It starts with One Thing

The following notes are for my Fanfiction.net fans who had to come here to read the final part of my story. Sorry guys. ^^;;


Yes I have done it are we all proud of me? I hope so. I didn’t mean to take so much time to finish it but with the drama in my love life and school it’s been a bit hard.

If anyone wants an update on my GF situation after I found out she had cheated twice I forgave (again) and we stayed together. Then I found out she had cheated before those two and how did I find out? Because she’s pregnant. Yup so okay no big deal I loved her so much that I actually wanted to marry her and raise the kid. We began to get close but my lack of trust and her actions didn’t exactly make a happy relationship. Eventually I realized that even if she did love me it would never just be me and so the day after Valentines Day I told her it was over. She cried, I cried, it was very sad and I’m still upset over it because I really do love her but I know this is the best option so there everyone has it. But enough about me on with the stroy.



Wee!! I found my muse he was hiding under my sofa and after some negotiations and some nachos (he’s a cheese fanatic) he came out from under the sofa and allowed me to write. I’m so proud of myself. Go me :: dances :: Anyways I hope you all like the ending if not e-mail me and complain.



Thank you



In the End



So close.



He had been so close.



Jounouchi couldn’t help but groan in frustration. The way he was making him feel was almost to much for him to handle but he craved more. He tried vainly to regain that fng hng he had felt only moments before but the brunette had expected it and he was left begging.



He looked up into the swirling mass of blue that was Seto Kaiba’s eyes just inches from his own. He had never submitted to anyone, too much had happened in the past for him to allow it but a small part of him was screaming at him to submit to Seto.



Gentle reassuring kisses fell upon his neck bringing him back to the present. Little shivers went through his body as the hand under his shirt began to carcass his stomach. The hands on Seto’s shoulders tightened momentarily as he adjusted to the foreign feelings moving within his body.



Suddenly he let out a surprised yelp of pain, nearly losing his akward footing on the desk as Seto bit down on a sensitive nipple. “What the hell was thar? Ir? It hurt.” Seto crossed his arms and glared down at the blonde.





“If it disgusts you that much we can stop.”



Jounouchi blushed and was forced to look away from the piercing glare Seto was giving him. “What are you talking about? Of course I want to do...to do this with you.” Seto snorted. “You don’t act like it. You keep drifting away like you don’t want to be here. If I disgust you that much then why did you say what you did? Or were they just pretty lies to make me look foolish.”



Jounouchi stared at Seto like he had been slapped. He almost punched the brunette right there for that but he didn’t. He could tell the brunette was afraid. He hadn’t realized it before but from the beginning Seto Kaiba had been afraid, afraid that Jounouchi wouldn’t feel the same way, that it would all be thrown back at him. The fear had been taken away when Jounouchi admitted he had felt the same but now that fear was back despite the mask Seto had put back on. He had an image he was use to keeping up that was forced on him through life just like Jounouchi and he had been willing to throw it all away despite that all odds were against him. Could Jounouchi be that brave?



He reached up and gently pulled the brunette down, kissing him softly. “I’m sorry. I did mean it, all of it. Don’t forget that. I love you” he whispered against the brunettes soft lips. Jounouchi kissed him again and Seto wrapped his arms around the boy before returning his attention to hick. ck.



Jounouchi’s hands worked their way lower, moving in slow patterns down Seto’s back, causing shivers of pleasure to course through his lover’s body. Seto moved down once more this time pausing to remove the annoying blue school jacket and white shirt before continuing. He moved to one sensitive nipple and toyed with it with his tongue, gently nipping at it this time listening to the different gasps and moans it brought from the blondes mouth before repeated the same process on the other.



Seto smirked again and slowly nipped and sucked his way lower toward where Jounouchi really wanted his attention and stopped just above the waistband of his pants.



He had no where to go.



The blonde had been sitting on the edge of the desk and because of Seto’s unexpected advances he was stuck supporting himself with his feet on the edge to stay up. This meant Seto couldn’t go back any further due to that stupid position(which was his fault). He was for the moment at a loss and Jounouchi was getting impatient, again.



But Seto Kaiba is a creative person with a quick mind.



However, Jounouchi had quick hands and Seto soon found his shirt to be missing and a pair of hands trying to get the pants to follow. He allowed the hands to explore and couldn’t stop a moan of pleasure as the hands found what they were searching for. He moved slightly so that the talented hands could reach their prize easier and allow Seto some much needed pleasure before removing both hands earning him a protest from his blonde lover. He grins down at the pouting boy and moves up, giving him a quick kiss before getting off him.



Jounouchi props himself up on both elbows and looks at Seto, annoyed that he was abandoning him at such a bad time and was about to say something when suddenly both feet were pulled from their position, almost throwing him off balance in surprise as Seto set to work removing Jounouchi’s pants. He made a half hearted sound of protest as both his pants and underwear were removed and placed somewhere in the office as Seto released his legs allowing him to put them back into their previous spot on his desk.



The blonde turned red and tried to keep his knees together to hide from the prying eyes of the brunette in front of him. Of course Seto was not about to leave it unfinished and forced Jounouchi’s legs apart and smirked at the blushing boy as he moved down and took him completely into his mouth, being rewarded with a loud moan from the surprised Jounouchi. Jou’s hands tried to grab a hold on something anything as he felt the pleasure building up. It was driving him mad.



He felt Seto smirk as his tongue continued to tease the poor blonde who was helpless under the assault. Jou’s hands found some pieces of paper and even though they were probably important his mind wasn’t thinking about that. It was on the sneaky brunette between leg legs who was driving him crazy at the moment. He felt the pleasure build up inside of him, making him want to just explode but just as he felt like he was going to finally be able to release all that he had kept pent up inside the warm mouth left him. This was getting annoying.



Seto could tell that Jounouchi was becoming even more frustrating but he knew in the end it would all be worth it. He moved up and gave Jounouchi a long kiss as his fingers searched near the blondes head. All the moving on both their parts had messed up the contents on his desk but soon his fingers found what they were looking for. Just as the two had to end the kiss in favor of air Seto had put a good amount of the objects contents in his hand. Jounouchi noticed the movements but Seto had moved his hand before the blonde could see what he had been doing, making him slightly nervous at what the brue wae was planning.



Seto placed gentle kisses on the blonde’s stomach as he slowly moved back down causing the blonde to squirm more and jump when something slightly cold and kind of sticky brushed against his leg as a couple of Seto’s fingers grazed his knee on the way down. If Seto’s hands hadn’t been above him the whole time he’d have though it was something else before his mind registered what it had to be and he couldn’t help from tensing at what was about to come.



The brunette felt Jounouchi tense up and couldn’t resist biting his sensitive inner thigh causing a surprised yelp and a glare from said blonde. He couldn’t resist grinning like a cat at Jounouchi. “If you tense up like that it’ll only make it worse you know.” Jounouchi pokes him in the cheek with a toe. “Excuse me for being nervous. I haven’t exactly done this before.” Seto’s expression softened slightly at the boy’s words. He was right, this was their first.



He wasn’t going to let fear stop him, they’d done to much and he never left anything unfinished.

He leaned over the blonde again and returned his attention to Jounouchi’s nipples and stomach, changing his ministrations, listening to the change in his breathing and the small sounds he made when he hit a good spot. Hope this would keep the boy relaxed somewhat he slowly slipped one finger into the boy, feeling him instantly clamp down on said finger. He immediately stopped its movement and but continued to lavish attention on his chest hoping to get Jounouchi to relax more. When he felt him relax around his finger and pushed it in deeper and slowly so he wouldn’t clamp down on him again. After he managed to get it in as far as he could he slowly moved in and out of the him smiling slightly as Jounouchi’s breath got heavier at the added pleasure. The next part would be a bit tricky.



Seto knew going slow at this point was a big factor and after he was sure Jounouchi was comfortable with the first finger he slowly added a second, careful not to hurt him and was happy that it followed the first with no trouble. Jounouchi had been a bit afraid in the beginning, especially afraid of the pain that he was sure would follow their actions but so far it hadn’t hurt, in fact it was feeling really, really good right now. Of course before Seto could finally get the pleasure and release he hadn’t been able to get since the beginning he needed to make sure Jounouchi wouldn’t be hurt or hurt as little as possible and began to add a third finger. Jounouchi on the other hand found that this did not feel as good as the first two and felt slightly uncomfortable. He tensed up again forcing Seto to stop. Now Seto was beginning to get frustrated.



“Katsuya if you don’t quit clamping down on me I can’t do anything.”



“Oh yeah? How about we switch positions and you see how uncomfortable it is!”



“This would probably go a lot faster if we did because I wouldn’t be such a baby about it!”



“What was that? Well maybe if someone would just learn to be more gentle we wouldn’t be having this problem now would we?”



“I’m doing the best I can now shut up and just trust me.”



Seto sighed against Jounouchi’s side causing the blonde to shiver slightly at the action. “I know it’s uncomfortable now but it’ll get better but if you don’t stop tensing up every time I can’t get it to stop being uncomfortable and feel good. Jounouchi ran a hand through his hair. Seto was right he had to just trust him. He did, didn’t he?



Jounouchi placed his hand on Seto’s head and gently pulled on his hair to get him to look at him and pulled the brunette toward him for a deep kiss, and did his best to relax, ignoring the discomfort as Seto begin to move again and soon the discomfort disappeared and it began to feel good again.



Seto broke the kiss and removed his fingers from Jounouchi as the blonde protested to the loss of stimulation and pleasure. Seto merely grinned at the boy and positioned himself. “Are you sure about this?” Jounouchi pretended to think about it. “Ya know I’m not really sure, I mean after all- of course I am. I do trust you. Arrogant jerk.” Seto chuckledtupitupid mutt.”




Seto very slowly began to push into Jounouchi carefully watching his face for any sign of pain. His lack of pleasure was begging him to just do it in one thrust but he knew that would hurt the blonde and that was the last thing he wanted to do. He knew how to be patient. Jounouchi was also doing his best. It kind of hurt but he knew tensing up wouldn’t help. He tried not to show any pain but as Seto pushed further in he couldn’t stop a small sound escape his lips. Seto stopped and looked at Jounouchi who had his eyes closed and a hand over his mouth to keep himself quiet. Seto didn’t know what to do to help him. “Don’t...stop” Jounouchi managed to get out his request. “I’m fine. Keep..going.”



The CEO didn’t like hurting Jounouchi but he seemed to be getting more use to it. He continued his slow pace having to stop a few times for the blonde to adjust but he didn’t mind despite that annoying voice in his head telling him to go faster. Eventually he got as far as he could and stopped for a moment so that both could catch their breath before he began to move mimicking the movement of the fingers from earlier. He kept up a slow pace at first so that it wasn’t uncomfortable but eventually began to speed up his thrust slightly, glad to finally get some pleasure. Jounouchi’s fingers had lost the papers from earlier and were unable to find anything to grab on until they ran across some more papers which they eagerly latched on to as Seto continued to move in and out of the boy beneath him, keeping a steady pace that felt incredibly good and Jounouchi couldn’t stop all the small gasps and moans that escaped his mouth as Seto keep going.



Jounouchi was greatly enjoying this new feeling. The feel of Seto moving in and out of him was sending pleasure all through his body. The pleasure was building inside and growing, causing him to get slightly louder as the feeling inside of him built up more and more. He could tell Seto was feeling the same way and that feeling only got even bigger as he felt his hand begin to stroke him again, the movement slightly off balance as Seto wasn’t exactly thinking very clearly but it still felt good and even Seto couldn’t stop from voicing it ever now and then.



Soon the pleasure build up so much he couldn’t stand it and he came in Seto’s hand. His hand let go of Jounouchi when he felt him finish and moved to his leg to give him better control and after a few more thrusts Jounouchi felt Seto come inside of him. Both boys were breathing hard after it was over and Seentlently removed himself from Jounouchi causing him to wince slightly, still sensitive after all of that.



Jounouchi sat up, knocking the papers away and removing the various office supplies from his sweaty skin and turned to watch Seto bend down and pick up a box of Kleenex and after removing a few, tossed it at Jounouchi who easily caught it and began to clean himself off. Neither said a word as they cleaned themselves up and both found their clothes from various parts of the office except for Jounouchi’s blue school jacket, for some reason neither could find it.



Finally Jounouchi broke the silence. “So what do we do now?” Seto adjusted his coat to make sure it wasn’t out of place and then sat down in his chair and leaned back. His desk was a big mess. Papers were scattered all over the desk and floor, a few were crumpled. He’d have to remember to fix it soon before some came in. He leaned forward and placed his elbows on the desk and rested his chin on his hands, in his usual thoughtful pose. “No one can ever know of course. If anyone heard about this it could mean big trouble.”



Jounouchi’s eyes narrowed slightly at Seto’s words. “You mean it could screw up your reputation.” Seto looked at Jounouchi. “Yes actually. You don’t understand. I’m the CEO of this corporation I can’t afford any mistakes or allow anyone to use anything against me. I don’t want to hurt you.” Jounouchi glared at the brunette. “Hurt me? You putting your company over me that’s what hurts. You act like what happened was something bad.”



Seto stared at Jounouchi slightly annoyed. “You know that’s not true. I don’t regret what happened but this isn’t something to be taken lightly either. There are others to consider. What do you think your friends would think if you told them what we did.”



Jounouchi paused. Seto was right he didn’t know how his friends would feel about it. What if they didn’t like it? What would he do then he didn’t have anyone else. Yuugi, Anzu, Honda..all of them where his best friends, his whole world. What would he do if he lost them? Surely Seto was worried about Mokuba and of course those cooperate jerks as well. This wasn’t fair.



He stared at the floor in defeat. “It’s not fair..so then this was it? This is as far as we get one FUCKING TIME?!” Jounouchi couldn’t stop himself from yelling. He was upset at this. All that happened, all that they said, did it not mean anything? “Katsuya, I..I don’t want this to be a one time thing. I do care about you or else I wouldn’t have done all the things that I did but,” Jounouchi looked at him, tears already coming to his eyes. Seto looked at his desk unable to look at the blonde. Jounouchi continued to glare at him, his hands clenched into fists at his side. “But?”



Seto closed his eyes. “But, we can’t have a relationship. You know that as much as I do. You have your friends to think about and I have my company and Mokuba to consider.” Jounouchi couldn’t stop from shaking and could only turn his back to Seto. “This still sucks.” Seto opened his eyes and stared at the shaking blonde’s back and Jounouchi heard him looking in his pockets for something. "Here." Jounouchi turned wondering what he was offering and was surprised to see his Red Eyes card, the whole reason he was here in the first place. He walked over to the desk and took the card. “Katsuya, I’m sorry. I..should have thought this through instead of being selfish-“ ”Don’t” Jounouchi cut him off. “Don’t start acting like you regret it, okay?” Seto sighed. “I don’t.” Jounouchi smiled slightly before turning his back on Seto again and walk toward the door. His hand closed around the handle as he opened the door.



“Katsuya”



He stopped and waited for Seto to speak.



“I love you.”



Jounouchi smiled again as a single tear fell.



“I know”



The End



I swear I was going to make this sweet and fluffy but the damn muse wouldn’t let me. I guess I couldn’t keep my personal life out of my stories. I’m sorry everyone please forgive me and my angsty stories.



Well I hope you all liked my little story and sorry it took so long to finish but now that it’s done I’m really glad how it came out. I tried to keep it as real as I could both as the how Seto and Katsuya would act and the sex itself as well as try to stay a bit away from the typical sex scenes you see. I dunno if I managed it but I hope so. On a side note I finished the chapter and just as I was about to upload I remember Jounouchi never got his card back so I had to go back and add that part since it was actually the reason all this happened. Heh. ^_^



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