This Is My Story
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult +
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10
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55
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Tick Tock Goes The Clock
Notes: Last Chapter! WOOOO!!!! *twirls shirt around*
Chapter Ten: Tick Tock Goes The Clock
With enough time, you can begin to forget things.
You can begin to heal.
Lucky for me, the summer was able to start that process.
Able to let me get over a lot of things that happened since the year had begun.
Wow…what a crazy year it had been.
I went from feeling like a hideous beast—still a virgin—to being torn between three different guys and having lots and lots of sex.
Lots of sex.
I hadn’t seen Malik since that last time in the kitchen.
It had been hard…really really hard.
He was my best friend and I had ruined it all.
I thought about him a lot, how he was doing, what he was doing.
Still wondering if I had made the right decision.
And still wondering where Bakura and I were at. If he loved me—if he just wanted me for sex.
Until one day during the summer that I will never forget.
Want a replay?
It was a over a month after I had last seen Malik. I was lying in bed with Bakura when he turned on his side to face me. He had a very serious look on his face, as if he had something very important to tell me.
I thought I would poop in my pants from nervousness, fearing that he was ready to get rid of me.
“Ryou?”
“Yes?” I breathed.
“Ryou,” he gave a deep sigh, oh god, here it comes, he’s going to tell me how he hates me and never wants to see me again, “Ryou, I’m really sorry.”
Wait…what did he say?
“What?”
“I’m sorry that I never told you I loved you. Because I really do Ryou. I didn’t know it meant that much to you to hear it.” He grinned a little awkwardly.
And wait…did he just…blush?
My heart leapt at his words.
“Really?” I grinned.
“Yeah,” he rubbed the back of his head, “And about it being just about the sex…it’s, it’s not, okay? I understand why you did those things with Malik,” I felt that guilt rise up in me again, “I was being a selfish bastard, I didn’t realize it until what had happened.” He finished.
I nodded.
“So, you’re not mad at me?” He asked.
“No.” I smiled, wrapping my arms tightly around him.
And…end replay.
So, forgot about that part, I did tell Bakura about Malik and I. It had been eating away at me. I was so nervous telling him, I thought for sure he would leave me. Hadn’t had a doubt in my mind.
The crazy thing was, when I told him…he said he had already known! I guess I’m not very good at keeping things hidden, huh?
He never did tell me how he knew, but things changed after I had confessed…little by little.
After that day in the kitchen with Malik, I don’t really know what made me stay with Bakura. I guess I was just too afraid to be alone. Afraid to feel that rejection. I’m glad I did though. Really glad I did.
Not everything wrapped up into a nice little package though, I mean, it would take time before I could let that guilt go. I still loved Malik, I always would. He had been a part of my life for so long, and to have him taken away so suddenly, it broke me.
But I was afraid of what would happen, afraid of what I had done to him, or him to me.
I was full of dread and excitement for the first day back to school after the summer. What would I say to him? What would I do? What if he hated me?
I couldn’t sleep the night before, tossing and turning as I thought about the next day, when I would see Malik again. I regretted so much telling him to go away.
I knew Bakura knew what was going on inside my head—he always seemed to know.
“It will be fine, Ryou. Just don’t sleep with him again!”
I threw a pillow at him.
“That’s not helping!” I huffed.
After getting a good night’s sleep of 1 full hour, I woke to the alarm buzzing in my ear and a groan of agitation from Bakura to ‘shut the fucking thing off’.
We dressed in silence, probably a good thing since if I opened my mouth, I don’t think its words that would be coming up.
My heart was trying to break out of my chest as I walked to my locker, he should be passing by soon. And that’s when I saw him, that flash of golden hair, our eyes caught each other, I turned around blushing slightly, trying to steady myself.
This was it.
“Hi Ryou.” I heard from behind me.
I turned around with a nervous smile.
“Hi.”
We both stood looking at each other, trying to figure out what to say.
“Look I—“ we both started.
“Um, go ahead.” He grinned, rubbing the back of his head.
“Malik, I’m just so sorry for everything. This summer has been hell. I-I didn’t mean what I said to you that day. I was just—“
“It’s okay Ryou, I’m sorry too. I blame myself.” He shook his head.
“No, it’s not your fault, it’s mine.” I sighed.
He gave me a smile, pulling me tight to him.
“Malik, dear?” We broke our hug, looking towards the figure standing with his arm outstretched.
“Just a second, Dartz!” He smiled.
I looked at him in shock.
“You…and…and him?” I stood flabbergasted.
He nodded his head with a giggle and blush.
“He’s good to me.” He grinned. I smiled back.
“I’ll talk to you later, Ryou!” He waved, linking arms with Dartz and walking down the hall. I watched them as they walked away, Malik laying his head on his shoulder.
“Ready?” Bakura whispered in my ear.
“Yeah.” I smiled, grabbing hold as we walked the opposite way.
I looked back one more time, old words coming to mind…
“Ryou? Are you happy?” Malik asked me, he had a deep concern in his eyes, watching me closely as I spoke.
“Of course.” I smiled.
THE END!
New Chapter of My Snow White Angel Posted
AN: Last chance to send me in some of those lovely reviews that make me want to write more and more!
To my reviewers—thanks so much for sticking with me throughout the story! It’s been such a joy and honor to have your words of encouragement! I sincerely hope you are happy with this story and hope to have you back again for my next story which will be a first person narrative of Yugi like he is in ‘This Is My Story’!
XXXOOO
-Nikki
REVIEW REPLIES:
Rukia: XD Thank you so much, that’s very nice of you! I’m glad you like it and thanks for reviewing sooo much! I’m glad I’ve been able to keep it surprising. :D
Cody_thomas: Have fun moving! I look forward to having your wonderful reviews again—xxxooo
DesertRoseTemari: I really hope you waited to read this until after you read the chapter. It was funny reading your review cause I was like…um…yep, that’s the chapter. lol
PotionsPet: XD, that’s how I felt about it too. *sigh*
Epsilon: I know. : ( He needs someone to love him.
Chapter Ten: Tick Tock Goes The Clock
With enough time, you can begin to forget things.
You can begin to heal.
Lucky for me, the summer was able to start that process.
Able to let me get over a lot of things that happened since the year had begun.
Wow…what a crazy year it had been.
I went from feeling like a hideous beast—still a virgin—to being torn between three different guys and having lots and lots of sex.
Lots of sex.
I hadn’t seen Malik since that last time in the kitchen.
It had been hard…really really hard.
He was my best friend and I had ruined it all.
I thought about him a lot, how he was doing, what he was doing.
Still wondering if I had made the right decision.
And still wondering where Bakura and I were at. If he loved me—if he just wanted me for sex.
Until one day during the summer that I will never forget.
Want a replay?
It was a over a month after I had last seen Malik. I was lying in bed with Bakura when he turned on his side to face me. He had a very serious look on his face, as if he had something very important to tell me.
I thought I would poop in my pants from nervousness, fearing that he was ready to get rid of me.
“Ryou?”
“Yes?” I breathed.
“Ryou,” he gave a deep sigh, oh god, here it comes, he’s going to tell me how he hates me and never wants to see me again, “Ryou, I’m really sorry.”
Wait…what did he say?
“What?”
“I’m sorry that I never told you I loved you. Because I really do Ryou. I didn’t know it meant that much to you to hear it.” He grinned a little awkwardly.
And wait…did he just…blush?
My heart leapt at his words.
“Really?” I grinned.
“Yeah,” he rubbed the back of his head, “And about it being just about the sex…it’s, it’s not, okay? I understand why you did those things with Malik,” I felt that guilt rise up in me again, “I was being a selfish bastard, I didn’t realize it until what had happened.” He finished.
I nodded.
“So, you’re not mad at me?” He asked.
“No.” I smiled, wrapping my arms tightly around him.
And…end replay.
So, forgot about that part, I did tell Bakura about Malik and I. It had been eating away at me. I was so nervous telling him, I thought for sure he would leave me. Hadn’t had a doubt in my mind.
The crazy thing was, when I told him…he said he had already known! I guess I’m not very good at keeping things hidden, huh?
He never did tell me how he knew, but things changed after I had confessed…little by little.
After that day in the kitchen with Malik, I don’t really know what made me stay with Bakura. I guess I was just too afraid to be alone. Afraid to feel that rejection. I’m glad I did though. Really glad I did.
Not everything wrapped up into a nice little package though, I mean, it would take time before I could let that guilt go. I still loved Malik, I always would. He had been a part of my life for so long, and to have him taken away so suddenly, it broke me.
But I was afraid of what would happen, afraid of what I had done to him, or him to me.
I was full of dread and excitement for the first day back to school after the summer. What would I say to him? What would I do? What if he hated me?
I couldn’t sleep the night before, tossing and turning as I thought about the next day, when I would see Malik again. I regretted so much telling him to go away.
I knew Bakura knew what was going on inside my head—he always seemed to know.
“It will be fine, Ryou. Just don’t sleep with him again!”
I threw a pillow at him.
“That’s not helping!” I huffed.
After getting a good night’s sleep of 1 full hour, I woke to the alarm buzzing in my ear and a groan of agitation from Bakura to ‘shut the fucking thing off’.
We dressed in silence, probably a good thing since if I opened my mouth, I don’t think its words that would be coming up.
My heart was trying to break out of my chest as I walked to my locker, he should be passing by soon. And that’s when I saw him, that flash of golden hair, our eyes caught each other, I turned around blushing slightly, trying to steady myself.
This was it.
“Hi Ryou.” I heard from behind me.
I turned around with a nervous smile.
“Hi.”
We both stood looking at each other, trying to figure out what to say.
“Look I—“ we both started.
“Um, go ahead.” He grinned, rubbing the back of his head.
“Malik, I’m just so sorry for everything. This summer has been hell. I-I didn’t mean what I said to you that day. I was just—“
“It’s okay Ryou, I’m sorry too. I blame myself.” He shook his head.
“No, it’s not your fault, it’s mine.” I sighed.
He gave me a smile, pulling me tight to him.
“Malik, dear?” We broke our hug, looking towards the figure standing with his arm outstretched.
“Just a second, Dartz!” He smiled.
I looked at him in shock.
“You…and…and him?” I stood flabbergasted.
He nodded his head with a giggle and blush.
“He’s good to me.” He grinned. I smiled back.
“I’ll talk to you later, Ryou!” He waved, linking arms with Dartz and walking down the hall. I watched them as they walked away, Malik laying his head on his shoulder.
“Ready?” Bakura whispered in my ear.
“Yeah.” I smiled, grabbing hold as we walked the opposite way.
I looked back one more time, old words coming to mind…
“Ryou? Are you happy?” Malik asked me, he had a deep concern in his eyes, watching me closely as I spoke.
“Of course.” I smiled.
THE END!
New Chapter of My Snow White Angel Posted
AN: Last chance to send me in some of those lovely reviews that make me want to write more and more!
To my reviewers—thanks so much for sticking with me throughout the story! It’s been such a joy and honor to have your words of encouragement! I sincerely hope you are happy with this story and hope to have you back again for my next story which will be a first person narrative of Yugi like he is in ‘This Is My Story’!
XXXOOO
-Nikki
REVIEW REPLIES:
Rukia: XD Thank you so much, that’s very nice of you! I’m glad you like it and thanks for reviewing sooo much! I’m glad I’ve been able to keep it surprising. :D
Cody_thomas: Have fun moving! I look forward to having your wonderful reviews again—xxxooo
DesertRoseTemari: I really hope you waited to read this until after you read the chapter. It was funny reading your review cause I was like…um…yep, that’s the chapter. lol
PotionsPet: XD, that’s how I felt about it too. *sigh*
Epsilon: I know. : ( He needs someone to love him.