Give It Up First

Give It Up First

Summary: Ryou wants Jou but first he’s gotta give something up.
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-gi-oh. If I did…*begins to laugh evilly*
Warning: None…R?
Author’s Note:This is for Aino! Thanx a bunch!

Ryou

I knew enough by now not to make any noise when he wormed those hot hands down into my pants, but every time he did I wanted to. He knew it to so he’d always kiss me extra hard when he did it, to keep me distracted. I wanted his tongue, I need his tongue because I wanted at least some part of him inside of me if we were just going to be fooling around.

It was really no good, him and me like this, this way everyday. I wanted more but he wanted assurances. I love you’s weren’t enough. He wanted me all the way or not at all.

And I felt exactly the same.

I felt him grip me and I gripped his uniform jacket.

“Right here?” I hushed, going red despite the fact that we’d done similar things in his bedroom and in the movie theaters.

“not much time…” he whispered, kissing me again. “Don’t you want to?”

I did but I knew if he did it here I’d want a lot more. At his house I would walk away, say no. Go home. In the movies it was the same. Even the one time we were at my place I still had the option to tell him to leave…but here…

He just started fisting me and I let loose a small moan.

“Shhh!” he cautioned, forcing my pants lower.

I wanted to tell him not to do that because –because –

We heard foot steps too close and he stopped. His hands flew away from me and I snatched up my pants, facing the wall to zip them up. We waited a few moments and nothing happened.

I looked over my shoulder and I knew I had that pleading look in my eyes because he had the same look.

I braced myself against the wall and he was behind me, his hands at me again, wanting to suck my neck but knowing if he did –
“Please…” I breathed, thrusting into his hand. “Please I want…”

“I know what ya want and I told ya…”

I gave a whine and it was over. He milked me until I was done and leaned into the wall, spent and blissful.

“Like that?” he said into my ear.

I did. I always do but he’s knows that too. I turn around lazily and slide down the wall, reaching for his pants, puzzled when he smacks my hands away.

“Ryou.” He said, too serious for once.

I gave a smile. “Wot?”

“Ya know what.”

I rolled my eyes and reached for him. “Just come here –Hey!”

He walked off and I didn’t know what to think but I knew he wouldn’t deal with it too much longer.

In class I sit next to him. My boyfriend.

Atemu.

I’m his virginal and pure little Ryou who can’t even kiss without blushing.

That’s why his tongue hasn’t been in my mouth.

We hold hands and write each other notes, go figure.

I’d originally said yes because…well because I was a lonely freshmen and Atemu seemed so cool and together. But now…it’s been a year and since then…I’ve gotten to notice Kats- Jounouchi real well.

I didn’t mean for it to happen. Who knew I could flirt like that? But when pulled me behind the bleachers and started in on me I didn’t say no too quick I know that.

“Are you with us Ryou?” the teacher called sweetly.

I came out of my dreams and nodded, blushing in embarrassment.

I give Jounouchi handjobs in the theater and this embarrasses me.

Atemu leaned close to me and whispered. “Thinking about me?”

I gave a sweet look and turned my attention forward again.

I had to really fix this or I was going to lose Jou fast.


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Jou

“He’s a fuckin’ tease Jou! Why even botha?”

“I know he wants t’ be with me Varon. He does. Just gotta get rid of Atemu…”

I like hangin’ out wit Varon. He’s cool. We can skip together and he doesn’t try an give me a guilt trip all the damn time. He passed me his cigarette and I took it, leaning back on his bed.

“I swear if it don’t happen by the end of the week, I’m done…”

“yeah Roight…that’s wot ya said two months ago…” the Aussie leaned down to look me in the face and took the cigarette from me.

Varon works on cars but he’s got a pretty body, I won’t lie. Every chance he gets he’s taking his shirt off for me, not that I’m offended, but…I’m with Ryou right?

He starts kissin’ me and I don’t know any more. I like Ryou real good but Varon gives me what he can’t…what he won’t.


When Varon’s on top of me this way, he stretches way back, breathing loud and deep as he rides it. I like lookin’ at him when he’s like this. He smell like all the shit I love: booze, bikes, and cigarettes.

He’s usually up for a quickie but today he wants it slower than usual and I okay it. Day’s not over yet. School ends in two hours or so, so there’s time to fool around with him.

He comes like he wants to cry. His shoulders shake and he lets out these sobs, going with it ya know. I love it. He’s good for it and he knows it too. He never goes until I do, he wants to make sure I had a good time. Varon’s a real nice piece of –he’s a real good friend.

When I leave he ain’t all clingy like Ryou is either. We don’t even fuck and Ryou never wants me to leave. I think it’s cute. I think it’s hot the way his body goes all red when I’m jerking him. He likes that stuff a lot.

I leave Varon’s and go to pick him up, walk him home at least. Hopefully he’ll be waiting outside as that Atemu jerk always has some after school shit to do.


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Ryou

Atemu tries to kiss me and I just want to turn my face but I don’t. He kisses me nice on the lips and runs his hands down my side.

“Are you okay Dove?”

Dove. Ugh, I hate it.

“I’m fine Atemu…” I look at the clock and Jou’s going to be at the school soon. I want to go with him so bad but Atemu’s got a day off today.

I run my fingers through my hair and glance out the window. Jou’s down there. I can see his hair. He’s waiting and I’m here with Atemu who’s trying to cop a feel under my shirt.

I smack his hands. “No Atemu! We’re at school…”

“Just a little? Come on…”

I just got even more annoyed. I didn’t want him touching me, he didn’t make it feel good like Katsuya! He just made me nervous and feel weird! His hand reached under my shirt again and I pushed away.

“Atemu we need to talk…”

“About what? Why can’t I touch you!? I’m your boyfriend!”

I looked out of the window to see Jou approaching the school.

“Um…yeah…about that….”

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Jou

What the fuck is all that yellin’? I get to where I think Ryou is and he’s blocking his face as Atemu’s about to smack him one.

Fuck no.

“Ryou!” I shout, crashing over, pushing desks out of the way. “What the fuck Atemu!”

“You asshole!” he screams at me. “You’ve been with him Ryou? This trash!?”

Ryou sniffled, tears already running down his face as he came to my side. “I’m still a virgin Atemu, please stop yelling –”

“How long?! You slut!” Atemu kicked over a desk and I stepped in front of Ryou.

“Calm the fuck down or I’ll fuck you up Atemu!”

The tri-color haired jerk came at me then and I had to give him a lil taste of my fist.

First of all let me just say that punchin’ people hurts like fuck. Secondly, Atemu is a pussy bastard if he’s down after one punch! I didn’t even hit his ass that ha-

Holy fuck Ryou wants me…he fuckin’ wants me for deckin’ his boyfriend! Alright!

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Even though Atemu was still suffering on the ground a few feet away, Ryou pulled Jou into the most passionate kiss the two had ever shared right there in the classroom. The white haired boy stood on his toes and gripped the blonde’s blue collar, trying to make sure he got all of him in the kiss.

Jou reacted positively and pulled Ryou closer, running his hand up and down his thigh, groping his behind as he leaned him over a desk.

Ryou giggled and kissed Jou, trying to sit up. “Katsuya…let’s go…”

Jou leaned into him, pressing up between Ryou’s legs. The albino teen turned crimson briefly and let the boy’s tongue into his mouth.

Jou couldn’t be thinking of what he thought he was thinking of.

“Jou…let’s go…”

The blond shook his head and Ryou shook his head slowly. “But we –I –he’s right there we don’t have any –”

He didn’t really get any response except for a hungry growl. He suddenly wished Jou had taken his offer at lunch time, regretting the boy’s eager grinds and searching fingers.

A figure lurched up out of the corner of his eye and he screamed into Jou’s mouth as Atemu reached for a chair, attempting to lift it.

The blond turned and grabbed Ryou out of the way, a sexual daze on his features.

“Ryou…” Atemu began, licking at his split lip. “Don’t go with him! He’s just going to use you…”

A little braver now, the boy spoke up. “So what?! I like the way he makes me feel!”

“RYOU!” the spike haired teen roared.

Jou grabbed Ryou and pulled him out of there and out of the school, the white haired boy’s chocolate eyes still wide from shock.

Had he really said that?

Jou did make him feel good, better than anyone else, but did he really not care if Jou used him and threw him away?

He thought of his older brother Bakura who was giving his heart and soul to a finicky spike haired freshmen who was more interested in card games than being his brother’s lover.

While he thought the situation was wrong, even pathetic…he’d never seen his brother happier than when he was either plying the little midget with gifts or making out with him on the couch.

Ryou looked at Jou’s back as he was pulled down the street and realized that even if it ended badly…he was happy too.

He caught up to Jou and hugged his arm, stopping them briefly to lean up and kiss the blond on his mouth.

“Thanks…”

“No problem…now how about we go to your place?” the blond waggled an eyebrow and Ryou grinned madly.

“Whatever you say…”


To be continued?

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*I did this for Aino Hikari who sent me some awesome fan art and left a wonderful review on…*hits self* I think it was Home of Our Own…I was very inspired.
*Depending on reviews I will do a chapter two lemon scene…but it depends of course….
*Schwarzwald loves her reviewers….