Just for Your Love

Just for Your Love

Summary: Malik talks Otogi into going to a therapist about Honda's abuse.
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-gi-oh. If I did…*begins to laugh evilly*
Warning: None.
Author’s Note: This is for the one and only Miri-chan! She guessed what Marik's job was and I rewarded her with this! A section of Otogi’s flashback in here is his point of view from a very funny seen from “You Can Do That”. I loved re-writing it! Enjoy!


Begin Again


“How did you feel after you hit him?”

“Great.”

“And when you confronted Jou?”

Otogi thought about what had happened a week ago and shrugged. “I wanted to hit him too, I wanted to cry and scream…but then he told me he’d been seeing someone too and that he was trying to make it right.”

“You forgave him?”

The raven haired boy swept his bangs out of his eyes. “I’m not sure, but I don’t feel…mad at them anymore. It really felt good to sucker punch Yami though…”

The woman smiled, writing more down. “You’ve actually made considerable progress. How are you and Malik?”

The green eyed boy smiled, laughing. “We’ve been having fun together…like always. Talking a lot…being together a lot.”

“Sexually as well? Because you told me on Monday you were having a few problems still.”

Otogi looked at his hands, inspecting the nails nervously. “I can’t…we can kiss and everything…it’s just things are starting to bring back some bad memories and I don’t know why…we never had problems before…”

“Does he instigate love making or you?”

The pale boy flushed, laughing softly. “Malik.”

“Do you have dominance issues?”

He looked up. “Do I?”

The woman blinked, pushing up rectangular glasses. “Do you?”

The boy rolled his eyes. “Yeah…I guess I do. I have no problem when I’m…doing…it to him arg!” he flailed his hands. “I’m not telling you this!”

She laughed. “It’s fine. Maybe you should instigate next time. You two should talk about it and make Malik understand that you need this right now to get your confidence back.”

The boy nodded. “I want to be with him…the way he wants so badly. I want to please him all the time.”

“Did you want to please Honda?”

Otogi shook his head. “I wanted the pain to stop. That’s all. It’s weird…”

“What?”

“He got meaner…when he started to cheat on me steadily with Jou. He was always mad then…I don’t know why…and then when I caught them…there was nothing from him. He didn’t even lay a hand on me. I told him to get out and he did, I hit him, I screamed, I cried…nothing. Not even the usual ‘shut up cock sucking bitch’.”

She wrote and Otogi began to talk again.

“It was when…I felt free again for the first time. Did I tell you we’d gotten together the end of freshman year? It was all summer until fall. All that time…”

“No one noticed?”

“Honda never touched my face. He knew someone would notice…at least, when school started he didn’t and since he knew my work schedule, he knew when he could beat me and heal before a meeting or something.”

She frowned and continued to scribble. “Now, you were saying you felt free?”

Otogi nodded. “Yeah…I usually spent my time in the library or out in the courtyard after the break up…I couldn’t sit with them. Not with Yami and Jou and Honda…anyway, I still really liked Malik anyway…”

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Otogi walked walked down the hall and froze when he saw Yami waving him over. He went over and frowned as the Pharaoh took the liberty of caressing his cheek. He slapped the boy’s hand away and Yami laughed.

“What? I was just being your kind of friendly. Have you seen Yugi?”

“No.” he spat. “Why?”

“Well…find him and tell him…” Yami ran his finger down Otogi’s chest, grinning sinisterly. “That I can’t watch the shop. I have things to do.”

Otogi pushed him away. “Tell him yourself –”

The boy flinched as a hand flew at his face and Yami laughed, jumping at the boy and causing him to jump again.

“Just go do it before I tell Honda you were disobeying!”

“We’re not together any more –.”

“Just DO IT!”

Otogi sprinted off, wanting to be anywhere but near the youth.

So, now you’ve got your friend’s harassing me too… He bit his lip and put on his face, jogging into the cafeteria and over to Yugi’s table in the back. He was out of breath and rested his hands on his knees.

“Hi guys!” he gave a general wave to the entire crew and smiled.

They all smiled back and he felt relieved. They hadn’t been poisoned by Yami and he had no idea why, but he was on good terms with Marik and Bakura, probably because he bad mouthed Yami with them as much as anyone.

“Hey bitch!” the white haired yami greeted, no real venom in the comment.

“’Sup cunt!” he shot back, grinning. “Yugi! Yami told me to tell you he can’t watch the shop tonight because of…I dunno. That’s what he said.”

He didn’t like being messenger but he was rewarded when the petite teen frowned and said, “Go back and tell him to suck his own dick! I have plans!”

Otogi blinked at Yugi then cracked up, falling to his knees beside the table. He folded his arms on the table top and rested his chin there, grinning. “You guys are such a bad influence on him! You really want me to tell Yami that?”

Malik grinned and Otogi felt his crush come back hundred fold. When Malik smiled it was like the sunrise. He felt his heart thump when Malik mimicked his pose, coming close to the boy’s face and winking as he blew at the bangs in his green eyes. He stared right back at Malik and smiled.

“Do it, and tell us what happens!”

“You just want me to get cussed out! I’m surprised at you Malik!” Otogi made puppy eyes and Malik just smiled again. “I thought you liked me!”

“I do!” Malik grabbed the pale white orchid cheeks. “You’re so cuuute!”

As much as Otogi liked Malik’s touch, he pulled back and rubbed his face. “Ah! Keep a leash on that thing, Marik, geez!” He gave a passing grin at Malik who shrugged. He got up and dusted off his pants. “Well, okay. Anything else you want me to tell him?”

“That he’s a whore!” Bakura said.

“And that he’s the only person we know who can fuck a cheerio and not break it!”

Otogi laughed more and looked at Malik, right in his eyes. “What do you want me to tell him?”

Lavender met emerald and Malik hopped out of his seat, goldfish crackers flying everywhere. “I wanna go with you and see what happens!”

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“Why do remember that so vividly?”

Otogi grinned. “Because he looked at me. And kept looking at me. Not just a glance, not just playing…he looked at me and saw Me. After that…” He laughed, “I walked him to his locker and we went to our class and we –”

He laughed, remembering the Pharaoh’s face. “We told him everything we’d said! Malik said most of it. He was so enthusiastic, he was holding my arm!” Otogi clapped a hand to his arm and smiled, eyes half mooning.

“And we told him and…” He stopped smiling. “Yami got pissed. He knew he couldn’t hit me. Not in class like that…so he hit Malik. He hit him right in the face he slapped him. And I did nothing…”

The woman stopped writing. “Surely, you did something?”

Otogi shook his head. “All I did…I told Yami that Malik wasn’t a whore when he called him one and that…he just couldn’t hit people because he felt like it.”

“How did you feel when you did that?”

“Good, but like I should’ve said the same things to Honda back in the spring…”

She nodded and wrote. “So, you felt empowered?”

“Yeah…I defended him…” the boy blushed. “I felt so manly!”

They both laughed and Otogi continued.

“So…I got him back, me and Malik together and we keyed his car! Well…I did…but Malik looked so…I went over and he was just wearing shorts. Jean shorts! Freezing his but off in autumn weather I had to remind him to go put clothes on…” He smiled to himself. “So yeah, we keyed his car and Malik told me he didn’t want Yami to hit him again and I gave him a boost!”

“Is this the same Malik here? The one who protects you and is so strong and handsome?”

Otogi nodded. “He can be…very materialistic…needy…demanding when he wants to be…I guess maybe like a spoiled child, but other times, when you really need him to be…he’s ready to weather anything. He’s the sapling that bends, but doesn’t break and if you push to far, he’ll come back and snap you in the face…and maybe put your eye out!”

The woman laughed at the analogies ending. “I see. I like that…” She wrote. “And you? Are you a sapling?”

Otogi shrugged. “I think…I’m a young tree that got some pieces hacked out…and that as I re-grow…I’m learning to be limber again.”

She nodded. “I see…”

“Anyway, we’d done that and he just looked so hot so I went for it. I took him out, then and there and we went and it rained and we went to my place and…” Otogi shook his head, smiling and staring at his hands. “Cold, wet boy and there I was with all those warm dry towels and hot cocoa. Couldn’t pass it up…just couldn’t and I knew I was in love with him then. Not because of the sex…but because I dunno…I felt it. It was electric.”

“Electric?”

Otogi laughed. “Yeah. And I got invited over for dinner and Marik was like ‘Okay’ so then we were just…together!” He actually gave a small squeak then covered his mouth. “That wasn’t the end with Honda though…Malik totally kicked his ass like…a lot…”

“And then? What’s the significance of that?”

“He…was sort of…the guy?” Otogi shrugged. “I instigated sex less and less and then…”

“What triggered the feelings of inadequacy and the nightmares?”

Otogi looked at his hands and shoved them in the purple hoodie Malik had given him. “Vacation…Honda tried to…even before that. I told you about the time in the restaurant?”

“You did.”

“Well…on vacation he tried to…and Malik came in again and I really thought he was going to kill him and Kaiba kicked him off the island.”

The woman smirked. “The tribe spoke eh?”

Otogi laughed. “Yeah I guess so! But after…Malik and I hit a lull…we stopped having sex for a while then when we started to again…I’d cry. I didn’t want him to see me naked, I flinched if he raised his voice…then he recommended all this. Through his sister…”

“Yes, Isis and her fiancé see me for relationship counseling as well.”

“I do love him…so much…”

“Well, you’ve got to talk. Tel him how you feel! I talk with Malik as well and he says that’s all he wants. He wants you to be happy and he’s dealing with his aggression issues towards Honda. Apparently he’s been plotting the boy’s brutal murder and cover up since spring?”

Otogi laughed and nodded. “We watched American shows like CSI and Law and Order like freaks and he reads all these books now, it’s so cute. But seriously…I think he really wants to hurt him. He was so angry when I just told him the little bit…”

She nodded. “You’ve got to work together and let him know that you’re moving on so he should too.”

The boy nodded and looked at the clock. “Well…I’ll see you Wednesday?”

“Yup, and Friday’s the last session you have scheduled so…”

Otogi smiled and nodded. “yeah…who thought things could change so much since July. The school year’s going to start off on a good foot!”

“That’s good to hear. Take care Otogi. See you soon.”


Otogi left the office and let Malik kiss him before they got on his motorcycle.

“Want to go eat?”

The raven haired boy grinned and looked into Malik’s lavender eyes. “I really…want to have sex with you.”

Malik blinked. “There’s a grouping of cars back there where we could –”

Otogi laughed and kissed his lover. “At home you fool. Let’s go eat first.”

The Egyptian climbed behind the other boy and pouted. “I’m holding you to that sex promise…a man’s hand can only do so much!”

“Malik!” the boy laughed, starting the bike.

“A guy has needs!”

****

“Fuck!”

Malik peeled his t-shirt off and tossed it to the floor, grabbing a fluffy black towel and drying himself.

“Why does it rain so much?”

Otogi came behind him, pale pink lips kissing the expanse of caramel bronze shoulder. “That’s the way it is…”

Malik purred and leaned back, sighing as the lights went off. “You should get a generator thingie…”

The raven haired boy unbuttoned Malik’s pants, knowing every inch of his lover’s body in the dark and kissed his ear. “Don’t need one…”

“Gi-kun…” Malik sighed and he felt himself being led over to the bed, his pants and wet boxers being peeled away. He fell over on his hands and bared knees, letting the Japanese boy remove the rest of his clothing. He lay back and Otogi, already wrapped in a towel, loomed over him in the dark, rain painted on them both.

“Remember?” he whispered, lacing their hands together as he came in for a kiss.

Malik nodded, already hard and wanting. “I do…Otogi…”

“Shhh…” He kissed down the boy’s body, mouth, nipping, licking, sucking; doing anything to change the sound and tempo of Malik’s pleas. He especially liked the trembling moans he got when he licked the dive of Malik’s thigh, right before his erection.

“Oooooh ‘Togiiiiii…” he sighed, knee lifting. “Please…”

“No, let me love you…” he whispered, licking the boy’s shaft and sucking gently.

Malik fisted his own hair and tried to relax, but continued to writhe and arch beneath Otogi’s fingertips and mouth.

Hands caressed, cupped, cradled; And Malik felt like he was losing his mind. If Marik was his hate, would this extreme feeling create some sort of love yami?

He tried to giggle at the thought then moaned as silken heat engulfed his member. He whimpered and began to cry out, not recognizing his own voice.

He could hear himself begging “Harder” “Faster” “Fuck me” “Love me” and he began thrusting upward, the other boy holding down his hips and spreading his legs. He felt a seeking digit enter him, prodding and he lost it right there.

“Otogi!” he whined, a roar tearing out of him as he came.

The raven haired boy milked his lover, prodding with that finger still. He was amazed at how responsive Malik was, to just that one and pulled away when his lover’s body went slack.

“Malik?”

The boy was panting, gasping as he covered his eyes with the heels of his hands. “Otogi…” He spread his legs, wanting. “Otogi please…”

“Look at me.”

He looked at his lover, sitting up a little and kissing his mouth softly. Otogi felt soft and he looked so exotic and handsome. He felt the hand spreading on his thigh and looked down to witness the miracle of porcelain on clay. It was remarkable and he felt himself grow large again.

“Otogi…” he whispered huskily.

They kissed and Malik pulled at the raven haired boy’s towel, giggling as he began to have trouble. Otogi took it off and he rubbed against the Egyptian, their arousals painfully hard, each thrust causing them both to cry out.

“God –I want this so bad! Fuck me baby!”

Otogi grinned. “No love?”

“I love you, I do…but I want…” Malik smiled sinisterly. “I know how to get that cock in me…”

The raven haired boy chuckled and leaned close to Malik’s face. “Do you now? What a dirty mouth you have Grandma…”

Malik snickered and pumped at both of their shafts, Otogi’s eyes narrowing as his mouth formed and “O”.

“The better to suck you with…”

Otogi groaned and Malik put fingers in his mouth. He sucked and put use to his busy hands. Malik’s nipples were hard nubs again in no time and as the fingers left his mouth, he filled them again with the brown sugar nubs. He heard his lover moaning and as it got louder he realized it wasn’t just from his attention.

He looked down and nearly came right then.

Malik was moving three fingers in and out of himself, his brows knitted in passionate concentration, moans breaking into smiles of pleasure as he hit the place in side him that made him scream.

He fell back, arching up, his legs wide as he pumped his shaft and fingered himself.

“Otogi….” He breathed. “Otogi-kun…” He teased, giggling. He took out his fingers and guided the emerald eyed boy’s down there, swallowing hard when Malik began to prepare himself with his fingers.

Malik began to keen again and Otogi pulled back his fingers. He slipped his tongue in a few times, liberally, then positioned himself.

“Ready?”

Malik nodded and Otogi knew he was more than ready. The Egyptian’s engorged member was nearly lying flat against his smooth belly and his cheeks were an enchanting shade.

The boy giggled then moaned as he felt Otogi inside him. By then, they both wanted it so bad it quickly turned into a pounding session.

Otogi rocked back on his knees and pulled Malik with him, the position change causing the Egyptian to cry out in surprise and desire. They pushed together, Malik bouncing more than happily, head back and shouting obscenities and “hallelujah’s”.

The power came on and the alarm clock went off and above it all, Malik and Otogi shouted their completion, the latter pumping into the caramel skinned boy until he was spent.

They were done, but Malik peppered Otogi’s face with kisses, the Japanese boy running his hands all over the other boy’s body.

“I want you…”

Otogi grinned into a kiss. “Feeling’s mutual…”

“I want it…again…and again…”

“Let’s rest…”

“Shower….” Malik jumped up just that quick and the Dice King came after him, limping a bit after that job to his jewels.

He entered the bathroom and Malik yanked him into the shower, grinning madly. “Let’s fuck!”

Otogi laughed and willingly submitted to his enthusiastic boyfriend.

****

The woman put down the phone and smiled. Apparently, Malik and Otogi had cancelled their last sessions. It made her feel so good when she helped someone.

She sat behind her desk and smoothed her hair. It was done u p in a bun, more functional than anything as her fuzzy hair was an out of control mess and scribbled the scheduled sessions from her desk calendar. The door opened and she smiled.

“Ah yes…Shadi, Ishizu. Please, sit.”

They both sat and the woman took out her pad. Another person came into the room and she stood again.

“And who are you?” she asked, going over.

Dark caramel skin contrasted to her own milk chocolate and the man gave her a nod.

“Rishid…Ishtar.”

“Ah! The brother!” she moved a chair in between the couple and went behind her desk, taking note to make sure the door was closed.

“This is new! So…” she turned a page in her log. “We left off on commitment issues and personal space allotment both emotional and physical –”

“Doctor!” Ishizu cried, tears in her eyes. “I came to say the wedding is off!”

The woman ran out and she looked at the two remaining men, blinking. “What was that all about?”

The two men looked at each other, then Rishid reached over and took Shadi’s hand. The smaller man spoke, golden eyes down cast as he spoke softly.

“Well…doctor…”

The woman leaned over, pushing up her rectangular glasses, dark brown eyes wide with interest. “What’s this?”

Rishid coughed and spoke up. “Well Doctor Schwarzwald….”

Shadi jumped and kissed Rishid on the mouth, the other man smiling, then continuing.

“Shadi and I are seeing each other now…”

The woman laughed and waved them away, the couple getting up and bowing before they left the room.

“Ah…patients…”

She closed her log book and smoothed her hands over the cover. It read some simple Japanese characters that translated to “Kimi ga Iru”.


All over Domino, people sneezed.
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