Beautiful Disaster
Beautiful Disaster
*Disclaimer: “Beautiful Disaster” belongs to Kelly Clarkson and Yu-Gi-Oh does not belong to me either…so quit reminding me.
Summary: Katsuya Jounouchi notices that Seto Kaiba has a reason for everything that he does. The 18-year-old CEO is tormented in his young age and doesn’t know how to express kind or heartfelt acts and Jou may be the only person who has paid enough attention to Seto to know. Will the observant puppy show his master what life is all about?
Beautiful Disaster
Jou POV
There he is, sitting at that blasted laptop again in the furthest, darkest corner of the cafeteria. He’s just so over worked, why can’t he just once put aside Kaiba Corp. and live the most of his adolescence…well, what he’s got left of it anyway. He’s always in a foul mood but I don’t think he means for it. I’ve done the impossible, I have studied that dark and isolated being of a teenage boy and noticed he has a reason for his actions and those horrid dog comments…but I have been holding them dear to me of late. To me, they’re the only things that connect me to that mystery of a man. When we fight and get close I can see that he relishes in the comfort of my company and I am happy to at least make him feel better of himself. I’ll admit it, I have a little thing for tall, dark, handsome, and mysterious men…okay, okay, I have a thing for Kaiba, and I always have. I just don’t know how to tell a guy about my affection that doesn’t know how to return the favor. I’ve been spotted staring…turn your head away Jou…I…I can’t…those eyes…
End Jou POV
“Jou, you feeling alright? Why are you staring at Kaiba, does he have something on his face?” Bakura joked. The blonde tears his gaze away to fake a chuckle then goes back to staring and studying the figure of his affection. “Why bother Jou, he hates us, for gods sake, he calls you a dog and a low life, he’s not worth it.” Otogi sneered. “No, you’re wrong, he’s worth it if you’re willing to study him.” The group watched as Katsuya got up and walked slowly over to the busy CEO.
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
More heaven than a heart could hold
Jou stopped before Seto and watched him type at breakneck speed. Finally the fingers slowed until they came to a complete stop. “What is it mutt? Master’s a bit busy right now.” The blonde said nothing, which evoked the blue-eyed teen’s curiosity and looked up. Jou flashed him a simple and harmless smile. Not knowing how to react, Seto did the usual, “Get lost puppy.”
And if I tried to save him
My whole world could cave in
Just ain’t right
Just ain’t right
Kaiba went back to typing but a gentle hand laid over his and stopped him from finishing. “What did I say Jounouchi, go away, I’m very busy.” The blonde still didn’t listen and waited for Kaiba to look back at him. “What do you want?” Again, no answer, but the brunette could see that the blonde was contemplating something. “Jounouchi! Answer me!” It was then that Katsuya became bold and closed the distance between him and Seto. Their lips met in the most intimate of ways. Neither Jou nor Seto made an attempt to move.
Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
Finally, having a great need for air the two teens pulled apart and Jou stood up straight. The taller brunette teen stood up quickly, gaining the attention of the rest of the cafeteria who wasn’t already staring. Expecting another fight, the students quieted and waited for the first insults. But none came, it was just the longest stare down anyone had ever witnessed. Suddenly, when Seto did move, Jou along with the rest of students flinched, though no painful punches came…they were to be replaced by a forceful pull and a greedy kiss from the Kaiba Corp. president.
If I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
Seto was like something Katsuya had never tasted, or kissed for that matter. The brunette tasted like a classical tragedy wanting to be saved from the inevitable doom. Seto was first to initiate Katsuya’s mouth to open by gently biting the other’s bottom lip. Jou happily gave the taller teen what he wanted but in return the blonde locked his arms around Seto’s neck. The young CEO ravished his darling puppy and darted his hopeful tongue into Katsuya’s awaiting mouth. The students gasped as the two finally parted for oxygen. Jou leaned his forehead against Seto’s and was welcomed.
He’s magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
“Set, you gonna be okay?” Katsuya asked softly while touching the brunette’s cheek gently. Seto pulled the blonde closer to his body and they embraced. Jou tucked his head safely beneath the blue-eyed teen’s chin and rested against him. “I am now puppy, thank you.”
Katsuya learnt about Seto’s new assignment about a week ago from Mokuba. The boy had accidentally come across his brother’s open laptop and the words caught his eye. But once Mokuba comprehended what they meant he rushed to Jou and explained his brother’s current emotional state.
Not knowing how to feel or love made Seto feel like a worthless life form; if he could not swoon the one he loved so desperately then what reason did he have to live? Gosaburo and the death of his parents had done a number to his emotions. He taught himself to hate all that was human nature but once that happy puppy came into his life, he knew that he could be saved but…what could he do, he knew not how to love or feel. Jou took matters into his own hands. It was not a report for Kaiba Corp. or a paper for school that the brunette had been typing but his own suicide letter…but Jou had stopped him, saved him.
And I do try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby hold me tight
It was then that Katsuya felt wet upon his head. He held tighter to Seto and nuzzled his neck comfortingly. “Please, don’t cry Set, it’s all over now, it’s all over. I’m here now…and forever.” The embrace on Jou tightened and felt a pair of lips press against his head. “Baby hold me tight.” Katsuya whispered.
Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
I’m longing for love and the logical
But he’s only happy hysterical
I’m searching for some kind of miracle
Waiting so long
“Don’t you ever let go of me Seto Kaiba…don’t let go.” It was then that their eyes and lips met again. Seto tasted now more secure in himself. He felt stronger to be able to have a stable life to live for and Katsuya promised he would be there for every waking moment that was allowed to them. Though stronger he felt Seto was still weary and trembled under Katsuya’s submitting touches.
He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the ends he breaks
He’s never enough
But he’s still more than I can take
Pulling away once more Seto and Katsuya looked directly into each other’s eyes and gazed. Then the blonde whispered to his beloved, “Oh I don’t know, I don’t know what you’re after but you’re so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster. And if I could hold on, through the tears and the laughter, would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster…? Ra, you’re so beautiful.”
~Owari~