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Yu-Gi-Oh › General
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
9
Views:
3,775
Reviews:
16
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
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I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Downhill
There once was this time, where there was nothing I could do but sit there.
Lie there…
Be there…
Exist…silently in my own little world with him…
I had always wanted him…forever I had always wanted him…but when I finally got him, he was nothing like I had ever imagined.
He was a completely changed man and…much more than I could ever handle…
I am Anzu Masaki and this is my story…
DisclaimerCharacters of Yu-Gi-Oh! and the game of Duel Monsters belong to the following: Kazuki Takahashi, 4Kids Entertainment, Toei Animation, TV Tokyo, Konami, and Shonen Jump. This story however belongs to me. Naye.
Title: Two Sides of One Soul
Rating: NC-17
Chapter: 3 of __
Warnings: Hentai, Abuse
Characters: Just about anyone you can think of… They will be revealed as story goes along.
Love Pairing: Anzu and Yami
Sex Pairing(s): Anzu/Yami **More will be revealed in later chapters**
Description: Yami gains his own body after regaining his memories… After a few years, Anzu finally musters up enough courage to ask him out and he accepts. But what has she gotten herself into?
Misc: Please review!! If you don’t review…then I won’t continue. Really, I won’t. This story is from Anzu’s point of view.
Chapter 3: Downhill
AN: This chapter is the second year…Ok. We’re going to have an excerpt from the 1st year, but the rest is going to be mostly the 2nd year. As stated in the previous ending notes, I will also tell you why I named this story ‘Two Sides of One Soul’, but look for that towards the end of this chapter!
It has been about 4 months since Yami and I started having sex. Each time, it was a little bit better than before.
Yami was on the phone earlier talking with Jou before he suddenly popped up with Honda and a brown paper grocery bag. I asked him what was in it, but he said it was exclusively for Yami.
Then Yami came from the bedroom to greet them and the three of them went back into the bedroom. What the hell is going on? Why did he lock the door?
“Yami? Jounouchi? Honda? What are you guys doing?!” I ask as I go towards the bedroom and knock on it.
The door opens slightly and Yami sticks his head out. “Everything’s ok, love. We’re just having some man to man time. Give us a few.”
“Ok. I’ll just bake you some bagels.”
“Thanks! I love you so much Anzu-chan!”
“I love you too…” the door closes… “…Yami.”
What has him so nervous I wonder?
I go into the kitchen and cook about 20 bagels. By the time I’m finished the three come out laughing.
Men…
“Anzu, everything smells great! We’ll gladly clean up afterwards.” Jou says as he grabs a bages from the plate.
(AN: Just in case you’re wandering…they do eat more than blueberry bagels. It’s just Anzu’s favorite thing to cook, especially since Yami loves them so much!)
“We?” Honda asks before he grabs a bagel.
“Of course we are!” Jou says before taking a bite of his. “Anzu cooks for us, the least we could do is clean. Besides, Yami still has the power of the Sen’nin Puzzle. I don’t think we should tick off his lover because then he’ll come after us!”
“That’s right Jounouchi-kun.” Yami says as the four of us laugh.
We finish eating and Yami, Honda, and Jou clean up more than just the kitchen. They end up going through the entire apartment. Glad I don’t have to do it before I go to bed!
Honda and Jou leave and Yami retreats back into the bedroom, this time, the door is left open.
“Anzu-chan? Come here please!” Yami yells. I close my history homework and walk from the study room across the hall, into the bedroom…
What the…!?!?
“Anzu…come and watch this with me.” He says as he pats the bed next to him.
I cautiously walk in and sit next to him as he pulls me closer to him.
“Uh…Yami, I don’t feel comfortable watching this…” I say as I focus more on my fingers than the TV screen.
“Let’s spice things up a little Anzu-chan.” He says as he lies on his back and takes his jeans and boxers off.
“Yami, what are you doing?!” I ask…seriously wandering what did Honda and Jou implant into his mind during these past few hours.
“I just want you… Is that too much to ask for?”
“No, I guess not.”
Before I realize it, I find myself watching the video as the lady is on top of the man. They’re not having intercourse…It’s…oral sex…
“Anzu, do you remember what I told you the first time we ever had sex?”
“It depends…”
“Remember when I said that I may have to prepare you.”
“Yes…but I still haven’t figured out what that meant exactly. I’ve been too afraid to ask any of my girlfriends about it.”
“It’s every woman’s dream…no fantasy for their man to do this do them. Or they could get one of their girlfriends to do it for them.”
“What do you mean, Yami?”
“Watch the screen for a moment.”
I reluctantly look back up at the TV screen once again and see the man licking the woman. This is too unreal! I mean, I’m really just getting used to the different positions and now he wants to do oral sex?!
“Anzu, don’t worry, we won’t be in a rokujyuu-kyuu (69). I just want to please you in another way.” He says as he sits up and lies on top of me.
“Yami…I don’t know about this…”
“Don’t be so afraid Anzu. I’m really not going to hurt you. It’s just something…I just can’t get it off my mind. That night, our first night of sex, I tasted you…your essence…
I don’t know why, but for some reason, I want to taste you fully.”
He kisses me before removing my shirt. He’s just about mastered the part of unhooking my bra without looking and takes it off with ease.
Yami’s kisses trail from my lips to my ears, then around my neck. He makes sure to not ignore any spot of mine as I’m becoming more and more excited.
I had heard of women getting oral sex and enjoying it, but they never went into details of what all went on.
His hands cup my breasts as his mouth attacks my nipples.
He then slides off my shorts and black thongs before he spreads my legs.
“This won’t hurt at all. Don’t be afraid to cum for me!”
Where did he get this from?!
His hands rub around my shaven outer lips before opening them like a door and feeling my wetness.
I take a deep breath, not recognizing the feeling, but loving it at the same time. Yami then kisses and I feel his tongue lapping my fluids.
I’m never kissing him again…
“How does that feel?” he asks before he suddenly licks a part of me…
Kami, I don’t know what it was, but I loved it!
My breathing intensifies as he continues to lick and suck on my chitsu. I then feel two of his fingers inside of me thrusting into me, each hitting their own little private spot, sending sparks throughout my body.
I continue to moan deeply and whimper his name as he just continues to lick me and suck on me…
What have I been missing?!?!
He continues even after I can feel my essence escape from me. Yami does his best to not let any escape his taste as he only pleases me more and more…
I can feel my body becoming more tired as he kisses upward past my navel and my breasts, then further up to my lips before kissing me. I kiss back, and my tongue explores his, only wanting another taste of myself.
~~~About a year or so later (2 Years before present day)~~~
I’m a sophomore at Domino College of Fine Arts. I’ve been making the Chancellor’s Honors List since my fist semester and I even got awarded a scholarship for my grades and my dance, so right now I’m on a free ride until I graduate, that is as long as I keep a 3.50 overall GPA and I do have a 3.95.
Yami’s still having the time of his life working at KaibaCorp. But you can’t blame him. Yugi’s all but out the picture. We do see him every now and again, but he’s literally non-existent in our life. Mokuba has been taking more control of the company lately, especially since his brother can’t keep his hands off his dueling deck. Jou and Honda are out and about working modest office jobs. I finally saw Mai after 6 years. She’s been in dueling in tournaments all over the world.
Otogi, Ishizu, Marik, and Rishid have been in and out of Domino City mostly during holidays and the summer months to catch up with everything and everyone.
“Anzu…” Yami calls out as he walks into to the study room where I am reading over some dance history for class.
“What’s wrong?” I ask, hoping he doesn’t go into one of his angry sprees like he’s been on lately. I don’t know who or what pissed him off, but lately…things have been uneasy with him and he won’t tell me anything.
“Where are my bagels?”
“Sorry, I didn’t have time to cook them. I’ve been busy with studying. Finals are coming up soon.”
“You are supposed to put the needs of me before yourself.” He says sternly.
“Excuse me? And what does that supposed to mean??” I ask, knowing this is only going to turn into another stupid argument.
Maybe I shouldn’t have been spoiling him all of this time with those bagels.
“Go and bake me some bagels.”
“Go and fix them yourself.”
“What was that?!”
“Go and fix them yourself. You know how to bake them as well as I do. I’m not your slave or servant! This isn’t Ancient Egypt where you request things and people fight to do it for you.”
I feel myself being turned around suddenly and forced to look into Yami’s blood red eyes. I’ve seen those eyes before… It was when he had lost Yugi to Orichalcos and he was dueling against Haga…
Those eyes, scared me then…and now, 7 years later…they’re even more intense than ever.
He grabs the collar of my shirt and holds me tightly…cutting off my circulation…
“Calm down Yami. I’ll go and do it.” I strain to say as I reach back and close the book.
“That’s more like it.” He says before throwing me back. I fall out the chair and land on my back. It hurts a little, but not enough to complain.
I get up, with no help from him and walk past him into the kitchen. I fix him the bagels and bring it to the dining room where he’s looking at me very demonically.
What did I ever do to him?
“Yami, here you go.” I say as I place the plate in front of him with the cream cheese.
He looks at the plate then at me.
“Anything wrong?”
“Where’s the coffee?”
“You didn’t ask for any.”
“Common sense would tell you…that if you have bagels, then you must have coffee.” he says hitting me with one of the hot breads.
I pick it up and throw it away before fixing him a pot of coffee.
He eats the bagels and drinks the coffee before leaving his dishes and storming off to the bedroom.
When Yami gets into one of ‘those’ moods, I usually sleep in the study room before he drags me to bed…where he forces me to have sex.
I don’t want the sex, but he…makes me…Rapes me…before apologizing the next morning.
Slowly I can feel it taking a toll during dance classes, where sometimes my body gives out and I collapse. Too tired from the lack of sleep, too mentally terrified to have any confidence in myself.
It’ll work out. Yami’s just having a bad time in life and doesn’t know how to deal with it.
“Yami? Is everything ok?” I ask him the following morning.
“I’m sorry…Anzu, I’m so sorry. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I love you. I don’t mean to hurt you.”
“I love you too, Yami. I forgive you.”
Day after day, night after night, the same was repeated over and over again. I’m tired of it.
“Yami, I’m leaving you! I can’t stand these attitudes and your abuse!” I yell as I grab my bags and walk towards the door. I really don’t want to leave, but my body can’t take it. “My mind and body can’t take it any longer. I will leave you and your attitudes and selfishness alone in this apartment.”
“Where do you think you’re going?” he says as he looks at me from the magazine he’s reading. “Did I give you permission to leave? You don’t have class at school or a class to teach at the dance academy.”
“Permission? Since when did I have to get permission to leave my own apartment?!”
“The day, you confessed your love to me.” He says calmly, yet with a presence that makes me shudder a bit…afraid of what was going to happen next.
“Ha! What happened to you?! I can’t take this any longer Yami. I mean that.” I say as I turn the knob on the door. “Goodbye.”
I feel something pull me back and I’m thrown against the wall.
“Did I tell you to go anywhere? You belong to me now Anzu and if you’re having 2nd thoughts, then I have ways to make you quickly change your mind.”
I curl up with my legs to my chest, shivering….in fear. Fear of the man I love so deeply.
“Try that again and see what happens.” He says before sitting back down on the baby blue sofa and putting his head back into his magazine.
I don’t know what to do now. It’s never been this bad… I know I can sneak out tonight after he goes to bed.
For the rest of the evening, I stay there in the same spot he threw me as he goes on acting as if nothing happened.
He stops in front of me and looks at me as if I’m a bug to be stepped on. “Get your ass up.”
I stand up slowly, still feeling the impact of the wall on my back as it stings a little.
“I need something from you.” He says once again slamming me against the wall and holding me there by my hair.
“What…”
*SMACK* “Did I tell you to talk?”
Is he insane?!?
“You even think of calling for help or telling anyone what goes on in our private life, I will not hesitate to mind crush this entire world and go back to my real home. Don’t forget I can leave when I feel, and I do have powers beyond your imagination, so don’t piss me off Anzu.”
I nod as I feel his knee between my legs.
Does he want sex? Not this again.
Instead, he pushes me to my knees where he unbuckles his pants…no, he wants oral…
“Let’s see if Anzu has been paying attention to the videos.” He says before forcing himself into my mouth.
I had never sucked Yami off, even voluntarily.
“Remember all those times I ate you? It’s about time you pay me back, with interest!” he says as my head beats against the wall. “You even think about biting and I may do the unimaginable to you.”
Kami…I want to stop…I can’t…
He keeps this up for another 20 minutes or so before…
“Swallow my load.” He says holding on to the back of my head and holding it in place as he ejaculates into my mouth.
I fight the urge to throw up as I forcefully swallow the creamy, bitter substance. He backs off and tucks himself back into his pants and I almost pass out.
“You can do better.”
No, not again…
He snatches my pants and panties off before licking me.
“You think about screaming…well, you can since I’ve soundproofed the entire apartment. It won’t do anything but turn me on more than I already am.”
He squeezes my thighs and bites on me. I whimper, but not scream as I feel something oozing from me.
“I see your body responds to me, no matter what I do.” he says as he goes back to roughly licking and suckling on me.
I don’t feel pleasure, only pain.
‘…he’s not what he seems to be. Just be careful, ok.’
Yugi? Is this what you warned me about 3 years ago?! Why was I stupid enough not to listen?!
I feel his fingers around my ass before he inserts a couple fingers. I scream as loud as I can, but to no avail…
No one comes running. No one can hear the hell I’m going through…
“That ass should be ready... Besides, you have to be ready for your new job tomorrow.”
New job?! What could he be talking about?!
“You’re lucky I’ve decided to not put my dick in that tight little hole of yours. It’ll open you right up.”
Anal sex?!
“I don’t know what happened to you Anzu. At first, you were the perfect little girlfriend. You did everything for me, was willing to try new things with me. To be honest you would have done anything to get me. But now, you don’t give me any attention, show me any love. Now, I have to take it. And don’t deny me.
The day you confessed your love for me Anzu, was the day you signed your life over to me.”
I lay there and take it from him in silence…in fear that if I ever opened my life, it would end shortly after.
The next day, Yami didn’t bother apologizing. It was Sunday, the day of our trip to Domino Coffee House. In fact, Yami acted…the other way. The way that made me fell in love with him.
He even said another poem and dedicated it to me in front of Jou, Honda, Otogi, and the rest of the people at the coffee house.
But if they only knew…if they knew what was happening when they weren’t around…
I should have listened to Yugi…He knew how Yami truly was and that was why they couldn’t get along after the separation. Yugi used to get teased for having two sides, now Yami’s one soul…with two sides…
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So, how does everyone love my psychotic, possessive, abusive Yami? Oh, he gets even worse from here. I’m so evil right now. Just think, Anzu isn’t able to say a thing about it to anyone, and then he acts ‘normal’ in public, dedicating his love to her and acting as if what he does behind closed doors is nothing. Please review and see ya in Chapter 4!
*Reviewer’s Section*
Anon: Thanks! Are you sure you want to say the part about the Anzu bashing? I’m glad you are enjoying it and you will be sure to enjoy it until the end! :)
Twilight Yami IS the perfect boyfriend…but you’ll just have to wait until the next update. *wink wink*
Anonymous Yea, I know it’s moving slow, but I promise that things will speed up and hopefully you will love what’s to come! ;)
Lie there…
Be there…
Exist…silently in my own little world with him…
I had always wanted him…forever I had always wanted him…but when I finally got him, he was nothing like I had ever imagined.
He was a completely changed man and…much more than I could ever handle…
I am Anzu Masaki and this is my story…
DisclaimerCharacters of Yu-Gi-Oh! and the game of Duel Monsters belong to the following: Kazuki Takahashi, 4Kids Entertainment, Toei Animation, TV Tokyo, Konami, and Shonen Jump. This story however belongs to me. Naye.
Title: Two Sides of One Soul
Rating: NC-17
Chapter: 3 of __
Warnings: Hentai, Abuse
Characters: Just about anyone you can think of… They will be revealed as story goes along.
Love Pairing: Anzu and Yami
Sex Pairing(s): Anzu/Yami **More will be revealed in later chapters**
Description: Yami gains his own body after regaining his memories… After a few years, Anzu finally musters up enough courage to ask him out and he accepts. But what has she gotten herself into?
Misc: Please review!! If you don’t review…then I won’t continue. Really, I won’t. This story is from Anzu’s point of view.
Chapter 3: Downhill
AN: This chapter is the second year…Ok. We’re going to have an excerpt from the 1st year, but the rest is going to be mostly the 2nd year. As stated in the previous ending notes, I will also tell you why I named this story ‘Two Sides of One Soul’, but look for that towards the end of this chapter!
It has been about 4 months since Yami and I started having sex. Each time, it was a little bit better than before.
Yami was on the phone earlier talking with Jou before he suddenly popped up with Honda and a brown paper grocery bag. I asked him what was in it, but he said it was exclusively for Yami.
Then Yami came from the bedroom to greet them and the three of them went back into the bedroom. What the hell is going on? Why did he lock the door?
“Yami? Jounouchi? Honda? What are you guys doing?!” I ask as I go towards the bedroom and knock on it.
The door opens slightly and Yami sticks his head out. “Everything’s ok, love. We’re just having some man to man time. Give us a few.”
“Ok. I’ll just bake you some bagels.”
“Thanks! I love you so much Anzu-chan!”
“I love you too…” the door closes… “…Yami.”
What has him so nervous I wonder?
I go into the kitchen and cook about 20 bagels. By the time I’m finished the three come out laughing.
Men…
“Anzu, everything smells great! We’ll gladly clean up afterwards.” Jou says as he grabs a bages from the plate.
(AN: Just in case you’re wandering…they do eat more than blueberry bagels. It’s just Anzu’s favorite thing to cook, especially since Yami loves them so much!)
“We?” Honda asks before he grabs a bagel.
“Of course we are!” Jou says before taking a bite of his. “Anzu cooks for us, the least we could do is clean. Besides, Yami still has the power of the Sen’nin Puzzle. I don’t think we should tick off his lover because then he’ll come after us!”
“That’s right Jounouchi-kun.” Yami says as the four of us laugh.
We finish eating and Yami, Honda, and Jou clean up more than just the kitchen. They end up going through the entire apartment. Glad I don’t have to do it before I go to bed!
Honda and Jou leave and Yami retreats back into the bedroom, this time, the door is left open.
“Anzu-chan? Come here please!” Yami yells. I close my history homework and walk from the study room across the hall, into the bedroom…
What the…!?!?
“Anzu…come and watch this with me.” He says as he pats the bed next to him.
I cautiously walk in and sit next to him as he pulls me closer to him.
“Uh…Yami, I don’t feel comfortable watching this…” I say as I focus more on my fingers than the TV screen.
“Let’s spice things up a little Anzu-chan.” He says as he lies on his back and takes his jeans and boxers off.
“Yami, what are you doing?!” I ask…seriously wandering what did Honda and Jou implant into his mind during these past few hours.
“I just want you… Is that too much to ask for?”
“No, I guess not.”
Before I realize it, I find myself watching the video as the lady is on top of the man. They’re not having intercourse…It’s…oral sex…
“Anzu, do you remember what I told you the first time we ever had sex?”
“It depends…”
“Remember when I said that I may have to prepare you.”
“Yes…but I still haven’t figured out what that meant exactly. I’ve been too afraid to ask any of my girlfriends about it.”
“It’s every woman’s dream…no fantasy for their man to do this do them. Or they could get one of their girlfriends to do it for them.”
“What do you mean, Yami?”
“Watch the screen for a moment.”
I reluctantly look back up at the TV screen once again and see the man licking the woman. This is too unreal! I mean, I’m really just getting used to the different positions and now he wants to do oral sex?!
“Anzu, don’t worry, we won’t be in a rokujyuu-kyuu (69). I just want to please you in another way.” He says as he sits up and lies on top of me.
“Yami…I don’t know about this…”
“Don’t be so afraid Anzu. I’m really not going to hurt you. It’s just something…I just can’t get it off my mind. That night, our first night of sex, I tasted you…your essence…
I don’t know why, but for some reason, I want to taste you fully.”
He kisses me before removing my shirt. He’s just about mastered the part of unhooking my bra without looking and takes it off with ease.
Yami’s kisses trail from my lips to my ears, then around my neck. He makes sure to not ignore any spot of mine as I’m becoming more and more excited.
I had heard of women getting oral sex and enjoying it, but they never went into details of what all went on.
His hands cup my breasts as his mouth attacks my nipples.
He then slides off my shorts and black thongs before he spreads my legs.
“This won’t hurt at all. Don’t be afraid to cum for me!”
Where did he get this from?!
His hands rub around my shaven outer lips before opening them like a door and feeling my wetness.
I take a deep breath, not recognizing the feeling, but loving it at the same time. Yami then kisses and I feel his tongue lapping my fluids.
I’m never kissing him again…
“How does that feel?” he asks before he suddenly licks a part of me…
Kami, I don’t know what it was, but I loved it!
My breathing intensifies as he continues to lick and suck on my chitsu. I then feel two of his fingers inside of me thrusting into me, each hitting their own little private spot, sending sparks throughout my body.
I continue to moan deeply and whimper his name as he just continues to lick me and suck on me…
What have I been missing?!?!
He continues even after I can feel my essence escape from me. Yami does his best to not let any escape his taste as he only pleases me more and more…
I can feel my body becoming more tired as he kisses upward past my navel and my breasts, then further up to my lips before kissing me. I kiss back, and my tongue explores his, only wanting another taste of myself.
~~~About a year or so later (2 Years before present day)~~~
I’m a sophomore at Domino College of Fine Arts. I’ve been making the Chancellor’s Honors List since my fist semester and I even got awarded a scholarship for my grades and my dance, so right now I’m on a free ride until I graduate, that is as long as I keep a 3.50 overall GPA and I do have a 3.95.
Yami’s still having the time of his life working at KaibaCorp. But you can’t blame him. Yugi’s all but out the picture. We do see him every now and again, but he’s literally non-existent in our life. Mokuba has been taking more control of the company lately, especially since his brother can’t keep his hands off his dueling deck. Jou and Honda are out and about working modest office jobs. I finally saw Mai after 6 years. She’s been in dueling in tournaments all over the world.
Otogi, Ishizu, Marik, and Rishid have been in and out of Domino City mostly during holidays and the summer months to catch up with everything and everyone.
“Anzu…” Yami calls out as he walks into to the study room where I am reading over some dance history for class.
“What’s wrong?” I ask, hoping he doesn’t go into one of his angry sprees like he’s been on lately. I don’t know who or what pissed him off, but lately…things have been uneasy with him and he won’t tell me anything.
“Where are my bagels?”
“Sorry, I didn’t have time to cook them. I’ve been busy with studying. Finals are coming up soon.”
“You are supposed to put the needs of me before yourself.” He says sternly.
“Excuse me? And what does that supposed to mean??” I ask, knowing this is only going to turn into another stupid argument.
Maybe I shouldn’t have been spoiling him all of this time with those bagels.
“Go and bake me some bagels.”
“Go and fix them yourself.”
“What was that?!”
“Go and fix them yourself. You know how to bake them as well as I do. I’m not your slave or servant! This isn’t Ancient Egypt where you request things and people fight to do it for you.”
I feel myself being turned around suddenly and forced to look into Yami’s blood red eyes. I’ve seen those eyes before… It was when he had lost Yugi to Orichalcos and he was dueling against Haga…
Those eyes, scared me then…and now, 7 years later…they’re even more intense than ever.
He grabs the collar of my shirt and holds me tightly…cutting off my circulation…
“Calm down Yami. I’ll go and do it.” I strain to say as I reach back and close the book.
“That’s more like it.” He says before throwing me back. I fall out the chair and land on my back. It hurts a little, but not enough to complain.
I get up, with no help from him and walk past him into the kitchen. I fix him the bagels and bring it to the dining room where he’s looking at me very demonically.
What did I ever do to him?
“Yami, here you go.” I say as I place the plate in front of him with the cream cheese.
He looks at the plate then at me.
“Anything wrong?”
“Where’s the coffee?”
“You didn’t ask for any.”
“Common sense would tell you…that if you have bagels, then you must have coffee.” he says hitting me with one of the hot breads.
I pick it up and throw it away before fixing him a pot of coffee.
He eats the bagels and drinks the coffee before leaving his dishes and storming off to the bedroom.
When Yami gets into one of ‘those’ moods, I usually sleep in the study room before he drags me to bed…where he forces me to have sex.
I don’t want the sex, but he…makes me…Rapes me…before apologizing the next morning.
Slowly I can feel it taking a toll during dance classes, where sometimes my body gives out and I collapse. Too tired from the lack of sleep, too mentally terrified to have any confidence in myself.
It’ll work out. Yami’s just having a bad time in life and doesn’t know how to deal with it.
“Yami? Is everything ok?” I ask him the following morning.
“I’m sorry…Anzu, I’m so sorry. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I love you. I don’t mean to hurt you.”
“I love you too, Yami. I forgive you.”
Day after day, night after night, the same was repeated over and over again. I’m tired of it.
“Yami, I’m leaving you! I can’t stand these attitudes and your abuse!” I yell as I grab my bags and walk towards the door. I really don’t want to leave, but my body can’t take it. “My mind and body can’t take it any longer. I will leave you and your attitudes and selfishness alone in this apartment.”
“Where do you think you’re going?” he says as he looks at me from the magazine he’s reading. “Did I give you permission to leave? You don’t have class at school or a class to teach at the dance academy.”
“Permission? Since when did I have to get permission to leave my own apartment?!”
“The day, you confessed your love to me.” He says calmly, yet with a presence that makes me shudder a bit…afraid of what was going to happen next.
“Ha! What happened to you?! I can’t take this any longer Yami. I mean that.” I say as I turn the knob on the door. “Goodbye.”
I feel something pull me back and I’m thrown against the wall.
“Did I tell you to go anywhere? You belong to me now Anzu and if you’re having 2nd thoughts, then I have ways to make you quickly change your mind.”
I curl up with my legs to my chest, shivering….in fear. Fear of the man I love so deeply.
“Try that again and see what happens.” He says before sitting back down on the baby blue sofa and putting his head back into his magazine.
I don’t know what to do now. It’s never been this bad… I know I can sneak out tonight after he goes to bed.
For the rest of the evening, I stay there in the same spot he threw me as he goes on acting as if nothing happened.
He stops in front of me and looks at me as if I’m a bug to be stepped on. “Get your ass up.”
I stand up slowly, still feeling the impact of the wall on my back as it stings a little.
“I need something from you.” He says once again slamming me against the wall and holding me there by my hair.
“What…”
*SMACK* “Did I tell you to talk?”
Is he insane?!?
“You even think of calling for help or telling anyone what goes on in our private life, I will not hesitate to mind crush this entire world and go back to my real home. Don’t forget I can leave when I feel, and I do have powers beyond your imagination, so don’t piss me off Anzu.”
I nod as I feel his knee between my legs.
Does he want sex? Not this again.
Instead, he pushes me to my knees where he unbuckles his pants…no, he wants oral…
“Let’s see if Anzu has been paying attention to the videos.” He says before forcing himself into my mouth.
I had never sucked Yami off, even voluntarily.
“Remember all those times I ate you? It’s about time you pay me back, with interest!” he says as my head beats against the wall. “You even think about biting and I may do the unimaginable to you.”
Kami…I want to stop…I can’t…
He keeps this up for another 20 minutes or so before…
“Swallow my load.” He says holding on to the back of my head and holding it in place as he ejaculates into my mouth.
I fight the urge to throw up as I forcefully swallow the creamy, bitter substance. He backs off and tucks himself back into his pants and I almost pass out.
“You can do better.”
No, not again…
He snatches my pants and panties off before licking me.
“You think about screaming…well, you can since I’ve soundproofed the entire apartment. It won’t do anything but turn me on more than I already am.”
He squeezes my thighs and bites on me. I whimper, but not scream as I feel something oozing from me.
“I see your body responds to me, no matter what I do.” he says as he goes back to roughly licking and suckling on me.
I don’t feel pleasure, only pain.
‘…he’s not what he seems to be. Just be careful, ok.’
Yugi? Is this what you warned me about 3 years ago?! Why was I stupid enough not to listen?!
I feel his fingers around my ass before he inserts a couple fingers. I scream as loud as I can, but to no avail…
No one comes running. No one can hear the hell I’m going through…
“That ass should be ready... Besides, you have to be ready for your new job tomorrow.”
New job?! What could he be talking about?!
“You’re lucky I’ve decided to not put my dick in that tight little hole of yours. It’ll open you right up.”
Anal sex?!
“I don’t know what happened to you Anzu. At first, you were the perfect little girlfriend. You did everything for me, was willing to try new things with me. To be honest you would have done anything to get me. But now, you don’t give me any attention, show me any love. Now, I have to take it. And don’t deny me.
The day you confessed your love for me Anzu, was the day you signed your life over to me.”
I lay there and take it from him in silence…in fear that if I ever opened my life, it would end shortly after.
The next day, Yami didn’t bother apologizing. It was Sunday, the day of our trip to Domino Coffee House. In fact, Yami acted…the other way. The way that made me fell in love with him.
He even said another poem and dedicated it to me in front of Jou, Honda, Otogi, and the rest of the people at the coffee house.
But if they only knew…if they knew what was happening when they weren’t around…
I should have listened to Yugi…He knew how Yami truly was and that was why they couldn’t get along after the separation. Yugi used to get teased for having two sides, now Yami’s one soul…with two sides…
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So, how does everyone love my psychotic, possessive, abusive Yami? Oh, he gets even worse from here. I’m so evil right now. Just think, Anzu isn’t able to say a thing about it to anyone, and then he acts ‘normal’ in public, dedicating his love to her and acting as if what he does behind closed doors is nothing. Please review and see ya in Chapter 4!
*Reviewer’s Section*
Anon: Thanks! Are you sure you want to say the part about the Anzu bashing? I’m glad you are enjoying it and you will be sure to enjoy it until the end! :)
Twilight Yami IS the perfect boyfriend…but you’ll just have to wait until the next update. *wink wink*
Anonymous Yea, I know it’s moving slow, but I promise that things will speed up and hopefully you will love what’s to come! ;)