I was in the way..."

"He looked so hurt today..." Anzu said softly, "You didn't cut class to avoid him did you, moron?! Remember the last time you cut a class and got caught!" she scolded.

"No! I was... in the nurses office..."

*sweat drop* , "Cutting class legally then, huh? Wimp!" Jounouchi and Otogi joked.

"Yea, whatever. You were with me when we got caught that time, you jerk, Jounouchi!"

"Oh... ha, yea..."

"What happened?" Otogi ribbed Honda.

"Nothing!" he and Jounouchi answered together.

*sweat drop* <- Anzu & Yugi

"Anyway, I really don't want to talk about this, ok. I'm hurt too." he said getting up to leave.

"Honda-kun, you don't have to go! We'll change the subject..."

"Yea, man, we were just worried is all."

"Really?! Since when?!"

"?!"

"Since when have you all cared whether Kaiba and I stay together or not?! I'd have thought you all would be thrilled..."

"Kaiba? You too, huh?" Jounouchi noted.

"Me too what?"

"The formalities. Kaiba was looking for you earlier; called you 'Honda'..."

"Last I checked that's my name." he got up again, determined to leave this time, "I'm out of here. I got a class to make up. Later."

"Later... Otogi?" Jounouchi said calmly.

"Y-yea?"

"Say 'I told you so.', I'll rip you apart."

Honda walked slowly to the class; visibly upset by everything going down.

Why did I do that? How could I have hurt him..., he was so deep in thought, as he rounded a corner he ran smack into his ex(?) lover.

"Uh, sorry, man I... K-K... Seto... sorry." he was at a complete loss. He hadn't counted on running into Kaiba, literally after school. He assumed he would already be on his way to the office by now.

"It's alright. Why are you avoiding me?" he asked; hurt pouring from every word.

"Oh, man, I don't want to get into this here... I... I hurt you and I..."

"Hurt me? You hurt me by avoiding me..."

"See! I can't win... Seto, I..."

"I love you. Please don't avoid me..."

"I get it. You're just going to pretend nothing happened, huh? Is this 'Time for Honda to learn a lesson.'? I'm not pretending nothing happened to me, because nothing happened to me! You... I..."

"I'm not pretending anything. I did it to myself. I told you it was my fault, I told you it was alright..."

"Seto, this really isn't the place to talk about this... I'll stop by the office. That ok?"

"Of course."

Without concern for what anyone might see, or who might see it, Kaiba took Honda in for a long, deep kiss right in the middle of the hall.

"Aw, so cute! They made up!" came a squeel from inside a neighboring classroom.

*sweat drop* <-Kaiba & Honda.

"Honda-san! Kaiba-sama is expecting you.."

"Guess he had to tell you I was coming, huh?"

"Yes. Said I was to turn the phones off." she had a slight grin on her face she was trying too hard to hold back and playfully flicked the switch of the phone.

*sweat drop* "Uh... o-ok... I guess... arigatou...", I think...

"Go ahead on up!"

The emphisis on 'up' made him cringe, Man, girls are more perverted than they let on sometimes! Geez...

Before he could knock or let himself in, the door seemed to open on it's own and he found himself pulled in and locked into a crushing hug.

"I don't want to lose you! Please, don't ever treat me like that again!"

"Treat you like... oh, you mean avoiding you... sorry..."

"What I said... about you acting like me..."

"No, you were right... I did a lot of thinking lastnight..."

"You didn't beat yourself up over anything, did you? Blame yourself?"

"Of course. You just... when I'm with you I feel... well..."

"Powerful?"

"?!"

"In control..."

"I don't... what?"

"Think about it, Hiroto; you have what many would kill for and deep down you know it..."

"S-Seto, I really... you lost me..."

"Power over me."

"What the hell?!

"While most people have tried; Pegasus being one that stands out..."

"Pegasus has tried to... what?! No...!"

"No! Remember the whole trying to take over my company? Trying to take Yugi's soul?"

"Oh yea, I try to forget actually..."

"Thank you, by the way..."

"For what?"

"Saving Mokuba. I never said..."

"It was nothing... really, now what are you talking about?! Me having power...?!"

"No secret; I'm one of the most powerful people in Japan, and too many have underestimated me because I am a 'child' and have tried to take my company... and failed miserably."

"I don't want your company... I don't want anything from you..."

"I know. And so I feel safe with you, and down goes my guard..."

"So, under all that hard core business crap, what Mokuba, ojiisan and I get to see..."

"Is me. You think I like what Gazabouro has made me into? When I'm with you, I can be myself..."

"But, when I'm with you, I... I don't know..."

"We'll work on it!" Kaiba's tone took another quick turn; from hurt and serious, to happy and optimistic, "I love you , I love I can be myself with you and I don't care what you do or how you do it; you're mine."

"Wh-what?! Seto-chan..." Kaiba took his hand and led him to his chair and guided him into it, "Seto, what are you... why? Now?!"

He straddled Honda's lap and began kissing up and down his neck.

Unable to control himself, Honda returned the kisses, moving them to Kaiba's lips. He quickly stopped and slightly pushed Kaiba to stop him.

"Wait... Seto..."

"What? Why did you stop me?"

"What I did... what happened to you when you were a kid..."

"Why the hell would you bring that up?! What's wrong with you?!"

"I'm not going to pretend I did nothing! I just want to make sure, since..."

"I never made a connection between what happened yesterday and what happened years ago! I love you! I didn't love him!"

"That still doesn't make it..." Kaiba quickly dove in, his tongue practically going down Honda's throat, nearly choking him.

"Shut up. It's fine... now..."

"Now?"

"I want you to make love to me. Now."

"Seto, you know... I just don't..."

"Please?"

"You sure?"

Kaiba placed his hand on his own crotch and began rubbing.

He undid his pants and slid his hand in; pulling his swollen cock out and stroking it gently.

"I think so, don't you?"

"Y-yea... very..."

Honda picked him up and lay him onto his back onto his desk; covering him with kisses before making his way to his cock and covered it with light strokes of his tongue.

"Hiroto-chan... would you? Please?"

Honda looked up for a moment, then realizing what he wanted, took all of his member into his mouth and sucked hard. His hand making it's way down, caressing his balls then moving on, he gently slid his fingers in and out.

Kaiba was in extacy as Honda worked all up and down his cock; swirling his tonge all around, following his mouth with his free hand up and down.

Every now and then teasing him by stopping to just lightly flick the end with the tip of his tongue.

It was killing him. He could barely breath; Honda put everything into this one.

Does he think he's making up for what he did?, he thought, almost ruining the moment for himself, Shut up, idiot! Let him go! He's... he's..., "Aaaahhhh!! Hiroto-chan! I'm cumming!!" he warned, but he wasn't stopping, "Hi-Hiro... Hiroto... I'm... TOO LATE!" he cried as he felt himself pulsing in Honda's mouth.

Honda kept hold, and continued to follow every pulse with a stroke from his tongue.

"Hi... Hiroto-chan... you..."

"Not so bad." he said, wiping his mouth with Kaiba's shirt.

"Hiroto... I thought..."

"Shut up..." he said, sliding Kaiba's pants the rest of the way off.

He glidded his fingers in; prepping this time.

As soon as he felt Kaiba was loosened enough, he turned him onto his stomach and pulled him down so he was bending over his desk.

"You have a nice ass, you know that?"

"I don't have an ass... OW!"

"You felt that, ne?" he asked after having slapped him, "You got something there..."

"Very funny..."

To make sure Kaiba was really ready, he attempted what he thought would really get him; next to having swallowed; rimming. Kaiba had done it once before to make sure he was ready.

Can't be too bad..., he thought as he shut his eyes and went for it.

"What?! Hiroto?!" Kaiba wasn't going to deny it felt wonderful, but what was Honda trying to prove by all this? Swallowing? Rimming?

"What?" he replied with the same casualness Kaiba had when he responded in disgust before, then easily slid in.

He was extreamly gentle with him; acting as though he were made of porcelain.

"Hiroto? Why so... are you making love to me or a porcelain doll?"

"What? I'm just enjoying you! That's all..."

"You're afraid of hurting me again! Make love to me, Hiroto! Don't hold back! You'll never cum that way!"

"Fine, have it your way!" he cried as he sped up and went in full force; pumping in and out faster and faster, he nearly caused Kaiba to become part of the desk.

The faster he went, the harder it became for him to hold on, so as quickly as he began, he stopped.

"S-Seto... I don't want to cum yet... let me go slower..."

"So long as it's not because you're afraid of hurting me..."

"No, I just want to enjoy you." he said, lightly kissing the back of Kaiba's neck and gently moving in and out, enjoying the warmth surrounding him.

Even this was proving to be a chore. No matter how slow or fast, Kaiba felt incredible; tensing in time with Honda so to make it tighter as he went on.

Before he knew it, with Kaiba's last tensing; he came.

"Gods, Seto... I love you so much..." he said softly into his ear, gently stroking his hair.

"How do you feel, Hiroto-chan?" he asked, hopping onto his desk. The spot where Honda had slapped him stinging a bit when he sat.

"W-what do you mean? How am I supposed..."

"No guilt?"

"N-no... am I supposed to?!"

"No. I was just making sure..."

"Why?!"

"Because I'd like to do this again real soon." he reached out and grabbed Honda by his collar and pulled him in to be face to face, "If it's alright with you, of course, Honda-sama." he added before pulling him in for one last kiss before he had to go.

"Y-you still have work to do?" Honda asked, trying to catch his breath.

"Yea. I'm sorry. I'd love to spend some more time with you today, demo, I was just catching up on things when you showed up."

"Ok... I'll see you tomorrow in school then?"

"You won't avoid me?" he looked down at the floor and up threw his bangs; the puppy-dog look, though Honda would never call it that in front of him.

"No way. I'll never do that to you again, I promise." He smiled and let himself out, then realized, There has got to be a way out of here where I don't have to face Sakura-san!