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Anchor to My Insanity

By: JesseVargas
folder Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 8
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Disclaimer: I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Chapter Two

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh ok
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Yuji: Thanks for everyone to say who said Happy B-Day to us.
Yumi: Yeah we even got gifts from good no great people! ACIDFLOWER, Bakurasgirl, and DragonDreamYamiDragon! They all sent e-cards.
Yuji: Yeah we're happy and only a year older.
Yumi: Now here's this update. As always it's to ACIDFLOWER.
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The prisoner held his victim by the throat looking straight into those violet orbs that didn’t seem angry or scared. They’re just there. It angered the prisoner. He wasn’t feeling any satisfaction of doing this.

The prisoner felt hungry for something. He didn’t understand it. He felt hungry and it was like the neck of his victim was singing to him. idn’idn’t know what was happening to him but it didn’t matter to him. He removed his hands from the boy’s neck and grabbed his shirt moving him closer. The prisoner tried to find the vein of fresh blood. Finding it he sunk his teeth into the smooth neck roughly not caring if he was hurting the boy.

Yugi gasped as he felt this poor man bite his neck. He didn’t care. This man has been through a lot. He is angry and is going to take it out on him. Yugi didn’t mind. He was happy for some reason that in some way he is helping this man.

Yugi felt himself losing more and more blood as somehow this man was draining him. Finally when Yugi couldn’t handle the blood lost anymore he lost all consciousness. Yugi’s last thought was that he would be a wandering spirit died leaving to the next world. And with that he was happy.

The prisoner stopped drinking from the small boy and released him as he went limp in his arms. He let the boy fall to the ground not caring if the boy got hurt. Once he finally fully released himself from the tree he slid down finding his wounds still wouldn’t let him keep a good amount of energy even after taking so much blood.

The prisoner finally got a good look at the rest of those violet orbs. The small boy seemed so fragile and small. But he must have been strong to have broken the shackles that kept him imprisoned. The boy had gorgeous dark hair spikes with blond bangs shaped like thunder itself. His face seemed so pale yet smooth for a boy. He had bagging shorts on and a soft sweater to keep warm in.

The prisoner felt something inside him move. His heart did a summersault as he looked deeply at the face of the small creature in front of him. Right now he didn’t seem to care that he didn’t remember his life what he started thinking about was that what he did was a terrible thing to do to such an innocent being. He was ted ted to think more clearly. The small boy's blood locking up the demon within him caging him for as long as he could fight it.

The prisoner gently picked up the small boy and laid him softly on his hard chest. The prisoner cut his wrist not caring about the pain. Pulling the boy’s head back making him drink the blood he offered.

At first the boy wouldn't obey. Protested the thought of drinking someone else's blood. He didn't care if he died. The very thought of drinking blood made him sick.

You must. Listen to me. I command you to drink what I freely offer The prisoner said not caring that he is forcing the boy to do something he didn't want to. It was the way of their people. The prisoner didn't understand why the boy wouldn't drink. The boy was strong though. The prisoner had to make the command more powerful in the other's mind to finally make the young boy drink his blood and live.

The prisoner felt something overwhelm him as the small boy unconsciously knowing placed his mouth on the prisoner’s wrist sinking his small teeth into the cut taking back some of that blood that was taken from him.

The prisoner felt heat swell up inside him. He for some reason thought it erotic to have this boy taking his blood. This innocent little creature that was the very reason of his suffering. The prisoner didn't know what to think anymore. He didn't remember anything. Aside from his name.

Yami The prisoner thought remembering that someone kept calling him that. He doesn't remember who but someone kept calling him that. Yami tried to remember more but found it useless seeing that it was only bringing pain to his fragmented mind.

The little innocence kept drinking his blood unaware that he didn't know how to stop. Yami looked down at the small thing drinking. He commanded him to stop before they both die.

Yugi blinked his eyes once...twice. Then finally sees that he is sitting on the lap of the man that almost killed him. Just by reaction he quickly moved back feeling a sharp pain at his neck. He moved his hands to his neck feeling the sharp pain again but only winced. He knew it was going to bruise and it was still bleeding slightly. He grabbed a tissue from his pocket and covered his wound with it putting pressure.

Yugi looked at the man again remembering that his wound is nothing compared to the wounds on this man. He quickly took his blood covered tissue and tried to stop the still flowing blood coming from the man. He heard a growl come from the man and slightly retreated. Yugi didn't let himself listen to this fear. He threw the fear aside to aid this poor wounded man.

Yami gave the boy a threatening growl. He didn't trust this boy. This boy left him to suffer all these years. He didn't like this boy at all.

"Ok I have an idea. I remember Malik telling me about this abandoned cabin. It's supposed to be haunted so no one goes there. It's the perfect place to make you all better." Yugi said in reassuring tone. All the man did those was growl at him. Was he sure this man wasn't really just a really big dog? Or wolf?

"Listen. I plan on becoming a doctor because I like helping people like yourself. And nothing you do, nothing. Is going to stop me from healing those wounds so don't be stubborn." Yugi said in a slightly irritated voice that this man might be so angry that he didn't care if he died from blood loss. Well Yugi wouldn't take it! Yugi would not let someone die in front of him or knowing that someone might have died cause of him. No way.

"Now listen. I'll be right back. I have to go back to the hotel to get some supplies and tools to help me. I won't tell anyone about you if you don't want me to. Now please don't try to move or you'll just make your wounds worst," Yugi sadly stated giving the man his best please listen to me eyes.

Yugi got up and quickly went to the edge of the clearing. He for his own sake turned to see if the man was still alive. All he saw was that man growling staring at him with flaming red eyes.

“Please. I want to heal you. And I need to get tools to do so. Don’t be angry with me,” Yugi sadly said running off to the hotel to get the tools he usually carried in his bag.



Yugi came back in a hurry not wanting to find the poor man died. He was so relieved to find the man still alive. The minute Yugi came into the clearing the man was growling at him. He wondered why the man hated him so much. He didn’t understand. He’s never met this man before yet the man seemed to despise him so much.

“Now the only question is how do I move you to the cabin,” Yugi asked himself ignoring the growls becoming louder by the man. Yugi decided to just carry the man no matter how much it hurt him. They weren’t that tall.

Once at the cabin Yugi laid Yami on the only bed in the house and it was comfortable and stable so Yugi was extremely lucky and overjoyed. He took the tattered bloody shirt off the man gasping at all the terrible cuts on this man’s chest, sides, and back. He was scared to think how it looked lower seeing that there were tears and blood on the man’s pants too.

"Ok I should knock you out. Or it might hurt.” Yugi said looking in his bag for the right tube that’ll help him with the task. He turned his head hearing a deep warning growl foretelling future pain if he does what he just said.

“Listen if I don’t give it to you it will hurt like hell,” Yugi explained but the man seemed to still refuse. Yugi sighed in frustration not willing to argue when this man’s life is in stake.

Yugi grabbed his thread and with delicate fingers started to stitch the deep, narrow, and even shallow cuts. He stopped all the blood from leaving the man’s body and patched him up better than Yugi thought he could do.

“Now you need a transfusion for the blood you lost.” Yugi said grabbing a bag of blood getting ready to insert a needle in both the man and bag to start but stopped when the man again gave him a warning growl. Yugi looked at the man in shock.

“Listen you lost a lot of blood and need more. Either I give you a transfusion or I pour it in a glass and you drink it,” Yugi said equally stubborn as this man seemed to be. The man growled again. Yugi sighed in frustration. He poured the blood in a glass but there was still enough for another so he poured another cup and gave both of them to the man.

“Drink those two glasses I’m serious. Now I’m going to take a quick shower and try not to move or you’ll break the stitches,” Yugi said walking away from the man and walked into the bathroom. He removed his clothes and felt great relief in the curtain covered shower.

You are hungry, little violet. You must feed. The blood I gave you was not enough to sustain you He heard the voice so clearly in his mind it frightened and shocked him so much that he fell out of the shower dripping wet, soaking the tiles.

“Where are you? ‘Who’ are you?” Yugi said out loud looking around him cautious checking each place for danger not leaving his guard down.

Do not be frightened, little violet. I am not going to hurt you. I am still not able to move. And I wouldn’t repay such kindness with pain. It is dishonorable and unforgivable to do so The voice said. Yugi put logic into the voice’s fact and realized it was the man on the bed.

Yugi ran out of the bathroom forgetting about being naked and dripping wet. He made it to the bed in flying colors but still felt slightly tired. He gave a confused and determined look to the man on the bed.

My name is not “man”, little violet. It is Yami. That is all I can remember for now The man said smoothly in Yugi's mind. Yugi felt frightened. How could this man do this? It's impossible for someone to be doing this...isn't it?

It is very normal for our people to communicate through mental links Yami said like it was a known fact. Yugi shook his head.

"Our people? Whose our people?" Yugi asked Yami. Yami tried to remember but instead got a bad headache but wouldn't give lifting his weak arm so he could rub his fingers against his temples.

"Stop I don't want you to get hurt." Yugi quickly begged hoping this stubborn guy would listen. Yami as asked stopped and let the memory leave him and relax his mind.

Little violet, why do you seem so frightened? Yami asked clearly in Yugi's mind which did scare him. There is no humanly possible way to do this. He knew that and it scared him. He didn't like it. He could feel the presence of the other man in his mind searching through him.

"Stop it! Stop looking through my mind like it's an open book! These are my personal thoughts and I'd like to keep them that way!" Yugi exclaimed angrily that this guy had some nerve just looking through his mind without proper permission.

My name is Yami, little violet. I wish you to address me by my name but if it suits you to call me but a simple man very well Yami said in his mind. Yugi was so confused but his anger was stronger.

"Little violet. Little violet. My name isn't little violet either you know. My name is Yugi Mutuo. Got it. If you keep calling me little violet than I'll keep calling you man." Yugi irritatingly not liking where this is going.

If that is how it suits you Yami calmly answered in Yugi's head again searching inside finding Yugi's shear intelligence intriguing. Yugi could feel Yami in his mind and was again infuriated.

"Who gave you permission to search my mind!" Yugi asked rather loudly at Yami who is still wounded and wasn't at all fazed by his outburst if anything Yami was amused that he could annoy Yugi so much.

It is my right to, Yugi. I have every right in the universe Yami simply told Yugi. Yugi stood there in shock his anger only raising until he was in like rage. For him though rage was just yelling but not at all that loud. He never had the heart to be truly angry at someone even someone as crazy as this guy whose calls himself darkness.

"And who the hell gave you that right?!" Yugi exclaimed not knowing why he was getting so angry at him. It was completely obvious he was insane. Yugi shouldn't be getting angry. He didn't understand.

Yes you do, little violet. You feel angry because you know it is my every right to probe your mind whenever I wish Yami's low, husky voice whispered felt like a velvet touch in Yugi's mind making him shiver in response. What the hell was happening. He didn't like this at all. How was this man getting so much control over him.

Yugi looked at Yami staring with his eyes slight open in shock. Yugi looked down at himself still dripping wet and then a huge blush came to his face. He yelled and quickly ran for the bathroom.

Yami said understanding what happened between him and Yugi and accepting it. Now his problem was explaining it to the young boy in the bathroom scared to show his flesh free.

"Don't you dare call me sexy, you jerk! And I am not showing my body of to a complete stranger! And another thing it is not your right to see me naked!" Yugi yelled from the bathroom finishing his wash, drying himself, and getting dressed.

But you are sexy and shouldn't deny it... Yami didn't get a chance to finish the mental sentence as Yugi interrupted him physically.

"Oh and this coming from the man that tried to kill me and bite so hard that I'm still kind of bleeding and it is really badly bruised!" Yugi yelled coming out of the both room with jeans that hugged his lower regions perfectly and the same sweater to keep him warm.

I was enraged. Seeing the person who has caused my long time suffering in front of me made me react Yami answered just warning him to make him continue to explain.

"What do you mean the person who caused? Me? Listen Yami that was the first time I laid my eyes on you." Yugi mentioned offended that Yami would think that Yugi was the one who tortured him like that. It would make him sick to his stomach to think of doing that to someone.

I know you were not the true torturer, little violet. The betrayer was my torturer. The betrayer of our people. But I did blame you for not saving me until now Yami stated in Yugi's mind. Yugi didn't understand though. He had to save Yami? How? He didn't even know that Yami was stuck on a tree. Heck he still doesn't know who Yami is.

You did know what was happening to me, little violet. Yami interrupted the poor boy's thoughts. *You knew and you left me there to perish* Yugi could hear the anger in Yami's voice in his mind. The hatred and pain he's had to live with for so long.

"How could I have known? I was on the other side of the globe." Yugi stated not wanting to feel guilty of something he didn't do. For some reason Yami's words were hurting him. He felt ashamed. Like it was true. Like he really did let Yami suffer and it was hurting him so much he wanted to cry.

I've been giving you mental messages Yugi stiffened. His dreams were true. That voice in his head was Yami's and he let Yami go through this longer then he should've. It's a surprise to Yugi that Yami was still alive. It seemed impossible but here he was.

"I'm so sorry." Yugi whispered falling to his knees in shame. He let this poor guy suffer for so long. He should've been able to tell that something was wrong. He should've.
Do not blame yourself, little violet. The important thing is that you're here now. And now I shall protect you with my life Yugi stood there confused and shocked. Why is Yami saying he'll protect him? Yugi should be protecting him. Not the other way around.

"I think you're mistaken. I gotta be the one protecting you." Yugi explained putting a damp towel on Yami's forehead thinking that he must not be feeling well. Yami shook his head in response sighing.

tel telling you the truth. You are my Hikari. I must protect my Hikari throughout time Yugi again stood confused. What was a Hikari? He knew it meant 'Light' in Japanese. But why was he being called someone's Hikari. Maybe it's also a word for savior or something.

It is what our people call our mates. Our males soon lose all feelings whatsoever. We count on our Hikaris to give us feeling and put us away from the darkness. Our Hikaris are our Light through the Darkn/i> /i> Yami explained like it should've been the most easiest knowledge to get.

"Our people? Who's our people?" Yugi asked feeling insane for believing Yami's words but felt like it was nothing but the truth. He didn't understand and wanted too.

Yokuroians The name went through Yugi and hit a cord. He didn't know why but he felt like he is supposed to know this word. He then quickly shakes off the information. Yami is insane that is the only enatination. There is no other species of human. Well Yami could be one of those psychic people and that would explain a lot but somehow. Somewhere inside Yugi he knew that Yami's words were true.

"How do I know you're telling me the truth?" Yugi asked curious on the matter. He is talking to an insane man. He had to keep repeating that in his head. He is talking to an insane man.

An Aibou is not able to lie to his Hikari Yami simply stated. Yugi was once again confused. This man is going to confuse him till he is better Yugi thought.

“So your saying that you’re my Aibou? When did I ever agree to this?” Yugi questioned crossing his arms over his chest. He didn’t care if this man was insane or in a right state of mind. No one tells Yugi what to do after they just met.

It has already been done, little violet. We have exchanged blood. You are mine and no one else‘s Yami replied not at all caring about Yugi’s horrified look. Yugi was starting to remember drinking some copper, bitter tasting liquid but he never thought it was Yami’s blood. He felt disgusted. Like a monster. A vampire.

“I don’t get it. What are Yokuroians? How did you make me drink your blood?” Yugi was going to have a panic attack. He didn’t like this. He remembered drinking the blood now. But why did he do it. What is this species Yami was talking about? Is he insane for even believing it?

I am sorry, little violet. I don’t remember a lot of my past. I can’t answer a lot of your questions. All I know is that once an Aibou and Hikari have swapped blood then they are...what humans would call married. We are now inseparable. We cannot live without one another. And I shall kill whoever dares to harm or touch you Yami just kept going with certain information that Yugi was terrified from. He was terrified because he believed Yami. He believed every single word that put put in his mind. And it scared him more to hear Yami say that he can’t live without Yami now. It infuriated Yugi to think about it. Here a guy Yugi met like 4 hours ago and the damn guy says that they’re married for switching blood. This had never happened to Yugi before and now that it has he just wants to slap Yami. But seeing that Yami is injured he’ll have to wait.

“Listen I’m not married to anyone. I haven’t agreed to anything so don’t start calling yoursmy hmy husband. For one thing I’m straight. I have no interest in men.” Yugi stated a little harsher than he wanted it to come out. Yami just seemed to smirk and to quick to notice he grabs Yugi by the upper arms and pulls Yugi towards him. Once Yugi was close Yami quickly connected their mouths to create a heated kiss. Yugi was to shocked to respond at first but something inside him broke. His guard. He felt heat coil down in his lowerionsions and he couldn’t help but respond. Yami’s tonguets ots out asking for entrance to the warm cavern that is Yugi’s mouth. Yugi didn’t know why but he gave Yami entrance and let him deepen the kiss. They were in a battle with their tongues not weakening. The passion never lessened.

Yugi finally realized what he was doing and in shock opened his eyes seeing him and Yami kiss. In surprise Yugi pushes himself off the bed with a big “oomph” as he landed on the hard wood floor. He panted in the loss of breathe. He looked up at Yami who gave him an amusing stare. Yugi’s eyes opened up in shock that his first kiss was wasted on a man.
It’s cruel to say wasted when you know you felt something from it, little violet Yami made himself sound sadden by Yugi’s cruel words but really he was amused at the boy’s denial of feelings.

“Listen don’t start telling me how I feel when you don’t know.” Yugi glared at Yami for saying how he felt. Yugi could already tell that Yami was a control freak. He kept saying how Yugi felt. That him and Yugi were married. He was soon going to drive Yugi to insanity too.

But I do know how you feel, little violet. I’m in your mind. I know every thought that passes it and how you feel. And you know somewhere in your mind that I speak the truth and know what I’ve said is true also Yami’s low, husky voice makes Yugi shiver in response. He didn’t want to believe Yami but he did. He believed every single word that came out of Yami’s mouth and hated it.

“Would you just stay out of my mind. That kiss was a mistake. You hear. A mistake. I’m right now considered your doctor. You’re weak and confused you don’t know what your saying. Once you’re better we’ll find your family and part ways forever.” Yugi was trying to convince himself more than Yami. He was telling himself he couldn’t stay with Yami. He felt pain in his mind and clutched his head.

“Yami please stop! Pleaseugi ugi screams in pain tears burning his eyes. He looked at Yami and saw nothing but a blank stare. Yugi’s tears fell down his cheeks staining the floor. Yugi fell onto the bed laying right next to Yami tears streaming down his face.

Yami was somewhere deep in his mind in pain also but not showing it. His family? Who is his family? Yami felt pain from trying to remember. He concentrated so hard on remembering putting the pain of trying aside he didn’t notice Yugi in pain yelling at him. He finally snapped out of it at the smell of blood. Yugi’s blood.

Yugi! Yami yells in Yugi’s mind in concern. Yugi still feels the pain though and can’t hear Yami at all. Someone is keeping the pain in Yugi’s mind and Yami’s rage is increasing at someone endangering his Hikari.

Yugi listen to me. Calm yourself. It doesn’t hurt anymore. There is no pain Yami’s voice so persuasive and powerful Yugi couldn’t help but listen and soon he felt nothing. He mind was calm and soon he came back to reality. He quickly ran from Yami and stood across the room back against the wall.

“Why did you do that to me?” Yugi asked frightened of Yami and his power over Yugi’s mind. Yugi didn’t feel comfortable near Yami. Yami was just to strong and Yugi was scared that at any moment Yami could turn on him. He looked at Yami and saw the truly sadden face of the man on the bed.

Yugi I am sorry I hurt you. I was trying to remember my family and it seemed it hurt to try and my mind was opened so you felt the pain also Yami tried to explain to Yugi how deeply sorry he was. And Yugi believed him. Yami did say he couldn’t lie to Yugi.

“You really hurt me, Yami.” Yugi voice was hoarse from screaming in pain for so long. He slowly walked up to Yami making sure to keep a safe distance from the dangerous man.

Yugi please I truly am sorry for what I did. I will keep better guards on my mind. I promise you that Yami’s voice sounded so sincere so utterly sorry that Yugi couldn’t help but melt from the sound. Yugi walked up to Yami lost in the sound of his voice until he finally realized that he was in Yami’s arms cuddled in strong, protective, and possessive arms. Yugi sighed in frustration and decided to juste upe up and lay his head on Yami’s beat up chest.

“This is going to be a problem isn’t it, Yami?” Yugi questioned with the sense of amusement in his voice. He couldn’t help it. Yami is so strange. And he was even making Yugi feel strangely. But Yugi knew that it would never work out. Yugi was meant to be alone and help people. He knew this thing with Yami would not work out and will end the day Yami gets better.

Little violet, do not think such thoughts. What we feel for eatherther will last for all eternity. You shall not leave me once my shattered mind has healed and my battered body has too. You shall stay with me and we will live happily Yugi was becoming angry again. Yami was again telling him how he will feel. He is looking around Yugi’s mind and it’s making Yugi extremely angry.

“Would you stop that. It’s annoying. I can’t even think without you knowing it.” Yugi said glaring at Yami’s face who only grinned in amusement. Yugi felt helpless and he didn’t like it. Yami seemed to know everything and his touches and voice seemed to just drive Yugi crazy.

But if I block my mind all you will do is crave it even more That was the last straw for Yugi. He jumped right out of bed and away from Yami once again. Yugi left and got his bag of tools he looked in it and realized that he did need tools so he had the perfect excuse to leave.

Yoall all not leave me here. Especially if you are going unproed Yami’s voice was dark and menacing in Yugi’s mind warning him but Yugi ignored it. No one controls his life and that udesudes Yami.

“Listen we need more blood and tools. I mean my clothes are way to small for you and I also have to get better tools to make sure your wounds don’t get infected and if you don’t get more blood in your system you’ll die soon.” Yugi’s voice held a hint of don’t argue with me kind of tone but Yami didn’t listen at all.

Then I shall come with you Yami answered stubbornly not going to let his Hikari go somewhere unprotected. Yugi shook his head with a frustrated sigh.

“Stop acting like a macho man. You’re still weak from your wounds, idiot. I have to go alone.” Yugi replied making Yami lay back down on the bed gently. Yami glared at Yugi grabbing the boy’s wrist making him fall on Yami’s chest hearing Yami’s heart beat match his own.

My heart only beats for yours, Yugi. If you die it’ll be the death of mf yof you are hurt I will feel guilty for leaving you unprotected. Please don’t do this. I must come Yugi felt tears come to his eyes by Yami’s words. Yami sounded so frightened for Yugi’s safety that Yugi didn’t know what to do. Yugi knew if he didn’t get blood Yami would die. Yami is still weak from his blood lost though. He won’t be able to make it to town.

“Yami please don’t do this. I have to go. If I don’t you’ll die. Please Yami. Why can’t you trust me?” Yugi’s voice was so sad that it surprised Yami. Yami could feeling hot tears falling onto his chest. Yami suddenly felt ashamed for making his innocent Hikari cry.

It’s not that I don’t trust you, Yugi. It’s that I am scared for you. You don’t properly protect yourself. I cannot stand the thought of you getting hurt Yugi could tell Yami was really frightened for his safety. He didn’t know how but he could just feel Yami’s fear for his life.

“Yami I’ll only be gone for a day. Please. Have enough faith in me to just be gone for a day. But if you want me back by tomorrow afternoon I have to leave now.” Yugi explained feeling Yami’s rejection to the thought of Yugi being alone and unprotected for 24 hours.

Yugi...

“Yami please for once listen to me. I have to do this. Please Yami. Don’t keep me trapped. You’re lucky I’m asking cause right now you are to weak to stop me from leaving that door.”

You wouldn’t do that though and you know it

“Okay. So I wouldn’t but I don’t want to stay here knowing I could help you more with better tools. Please Yami. I beg you.” Yugi’s eyes were completely pleading. He didn’t know why he wanted to seek permission but Yugi felt he had to. That Yami was truly something and even in his weaken state Yami was powerful.

Very well. But you must promise that you will contact me Yami was hoping for understanding that he can’t stand to be away from Yugi. He needed reassurance that Yugi is going to be okay.

Deal. I promise Yugi answered cheerfully in Yami’s mind. Yami was shocked that Yugi would talk to him in the way of the Aibou and Hikari.

Well I need some practice. If I’m the one contacting you. But I want you out of my mind got that Yugi said sterlly lly being completely serious on the matter. Yami nodded in agreement.

“Well I have to go now,” Yugi mentioned about to get up but Yami quickly grabbed his wrist again. Before Yugi could react Yami had his lips connected to Yugi’s in another heated kiss.

You really are in to good-bye kisses Yami could feel the laughter in Yugi’s voice as he responded to the kiss not being able to control himself. Yami finally broke the kiss before he did something he was sure Yugi wasn’t ready for.

“What am I going to do with you. You insist on making me yours.” Yugi sighed relaxing more and getting accustomed to Yami kissing him. Yugi has decided to give up on arguing with Yami and just wait to see what happens.

You already are mine. But I shall not allow you to leave without feeding Yami replied seriously. Yugi looked at him in shock. Yugi just smiled though and shook his head.

“I’m not hungry.”

You are weak and don’t know what your body needs now

“And what would that be?”

Blood, Yugi froze. What did Yami just say? That Yugi needed blood? No way. He must of heard wrong. Yugi would never take blood. Sure Yugieedeeeded some blood transfusions once in awhile but he never really needed blood that much. But how did Yami know?

Take my blood. Feed as our people do Yami’s voice was so intoxicating, so soft that Yugi almost listened but he grew stronger and rejected the command. Shaking his head he glared at Yami. Yami was to powerful with his voice. He could probably tell someone to kill themselves and they would.

“Don’t ever try to force me to do that again Yami. I don’t drink blood right out of the body,” Yugi stated angrily. The thought of drinking blood out of someone’s body sickened Yugi.

Little violet, you are to weak. You need nourishment. I’m afraid that if you do not drink I will have to command you to Yugi was shocked and angered at the same time. It shocked him that Yami was being demanding and protective at the same time. And it angered him that Yami would think he’d listen to a simple command.

Listen to me Yugi. Drink what I freely offer. Drink my life giving fluid to give you strength. Listen to my voice and do as I tell you Yugi couldn’t help but listen to that voice in a daze.

Yugi lowered his head to Yami’s neck scraping his small teeth that still needed developing. Yami moaned in response as Yugi nipped at his skin gently. Yugi searched for Yami’s pulse where the blood was freshly flowing. Once Yugi found it he sank his small teeth into the pulse taking what Yami freely offered. Yami moaned in response though finding it erotic to have Yugi take his blood like that. Once Yami had thought Yugi drank enough he released his command and let Yugi think clearly.

Yugi found his mouth on Yami’s neck, teeth sunken into the skin, and drinking blood like a vampire. Yugi quickly released Yami’s neck falling onto the floor with a thud. He quickly wiped his mouth disgusted with himself. He wanted to scream, cry, do something to forget. Instead tears came to his eyes begging to come out.

“How could you do that to me?” Yugi sounded completely betrayed. He told Yami he didn’t like to drink blood like that. He’d feel evil if he did. Tears went down his eyes. He felt dirty. Drinking blood like a vampire.

If I didn’t you would’ve ignored your body's needs and wait until you were to weak to stand Yami explained feeling ashamed for making Yugi cry again. He hated seeing those tears of sadness come from Yugi’s eyes. He wanted Yugi to smile and be happy.

How can I smile or be happy when you’re forcing me to drink blood!! Yugi yelled in Yami’s mind. Suddenly a bunch of emotions hit Yami at once betrayal, sadness, anger, hatred, confusion, and helplessness all directed to Yami. Yami didn’t like the feelings coming from Yugi.

Please little violet, you needed blood. If you didn't drink then you would be to weak to stand. I am your Aibou. It is my job to protect you and see to your needs Yami was hoping for understanding from Yugi. Yugi just didn't understand anything of what Yami thought was normal. Yami didn't understand where he was getting this information from but he knew that it was important for his and Yugi's survival. All Yugi did though was cry in his hands.

"I'm not like you, Yami. I don't do that stuff. Whatever you are I don't do it. I'm human. I can't drink blood out of someone's body like a vampire." Yugi felt helpless. If Yami could make him do something that he didn't want like drink blood he was scared of what else Yami would make him do. It scared him to death.

I am not turned, little violet. You help prevent it Yugi lifted his face from his hands to look at Yami. His eyes were still streaming with tears but he didn't understand what Yami was talking about. Turned?

"What do you mean 'turned'?" Yugi asked trying to stop his tears not wanting to show Yami how helpless he felt. He again felt a slight pain in his mind and knew it was coming from Yami.

"Forget it. I don't want you to hurt yourself. A lot of your memory has come back I guess. It'll all come back soon. Just be patient." Yugi said concerned for Yami knowing that Yami's wound would get worst if Yami got to stressed out.

Do you forgive me, Hikari? The questioned startled Yugi. Did he forgive Yami so quickly? Yugi just couldn't stay mad at this guy for some reason. Yugi sighed. There was something about Yami that he couldn't stay angry about.

"Yeah you big idiot. I forgive you." Yugi smiled at Yami shaking his head. Yami relaxed happy that Yugi forgave him. He knew it was going to take some time for Yugi to get used to the idea but Yami knew if Yugi left him that he would go insane and turn. Yugi was the only thing between him and insanity. Yugi was his anchor. His anchor to insanity.

"I have to go, Yami. I already wasted enough time. And you'll let me leave seeing that I," Yugi felt a shiver go down his spine in disgust. "Fed." He finished. Yami frowned but nodded. Yugi kissed Yami on the cheek saying good-bye leaving the cabin walking through the forest now able to think without Yami messing up his thought.

"How did this happen to me? I never even saw myself as a girl's boyfriend. Now this guy just...comes into my life and says I'm his husband." Yugi thought out loud knowing if he thought it in his head Yami would know. He didn't know that Yami never fully broke the connection and was hearing everything though. Yugi's hand went to his still injured neck hissing as the bruise still hurt badly. Yugi stilled remembered last night perfectly. It made him sigh. He was so scared that Yami would really kill him. Instead he bit him pretty roughly.

Do you still not forgive me for what I did? Little violet, I cannot tell you how many times I am sorry for what I did. I was blind. And ignored the signs of you being my Hikari until I took your blood Yugi was so surprised by Yami's voice in his head that Yugi tripped on a tree root and landed face first in the dirt. He quickly sat up straight trying to clean the dirt off his face and out of his mouth.

Yami I told you to stay out of my head while I was gone!! You promised. What was that about not being able to lie to your damn Hikari stuff Yugi yelled angrily back at Yami. It's like he couldn't have his freedom of thought anymore kne knew he was in Japan but he still had his freedom of thought here right?

Little violet, don't become angry. If I broke the connection fully it would only hurt the both of us Yugi was becoming very angry at how Yami kept telling him how he would feel if they broke connection. Yugi was determined to prove Yami wrong.

Don't tell me how I'm going to feel, Yami. I'm going to prove that I don't need you in my mind. I certainly don't actually. So I want you to fully break the connection, Yami. I'm serious. If you're right and I do need...um your mind touch then I'll look for it. Got it Yugi's stern voice left no argument on Yami's side. The only g Yag Yami could do is agree with Yugi and trust that he'll be okay.

But you did say you'll contact me often. Remember that, little violet Those were the last words Yugi heard before he couldn't feel Yami in his mind anymore. Yugi checked to make sund fnd found out that Yami really did fully leave his mind. Yugi felt happy. Yami wasn't that much of a control freak as Yugi thought he was.

"But he still makes me mad." Yugi stood up wiping the dirt of his clothes and started walking again. It was morning and the sun seemed to be beautiful that day and Yugi felt happy walking in the shade but still being able to feel the sun.

"But I guess he's just looking out for me. But why does he have to be so overprotective. And I still don't understand what a Yokuroian is." Yugi voiced his thoughts aloud knowing no one was around to hear him.

It took Yugi five hours to finally make it to town. He was exhausted and still didn't recognize the town. He walked to a side walk and found a bench to rest on. Yugi looked around and saw that not a lot of people were out. He noticed an old man sweeping the front of his shop. A mother walking her daughter home. Two men laughing at each other's jokes talking about going to a bar. But what caught Yugi's eye was this scary guy resting his back on a trunk of a tree in the shade. He wasn't looking at Yugi but he seemed frightening in a way. His brown hair was in a point at the top of his head. He was tall and no doubt strong. His tight shirt not letting one detail of his muscular chest and arms. Suddenly the old man that was sweeping came to talk to the man at the tree and Yugi then felt stupid. The guy most be known in the town and just exercise a lot. Yugi felt a weird pull in his mind but ignored it and kept walking. Yugi smiled and walked to a blood drive feeling completely stupid and foolish. He walked into the blood drive building going to the front office woman.

Yugi was glad that since in America he was a well-known guy and everybody seemed to like him. The hospitals put his name on a world wide blood drive computer. Anywhere he went and felt the need of blood he could go to a blood drive and get as much as he wanted. He exited the blood drive with 6 sacks of blood hoping it would be enough to keep Yami healthy.

And like Yami said Yugi was feeling very empty without Yami's mind touch. Yugi was craving for Yami's mind. Wanting to know that the mad man was still alive. Yugi never felt like this before. He felt like half of himself was missing. He didn't like the feeling but couldn't deny it. He couldn't wait to get to the cabin. Actually he planned once in the forest he'd search for Yami's mind and have a long conversation till he reached the cabin.

Yugi walked in front of an alley way and then was grabbed roughly onto the upper arm. Suddenly he was pulled into the alley and rammed onto the wall to high for his legs so he was dangling from someone very strong and it frightened him so much. Yugi slowly opened his eyes to see the same man that was standing under the tree.

"Why didn't you answer my call?" The man asked Yugi with a low voice that seemed angry. Yugi trembled in the man's tight grip on his arms and felt deep pain surging through them.

"You're hurting me," Yugi whispered hoping the man would put him down. The man felt nothing from Yugi's small weak whimpers. He knew Yugi wouldn't call anyone to help him.

"Answer me." The man's voice was menacing and promise for pain. Yugi looked into his memory and couldn't remember anyone calling him.

"I didn't here you I'm sorry." Yugi tried his best to get out of this man's fierce grip on him. But he failed in all attempts. He hoped that because he answered the man would put him down but unfortunately that wasn't the case.

"How do you know Yami?" The man glared at the small trembling form of Yugi Mutuo and his eyes held complete hatred for the small guy.

"I don't know who you're talking about." Yugi would never endanger Yami no matter what. He didn't care if the crap was beaten out of him he would not tell where Yami is. The man's grip just tightened on his arms though making the pain more severe.

"Do not lie to me, foolish one. I can smell Yami's blood flowing in your veins. There's no way to hide that you kYamiYami." The man stated angrily of such a small creature daring to even lie to him. He thought Yami was dead for three years and the smell of Yami's blood in this small boy alarmed him to a point of anger. But Yugi wouldn't tell. He remembered Yami mentioning something about a betrayer. If this man was the betrayer he was not going to tell anything about Yami and deny everything.

"I don't know what your talking about. Now let me go. I'm a respected student all around and you will not get away with threatening me." Yugi mentioned smartly and was given a scary grin.

"Very well. If you won't tell me I'll just have to find out myself." The man stated lowering his mouth onto the nape of Yugi's neck searching for the pulse. Yugi stiffened feeling the man's breath on his neck feeling teeth scrap his sore bruise. The man finally found the pulse and was ready to sink his teeth in...

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Yuji: Sorry for the weird way we wrote it this time. It was just to long and we had to find a way to shorten it and this seemed like the only way
Yumi: At least we finally updated
Yuji: Um what's Yokuroian?
Yumi: I made it up ok!
Yuji: Is Yami crazy?
Yumi: Well yeah but he really is of a different species ok
Yuji: Is Tristan evil?!
Yumi: Nah. He did that to Yugi cause...Ahh you'll find out soon
Yuji: Ok -_-.
Yumi: Oh and this is completely AU I mean I really fucked up the families. ok?
Yuji: How so?
Yumi: You'll find out soon. I guess.
Yuji: Ok. Well please review.
Yumi: Man...11 pages!! Damn. I wonder how long it was before.
Yuji: Around 16-17 I think
Yumi: Damn! Well buh-bye!
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