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Adult ++
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6th Lesson – How to come around
It came around to Mokuba's birthday at last. Joey was already stealing himself mentally for the occasion.
It turned out there wouldn't really be a party in its traditional sense. It was just Mokuba, Joey and Big Brother together in the evening, watching a film Mokuba had previously chosen.
Like family with an extra intruder.
Joey still thought that he was considered to be the rare friend of big bro, who didn't fit in there at all. He felt bad, like he was intruding upon the personal space of a family.
That wasn't even the only thing bothering him. Another reason for his awkwardness was that he never had that special bond of being together every day or being considerate with each other.
It was strange. He didn't want to witness that kind of relationship from so close at a private birthday.
It made him feel lonely.
They were sitting next to each other on a very comfortable sofa. Of course Kaiba was in the middle with Mokuba on his left and Joey on the other side. They were munching popcorn and drinking cola and it was just like an ordinary evening with friends and family.
Joey had his legs crossed under him; he was still sore from Kaiba's earlier activities. He was surprised with how much passion Kaiba devoured him that day. It wasn't that they hadn't had times when they wouldn't have sex for such a long period of time.
The blonde felt a bit disoriented and confused, so he decided that after the film he would excuse himself as soon as he could.
Maybe I will stay for the cake, though.
His mouth watering, he leaned forward to the desk for some more chips. He didn't see Kaiba's gaze as it drifted from the screen to observe him in the process. Or the discrete way the CEO moved and stretched his muscles.
When Joey leaned back on the sofa, a hand was waiting there for him.
What-the-f…?
The hand was moving teasingly behind Joey and it wormed itself determined into the back of his pants.
Joey straightened his back in surprise and tensed.
His backside was still stretched and sensitive from their earlier activities, so it wasn't a problem for Kaiba to ever so softly slide the tip of a finger into him. Joey reminded himself not to do anything stupid while the CEO was guiding a whole finger slowly inside him.
Kaiba was fidgeting, circling slowly, making Joey adjust himself in his pants. It didn't escape the CEO's notice that the blonde was squeezing himself lightly for a moment during the process.
Instantly all of Kaiba's blood rushed southward. What started out as a little teasing for the mutt was becoming painfully arousing for him. He could feel clearly how much Joey wanted to move his hips into the tiny rocking of his finger, but couldn't. Not with Mokuba so close.
Kaiba pulled out and positioned two fingers this time, grazing the still loose entrance.
Joey thought he wouldn't be able to withstand that. He turned his body, facing the brothers from the side abruptly. Kaiba's finger slid from his pants in the process.
"Sorry, Mokuba, but can we have a little break? I'm awfully hungry, you see. Could we have that cake a bit earlier, if you don't mind?"
Mokuba stopped the film.
"Of course. No problem. You are a guest Joey. And a good friend of mine and Big Bro's. You don't have to be shy about anything."
Mokuba was beaming at his brother. It was so obvious he was glad his brother had found a friend he can hang out with.
Kaiba raised an eyebrow at Joey.
"You are hungry?"
Joey flushed and couldn't bother with an answer. It would have been such an obvious lie.
"But you ate not long ago."
Joey was blabbing, but his eyes shone warningly.
"I'm still growing."
Kaiba took pity on him.
"Ok, but only if we eat some real food before he cake. 'Kuba?"
Mokuba was already halfway into the kitchen and very anxious.
"My special pizza! I will make it for you real quickly!"
Instantly he disappeared behind the kitchen door.
"Take your time."
Kaiba called after him, taking Joey by the hand, leading him to the bathroom. Only when he closed the door behind them carefully did Joey realize what was actually going to happen.
"What are you doing?"
"What do you think I'm doing?"
Pressing Joey to wall, Kaiba could feel both of their hard on.
"But we just did…"
"Now I'm going to fuck you, because you were looking delicious. And you knew it. And you purposely put your ass on display to tease."
"And that would be punishing me how exactly?"
Joey sighed.
"Does that mean you want my cock up your ass?"
Despite the knowledge that Kaiba was messing with him on purpose Joey's cheeks heated up.
"I mean you have been doing that since day one. It isn't anything special."
"Nothing special? You think so?"
Kaiba mouth found Joey's. Feeling Joey up, he was unfastening the blonde's belt, shoving his pants to his knees.
Breaking the kiss, he spoke in Joey's ear panting.
"Turn around."
Joey gave him a look, but did as he was ordered. Freeing his hardness, Kaiba entered him without much fuss. The blonde was tight from being in a standing position, but also soft and yielding, like he had had Kaiba up his ass a few times that day already – which he actually had.
Kaiba slid his hand beneath Joey's shirt to trace the delicate ridges of his spine; to calm him. And to take his time to calm his own self.
After making sure he was in control of his actions he set a fast pace.
Joey didn't hurt and wasn't uncomfortable at all; he was just trying to spread his legs further apart to allow more access, but couldn't as his pants around his knees restricted him. He arched his body seeking for the burning invasion to ride him at a better angle and drew his legs back, pulling the other even deeper into him.
Kaiba got the message and dragged them a bit farther from the wall, positioning Joey more comfortably, the blonde's shoulders still pressing into the wall. Kaiba thrust hard, they both enjoying the roughness of the act.
Joey's ass felt like it couldn't get any higher, he couldn't possibly be any more of a slut, but he knew very well he'd do whatever it took to get what he wanted.
What he wanted…
"Geez, where are you? It'll get cold."
His soft-hair thrust hard and arrogantly against Joey's backside as Kaiba leaned on him.
"Damn you, hurry!"
Joey told him, gasping for air, his fingers scraping on the wall. Kaiba shut his mouth up with a hot tongue.
His lips slid to Joey's neck while he started to stroke him. Joey's pulse fluttered like a captive moth against his lips when he came.
Kaiba thought there was something deliciously illicit about filling the tightening blonde with his seed as the other's own essence was coating the wall. Especially in the bathroom while somebody was waiting for them to hurry and show up.
He pulled out and quickly wiped the sticky semen from himself, then gave the still trembling Joey a wet cloth to clean up. He hurried out to go and see Mokuba before his little brother decided to search for them. Joey could hear their muffled voices through the slightly open door.
"Where were you? And where's Joey?"
"Toilet."
…
After Joey got back they indulged in the mouth watering, hot pizza. He was laughing and joking with Mokuba, as they sat back to watch the film with cake on their lap.
Kaiba's hand found its way behind Joey again. Joey got a bad feeling that he made the CEO angry yet again for being so friendly with Mokuba.
Did he want to do it until the blonde collapsed? Joey lifted an eyebrow at him.
Again?
But Kaiba just had his arm around Joey's waist, warm fingers resting on his hip. After a short time Joey relaxed back into it and Kaiba was still pulling him a bit closer.
Joey knew he should have been confused about Kaiba's ambiguous behaviour, but his eyes felt too heavy to think deeply about it. With his body satisfied, stomach full, in a warm embrace he sighed contently.
He awoke from dozing off on Kaiba's shoulder when he heard whispering voices.
"Did he sit on your arm and fall asleep? Was he that tired?"
"It happens. He had too much to eat, the silly mutt."
Then sounds of fidgeting with a trail and leaving footsteps reached the blonde.
Joey still pretended to sleep, feeling too good and warm to break the magic. Kaiba's hand was stealing back to his hip softly, slipping under his shirt searching for skin, drawing light circles. Joey felt goose bumps all over his body.
Kaiba turned his head, burying his nose into Joey's hair, breathing in his scent.
Yep, this felt really, really good…
Joey heard a soft whisper.
"Hey."
He lifted his head slowly, eyes so close to Kaiba's. His heart thumped as Kaiba's finger continued petting his skin unhurriedly. Finally his eyes dropped to Kaiba's lips.
Kissing would have felt just right at that moment. Their noses touched as Kaiba leaned in and Joey could sense warm breath on his lips as he closed his eyes.
"Big brother! Did Joey wake up?"
They flew from each other like the same poles of a magnet, just as Mokuba entered.
…..
Joey jumped up to flee, suddenly very embarrassed.
"Where are you going?"
Mokuba asked surprised.
"Uh, toilet."
"But weren't you there just not long ago?"
"Huh?"
That was the only response he managed. Mokuba was looking at him worried
"Are you sick? Is it because of the cake?"
"Or it could be because of the pizza."
Kaiba managed to save the day. Mokuba didn't say anything, but the air around him was thick with injury.
"Sorry,"
Kaiba said with a teasing smile.
"I double-checked the ingredients!"
Kaiba grinned.
"I said I was sorry."
Through the thick fog of confusion Joey still noted that they were quite adorable. Tonight he had seen much of Kaiba's gentle and brotherly side.
Too much…
"Too much cola…"
Joey stuttered, disappearing in the bathroom. He splashed his face with really cold water.
I'm so going home now!
He was hiding another minute in the small room, determined to excuse himself for the night and escape, as soon as he gathered enough courage to leave the bathroom.
It was just Kaiba there on sofa.
"I sent Mokuba to bed and told him you weren't feeling well."
He stood, watching Joey closely.
"Are you not well?"
"Uh, I think I'll just head home."
"You think?"
I do...not?
Now Joey was becoming thoroughly bewildered and nervous.
….
Their shoulders and arms brushed as they walked towards Kaiba's room. Kaiba was right there in Joey's personal space.
And he liked it to be there.
But where was this heading?
Obviously to my bedroom right now.
Joey was looking around nervously in the room. He felt very shy all of a sudden, unnaturally so.
Kaiba noticed it, too, so he went to the little cabinet in the corner of his room. It contained a small amount of shiny liquors. He placed a drink in a little bottle into Joey's hand, which seemed expensive and tasted sweet.
The CEO didn't show it, but he was nervous, too, his mind racing. Looking up from his own drink, he saw Joey gulping down the strong alcohol.
"Hey. Hey! Stop giving that bottle a head when I'm right here before you."
Chuckling, he took it from the blonde.
Joey thought he wouldn't be able to relax at all. He was hot and cold and wanted to escape while anticipation filled him at the same time. At least until Kaiba kissed him and he melted immediately.
Kaiba managed to undress him without breaking the kiss, which was a real wonder.
His hot length was pressing into Joey's stomach, already excited. Kaiba lead them to bed, starting to undress himself. Joey's hands joined in, too and finally they managed to end up on the bed, both naked.
Joey was sitting, so Kaiba kneeled before him, their thighs touching while their current kiss lasted.
"I have no clue how you do it, but you're becoming prettier every day. More appetizing every time."
Kaiba pressed a finger to the crack of Joey's fine ass. He reminded himself that he had to shut up and stop saying such idiotic things when his head spun with drink and his body was heavy with arousal.
Joey was groaning as the finger pressed in. For once he really wanted it. He wanted it like mad and he wanted it for himself. Not because of the drugs, the fear or his father's sake, only for his selfish reasons, his own desire.
So this is what he feels when he wants me.
The blonde caressed over Kaiba's chest like he was seeing it for the first time. Taking the erection into his hand he started pumping it, matching the rhythm with that of the finger in him.
Kaiba gasped, broke the kiss, looking at the blonde wide eyed. Joey didn't know what he saw, but in the next moment he found himself flat on his back, not a finger but something thicker and hotter pressing into him.
Kaiba was in a hurry, but tried his best to consider Joey like he always did.
For the blonde he wasn't fast enough. Joey lifted himself on his elbows and reached up with his lips to capture Kaiba's own once again.
Kaiba pushed him back, buried fully inside and started to move.
Joey felt good. It was hot, very hot as Kaiba nibbled on his neck and ear. His legs went around the CEO's waist and that allowed Kaiba to go deeper – he still didn't speed up though.
He was making love to Joey slowly.
The blonde was moaning breathlessly; he didn't care anymore, because nothing mattered but how good it was feeling. He arched his back and surprised Kaiba by grabbing a buttock, trying to force him to move faster.
Kaiba took in the hint, growling and bitinginto Joey's skin. He began to shove into the blonde faster. Joey cried out, slid his free hand into Kaiba's hair, pressing him closer to his neck still, clinging to him with his whole body. Kaiba lost control, fucking him hard into the bed.
Joey felt the ecstasy build in him, and he barely recognized that he was beginning to plead incoherently.
His cock was pressed between their bodies and every time Kaiba moved, it was like he was jacking Joey off with his body. Joey's hips bucked up, slamming his erection into Kaiba's stomach.
"Yesyesyesyes…."
Heat exploded and hit Kaiba's stomach in white surges and he rode the blonde hard through the orgasm, allowing his own only when Joey's muscles started to relax.
They were both perfectly exhausted as they fell on their backs, breathing hard.
At last Kaiba's body showed signs of returning to life, so he shifted, urging Joey up beside him, folding the blonde into his arms.
Joey moved even closer, pushing into the embrace and wiggling until he was stretched out along the lean body. If he could have, he would have purred hidden in his nest contently.
Kaiba chuckled.
"Thought that you're a snuggler."
"Shut up."
Joey was snuggling in a little more. He wasn't sure if he should tease back or not, but he couldn't resist.
"And you're a tiger with a kitten inside."
"And what exactly makes you think that?"
But Joey was already drifting off, not bothering with listing the things.
Lying in each others arms Kaiba took in Joey's sleeping face. He had truly become really, really pretty, sexy and what was more important – his.
Something felt wrong, though.
Kaiba got up carefully, not to wake the blonde. He poured himself some more alcohol.
Is this real? Is he really mine? But why doesn't it feel like he is?
Joey was curled into a little ball. He seemed cold after his body had cooled and he had lost the body heat of the other. Kaiba saw the greenish yellow marks of his fingerprints forming on the resting body.
He went to pull the blanket up to Joey's shoulders and couldn't resist kissing the delicious looking neck. Joey turned to him in his sleep, revealing to Kaiba a big purple bruise on his shoulder where he had marked him with his teeth.
This was another sign of his obsession with the ownership of the blonde.
Kaiba stood, even more disgusted with himself. He got a new drink and after throwing it back in one burning swallow he left to take a shower.
….
Joey was still lying peacefully by Kaiba's side. Kaiba was stroking the length of his arm absently, deep in thought.
Last night – after tormenting himself for a long time – he had got tempted and slid under the sheets to fold his body around Joey's once again. He had told himself this didn't really count anymore since the blonde was fast asleep.
And already waking up like this was becoming too familiar, too dangerous.
"Why me?"
"What?"
Those brown eyes had opened somewhere along Kaiba's brooding. They looked calm, searching and… sad?
Joey's mind was flooded with the memories of the previous day and he knew things wouldn't – couldn't – go on like they had.
They had to get at least a stable base for their twisted relationship; or someone – probably him – would be left hurting.
"Why me?"
Kaiba took a deep breath.
"You are pretty, you smell good, taste good and you generally you feel good. I like your sounds when I make you feel good. You are a challenge. My senses keep indulging in you. It's nothing I didn't tell you before."
Joey was trying not to think too hard, but he had to be clear about his position in Kaiba's eyes.
"But there are a lot of boys like me."
But you are the one I chose to bring to my bed.
Kaiba wasn't ready to say that aloud, not yet.
"True."
Joey felt a sharp pain in chest. He looked away, hurt.
Kaiba untangled their limbs. He knew that Joey was watching him getting up, dressing and finally leaving the room.
Neither said a word and the CEO never looked back. Although he wanted to know what expression Joey wore, he didn't want to see it – confront it.
When did I become such a coward?
He was cursing himself. This was the most… the closest he had ever come to making a love confession. He had known Joey wasn't interested and he just had to force his feelings on the blonde in a weak moment of his.
Wasn't it bad enough that he was forcing himself on Joey physically?
He punched the wall of the hallway so hard that his fist was aching. He trembled in resentment and it was his own self he resented.
He shouldn't do this. Couldn't do this anymore. It wasn't like him to feel like jelly when he got close to the blonde. It wasn't like him to feel weak around the knees. It wasn't like him to be attached to somebody and looking forward to their next encounter.
In a relationship he himself had initiated.
In a relationship.
He cast off this thought right away.
What relationship?
He was forcing himself on the blonde, for god's sake! He used his money and Joey's feelings for his father to get to him. He felt dirty. Even if he had done some things he wasn't proud of in the past, this wasn't like him at all.
He climbed into the shower again. Hot spray needled his skin. Kaiba leaned back against the cool tile and sighed.
It seemed it didn't matter how often he showered he still felt beyond dirty.
He preferred frankness, but his bond with Joey was so delicately balanced, he wasn't sure it could survive plain speaking. Not at this point.
Kaiba knew then that he wasn't doing Joey any favours by falling for him.
But...This…this is what I was looking for, for so long, but wasn't able to find.
Not in the bars, the clubs, or in the infinite number of one-night stands.
But it was over. He had to make an end to things.
He would have gladly postponed the end if he could; he even managed to bring himself to say those things about how Joey made him feel good and all that shit.
All that true shit…
And just right then Joey had to make an end to it with his indication.
"But there are a lot of boys like me."
Kaiba's heart had never sunk so low. Not even when his ex outed him in that paper.
He wants me to let him go and find myself someone else.
And the worst was this couldn't even be seen as betrayal.
It was simply Kaiba's stupidity for thinking last night had been any different.
…
Joey was waiting for Kaiba to come back. He hadn't said everything he wanted, yet. After the CEO left, he could get a grip on his thoughts and tried to sort things out with himself.
Face things.
Admit things.
He was dressed again, although he didn't remember pulling his clothes back on at all.
As soon as Kaiba got back he would tell him…what?
What the hell am I going to tell him?
Joey realized he had no idea what he was going to say. The only thing he knew was that it had never hurt so much to be on the bad side of the CEO.
He felt like crying or breaking something if Kaiba didn't return soon so they could talk.
"Shit!"
He swore as he opened the door to go and find the CEO himself. He bumped into Mokuba on the ground floor.
"Oh, Joey, you are still there? But brother just left for his trip. I thought before that he would take you ho…"
"When?"
Joey didn't even wait for an answer as he flew to the front door, tearing it open, leaving a confused Mokuba behind.
The automatic gates were just closing shut after the limousine, but not before Joey could slip through them.
"Kaiba!"
He was sprinting down the street, waving like an idiot until the car disappeared after a corner. He fell to his knees, trying to catch his breath.
"Damn you, you bastard! You coward!"
Joey was shouting down the street, which was empty save an old lady walking her dog, looking disapprovingly at the blonde.
.
.
.
…TBC…
It turned out there wouldn't really be a party in its traditional sense. It was just Mokuba, Joey and Big Brother together in the evening, watching a film Mokuba had previously chosen.
Like family with an extra intruder.
Joey still thought that he was considered to be the rare friend of big bro, who didn't fit in there at all. He felt bad, like he was intruding upon the personal space of a family.
That wasn't even the only thing bothering him. Another reason for his awkwardness was that he never had that special bond of being together every day or being considerate with each other.
It was strange. He didn't want to witness that kind of relationship from so close at a private birthday.
It made him feel lonely.
They were sitting next to each other on a very comfortable sofa. Of course Kaiba was in the middle with Mokuba on his left and Joey on the other side. They were munching popcorn and drinking cola and it was just like an ordinary evening with friends and family.
Joey had his legs crossed under him; he was still sore from Kaiba's earlier activities. He was surprised with how much passion Kaiba devoured him that day. It wasn't that they hadn't had times when they wouldn't have sex for such a long period of time.
The blonde felt a bit disoriented and confused, so he decided that after the film he would excuse himself as soon as he could.
Maybe I will stay for the cake, though.
His mouth watering, he leaned forward to the desk for some more chips. He didn't see Kaiba's gaze as it drifted from the screen to observe him in the process. Or the discrete way the CEO moved and stretched his muscles.
When Joey leaned back on the sofa, a hand was waiting there for him.
What-the-f…?
The hand was moving teasingly behind Joey and it wormed itself determined into the back of his pants.
Joey straightened his back in surprise and tensed.
His backside was still stretched and sensitive from their earlier activities, so it wasn't a problem for Kaiba to ever so softly slide the tip of a finger into him. Joey reminded himself not to do anything stupid while the CEO was guiding a whole finger slowly inside him.
Kaiba was fidgeting, circling slowly, making Joey adjust himself in his pants. It didn't escape the CEO's notice that the blonde was squeezing himself lightly for a moment during the process.
Instantly all of Kaiba's blood rushed southward. What started out as a little teasing for the mutt was becoming painfully arousing for him. He could feel clearly how much Joey wanted to move his hips into the tiny rocking of his finger, but couldn't. Not with Mokuba so close.
Kaiba pulled out and positioned two fingers this time, grazing the still loose entrance.
Joey thought he wouldn't be able to withstand that. He turned his body, facing the brothers from the side abruptly. Kaiba's finger slid from his pants in the process.
"Sorry, Mokuba, but can we have a little break? I'm awfully hungry, you see. Could we have that cake a bit earlier, if you don't mind?"
Mokuba stopped the film.
"Of course. No problem. You are a guest Joey. And a good friend of mine and Big Bro's. You don't have to be shy about anything."
Mokuba was beaming at his brother. It was so obvious he was glad his brother had found a friend he can hang out with.
Kaiba raised an eyebrow at Joey.
"You are hungry?"
Joey flushed and couldn't bother with an answer. It would have been such an obvious lie.
"But you ate not long ago."
Joey was blabbing, but his eyes shone warningly.
"I'm still growing."
Kaiba took pity on him.
"Ok, but only if we eat some real food before he cake. 'Kuba?"
Mokuba was already halfway into the kitchen and very anxious.
"My special pizza! I will make it for you real quickly!"
Instantly he disappeared behind the kitchen door.
"Take your time."
Kaiba called after him, taking Joey by the hand, leading him to the bathroom. Only when he closed the door behind them carefully did Joey realize what was actually going to happen.
"What are you doing?"
"What do you think I'm doing?"
Pressing Joey to wall, Kaiba could feel both of their hard on.
"But we just did…"
"Now I'm going to fuck you, because you were looking delicious. And you knew it. And you purposely put your ass on display to tease."
"And that would be punishing me how exactly?"
Joey sighed.
"Does that mean you want my cock up your ass?"
Despite the knowledge that Kaiba was messing with him on purpose Joey's cheeks heated up.
"I mean you have been doing that since day one. It isn't anything special."
"Nothing special? You think so?"
Kaiba mouth found Joey's. Feeling Joey up, he was unfastening the blonde's belt, shoving his pants to his knees.
Breaking the kiss, he spoke in Joey's ear panting.
"Turn around."
Joey gave him a look, but did as he was ordered. Freeing his hardness, Kaiba entered him without much fuss. The blonde was tight from being in a standing position, but also soft and yielding, like he had had Kaiba up his ass a few times that day already – which he actually had.
Kaiba slid his hand beneath Joey's shirt to trace the delicate ridges of his spine; to calm him. And to take his time to calm his own self.
After making sure he was in control of his actions he set a fast pace.
Joey didn't hurt and wasn't uncomfortable at all; he was just trying to spread his legs further apart to allow more access, but couldn't as his pants around his knees restricted him. He arched his body seeking for the burning invasion to ride him at a better angle and drew his legs back, pulling the other even deeper into him.
Kaiba got the message and dragged them a bit farther from the wall, positioning Joey more comfortably, the blonde's shoulders still pressing into the wall. Kaiba thrust hard, they both enjoying the roughness of the act.
Joey's ass felt like it couldn't get any higher, he couldn't possibly be any more of a slut, but he knew very well he'd do whatever it took to get what he wanted.
What he wanted…
"Geez, where are you? It'll get cold."
His soft-hair thrust hard and arrogantly against Joey's backside as Kaiba leaned on him.
"Damn you, hurry!"
Joey told him, gasping for air, his fingers scraping on the wall. Kaiba shut his mouth up with a hot tongue.
His lips slid to Joey's neck while he started to stroke him. Joey's pulse fluttered like a captive moth against his lips when he came.
Kaiba thought there was something deliciously illicit about filling the tightening blonde with his seed as the other's own essence was coating the wall. Especially in the bathroom while somebody was waiting for them to hurry and show up.
He pulled out and quickly wiped the sticky semen from himself, then gave the still trembling Joey a wet cloth to clean up. He hurried out to go and see Mokuba before his little brother decided to search for them. Joey could hear their muffled voices through the slightly open door.
"Where were you? And where's Joey?"
"Toilet."
…
After Joey got back they indulged in the mouth watering, hot pizza. He was laughing and joking with Mokuba, as they sat back to watch the film with cake on their lap.
Kaiba's hand found its way behind Joey again. Joey got a bad feeling that he made the CEO angry yet again for being so friendly with Mokuba.
Did he want to do it until the blonde collapsed? Joey lifted an eyebrow at him.
Again?
But Kaiba just had his arm around Joey's waist, warm fingers resting on his hip. After a short time Joey relaxed back into it and Kaiba was still pulling him a bit closer.
Joey knew he should have been confused about Kaiba's ambiguous behaviour, but his eyes felt too heavy to think deeply about it. With his body satisfied, stomach full, in a warm embrace he sighed contently.
He awoke from dozing off on Kaiba's shoulder when he heard whispering voices.
"Did he sit on your arm and fall asleep? Was he that tired?"
"It happens. He had too much to eat, the silly mutt."
Then sounds of fidgeting with a trail and leaving footsteps reached the blonde.
Joey still pretended to sleep, feeling too good and warm to break the magic. Kaiba's hand was stealing back to his hip softly, slipping under his shirt searching for skin, drawing light circles. Joey felt goose bumps all over his body.
Kaiba turned his head, burying his nose into Joey's hair, breathing in his scent.
Yep, this felt really, really good…
Joey heard a soft whisper.
"Hey."
He lifted his head slowly, eyes so close to Kaiba's. His heart thumped as Kaiba's finger continued petting his skin unhurriedly. Finally his eyes dropped to Kaiba's lips.
Kissing would have felt just right at that moment. Their noses touched as Kaiba leaned in and Joey could sense warm breath on his lips as he closed his eyes.
"Big brother! Did Joey wake up?"
They flew from each other like the same poles of a magnet, just as Mokuba entered.
…..
Joey jumped up to flee, suddenly very embarrassed.
"Where are you going?"
Mokuba asked surprised.
"Uh, toilet."
"But weren't you there just not long ago?"
"Huh?"
That was the only response he managed. Mokuba was looking at him worried
"Are you sick? Is it because of the cake?"
"Or it could be because of the pizza."
Kaiba managed to save the day. Mokuba didn't say anything, but the air around him was thick with injury.
"Sorry,"
Kaiba said with a teasing smile.
"I double-checked the ingredients!"
Kaiba grinned.
"I said I was sorry."
Through the thick fog of confusion Joey still noted that they were quite adorable. Tonight he had seen much of Kaiba's gentle and brotherly side.
Too much…
"Too much cola…"
Joey stuttered, disappearing in the bathroom. He splashed his face with really cold water.
I'm so going home now!
He was hiding another minute in the small room, determined to excuse himself for the night and escape, as soon as he gathered enough courage to leave the bathroom.
It was just Kaiba there on sofa.
"I sent Mokuba to bed and told him you weren't feeling well."
He stood, watching Joey closely.
"Are you not well?"
"Uh, I think I'll just head home."
"You think?"
I do...not?
Now Joey was becoming thoroughly bewildered and nervous.
….
Their shoulders and arms brushed as they walked towards Kaiba's room. Kaiba was right there in Joey's personal space.
And he liked it to be there.
But where was this heading?
Obviously to my bedroom right now.
Joey was looking around nervously in the room. He felt very shy all of a sudden, unnaturally so.
Kaiba noticed it, too, so he went to the little cabinet in the corner of his room. It contained a small amount of shiny liquors. He placed a drink in a little bottle into Joey's hand, which seemed expensive and tasted sweet.
The CEO didn't show it, but he was nervous, too, his mind racing. Looking up from his own drink, he saw Joey gulping down the strong alcohol.
"Hey. Hey! Stop giving that bottle a head when I'm right here before you."
Chuckling, he took it from the blonde.
Joey thought he wouldn't be able to relax at all. He was hot and cold and wanted to escape while anticipation filled him at the same time. At least until Kaiba kissed him and he melted immediately.
Kaiba managed to undress him without breaking the kiss, which was a real wonder.
His hot length was pressing into Joey's stomach, already excited. Kaiba lead them to bed, starting to undress himself. Joey's hands joined in, too and finally they managed to end up on the bed, both naked.
Joey was sitting, so Kaiba kneeled before him, their thighs touching while their current kiss lasted.
"I have no clue how you do it, but you're becoming prettier every day. More appetizing every time."
Kaiba pressed a finger to the crack of Joey's fine ass. He reminded himself that he had to shut up and stop saying such idiotic things when his head spun with drink and his body was heavy with arousal.
Joey was groaning as the finger pressed in. For once he really wanted it. He wanted it like mad and he wanted it for himself. Not because of the drugs, the fear or his father's sake, only for his selfish reasons, his own desire.
So this is what he feels when he wants me.
The blonde caressed over Kaiba's chest like he was seeing it for the first time. Taking the erection into his hand he started pumping it, matching the rhythm with that of the finger in him.
Kaiba gasped, broke the kiss, looking at the blonde wide eyed. Joey didn't know what he saw, but in the next moment he found himself flat on his back, not a finger but something thicker and hotter pressing into him.
Kaiba was in a hurry, but tried his best to consider Joey like he always did.
For the blonde he wasn't fast enough. Joey lifted himself on his elbows and reached up with his lips to capture Kaiba's own once again.
Kaiba pushed him back, buried fully inside and started to move.
Joey felt good. It was hot, very hot as Kaiba nibbled on his neck and ear. His legs went around the CEO's waist and that allowed Kaiba to go deeper – he still didn't speed up though.
He was making love to Joey slowly.
The blonde was moaning breathlessly; he didn't care anymore, because nothing mattered but how good it was feeling. He arched his back and surprised Kaiba by grabbing a buttock, trying to force him to move faster.
Kaiba took in the hint, growling and bitinginto Joey's skin. He began to shove into the blonde faster. Joey cried out, slid his free hand into Kaiba's hair, pressing him closer to his neck still, clinging to him with his whole body. Kaiba lost control, fucking him hard into the bed.
Joey felt the ecstasy build in him, and he barely recognized that he was beginning to plead incoherently.
His cock was pressed between their bodies and every time Kaiba moved, it was like he was jacking Joey off with his body. Joey's hips bucked up, slamming his erection into Kaiba's stomach.
"Yesyesyesyes…."
Heat exploded and hit Kaiba's stomach in white surges and he rode the blonde hard through the orgasm, allowing his own only when Joey's muscles started to relax.
They were both perfectly exhausted as they fell on their backs, breathing hard.
At last Kaiba's body showed signs of returning to life, so he shifted, urging Joey up beside him, folding the blonde into his arms.
Joey moved even closer, pushing into the embrace and wiggling until he was stretched out along the lean body. If he could have, he would have purred hidden in his nest contently.
Kaiba chuckled.
"Thought that you're a snuggler."
"Shut up."
Joey was snuggling in a little more. He wasn't sure if he should tease back or not, but he couldn't resist.
"And you're a tiger with a kitten inside."
"And what exactly makes you think that?"
But Joey was already drifting off, not bothering with listing the things.
Lying in each others arms Kaiba took in Joey's sleeping face. He had truly become really, really pretty, sexy and what was more important – his.
Something felt wrong, though.
Kaiba got up carefully, not to wake the blonde. He poured himself some more alcohol.
Is this real? Is he really mine? But why doesn't it feel like he is?
Joey was curled into a little ball. He seemed cold after his body had cooled and he had lost the body heat of the other. Kaiba saw the greenish yellow marks of his fingerprints forming on the resting body.
He went to pull the blanket up to Joey's shoulders and couldn't resist kissing the delicious looking neck. Joey turned to him in his sleep, revealing to Kaiba a big purple bruise on his shoulder where he had marked him with his teeth.
This was another sign of his obsession with the ownership of the blonde.
Kaiba stood, even more disgusted with himself. He got a new drink and after throwing it back in one burning swallow he left to take a shower.
….
Joey was still lying peacefully by Kaiba's side. Kaiba was stroking the length of his arm absently, deep in thought.
Last night – after tormenting himself for a long time – he had got tempted and slid under the sheets to fold his body around Joey's once again. He had told himself this didn't really count anymore since the blonde was fast asleep.
And already waking up like this was becoming too familiar, too dangerous.
"Why me?"
"What?"
Those brown eyes had opened somewhere along Kaiba's brooding. They looked calm, searching and… sad?
Joey's mind was flooded with the memories of the previous day and he knew things wouldn't – couldn't – go on like they had.
They had to get at least a stable base for their twisted relationship; or someone – probably him – would be left hurting.
"Why me?"
Kaiba took a deep breath.
"You are pretty, you smell good, taste good and you generally you feel good. I like your sounds when I make you feel good. You are a challenge. My senses keep indulging in you. It's nothing I didn't tell you before."
Joey was trying not to think too hard, but he had to be clear about his position in Kaiba's eyes.
"But there are a lot of boys like me."
But you are the one I chose to bring to my bed.
Kaiba wasn't ready to say that aloud, not yet.
"True."
Joey felt a sharp pain in chest. He looked away, hurt.
Kaiba untangled their limbs. He knew that Joey was watching him getting up, dressing and finally leaving the room.
Neither said a word and the CEO never looked back. Although he wanted to know what expression Joey wore, he didn't want to see it – confront it.
When did I become such a coward?
He was cursing himself. This was the most… the closest he had ever come to making a love confession. He had known Joey wasn't interested and he just had to force his feelings on the blonde in a weak moment of his.
Wasn't it bad enough that he was forcing himself on Joey physically?
He punched the wall of the hallway so hard that his fist was aching. He trembled in resentment and it was his own self he resented.
He shouldn't do this. Couldn't do this anymore. It wasn't like him to feel like jelly when he got close to the blonde. It wasn't like him to feel weak around the knees. It wasn't like him to be attached to somebody and looking forward to their next encounter.
In a relationship he himself had initiated.
In a relationship.
He cast off this thought right away.
What relationship?
He was forcing himself on the blonde, for god's sake! He used his money and Joey's feelings for his father to get to him. He felt dirty. Even if he had done some things he wasn't proud of in the past, this wasn't like him at all.
He climbed into the shower again. Hot spray needled his skin. Kaiba leaned back against the cool tile and sighed.
It seemed it didn't matter how often he showered he still felt beyond dirty.
He preferred frankness, but his bond with Joey was so delicately balanced, he wasn't sure it could survive plain speaking. Not at this point.
Kaiba knew then that he wasn't doing Joey any favours by falling for him.
But...This…this is what I was looking for, for so long, but wasn't able to find.
Not in the bars, the clubs, or in the infinite number of one-night stands.
But it was over. He had to make an end to things.
He would have gladly postponed the end if he could; he even managed to bring himself to say those things about how Joey made him feel good and all that shit.
All that true shit…
And just right then Joey had to make an end to it with his indication.
"But there are a lot of boys like me."
Kaiba's heart had never sunk so low. Not even when his ex outed him in that paper.
He wants me to let him go and find myself someone else.
And the worst was this couldn't even be seen as betrayal.
It was simply Kaiba's stupidity for thinking last night had been any different.
…
Joey was waiting for Kaiba to come back. He hadn't said everything he wanted, yet. After the CEO left, he could get a grip on his thoughts and tried to sort things out with himself.
Face things.
Admit things.
He was dressed again, although he didn't remember pulling his clothes back on at all.
As soon as Kaiba got back he would tell him…what?
What the hell am I going to tell him?
Joey realized he had no idea what he was going to say. The only thing he knew was that it had never hurt so much to be on the bad side of the CEO.
He felt like crying or breaking something if Kaiba didn't return soon so they could talk.
"Shit!"
He swore as he opened the door to go and find the CEO himself. He bumped into Mokuba on the ground floor.
"Oh, Joey, you are still there? But brother just left for his trip. I thought before that he would take you ho…"
"When?"
Joey didn't even wait for an answer as he flew to the front door, tearing it open, leaving a confused Mokuba behind.
The automatic gates were just closing shut after the limousine, but not before Joey could slip through them.
"Kaiba!"
He was sprinting down the street, waving like an idiot until the car disappeared after a corner. He fell to his knees, trying to catch his breath.
"Damn you, you bastard! You coward!"
Joey was shouting down the street, which was empty save an old lady walking her dog, looking disapprovingly at the blonde.
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…TBC…