Enslave me

Joey's mind and self-preservation instinct automatically refused the idea that his own behavior had also been – if only partly – responsible for getting him to this low point.



He had gone home after Kaiba had so elegantly disappeared into the fucking sunset, but still couldn't wrap his mind around the fact that things had gone out of control so badly. Especially since Mokuba was calling him every day, practically begging him to go over to Kaiba Mansion.



He is so going to fucking take responsibility for everything!



Joey's swore to himself as his hand slid into his shorts slowly and around his aching erection, like every night since he had come home.



Was it only his imagination or had he really been way off each time, thinking about all the upsetting things that self-centered, arrogant, overconfident prick had done to him?



The blonde shivered and bit his lips as his free hand started to roam all over his body. Somewhere in the back of his mind he noted the truth about the fact that no healthy straight boy his age would crave the comfort of his bed sheets so much as an obvious a replacement and obsessively touch himself in ways like he did.



He drew his flushed cheeks into the soft fabric of a cool pillow and he bit off a cry as hot sticky wetness filled his hand and then the exquisite relief of temporary satisfaction surged through his body.



Growling low into his pillow Joey promised himself this was truly the last time he did that. Then with a sigh he sat up and cleaned the sticky remains of his pleasure, muttering.



"Fuck you, Kaiba."



Kaiba would definitely have to take responsibility or pay dearly for what he had done to Joey!



…



Kaiba decided coming home was inevitable after two weeks of absence from his company. It didn't matter that he had been working nonstop.



Oh, yes, without doubt he hadn't done much else lately.



He had needed a distraction.



Don't think about him…



But he had been thinking. In fact he was already worn out from too much musing.



Every time he had woken – knowing that he was in bed alone – made him replay things with his mind's eye. He had gotten to the point where he couldn't get a good night's rest unless Joey was in bed beside him, he had noticed.



This is just sad.



But he would have to get used to it from now on.



…..



Joey was walking home with Mokuba.



Home…



It seemed to be by far the worst choice of word for describing Kaiba Mansion his home – although he had spent definitely more time there than in his own home in the last few months.



These last two weeks, too, he had practically lived with Mokuba during the day, both waiting for the elder Kaiba to show up – or a least give a sign – to tell him what was on their minds.



No pretty things, for sure…



…



After Joey entered the living room area two pairs of shocked eyes were boring into one another.



Kaiba was the first one able to get enough of a grip on himself to be able to speak up, though his tone didn't have his usual demanding quality. He looked pretty worn out to the blonde.



"What are you doing here?"



The CEO's arms were around Mokuba, who had run to him as soon as he realized that big brother was at home. Kaiba was watching the frozen blonde while his brother was hugging his waist.



Joey couldn't answer. There was something in his throat that kept him from talking.



What am I doing here, indeed?



He crossed his arms around his chest protectively.



Everything he had wanted to say, every carefully composed sentence fled his mind and he just went on standing there without a word, like a complete idiot, chewing on his bottom lip nervously.



"Why didn't you say anything? We were sooo worried about you disappearing like that."



Mokuba was clearly upset with his brother's behavior and for a good reason – Kaiba thought.



"I'm sorry."



After hugging back a last time Kaiba kissed the top of Mokuba's head and peeled the clinging arms from around his waist.



"At least Joey was being here with me all the time. I even convinced him twice to stay in one of the guest rooms for the night. We even go to school and come home together."



The CEO was placing his gaze back on the blonde, studying him thoughtfully.



"That's nice."



Joey was squirming under that heavy fixed stare. It was suffocating. He couldn't bear it and cast his eyes to the floor. He felt close to crying.



"Drop your bag in your room, Mokuba. I have to talk to Joey."



Mokuba must have felt the tension in the air as he was reluctant to immediately do as he was told.



"It was me who invited Joey. He had been here all the time, anyway. Don't be angry, Big Brother."



"It's all right. I'm not angry. Now be good and go to your room."



"But…"



Mokuba's voice – on the verge of tears – gave in as Kaiba gave him a stern look.



…



Kaiba led them to a room where Joey had never been before. The CEO's office was cool and impersonal. It was evident that Kaiba didn't want anything to disturb him while he worked at home.



Pastel carpet, pastel walls, wooden desk with a single chair, machines of finest quality to aid him. Big windows were facing Joey and he found no place for him to sit while Kaiba took his seat behind the desk.



The CEO didn't trust himself to bring the blonde into the bedroom where so many memories awaited them. It was better like this.



More impersonal.



Joey was obviously nervous and suffering. Kaiba prepared himself for the closing scene. Be it yelling, throwing things, calling names or just a hateful glaring, he wouldn't have it. He would give Joey what the blonde wanted and let him go.



Peaceful.



Impersonal...



"I have taken care of your problem. Your father turned out to be a useful employee, so I have decided that he keeps the job. Now you can go home."



When Joey continued to stand there motionless Kaiba looked up from his desk he was talking to before.



"You can't do this."



Kaiba raised his eyebrows.



"I can't do what?"



Joey gave him an unyielding look and approached the CEO determined, circling the desk.



"I didn't wait here for you all this fucking time so that you can cast me away just like that."



Kaiba was grabbed by collar and pressed into the chair with surprising strength.



He wasn't used to such treatment and the mutt's odd behavior also bewildered him. He wasn't sure what to do. The blonde must have lost his mind. Or did he want more from the CEO? Did he realize he could get more money out of this situation?



Kaiba closed his eyes for a moment and when he opened them he was wearing his usual mocking mask. Reaching out he took Joey's chin in his hand, his lips just a whisper apart from the blonde's.



"So puppy still needs an owner."



Joey's eyes burned with fury and Kaiba could feel him tremble.



"Shut it, you fucker!"



Leaning in, he pressed his lips to Kaiba's a bit awkward, but he refused to back away.



For the CEO it was stunningly unexpected and welcomed. But there were still so many things Kaiba thought would keep them apart. For the greatest part it was Kaiba's past blackmailing with the money or Joey's father for the matter.



Kaiba had to put an end to this now!



For both of our sakes.



Still with the blonde on him he got up from his chair, maneuvered them over and pressed Joey into the wall roughly.



"I knew you liked real estate, mutt."



His open mouth and the look of pure hurt on Joey's face made him realize how much he had misjudged the situation.



I fucked it up! I had a chance and I fucked it up!



Kaiba pressed his forehead to Joey's.



Guilt.



Desperation.



Want.



Want…



"I'm sorry."



Damage.



"You know how much of a prick I am. I admit I didn't think it through. I just wanted you so much and threw money at the problem."



He started to kiss Joey softly, feeling hot salty drops flowing to mix with their lips. Joey relaxed gradually in his arms.



"Yeah, I know you are a bastard."



"I was desperate and horribly selfish, but so far gone there wasn't going to be any stopping until I'd had my fill of you. I couldn't stop. That's just… who I am."



"Got that already. But did you ever think about that it wouldn't change you, being just a little bit less of a prick?"



Joey managed to mutter when they were stopping to get some air. Kaiba smiled into the kisses that followed and Joey thought it must have been contagious. He bit Kaiba's bottom lip softly and looked deep into his eyes.



"Mmm… real estate. So hot."



…..



For thirteen days, he'd managed to stay strong. And now here he was, with his tongue in Joey's mouth and Joey's hands up the back of his shirt.



They did not stop kissing while stumbling into the bedroom, Kaiba tearing clothes from Joey, manoeuvring him onto bed.



He admired the view of Joey laying spread before him. Damn, it was a nice sight. His filled cock was already throbbing painfully along his belly.



The tiredness of before seemed to disappear into the air as he leaned over and spoke in Joey's ear.



"You know what? I just want to do something nice for you and I'm not sure how to go about it."



He took the blonde's hardness into his hand and gave it a squeeze.



"You must be joking, right?"



"Want you wanting it."



Kaiba dragged a fingernail over his nipple; Joey's hips rolled, showing his cock through Kaiba's fist.



"Uhh. I guess there's no problem with that. Wanted it for days now actually."



Joey admitted that whilst having to fight to keep his voice from trembling. He felt himself surge at the neediness in his voice, the thought of Kaiba's skilled hands and mouth on him again making his blood slam south.



So he became a little upset that the hands which had been about to make him a happy man were now withdrawing.



"How much do you want me?"



"Huh?"



Joey wanted to laugh and cry at the same time.



"How. Much. Do. You. Want. Me."



Kaiba was looking into Joey's eyes and the blonde was turning his gaze between his own legs.



"Is that a tricky question?"



The bed was moving when Kaiba climbed to the center, stretching his body, leaning on his right elbow and was lying on his side.



"I think it's high time you seduced me for your money."



The wheels were turning in a frantic speed in Joey's head.



"Seduce? Like a kind of challenge?"



"Uhum. If you feel like."



Kaiba was sliding his fingers over the fine bed sheet before him, like it was Joey's skin. And the blonde felt alarming that the real thing was obviously becoming jealous of the fucking sheets.



So with a lazy grin Joey was also stretching out on his side, mirroring Kaiba's pose.



"Let's see…"



He was giving his body a serious, considering look.



"I like it when you kiss me here."



He touched the side of his own neck, trailing a feather like touch to his shoulder.



Kaiba smiled in response.



"I also like it when you touch me here."



Kaiba followed the fingertip as it was travelling over that beautiful collarbone, circling a nipple. His gaze jumped to Joey's face for a second, then returned to the pale chest, where two fingers were already continuing to play, pinching the little bud, twisting lightly.



Joey noted with satisfaction that by then Kaiba had only remains of a smile left, staring mesmerized at the blonde's hand as it went on to his stomach.



"And here…It's already become so hard, since you touched it. It's a shame I have to spell it out extra for you."



Now his fist was gliding up and down on his proudly standing member. He heard the unmistakable sound of hard swallow and decided to display his qualities to the CEO some more.



"I like to have you in my mouth, too. Dunno why, I just realized at some point I do. Maybe it gave me inspiration to see you suck me off."



He traced his fingers back on his body to his lips. Slipping one inside, he began to suck, occasionally flipping his tongue around it, while looking deep into Kaiba's eyes.



"And…here…too."



He slowly lay on his back, face turned in Kaiba's direction, spreading his legs in a lewd way, arching his back as he stroked the short distance from under his balls to his secret spot.



"Fuck!"



Kaiba swore, breathing hard as Joey penetrated himself slowly; probing his tight passage slickened with his salvia.



"So good…"



Joey thought at that very moment the CEO looked like a dumbfounded cat, whose gaze was roaming up and down the blonde's body hungrily, wanting to watch the finger work, but also wanting to take in the reaction of Joey's body toward the pleasuring and not the least watching Joey's face.



"Yes!..."



Watching the blonde touch himself so intimately lit a primitive blaze in Kaiba. Surprising both of them he was reaching to join Joey's hand between his legs, carefully teasing his own finger inside beside the blonde's.



"Maybe you should just watch. Since you seemed to be ok without me for two weeks…"



"It was only thirteen days."



Kaiba's fingers moved deeper, searching for Joey's sweet spot.



The needy, wanting face of the blonde's gave away everything and Kaiba's heart was thumping with lust and hope in the same time.



He couldn't pull off such a performance if he really hated it, if he really hated me, right?



Kaiba lean over Joey. He kissed the arching neck, one of the erect nipples, following down Joey's former path. When he came to Joey's erection, he was licking the head playfully, trying to give the length also some attention in spite of the crowding of the moving arm, as the blonde's hand was still busy between his thighs.



He was sucking in a ball as their fingers continued their push and pull. Kaiba could tell Joey was already more than ready as he pulled out his finger, Joey's slipping out with his as well.



"Did my seduction work?"



Joey asked this as he spread his legs a bit wider in invitation.



"You didn't think it would be so easy, did you?"



Joey groaned in frustration, why had Kaiba had to be a teaser in a situation like this?



"On your knees."



This command should have enraged the blonde, but oddly it excited him even more instead. He did as he was told; facing Kaiba, ready to take him between his lips. The CEO smiled amused again.



"Turn your back to me."



Joey's eyebrows shot up.



Maybe Kaiba didn't want to tease much after all.



He turned, spreading his thighs in the process. Kaiba was glued on his back in an instant as the blonde had predicted, with a hot hardness pressing to his backside.



"I think this is a good time to work on our dual performance."



"On our what?"



Kaiba was taking Joey's right hand into his, entwining their fingers, sucking in both of their middle fingers. After covering them with salvia he was leading them southward once again.



"Our teamwork."



Kaiba whispered into Joey's ear and his lips attacked the flesh where the blonde had indicated he liked to be kissed before. Their fingers slid home into Joey over and over again until the whimpering blonde felt like had been driven into the edge.



"I want you. Now."



It was so sweet when Joey pleaded; Kaiba had no intention of refusing his wish.



However…



"If you do as I tell you."



"Just say it already!"



Kaiba grinned behind Joey. He didn't hesitate much. While withdrawing his finger he gently pushed Joey's upper body forward until the blonde had his ass high in the air and his chest resting on the bed.



"Now I want you to put two fingers in again."



For a moment Joey was digesting the wish, but then he did as he was told. Kaiba wouldn't let him get away without it anyway.



Kaiba was watching as the two long fingers disappeared in the soft cave while he was getting the lube from under the bed. It went straight to his unsatisfied cock which he was coating quickly.



"Don't pull them out."



Kaiba breathed, positioning himself, hoping the blonde's shaking hand would be able to cooperate.



He pushed, felt that ring of muscle give, and then he was enveloped in dark heat – a black velvet pleasure-ache – in the company of the two shaking fingers.



Joey's limbs trembled; he couldn't hold himself on one arm any longer. Kaiba took him by the waist and helped him turn on his back, his hands resting on the sheets beside him. Then the CEO quickly entered him again as if he wanted to fill the emptiness in the blonde.



Joey's eyes were in a haze, he was trying hard to catch his breath. After few thrust, Kaiba sucked on middle finger again and stretched Joey wider, penetrating him with the extra component.



The blonde moaned at the CEO's new game. Kaiba moved that finger deep inside him every time when pulling out his cock. He did it over and over again, setting rhythm.



He kept going until Joey was a shaking mess. Kaiba felt his heat and heard his hungry demands; he wanted to overwhelm Joey once again.



Go on craving me and seeking me out! Never have enough of me!



He would make Joey want nothing but his touch, think of nothing else but him. And he was willing to work for that even if it killed him.



The old cowboy wisdom felt true enough.



'Never itch for something you ain't willing to scratch for.'



When Joey started begging Kaiba's concentration was blown all to nothing. He slammed into the blonde, his erection aching for release, but he needed Joey to come first.



Luckily Joey was not planning to delay either of their climaxes, sprouting all over himself, accompanied by keen little sexy sounds of his pleasure.



Kaiba quickly freed his finger, closing his hands on Joey's hips, slamming into him in a few short jabs, filling the blonde with a howl.



After collapsing on his lover the CEO buried his sweat damp face in the soft shoulder.



"I'm sorry. I hurt you."



He was caressing Joey's hips where they both knew new bruises would form soon.



Joey hadn't even realized they existed until then. He put his hands around Kaiba's back and shoulders, closing him in a laughing hug.



"Are you an idiot?"



…



Later, when they were lying together in a sleepy tangle of limbs, Kaiba kissed him again.



"Never thought you would wait here for me."



His voice was unnaturally quiet and soft.



"Never thought I would."



Joey had no reason not to admit that. With a sigh, he pulled out of Kaiba's arms and sat up. The following conversation was so far from his comfort zone, but it had to be done. For both of their sakes.



"Dunno what you want or think, but I cannot be your slave anymore. And you know it."



He was watching the CEO with a pained expression. Kaiba had to know what he felt. It would be only fair to let him be the clear about what Joey was able – and willing – to give him.



"What do you want from me? What do you need? A fuck buddy? I'm sure you could find a better one than me. Wanna dominate me? Punish me? I don't get it!"



Kaiba buried his hand in his hair.



"I don't know it either, damn it! I have no idea."



He got up and started to pace the room. If Joey wasn't that interested in what Kaiba was about to say, he would have thought it was funny that neither of them cared that the great CEO was doing his pacing in all his naked beauty.



"I want…you. But… shit. I have no solid idea how. I'm afraid. Of giving up control of my life. This is… confusing. It has been a long time since I have had anything to lose. I guess I'm… well, not scared, but still... Yeah. So if you're… – you know… – you don't have to…if you don't want to…"



Joey had a small teasing smile on his lips.



Feeling self-conscious after that little awkward speech, Kaiba tried to hide his embarrassment with annoyance.



"What?"



By now Joey was smirking.



Kaiba was becoming completely red. He felt helplessly vulnerable and it made him angry that the blonde was making fun of him.



"What?"



He went down on Joey, crowding him, pushing himself to the smaller body hard. Joey's eyes turned dark. Kaiba was panting in frustration when he felt a soft kiss on the lips. He pulled away from those wicked, addictive lips fast, swearing.



"Shit. Shit!"



After thinking it over, however, he moved back hastily, kissing Joey hard and deep. When they parted Joey's eyes were cloudy and he didn't have any teasing thoughts anymore.



"You're a nut, Kaiba. I'm with you because I have fallen for you. Period. End of story. And you better feel the same. If you know what's good for you."



Kaiba looked resolved.



"I know exactly what's good for me."



Joey smiled wantonly while caressing over Kaiba's jaw line.



"Maybe I don't mind too much being the object of your perversions."



Kaiba bent down his head to nuzzle Joey's neck and the blonde moved into it, seeking the contact, breathing in the other's scent deeply. The CEO's hand moved smoothly, caressing over a firm buttock, earning a little gasp from Joey.



"Since when do you enjoy my body pleasuring you so much?"



"I'm just sensitive because we already did it twice."



Joey protested laughing.



Kaiba's voice turned suddenly serious.



"Go out with me."



The blonde froze on the spot.



"What?"



"You know, what couples do usually. Hanging out all the time and stuff."



Kaiba licked his lips in nervousness while Joey was smirking foolishly again at the attempted joke. After a few moments Kaiba grabbed him, and pressed him onto the bed.



"Besides being smart and funny and cute as hell, you've got guts. I like that. I… like you."



"Really?"



"I like – need – the stability and calm I feel when I know you are there. The last days were a nightmare. But you are right; sometimes I just need to be in control. And it felt that maybe you can give me that, that maybe you are willing to give me that."



Joey's eyes clouded quickly from naughty to sad. The CEO felt his heart bleed when the blonde turned his eyes to the side so he didn't have to look Kaiba in the eyes when speaking.



"Strange that you say that. If I recall it right, it was rather the excitement that started all this."



"No…! Maybe partly. But it was mainly that you needed my protection – that you woke my protective instincts – that had brought this shit on us. I… when it was all over and it seemed you didn't need me anymore, I guess I just went nuts. I had liked my role too much and later I became the bad guy willingly to… to keep you. I am not proud of having sunk that low. And you must know I'm sorry."



When Joey didn't answer he went on, painfully aware that these things had to be said now, or perhaps he would never have a chance to make it right again.



"Excitement had its place. But I never hurt you willingly. I know when I needed to be in control, I always took it from you, but I always – always – made sure to give you pleasure in return. God, I love to sink you in pleasure."



Kaiba was babbling now. He felt desperate. It was so unlike Joey not to give away his reactions.



And there it was; a tiny sweet smile in the corner of those lips that could make gutter comments a barfly would have been proud of.



"That's… a bit overwhelming. Even from you."



Especially from you.



The CEO placed a soft kiss on those lips and Joey arched up, rubbing bodies together. Kaiba was surprised as hands travelled up his upper arms, feeling him up.



It wasn't like they were trying to crawl inside one another. Not the usual clenching to his body during passionate sex, only exploring like it was first time they touched. Like this time the blonde wanted to know his body for real.



It caused a flutter in Kaiba's stomach, this totally new sensation of exploring each other.



Joey's hands came up to frame his face. Feeling light-headed, his chest heaved for breath, and his heart worked overtime. He ran gentle finger over the CEO's eyebrows and down the slope of his nose.



"Ok. Let's go on a date."



Kaiba smiled down on him and the blonde grinned back foolishly and a bit embarrassed.



They raised their heads in union as the door opened and Mokuba's bushy head appeared in the room wearing an uncertain expression on his face. Before they could recover from the shock of being discovered naked and in such an obvious position Kaiba's little brother spoke up.



"I can't wait any longer to talk to you, because it seems you two never want to leave this room again. That's totally not right what you were doing brother. Disappearing on Joey like that!"



Kaiba quickly pulled a blanket over his and Joey's body. He cleared his throat and tried to overcome that he had just come out to his brother who was obviously smart enough to realize things had already been going on between Joey and him.



He prayed his little brother wasn't too observant to every detail.



"That won't happen again. And you must know Joey and I, we are going out. Now close the door behind you."



A reluctant smile lit Mokuba's face, reaching his big eyes.



"Really?... Cool."



With a seriousness that made both Joey and Kaiba flush red, Mokuba give them a thumbs-up as he left.



Kaiba firmly tucked Joey's head between his chin and shoulder.



Claiming his lover.



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…THE END…?



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