Heart of Seto Kaiba

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Summary Chapter Four: In this chapter Seto is trying to go to school and not run into people that like to pick on him. This is about when Yami makes his way to Seto. So they have a summer protect to do. Now this has rape and abuse.
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Seto Was late today running down the hall so he would make it to class he tripped over something and looked up to see the bully of the school Tyson Till. Seto great why is he after me. Tyson grabbed Seto and pushed him in to a locker. Seto head hit it. Seto: please I’m late already. Tyson: good. He pushed Seto into his other friends. The first one Ray Tomes. Pushed Seto in the stomach. Seto started coughing.
Ray passed him to Ritchie Smith. Ritchie pushed Seto on the side of the face. Then he was passed back to Tyson who punched him in the stomach again. Seto knees hit the ground and he fell on the floor. Tyson: Your right we are late to class. Seto sat up by a locker. Seto got up to make his way to class.
*Flashback to a this morning.*
Gozaburo had come home from his company that morning and he walked right up to Seto’s room Seto was asleep no shirt on and in sweat pants. Goza kic kicked open the door. Seto heard his door and he sat up he could see anything because it was dark. Gozaburo flicked the light switch on. Seto sat on his bed unable to move. Gozaburo: so you up still good because I love to here you scream Seto. Seto stood up and backed up in to corner. Seto: please not again. Gozaburo ran for the boy and caught him by the neck and pinned his up against the wall.
Gozaburo: You going to get worse now because you tried to run. Seto could breathe because of the death grip he had on him. Gozaburo threw him on the bed and tied Seto hand back with ropes and his ankles. Gozaburo also slipped a gag of his mouth. Gozaburo took of his shirt and pants and Seto pants and boxers. Gozaburo: scream all you want Seto. Seto tried to move but Gozaburo was to heavy. Gozaburo inserted a finger in to Seto.
Seto cried out but it was muffled by the gag. Gozaburo hit him because he cried. He then inserted another one. Seto cried out again and then Gozaburo punched him in the face. He took his fingers out and Seto cried when he thrusted his self inside. Gozaburo moved fast and fast and hard. Seto was crying. Gozaburo thrusted deeper and deeper. Seto was bleeding and Gozaburo still keep going.
Seto Thinking: Ra, please let it end. Gozaburo thrust in one more time and came all over Seto. Gozaburo climbed off of the boy and punched his dead in the chest. Seto cried out in pain. The most sensitive part of Seto’s body is his chest. Seto cried and Gozaburo left him tried to the bed. Seto moved around and had a lot of rope buries. Seto chest started pounding again.
Seto Thinking: Not now. Seto could stay up long enough with the pain in his chest. Seto: ahh. Seto Thinking: Stop it. Seto pulled his arm up with all the power he hard left and he broke the ropes. On his wrist. Seto took the gag off. Seto: pain so much in my chest. Seto untied his feet and laid against his bed.
He was wet and sticky He wanted to get up but the pain would have to stop. Seto waited and it stop. He pushed him self up to the bathroom and turned on the water. Seto stepped in his let the water hit his back as he cried. Seto Thinking: Why me first he rapes me and then he hits me in the chest. Even the doctor told him not to do that. Seto slid down to his knees. Seto laid his head down .
So his bangs where touching the shower floor. Seto Thinking: My chest hurts more than anything right now. It’s on fire. Seto took his fist and clenched them together. Seto extended his hands so the where out in front of his head. Seto tears flowing freely down his face. Seto thinking: Why, Why did I have to play that chess game why couldn’t I just wait. I do know why for Mokuba but still why did I have to get a bad hand.
Seto looked up and the shower head sprayed hot water on to his face. His brown hair falling freely over his eyes. Seto tears had stopped. Someone: Just draw son. Seto: mo-Mother. Seto’s Mother: Yes all you have to do is drew and then the cards will be played right. Seto closed his eyes and passed out in he shower. He woke up a few seconds later.
Water coming all over his chest. Seto: water. Seto thinking: the shower. He turned off the water and stepped out in a towel. Seto dried himself off and slipped on a t-shirt and boxer and sweat pants. Seto changed his bed sheet with blue ones. He laid in his bed and pulled his dark blue blanket around his shoulders. Seto thinking: Mother, was that a dream did I faint in the shower.
*End flashback*
Seto’s P.O.V,
I got up and my chest started pounding again. This time worst then last night. I got up and started walking slowly To Mr. Kazmutou’s class. My breath where coming out short. I finally reached the class I open the door everyone was looking at me. As I came in. I know Mr. Kazmutou stood up when I can in to the class room. I was holding my chest tightly.
I heard Joey say something about “the freak is here.” I said. “Hontou-ni Gomen-nasai Mr. Kazmutou I was late.” Mr. Kazmutou said. “Seto are you okay. “ Genki-desu” I said but I must have dropped to my knees because he came up to help me on my feet. Mr. Kazmutou said “ Umm, Yami watch the class I’ll take Seto to the nurse.” He placed my arm around his neck. I let out a small cry of itai because my shoulder it was still messed up.
He notice so he switches arms. He takes me into the hallway. He says “ How the hell didn’t you get like this. I would have Said something but more pain from my chest shot through my body. After the pain in my chest stop I said “ I was running down the hallway and ran into Tyson. Mr. Kazmutou said “ I should have known. I most have blacked out for a min. because we where at the nurse office. He sat me on the bed and called of the nurse.
Mrs. Wun. Mrs. Wun said “ What happened?” Mr. Kazmutou said “ fight.” Then he left. I laid my head down as she looked at my cuts on my stomach. I would have said something but I was tried. Next thing I know I was sleeping.
*Dream*
Seto was running down a dark hallway. Seto thinking: why am I running. I should say a five you old Seto. Seto: Mother come back please. His Mother: Seto protect Mokuba for me I love you and please live. Seto: Mommy come back. She disappeared in to the blackness. Seto: Mother.
Seto Thinking: Why, did you leave me when I still need you. Seto’s Mother: But my son I’m still here. Seto: Mother. Seto’s Mother: Seto your Watashi no chiisai tenshi no aru ratio. Seto: Angel of light how. His mother moved in front of him. She placed here hand on his face. Seto’s Mother: My son you still have your heart and you keep Mokuba safe and you lived like I told you. Seto: I’m not an angel Mother. I can’t she cut him off by placing her finger over his mouth. Seto’s mother: Shh Seto you have to much on you shoulder now. You will learn in time with you unmei desu. Seto: Watashi no unmei desu do? Seto’s Mother: It will be here and you can see how your life is changed. Seto: Haha I don’t think I can make it. His Mother: Seto you and Mokuba have been with Gozaburo for five years and you lived just trust in your self.
*End dream*
Seto shot up. Seto: nani happed? Mrs. Wun: You passed out. Seto: Iie, not that. Mrs. Wun: you don’t have a fever. Seto whispering: Watashi no unmei desu do nani? Mrs. Wun, can I go back to class Mrs. Wun: If you think you can. Seto: I can. She gave him a pass.
*Yami P.O.V,*
I saw Seto come in and faint is front of everyone I wanted to get up but Mr. Kazmutou wanted me to watch the class so I sat in My seat and looked after them. I all could thinking about was him he looked a lot paler then yesterday. I still want to help him he needs my help. He looked like he had a few cuts and thinks and he limbed when he came in. He was holding his chest and he eyes read of nothing but pure itai. I can see all of this in him each time I look at I don’t want to see him like that. Personally I want to see in my bed. In my arm as I hold him where he sleep I want hug him tell him everything going to be alright.
I want him to hug back I want him to rest on my shoulder. I want him to trust me. I want him to talk to me more. I want him to cry one my shoulder if he has too. I want him to safe around me. I want my friends to stop calling him names. I want him to be my koi I want him to lose the look of pain and sorrow. I want him to have the look of Joy and Happiness.
I want him to be free and stop trying so hard. I want him to relax when he’s around me. I want his to lay in my lap. I want him to fall asleep in my arms. I want him in my life. I want to be in his life as well. So after I stopped thinking of him a paper ball flew across the room and hit me. I knew it was Joey. I said “ What now Joey.” Joey go and and walled over to me.
Jsaidsaid “ chill Yami I was just wondering how long do you think the teacher will be gone. I answered “ I don’t know.” Mr. Kazmutou came back in the classroom. Mr. Kazmutou said “ okay every back to page 480p. Joey said “ what happened to Seto.” Mr. Kazmutou “ dizzy spell.”
After a while Seto had entered the classroom. He gave his note to Mr. Kazmutou and took his seat next to me.
He’s still sweating. Joey: well look who’s back. Yugi: that enough Joey. I smiled at my light. Mr. Kazmutou: anyway for most of you the civil war means nothing but we have to learn about it away. Everyone: laughing. Yami was looking at Seto. So young and eyes that carry so much pain. I need to help him I wish I could.
Normal P.O.V,
Seto had went through the day with no more problems. He walked home yet again. As soon as he got through the door Gozaburo came up from behind him and hit him with a whip Seto fell to the ground in pain. Seto Thinking: damn. I didn’t see that. (A/N:>.<) Seto was on the ground which gave Gozaburo full advantage to his step sons body. He was going to rape Seto right there in front of the maids. He pulled Seto belt off and his.
He wrapped one belt around Seto’s Arm and the other around his legs. He pulled out a handkerchief for his suit pocket and tied it around the fifteen year old boy’s mouth. Seto Thinking: no not again. Tears already started coming down his face. He pulled the boys pants down. Gozaburo quickly inserted two fingers and pulled then out and then he plunged himself in side of Seto he thrusted harder and harder. He then went faster and faster. Seto was crying and screaming but they where muffed.
Gozaburo: Seto you are nothing but a little dog. Seto was in so much pain. He couldn’t stop cryiIt hIt hurt so much. Gozaburo pulled Seto’s shirt off and throw it on the couch. After one final hard thrust he came inside of Seto and on Seto’s chest. He pulled away and left for work. Seto laid there until he couldn’t breath and he didn’t want Mokuba to see him like this.
He pulled his arms out of the belt and then his feet and he pulled the gag off. Seto lay there with the semen on him. He got up and pulled his pants back up. Seto climbed on his hands and knees up the stairs to his bath room. He turned the water on and then he took his pants off carefully. Pushed him self inside. He climbed under the water and let it hit his back. Then he laid on his back to wash his stomach off.
Seto had got it off and let the water hit his hair turning it dark brown. Seto let his tears fall down his face. Seto thinking: as soon as I get inside I get raped. Seto tears started falling faster. Seto: damn, d chi chikusho, kuso, shimatta. Seto hit his fist on the floor of the shower he the let the water fall off his back and stand up and leave the shower. Seto climbed out and change into a red t-shirt red button down shirt and black pants. He laid down on his bed and hugged a pillow.
He fell asleep he was so tried. He did get up until Mokuba ran up the stairs. Seto opened his eyes as his brother woke him up. Mokuba: Seto are you okay. Seto: Yeah fine. Mokuba: you look sad. Seto: I always dokubakuba: You look tried.
Seto: I have to eat because I didn’t eat anything all day. Mokuba: okay I’ll go get you something. Seto Thinking: He must know I can’t walk.
Seto’s P.O.V,
Mokuba came back up the stairs and handed me a sandwich and a can of soda. I ate the sandwich and only drank half the soda. I sat the can on a table. I looked over at Mokuba. He just looked back. I said “ Mokuba you can go and finish your homework okay?” Mokuba said “ Okay Nii-sama. He ran out and I laid back.
I wanted to go to sleep but I couldn’t. I was tried and my body need sleep but I couldn’t. I laid my head down. So I need to get ready for school tomorrow. I have that project. I have to make the person stay here so Mokuba won’t be by himself with Gozaburo. Seto snuggled hi head in to his pillow. I have to stop him, but I can’t.
Seto heard his heart pick up a little. Seto turned on his back. I’m in pain again. To much pain.
*Normal P.O.V,*
Seto laid the and let his hand hold his chest he couldn’t take it pounded at his chest. It felt like his heart was going to come right out. He let his tears fall down his face. This was the first time his heart hurt this much. Seto turned his head to the side and let the pounding keep going. He felt it pound really hard and he let out a cry. The pain stop and he relaxed his arm. He let his head rest against the pillow as he caught his breath.
Seto’s P.O.V,
Pain is all I feel never happiness. I feel pain and sorrow. Someday it will go away. Only now I feel it more and more. I wish it would go away. No, it won’t I have to stay like this until my dying day. Until I can be free to be with my mother and father. Until I can live with the light.
Until I can see the true me. Until my sorrow and despair are gone. Until I can’t take it. Until my body let’s go. Until I can live with the stars. Until I can rest with my heart. Until I can love again. Until I can feel again.
Until my tears stop. Until my pain and hate are gone. Until I will be loved. Until my demon dies and I live.
*Other side of Domino City,*
*Yami’s P.O.V,*
I’m lying in bed thinking. Seto Kaiba I won’t to stop thinking about him. I guess I’m the only one who feels sorry for him I now damn well the teacher can see the abuse. I know the kids in the class can see it to. I know the people on the street can see it. I know my lighter half can see it. No one cares if it was Joey or Tristan then every one try there best to help him or him Seto has to go through it alone. Tomorrow is summer break and I want to help him out so badly.
I could try to become a tomodachi to him. I think out of this whole year I‘ve only heard his voice once. Gentle and soft he’s afraid I just know he is. I want to help I want to save him. I want to protect him. I want to tell him he’s safe. I want him to love me. I want to love him back I want to help him.
The teacher doesn’t call on him he never gets in trouble and he has the highest grades in the class next to Tèa and Bakura. Hmm. Seto I need to help you before it’s to late. I am in ai with the young boy. Because, I would jump at the chance to sit by you. I’m the only one in the class that sees you as someone and not the new kid in the back that no one will talk to. I see him as a person. I wish I cold helped him so much.
Daredemo seem to see him as the one dare needs daremo. Iie daredemo is wrong he need some one he need me. Wakatte-imasu- he need me I wish I could be there for his. Take care of him. Show him that al the itai will be gone. Make sure he’s protected. Hold him in my arm listen to his kokoro against Kozan. I wish I could have you lie next to me in bed doko we would fuzakeru for a while.
Seto I’m the only one who see the look of itai in your eyes. (A/N: Yami is up all night thinking about Seto sounds like me.)
Normal P.O.V,
Yugi: Yami what are you doing up. Yami: Thinking. Yugi: about what? Yami: School. Yugi: school what do you mean school. Yami: School tomorrow is the are second to the last day. Yugi: don’t get too happy you might have to stay at someone house that you don’t like. Yami: nani?
Yugi: I mean that we have to pick people in the class and stay at the house for a month. Yami: nani? Yugi: It a project that the teachers make us do so we could learn to adapted to anyone house if we had to stay. Yami: okay Yugi thanks for telling me. Yugi: you’re welcome. Yami: you should go back to sleep I can stay up and still go to school but you can’t. Yugi: okay good night. Yami laid his head back on his pillow.
Yami thinking: Well Seto Kaiba looks like I might get my wish.
*Normal P.O.V,*
Seto woke up by his alarm clock Mokuba was already dressed in his day clothes. Mokuba: Seto? Seto: I’m up. He turned on his back and let out a small cry. Mokuba: Seto, Are you okay? Seto: Yeah just in a little pain. Seto got up and put on a new uniform he climbed his hair and came back out of the bathroom. Mokuba was sitting on Seto’s bed looking at the computer screen. Mokuba: Did you do you homework? Seto: Yeah at school I did it. Mokuba: Come on before you’re late again. Gozaburo won’t see yocauscause they had a party last night and we both know he got dunk. Seto: I’m going to go to the back door just in case. Mokuba grabbed his big brothers hand and walked out the door. Mokuba went back inside as he watched his brother run off. Seto had to go to his classes on time.
He was running and he ran in to a teacher Mr. Steven Kazmutou. Steven: Whoa! Their Seto let me help you up. Mr. Kazmutou grabbed Seto hand the one with the bad wrist. Seto cried out in pain. Steven: Hey, let me see. Seto extended his arm and Mr. Kazmutou took a look at it. Steven: How did this happen.
Seto: This might sound dumb but I was running for my class and fell on it. Steven: Your going to be late. He took out a pass for Seto and gave it to him. Seto: arigato-gozaimasu. Mr. Kazmutou: Your welcome. Seto walked down the hallway to his first class. Seto gave the teacher the pass and then took a seat in the back corner. He opened his book and then looked out the window.
He didn’t know someone was watching him. Yami Thinking: Seto tell me what’s wrong every time I ask you say nothing or unless you think your life is supposed to be like this. You can’t go through the itai alone your whole life just open up. I’ll make sure all your fears go away. Yami looked a way then he looked at the black board. Seto turned his attention to the board to. The teacher was talking about some things that didn’t apply to life so Yami and Seto both tuned him out. Yami sat there watching Seto.
He wanted to help him but he need for him to trust him. Yami saw Seto move his left arm and the sleeve went up and Yami saw a whole lot of cut, scares, and gashes. Yami wonder how could a kid only about his lights age have so many cut and other things. Yami Thinking: His Stepfather. Mr. Kazmutou: Sorry to interrupted but can I see Seto for a sec. Mr. Johnson: Sure. Seto got up from his chair he and walked out side the door. Seto: Hai, what did I do?
Mr. Kazmutou: Nothing really I know you are having some problems about coming here I check your records. Seto: aren’t those supposed to privet. Mr. Kazmutou: Yeah, but I really wanted to see what you background was. I see that you’re the son of Gozaburo Kaiba must be hard to live up to that guy right? Seto nodded his head. Mr. Kazmutou: So you fell on you wrist and the yesterday you fainted. Seto: I was sick. My body acts funny it doesn’t show sings until I get over heated.
Mr. Kazmutou: I guess so But that don’t make real sense. Seto: ask my doctor. Mr. Kazmutou: Seto, if your hiding some thing about you step father then tell me I know you’re a smart kid if you need help ask for it. Seto: Yeah. Mr. Kazmutou: If he has threat you then tell me I know what kind of man he is. Yami came out of the classroom. Seto and Mr. Kazmutou both turned their heads to look at him. Yami: Gomen-nasai.
Mr. Johnson was wondering could Seto come back into class because him and me am partner for our project. Mr. Kazmutou: Mochiron-desu Yami. Seto went in first well kind of nearly fell but he grabbed the doorframe. Yami Thinking: Seto now that we have to work on this month long projected maybe you can tell me what’s wrong. Yami: desu anata all right. Seto: Genki-desu. Yami: Ii-desu. Yami thinking: nanade can’t you just tell me.
Well we have to stay at one or the other house for a month I’ll stay at his house because Yugi and Joey are going to stay at our house. It’s great to know he speaks Japanese a lot. Yami: Seto we have to stay at your house. Seto: Wakari-masita. Yami Thinking: I can see the fear you can’t hide anything from me and I’ll make all your fears go a way. Just trust me. Seto: Yami we can only stay in my room and come down stairs for bansab, hiruhani, asahasahan we have to be reading or studying that how my stepfather has the house set up. Yami: I understand no fun.
Seto: yeah something like that. Yami: Are you losing your voice your voice is really light. Yami Thinking: this is the third time I talked to him. So I wouldn’t know but it sounds like fear in his voice. Yami looked at Seto. Yami: you don’t have to answer. Seto nodded and turned back to paper that said all the rules they had to follow this was a thing over the summer so the would be out of school and the teacher wanted the student that didn’t have any friends to find so. Yami: do you understand every thing? Seto: yeah. Yami Thinking: So innocent. Hard to believe that he still holds the innocents of a child at sixteen I can see some hints that he has the heart of a child in his eyes. I wish I could hold him and tell him every thing is all right. Seto looked around the room before he grabbed his bag and took out a book. Yami thinking: How is he more gentler then Yugi? How can this be? Yami: Seto will your stepfather be mad if I called my grandpa every now and then.
*Yami P.O.V,*
He shot me another innocent look I know he’s not faking them because he has confusion in his eyes. I could stare into his eyes all day he never has to says anything so I take he is really innocent. He can’t tell that I like him. I can tell a lot of people can take advantage of him. Fear, confusion, sadness, depression, distress, suffering, and sorrow are all the emotion that I see. Some many people cannot but I can. So can Mr. Kazmutou he can see it two. I wonder why he just let’s people take advantage of him. Maybe he has been thought to think like that. I want to understand he but he’s hiding too much for me to tell. I know in my heart he needs help and I know that I’m the only that can do this. I have to help him. I just have to get him to trust me.
Normal P.O.V,*
Yami: Seto do you have a brother or sister or both. Seto: a brother. Yami: I have one two. Seto: really. Yami Thinking: Yes he’s not being sarcastic I hope he isn‘t. He has a lot of innocents even Yugi doesn’t. Yami: Seto what do you really think about the project. Seto: I don‘t know what you mean?
Yami: Okay your to innocent to understand what I mean. Seto: Huh? Yami: Some are pair and they are dating. Seto: Yeah. Yami: Never mind. Yami Thinking: Did he have a life. He’s not even faking it he has no clue. Seto bad wrist hit the desk.
He let out a cry in pain. Yami: are you okay. Seto nodded yes. Seto looked down at his wrist and the back up at Yami. Yami Thinking: I can see the pain Seto I just hope that by this month you can trust me. Yami: Are you sure your okay? Seto: yeah I’m sure. {Classes pass and it’s now time to start the project.} Seto walked home.
Seto: he said he’d be here by six I wish he would come earlier then I can avoid being hit. Seto opened the front door and the something knocked him upside the head. He fell stomach first on the ground his vision went out and then came back in. Seto: please not tonight I have homework even thought it’s the summer every bodied in the school has to stay at someone house for a month and the person the teacher choose for me is coming at six. Gozaburo: your lucky this time. He then left out the front door. Seto rolled on his back, but so much pain shot through him and then he rolled back on his stomach and pulled his hurt wrist to his stomach. Seto’s gentle eyes started to water.
Seto Thinking: Mother I wanted an easy life, but I can barely feel my body right now. Mokuba came home and found Seto lying on the ground with his eyes closed. Mokuba: Oh, No Seto hey Seto wake up. Seto: No, Mokuba. Mokuba: let me help you up. Mokuba helped his brother stand. Mokuba: He hit you upside the head. Seto: yeah. Mokuba and Seto walked up the stairs and into Seto’s bedroom.
Seto laid down stomach first on his bed. Seto: Hey, Mokuba there this guy from my school coming over so let him in. Mokuba: how does he look? Seto: not hard to miss he has red, black, and blonde spiked hair. Mokuba: okay I’m going to my room so you can sleep. Seto waved his brother off and he closed his eyes. Before he fell asleep. Seto thinking: Why me I have gone through this every day, every hour every minute every second.
After that thought he fell asleep. Seto stayed a sleep for a while.