The Need

Hello, well to start off, this was created in 2003 so as you can see my writing isn't great.


Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.


Note: Each response ( //...//) represents one character which in total there are 5. hope you can guess it.
The last single sentence is all of them responding **..**. the normal text is Ryou himself.
Thank you!

Sincerely
yamib03

“The Need”

Please don’t abandon, I want to hear your voice, at least that tone which makes me feel in a bliss moment, the taste of it quite intrigues me, but please don’t leave me…don't

You can yell at me, use me, ANYTHING…im right here. But reality can be very painful, the need to to be loved is something many never seen it in my self. They never knew I would of think this way, this is the side that no one has never seen and if they did well, they probably think im weak. Of course I did, I did tell them how I felt but nothing, so what’s the point? I would be stuck in this hole, surrounded by pure shadows, the thought of losing my own self is much better then losing someone. I couldn't that person each one of them wanted me to be, why is it difficult for them to accept me as the way I am. Who am I really? I wondered this myself...

// I don’t see why you’re always here, what makes you think ill ever like you. You’re so weak, you disgust me and to think I slept with you. You’re just worthless, you HEAR ME, I’ll make sure you know that. Whenever I feel like it, I will use you like a slut, that’s what you are, pathetic hikari I have. //

//These things can’t work between us you know, i'll just end up working late and cheat on you. Besides, it was great from a start other wise well, I just needed someone to be with me. There was really no commitment to this, Im trying to run a company not a love life. Don’t get me wrong you where the one who came to me so that doesn’t make me feel awful. Well I have to go someone is waiting for me..//

//Hahahaha you’re so clueless. I never consider you as a friend. I never did. It was just an act to get your yami closer to me, which I did. Not to mention he is very good in bed, mmmmmm…I bet your jealous because he moans my name at nights why you sleep in your room hearing us FUCK. If one day you want him, well im not going to let him go. He’s mine and only mine, and like he said, why would he spend his time with a weakling like you.//

//I do love you but…he doesn’t want me to be close to you, i can not endanger you. I have always wanted to leave this cruel city and never come back. Demo, i'll leave you alone. unprotected and scare. I don’t want to say these words but I think we should break up for the sake of ourselves. I don’t want you to end up hurt by your other side or my problems with my father. Do you understand? Ryou…I never meant to hurt you and no matter what anyone says, I will love you forever. Forever...//

//I feel sorry for you. You’re a such a sweet boy lost in his own little world like my hikari. I’m sure someone will love you in the end, I mean look at me im happy with …oops sorry never wanted to bring that subject up. But as a friend I know you’ll be ok, I mean your probably used to this anyway, so don't feel bad.//

STOP STOP STOPPPPPPPPPP ITTT…. you’re all lying to MEEE….

*****Of course we don’t, we love you…****

Please stop it, no more. Stop pretending with your abstruse faces im seeing. Each of you hurt me with your venomous words, what is that you want. My life, my soul, my body? Is that’s all you guys want from me? I was never part of that group many of you made; I was never considering a friend, not even a lover. Why because im very weak, im so useless. I wish this world were only it; I wish this things as hate and sorrow did not exist. If im not real for you guys then everyone isn’t as well. And if im real then I hope everyone leaves me alone. Loneliness seems to follow me everywhere I go, I can't escape its grasp any more.

****Their just excuses for us to notice, they don’t work on us.***

I was in a world where I thought I was going to be noticed. Not even my parents gave me a sign I existed. I was always left behind; never consider part of the family, why does the reaper always come for my love ones but never me?

***You’re meant to live even if you’re not happy…***

Shut up!! All of you…stop treating me like im sort of a demented child. Im only 16 with the prettiest face a boy could have. I feel so special, with this long white hair and curve, slim body like a girl only meant to grow up and be puppet by everyone's cruel intentions. Well I'M NOT…IM A HUMAN WITH THESE EMOTIONS THAT ARE BROKEN. Stop pronouncing the words of love towards me, if each of you has a different meaning of love. I am started to think none of you know it, I on the other hand, would like to have it. But not this way...

****You were made like this, and this is how we reply to the feelings you brought to us darling…***

With this motionless tattered body I will get out of this hole, even if I weep like a small child, my voice will be unheard. I do not mind being alone, in the end, i'll be abandon and my heart will be broken once more said Ryou. He gazed up into the sky, the dark aerials dance in the air, his world created by tears and blood. Everywhere he look, sadness had wiped his remaining joys of life. He sense a dark presence nearby, he knew very well this was the shadow that dominated his ring.

****Not him, the darkness that surrounds your yami. Zork…***

You are me…I am you…the one part of your body that you rejected to be a malevolent spirit. Many misunderstand you for being cruel and therefore you are banish in this walls, my walls of the millennium ring. I wonder what cruelty means? if those who were around me had committed more sins then you did. You only sought for revenge and power, yet they have destroy my last remaining hope. Hope that someday one will understand me, comfort me, and best love me. Atlas! Here i am on my knees hoping to gain that part you vanish to linger inside of me. I sound needed but this is the road that hasn’t come to put me in place, back to the place I have come, please I don’t want to be there. I feel used…alone therefore don’t abandon me…please love me!

The creature's hands encircled around Ryou, its darkish hands touch the young albino, it shivered him. The creature's demonic face not at all scare ryou, he simply welcomed his master, hands in the air. The demon’s eyes had softened, turning himself into the human form he really was with tan cream skin, he hold ryou tightly. Extending one arm, he gently lifted the albino's childish face starring deeply at his lovely chocolate eyes.

****He touches you with eagerness…he is like him and you…creates the thieve of your heart. The king of thieves.***

" I’ll never leave for you and I are just the same, were both alone" he said softly comforting the crying boy. There bodies lyed on the ground to stare deeply at the sky, a small dim of hope appeared. Hands clutch tight, soon their breathing was limited, you could hear the sounds of relaxing. “I will always be here to love you…I promise” his voiced echo in the dark realm of the shadows.

The End