Secrets, Lies, and Lust

Disclaimer: Even though in my own sick mind I do own Seto and Jou as MY sex slaves, I sadly do not own YuGiOh. Don’t sue me… (I’m too poor.)


A/N:anything in astericks are *thoughts*
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Duel the First:

I was working on my laptop in the library when he passed by with his friends. I couldn’t help but be drawn to watch him from the window. Truthfully I’ve always been drawn to him. As much as I act like I hate him I’m really very intrigued by him. Of course I could never reveal this, that’s why I put up a front.
At first I thought I did hate him, but I had only made myself believe this. I realized I found him so interesting, so attracting, and it scared me. I was brought up to believe one thing and that everything else, everyone else, was wrong. My interest in him was supposed to be wrong… Then again I was taught right and wrong in a very warped and twisted way.
I don’t know what it is about him that draws me to him so much really. Maybe it’s the way he acts tough but is so weak and I feel I need to protect him, which is odd considering I’ve only cared to protect one person in my life. I guess I felt sorry for him because I somewhat knew his pain. Perhaps its just how his amber eyes could seem so empty and plain one minute then hold a strength beyond any I know. Maybe I’m left in awe at how he can give himself so completely to, or for, someone else. I could only give myself for my own blood…
He is definitely a strange one. He’s so dense but at the same time knows so much, he’s so weak but so strong. There is one thing I know for sure… I’m very attracted to his loyalty. He’s like a little puppy… I’m the only one who calls him that--- mutt, dog, pup. He hates it, I know, but I love to call him that. It’s my nickname for him.
I want to be his master, for him to be my pet…


Jounouchi, Yugi, Honda, and Anzu walked in front of the library on their way home. They were all talking and laughing, having fun like always. From the corner of his eye Jounouchi could see Kaiba sitting in the building, watching him through the glass. He felt lost in Kaiba’s azure gaze for the brief moment they looked into each others eyes. His stare wasn’t one of hatred like usual… well, in front of others anyway. On the rare occasions that they met alone Jounouchi saw something different in his sapphire eyes.
Kaiba’s auburn hair framed the perfect face and the most beautiful eyes were hidden in its dark shadow.
Katsuya could never tell anyone, not even his best friend, that he didn’t hate Kaiba like he acted. The first time he met Seto Kaiba, he loved that name---so beautiful--- like music, he was interested in him. He never imagined he would like a guy, but Kaiba was just so perfect. His deep cobalt eyes, wild chestnut hair, smooth cream colored skin, full lips, and deep voice held Jounouchi like nothing else could. In front of other people Kaiba would torment and tease Jou. Kaiba would call him a mutt or insult his intelligence, but only in front of an audience. The few times they crossed paths alone there was no teasing or name calling, there were no words exchanged. Never. Seto would simply look at the golden haired puppy---stare really--- nod slightly, and walk off. Jou never thought Kaiba really hated him, instead he believed the brown haired boy just had an image to keep. Jounouchi knew he couldn’t be in that image, not unless he was an enemy. He himself had an image to protect which is why he fought back at Kaiba’s blows.
“Jou? Jounouchi?”
Yugi’s small voice slipped into his thoughts of cerulean eyes and a deep voice.
“Huh? What?” he asked shaking his shaggy gold hair, trying to dismiss thoughts of Seto Kaiba.
“Are you okay Jou?” the small boy asked. “Is there something on your mind?”
Someone… he thought. “Sure Yugi, I’m okay. Just thinking…”
“Okay,” he said with a smile.
“Well we’re all going to grab some food, Anzu’s treat,” Honda said scratching his head, “You coming?”
“Nah, I’ll pass. I have…stuff…I need to do. I’ll see you guys tomorrow.”
The blonde walked off in a hurry while his friends stared in shock that he passed up a free meal.
When he was sure his friends couldn’t see him Jounouchi turned around and headed to the library. He never tried to find Kaiba alone, but something in those deep cold eyes beckoned him.
*What am I doing? He’ll probably just insult me again. Still, there wasn’t a lot of people in the library when I passed. The few there I didn’t even recognize from school.*
Everything in his head told him to go home, there was no reason to go to Kaiba. As Jounouchi walked up the steps to the front door he felt himself tremble. He was nervous… Why?


I saw him enter the library slowly, cautiously. He looked as if he wanted to run and hide. I walked past him, pretending not to see him, to a secluded part of the library. I knew he would follow… I wanted him to. I felt almost compelled to pat my leg and whistle to him.
Come my obedient puppy… Follow your owner…
I turned around a shelf that lead to a dead end. He would have no way out, no way to run from me. I leaned against the shelf as I waited for him to come to me. As he turned the corner he jumped from surprise that I was waiting for him. I knew he wouldn’t know this was a dead end, this was probably the first time he went into a library.
“Damn it, Kaiba! What are you doing? Trying to scare me to death?”
I stared at him, I was searching in his honey colored eyes.
As usual there was silence, neither of us even tried to talk. I walked around him pushing him to the end of the aisle with my eyes. He let out a small whimper when he touched the rows of books. He really is a dog.
“What are you doing Kaiba?” he growled.
I suppose he felt trapped and that was why he was bearing his fangs at me. I lifted my hand and lightly tapped him on the nose.
“Bad dog,” I said, slightly grinning from his surprise.
“I’m not a dog! Why do you call me that?”
I stared at him before I decided to reply.
“Because you’re my puppy, my pet.”
That surprised him more than the thump on his nose.

The blonde’s amber eyes widened at hearing Kaiba call him his pet. He wasn’t sure he had heard right.
“What did you say?”
“I said, Katsuya, that you are my pet. I am your owner and master.”
Jounouchi nearly yelped when Seto pushed himself on him. He felt like fire to the pup, strong and fierce. All Jou could think about was what it would feel like to kiss him. As if he knew what Jounouchi was thinking the blued-eyed boy leaned his face down. Their lips were so close, not touching, but the blonde could feel them. He knew Kaiba was teasing him.
*If I just lean in the smallest bit I could have him…*
“Don’t. I didn’t give you permission,” the auburn haired boy said.
His voice was deep but at the same time so smooth, like velvet. Jounouchi could listen to his voice all day. He felt himself blushing knowing that Kaiba knew what he wanted to do. His lips were so close, so inviting. Katsuya wasn’t sure if he felt his heart beating so rapidly or if it was Kaiba’s. He didn’t care, he just didn’t want it to stop. With every breath he took in he could smell the taller boy’s scent. He wasn’t sure how to describe it but he loved it. He saw Kaiba smirking at him when he noticed the pup was sniffing him.
“What do you want from me?” Kaiba said roughly, dominating.
The golden haired puppy whimpered. Seto knew he didn’t have to fight for dominance, and Jounouchi wanted him to know.
“Stop by my mansion after school tomorrow. I need to train you.”
With that the hot body leaning on Katsuya was lifted off and Kaiba walked away. He said nothing, never looked back. Jou felt as if he had dreamt it all as he walked home.
Home… He didn’t know what that really was…