My World

Honda awoke to Kaiba kicking and flailing about, nearly shoving him out of the bed.

"Go away! Go away!" he cried.

"What?! Seto...?!" he tired to grab him while at the same time trying to avoid getting socked in the jaw again, He's still asleep... another nightmare?, "Seto, wake up..."

"Leave me alone!" he begged, still fighting.

"Wake UP!" Honda slapped him, startling him awake.

"H-Hiroto?! What the hell...?!"

"You were having another..."

"Shit, I know..."

"Sorry, Seto-chan..."

"For what?"

"You were counting on me to keep this thing away..."

"You knew?"

Honda rubbed his shoulder where Kaiba had dug his nails in in his sleep, "Took a guess..."

"Sorry, you must think me terrible to keep you as a mear security blanket..."

"No. You don't need to apologize, " he smiled warmly and took Kaiba by the chin, "And anyway, I'd have settled for teddy bear." he joked, forcing a smile, though a slight one, from him, "Besides, I should be the one to apologize..."

"Why? You didn't do anything..."

"Exactly, you were counting on me, and I failed..."

"No, you didn't. If you hadn't woken me, I'd probably still be fighting with him."

"What did he say?"

"It's nothing, go back to sleep..."

"It is something! He was really upsetting you!" Kaiba just shrugged, sighed and rolled his eyes, "Don't be like that...", Cute as it is., "Fine," he took him back into his arms and snuggled him in, "I'll try harder this time to..."

"He said I don't deserve love and happiness..."

"!?"

"He said there's no room in my world for you. That you and my feelings will be it's downfall..."

"Seto-chan! Sorry..."

"He mocks me. Calls me weak..."

"I'd have never guessed you'd care what he thinks..."

"I don't. I just want him to leave me... us... alone."

"Honestly? Is that all?"

"Yes, honestly. I'm very tired... especailly of these nightmares, they just won't go away!"

"What do you think we can do? Maybe..."

"I know of three things that would work, one of which I would never fathom trying..."

"Ok, they are?"

"Never sleep again..."

"Yea, very funny..."

"Strong drink..."

"Yea, very not funny. Next?"

"..."

"Oh, I see. And which would you 'never fathom' trying?"

Kaiba sat up and looked at him in disbelief, then smiled and playfully pounced him, mercilessly tickling him.

"S-Seto... c-cut it... out!"

"I should be hurt you asking such a thing!"

"P-plea... please! S-sorry...!"

He let up and fell over laughing.

"H-Hiroto, y-you all right?!"

"Yea... I'm... fine..." he said, trying to catch his breath.

"Let's try and get back to sleep..."

"Yea, I got a long day ahead of me..."

"...?"

"I got a long day of avoiding everyone so I have time to think!"

Honda's vision was blurred by the sun shining through the large window. He flinched from the gentle stroking of his hair from his eyes.

"Finally awake I see." Kaiba was lying beside him, watching as he slowly regained consciousness.

"What time is it?" he asked as he stretched and yawned.

"It's about nine."

"How long have you been up?"

"Long enough to see how cute you are when you sleep."

"Cut it out..."

"Care to join me?" he asked, guesturing toward the bathroom, "Are you a hot or cold shower person?" he climbed from the bed, giving Honda an eyeful.

"C-cold now..." he said softly from under the covers.

"What?"

"Uh, in between?"

"Perfect. It won't take long."

"Y-yea.", Gods, how did I do this all night?! Next to him, naked all night and I... I stayed in control, but now...?!

"You coming?" Kaiba called from the bathroom.

"What!?"

"Are you still joining me?"

"Oh, right! SOrry..." *phew

Kaiba was already in the shower when Honda regained his senses and joined him.

"What's wrong? You act as though you've never seen me before!"

Honda continued to stare blankly, watching him as he bent over to soap up his legs, making his way up to his thighs.

"Would you get my back?" he turned to hand Honda the soap and cloth. He had an almost innocent smile across his face, "Hiroto?"

Honda caught him by surprise; taking the soap and cloth and throwing them aside, then took him in for a very rough, un-Hiroto like kiss.

"H-Hiroto?! I-I..."

"Shut up." he spun Kaiba around forcing him against the wall of the shower.

"Am I under arrest?" he jokingly asked as his feet were being spread apart, "What's the charge?"

"Shut up!" Honda demanded as he slid himself in.

"H-Hiroto-chan! Y-yes!"

"I-I couldn't... all night next... to you..." he breathed into his ear. He reached around and wrapped his hand around Kaiba's fast growing cock, stroking it in time to his thrusts.

"Y-YES!" Kaiba looked down and watch as Honda's strong hand jerked and tugged at him. He tried to bring his hand down to join Honda's only to have it forced back against the wall.

He couldn't take it anymore; it was all so amazing. His shy lover taking such control and he, to his own surprise, enjoyed it immensely.

He felt the build up, he was ready to burst. He looked down and watched as he released into the water falling all around and off his body.

Honda kept a steady pace until he was sure Kaiba was through. He then sped up, forcing Kaiba flat against the wall.

He reached for his hands and held them tightly as he drilled faster and faster til he finally came.

As he finished, his knees began to tremble and he lost his balance and fell to the floor, leaving Kaiba glued to the wall, unable to move himself.

He took Kaiba by the leg and held on as he caught his breath.

"S-sorry... I... I don't know... what came over... me! Sorry..."

"Don't apologize! Don't ever apologize for that!"

"What?! Seto, I..."

He joined Honda on the floor, the water causing this thick bangs to fall into his eyes.

Annoyed, he held them up, which also helped to shield his eyes from the water.

"Hiroto, I love you. Don't feel badly, it was wonderful!"

"But, I completely caught you off guard! I caught me off..."

"Makes it all the more exciting... and sexy, don't you think?"

"Y-yea... guess you're right."

"You're getting the idea. Let's finish up. I'm sure your parents are going to want you home soon."

"Shit... oh!"

"...?"

"You know," he began to laugh at the puzzled look on Kaiba's face, "You could have just turned the water off! You wouldn't have had to..."

"Shut up..." he said under his breath, dropping his bangs into his face.

Honda was exausted. He went straight to his room and flopped on his bed.

At least here, no one will bother him...

"Hiroto?" except the occasional unwanted parental visit. His mother invited herself in and took a seat on his bed next to him.

Shit, mom!, "I thought you were out."

"I came in right after you. You look terrible..."

Geez, thanks., "I didn't sleep well..."

"Oh... well... I don't think I need..."

"Mom! For real!"

"Well, I... you do know your father was joking, right?"

"Joking? About what?! Don't tell me I really wasn't allowed...?!"

"No, no... about... you two getting eachother..."

"Oh, gods, mom!! I know!"

"I guess since your sister pulled what she did..."

"Ok." Honda was getting royaly irritated, If she wants to know, why won't she just ask!?, "You do want to know...!"

"Well, I don't know... I guess if there were more of a risk of you getting pregnant so young and having to marry..."

"Mom! Stop! Yea, we... we do, but, not lastnight..."

"How?" it seemed a natural reaction to be curious, she even nearly forgot this was her son she was speaking to.

"Mom! Gods!"

"Uh, sorry! Sorry! It just doesn't seem... I'm going now..."

"Thanks. Now maybe I can sleep..."

"Why didn't you sleep if it wasn't... if it wasn't..."

Shit!, "Look, it doesn't leave this room..."

"Ok..."

"He's been having nightmares..."

"Nightmares?! Kaiba Seto?!"

"I know, doesn't seem right... nearly got another black eye the way he..."

"Oh, about that, Hiroto..."

Shit! No! Give me my day to think! Please!, "Y-yea?"

"How did you say it happened?"

Honda studied her a bit; she was looking for him to change his story, Jounouchi, Otogi, I'll kill you both if either of you dared to say anything to my parents!, "Jounouchi. Remember? The game? I..."

"Yea, you pissed him off. Ok, sleep well." her tone had a sudden weird shift; it was her, 'I'll let your father take care of the rest...' tone.

Shit, shit, shit!!! Gods please tell me Jounouchi didn't say anything!! Seto never said my parents were part of this dare! Man, they've never even met...

"Oh, Hiroto?" His mother peaked in. She had almost forgotten the real reason she had disturbed him in the first place, "What do you think Seto is doing tomorrow after school?"

"What?! Why?!"

"Why so jumpy?"

"Sorry, he's probably working. Why?", By the gods, why?!

"Think you can talk him into coming here?"

"What?!" now he was never going to sleep; not only would he have the whole 'dare' thing hanging over his head, now he had this to worry about too!?

"Well, sure! Why not?!"

Ha ha, yea, why not, sure... he looked toward his window, If only I were up a little higher...

"Hiroto?"

"I-I'll see! He does get busy! You won't be offended if he can't will you?"

"I guess not. Poor kid..."

"Why 'poor kid'?"

"Seventeen and so much to worry about..."

"Y-yea..." Honda tried to relax again as he watched his mother shut the door for what he hoped would be the last time, then a sudden sickening thought crossed his mind, "Mom! Wait..."

"What?"

"Don't... please don't..."

"Don't what?"

"Tell dad about me and Seto, you know..."

"Oh, gods no no! You'd get one hell of an earful... or..."

"Or really bad jokes! Thanks!"

"Sure thing! Have a good nap!"

Finally! Shit shit shit... I'm never going to get through today, but, on the other hand; don't survive today, don't have to worry about tomorrow! he smacked himself for having even thought such a thing, Dumb ass! Go to sleep!