Fantasy
Fantasy
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Honda
walked slowly down the halls of Kaiba’s Battle City blimp.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> So much had been happening recently that he
could barely keep his thoughts straight.
First Jou has his mind controlled by Marik, then Ryou Bakura goes all
crazy and tries to kill Yugi. Couldn’t
he have normal friends like everyone else?
style='mso-tab-count:1'> ‘Well,
if they were normal,’ he thought to himself, ‘then they wouldn’t be as much fun…though my life would be one helluva
lot safer.”
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> He sighed. Ryou was knocked
unconscious at the conclusion of his duel with Yugi, and he hadn’t woken up
since. Now it was Honda’s turn to watch
over him. He was not exactly
enthusiastic about the job; he couldn’t forget his last encounter with Ryou’s
evil side, Yami Bakura. Who knew when
that crazed psycho was going to pop out?
He’d already shown himself once before, and he had a tendency to always
come back, even when the Millennium Ring had been taken away.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Honda stopped and leaned heavily
against the wall. He was hiding, and he
knew it. ‘I’ve been with Yugi for a long time, so I can deal with crazy
spi.
came into the picture, Honda wasn’t so sure.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Honda knew he was fickle when his
came to his crushes, but Ryou was different.
Indeed, Ryou was the only guy that had ever caught his eye.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> He had just gotten over his lovely classmate
Miho when Ryou Bakura transferred to his school. He looked innocent yet strangely mysterious, and Honda was
immediately drawn to his meek personality.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> For countless nights, Honda tossed
and turned thinking about Ryou. Falling
for someone wasn’t a big deal, but falling for a guy? That was just wrong. He
was sure that he was straight, considering that he’d only gone after girls
before. So what made Ryou special?style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Why was this new kid different?
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Honda never acted on his
feelings. He tried to blame his
reluctance on the fact that Ryou had an insane evil being living inside of him,
but he knew that he was just scared. To
Honda, acting these thoughts of love meant that he really did love another man, and to him, that was just unacceptable.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Men were supposed to love other women, not
other men. This was Nature’s way,
right?
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Right.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> So he went after another
infatuation: Serenity, Jou’s little sister.
He figured that she would make a good distraction, and eventually, he
would forget all about his crush on Ryou.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> It never happened though.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Honda never forgot.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> So as he continued to walk toward
Ryou’s room, he felt a sense of nervousness deep in the pit of his
stomach. He would be alone with Ryou
all night long. ‘Be a good boy, Honda.’ he told himself. ‘C’mon man, you can do
this.’
style='mso-tab-count:1'> He reached Ryou’s room and opened
the door. Inside lay the boy, comatose
on his bed.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> ‘He
hasn’t moved at all.’ Honda mused silently. He pulled a chair close to Ryou’s bed and sat down.style="mso-spacerun: yes">
looks perfect. Like he’s just sleeping,
waiting for someone to wake him up.
It’s hard to imagine that some evil maniac could want something so pure,
so sweet…’
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> Honda shook his head.
Nature’s way!
style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'>
style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> Yet the longer he continued to watch over Ryou, the more he began to
doubt his own philosophy. Nature was
cruel to toy with his feelings. If he
wasn’t supposed to fall for another man, then why did he…why did he…
style='mso-tab-count:1'> ‘Nature’s
a bitch.’ he finally concluded. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>‘A wicked manipulator who has a crooked
sense of humor.’ Honda parted the
hair on Ryou’s forehead. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>‘He’s so beautiful; how can I not fall for
him?’ He smiled slightly.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> ‘For
this night only, I’m going to let myself go.
Act on my feelings. I won’t deny
myself any longer.’
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> With that thought in his head, he leaned forward to kiss the Ryou’s
cheek. “I’ve wanted you for so long,”
he murmured quietly, “but I’ve been afraid to admit it.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Though I will never say this to your face, I
just want you to know how much I feel for you.
If I didn’t know any better, I’d say that I’ve fallen in love with
you. Ryou, my angel, please wake up.”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> The silver-haired boy did not react
at all, and Honda’s spirits fell. “What
am I thinking? My little confession
won’t wake him. I just wish there were
something I could do…” He looked at Ryou’s still form once again.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> ‘I
know I shouldn’t, but I want to kiss him so badly. I want him so
badly. Why do I feel this way?
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> Honda couldn’t contain himself any longer.
to respond was not a deterrent. If
anything, Honda found the comatose state to be a major turn-on.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Lying completely still was like the ultimate
sign of submission, and it made Honda feel powerful. In a dueling group where he was nearly useless, it was good to be
on top sometimes.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Parting the lips with his tongue,
Honda entered Ryou’s mouth. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>‘It’s still so warm…’ he thought as he
explored the motionless mouth. Honda
felt ecstasy for the first time. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>‘I guess this is what being in love feels
like.’
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> He moved to pull back the sheets and lift Ryou’s shirt; he knew he had
to be quiet, lest he be caught in an uncompromising position.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> After the skin was exposed, Honda took a
moment to admire the body in front of him.
‘He truly is an angel, and, at
least for tonight, he’s all mine.’ He
attacked the left nipple, wanting to taste the boy as soon as possible.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> He felt his pants growing tighter; he looked
down and saw that Ryou also had a growing bulge. ‘Ah, so even in a coma, my
precious can feel me.spanspan>This makes things
even better.’ he thought, a devious smile playing on his lips.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> He let his fingers slowly tease Ryou’s other
nipple while he continued to suck. The
numb tickled his tongue, and Honda thought that he couldn’t get enough.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> He wanted more, still more, and Ryou didn’t
seem to have any objections.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Leaving the nipples, Honda made his
way down Ryou’s chest as he unbuttoned his angel’s pants.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> He slid the material along the smooth skin,
just far enough to expose the cock.
Freeing his own erection, Honda enclosed his mouth around Ryou.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> ‘This
is absolute bliss. I didn’t know
pleasing someone else could make me…’ He groaned deeply, pumping his own
penis. Being completely inexperienced,
Honda didn’t really know how to pleasure Ryou, but he figured that simply
thrusting the erection back and forth in his mouth was enough to send the boy
over the edge. Undeniably, the same
thrusting action he was doing to his own cock made him feel like he was going
to explode.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> In the end, it was Ryou that came
first. The warm liquid burst into
Honda’s mouth, and heked ked a bit before he realized what happened.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Desperately he tried to swallow titteitter
fluid, but he was so close to his own orgasm that his mind was fuzzy.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> However, it wasn’t fuzzy enough to
miss the sound of footsteps coming down the hall. ‘Shit!style="mso-spacerun: yes"> What the hell am I going to do?style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I don’t know how to ain ain this!’style="mso-spacerun: yes">
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> Panicking, Honda quickly stuffed his still hard member back into his
pants, then pulled the sheets over Ryou’s body. ‘Please…if there is a God
somewhere, and if he isn’t too pissed with me for sucking off a guy…Dammit,
please don’t let anyone look under these sheets!’
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> Just as he was sitting back in his chair, he heard the door open.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Standing there was a crying Isis.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> ‘What
the hell is she doing here?’ Honda wondered.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Spotting Honda, Isis began to wipe
her eyes. “I’m sorry for disturbing
you. I just…” she paused, as if
searching for the right words, “I just wanted to find some comfort.”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> ‘Huh?style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Comfort?
What was she planning to do?’ His
eyes widened with a sudden thought. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>‘Surely she wasn’t coming in her to get off
on a comatose body?’ He
frowned. ‘I must be a horrible person, taking advantage of Ryou like that.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> He probably doesn’t even like me, and I just
used him as my sex toy! I didn’t mean
to hurt him…I’m sorry…what kind of pig am I?’
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> Isis had dried her tears and was staring intensely at Honda, who was
deep in thought. She was hesitant to
interrupt; she knew that she often slipped into random fits of introspection,
and she didn’t really want to disturb him.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> However, she had felt a strange tug
from her Millennium Necklace, and she thought he might be the cause.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> She had to question him; his answers might
give her the clues she needed. She took
a step forward, and stopped immediately.
Honda heard the movement and looked her way, surprised to see that her
eyes were glazed. Her necklace sparkled
slightly. He shivered.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Millennium items were never good when they
sparkled.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> “Young man,” Isis said suddenly,
“why are you here in this room?”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Honda’s eyes widened slightly.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> ‘She
can’t know…there’s no way she could have figured it out…’style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “My friends and I take turns watching
Bakura. I just got unlucky and had to
take thght ght shift.” He sighed.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “This is what I get for not being a
duelist. Jou and Yugi have to battle
tomorrow.”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> ‘That
should be enough of a reason for her.
Maybe she’ll leave now…’ He had to fight down a moan.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> His pants were severely restricting his
erection, which had yet to die down. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>‘The sooner she leaves, the sooner I can
finish this.’
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style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'> style='mso-tab-count:1'> Yet Isis did not go toward the door.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Instead, she continued to look intensely at
Honda. “You know I don’t believe you,”
she whispered. This time Honda had to
fight back a gasp. ‘How the hell…what gave me away?’
He was more than panicked now; he was petrified.style="mso-spacerun: yes">
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> “I know
what you were doing in here, what you were doing to him,” she said, pointing to
Bakura. A smirk appeared on her
lips. “How would your friends react if
they knew what you were doing?”
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Honda’s
mind had died. The threat of exposure
was the final blow.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> “Yo-yo-you can’t,” he
stammered. He knew that he was
admitting to his crime, but he hoped that he could appeal to Isis and somehow
make her feel sorry for him. “I didn’t
harm him…I just, I just couldn’t help myself.
You can’t tell anyone about this.
Please.”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> That smirk never left Isis’s
lips. “And what are you willing to do
for me?”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Honda was shocked.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> ‘Is
this the same woman? Is she the person
that keeps herself hidden in her room?
Surely this woman is not the same person who came in here crying just a
moment ago. Perhaps the Millennium Ring
has an evil spirit in it as well. Honda
nearly stopped breathing. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>‘I know what those evil spirits can do.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Ryou’s spirit nearly killed me.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Perhaps I should do whatever she says.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Then maybe I’ll get out of this alive.’
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> “I’ll do anything for you. Just
name it and you can have it.”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Isis’s eyes gleamed in the darkness
of the moonlit room, and once again, Honda became afraid.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Reaching behind her back, Isis began to undo
her zipper. “I want sex, and I want it
now. I want a moment of reprieve; for
once, the future is not completely clear.
I want pleasure, and I want you to give it to me.”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> ‘What
the hell? This crazy lady wants me to
fuck her? It’s not like I have much of
a choice. But…Ryou…’
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> Honda was shaken from his thoughts by a firm pressure in his lap.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Isis had straddled him, trapping him in his
seat. “I can feel you beneath me,” she
said, now completely naked. Her dress
lay in a heap on the floor. “You’re
still hard from your ‘adventures’ with Bakura, at yot you?”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> “Um…yeah, I guess I am.”style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Honda was going insane.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> ‘Most
men would jump at the chance to fuck a woman senseless.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> And it’s not like Isis is unattractive.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> So why don’t I want her?style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I’m a man, aren’t I?style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Shouldn’t I want to fuck a woman?’
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> Isis unzipped Honda’s pants and pulled out his still-hard member.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Gasping, Honda grit his teeth and closed his
eyes, knowing full well what was about to happen. ‘Enjoy it, Honda, enjoy
it. You’re about to screw a woman, just
like Nature intended.’ He grunted
as Isis sat on him, taking him fully inside her. She nearly screamed at the atioation of being filled, but bit her
lip to keep quiet.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Moving, Isis started to rock back
and f, le, letting Honda slide in and out of her. Moaning, she leaned forward and kissed Honda, effectively
silencing herself. Honda felt her
tongue roaming his mouth, and he couldn’t withstand the urge to explore her
warmth as well. He began to meet Isis’s
thrusts, pushing himself further and further into the heat that claimed
him. Vaguely he thought that fucking a
woman was a lot better than fucking his hand.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Slowly, Honda raised his hands to
her breasts and massaged them gently.
Isis broke the kiss and said harshly, “Harder. Rub them harder, fuck me harder, make everything harder!”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Honda complied fully, speeding up
his pumps, increasing their force as well.
Isis seemed to be impaling herself onto Honda’s erection, and she knew
that she couldn’t hold back much longer.
She crushed her lips to Honda’s to muffle her screams as she came.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> As her inner walls tighten around
him, Honda reached his orgasm as well, spilling his seed inside of Isis.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> He shuddered, feeling spent.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Isis was leaning on his shoulder, panting
after her experience. Gradually she
stood up, pulling herself away from Honda.
She picked up her dress and put it back on. While she straightened her clothing, she turned to Honda and
smiled.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> “You have done me a great favor, and
for that, I thank you. As promised, I
kee keep everything a secret. I wish
you well, young man.” She walked toward
the door.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Honda was thoroughly confused.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> ‘She
seems so nice now. Where did that
calculatmalimalicious side go? I guess
she really does have a malevolent spirit living inside that necklace…’
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> “One more thing before I leave…” Honda twisted his head to look at
her. “Everything in this life has a
purpose. Even if you cannot determine
its meaning, each event that occurs leads to something better.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Nothing is useless.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Remember that.” Then Isis left as if nothing had happened.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Honda slumped in his chair.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> He could not deny that having sex with Isis
felt good, but somehow…somehow he felt dirty.
He glanced at a still comatose Ryou.
‘I’ve betrayed you, haven’t
I? I did something unacceptable, and
right in front of you! What kind of
monste I?< I?
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st'fo'font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'> Collapsing onto the bed, Honda buried his head in the crook of Ryou’s
neck. He felt the hot tears coming to
his eyes, and he did nothing to stop them.
“I’m sorry, Ryou, I’m so sorry.
I didn’t mean it, I didn’t want to enjoy it, but I did.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I couldn’t force myself to sit back and take
it. I actively participated.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I’m so sorry Ryou…I’m so sorry…”
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He cried for the rest of the night, lying in the arms of someone who
would never hold him. He craved
comfort, but he knew he did not deserve it.
This was his punishment, his eternal shame for betraying the one he
loved.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> The morning light found Honda
staring silently out of the window. His
chair was far from the bed now; he could not bring himself to look at Ryou any
longer. Afterhad had straightened him
up, he had moved away from his angel.
Yugi and the others found him, and he strained to put a smile on his
face. Today was another duel, another
time to spend cheering on the sidelines.
Somehow, he would have to move on, to put this experience behind
him. He knew that he would never be the
same, but hopefully, someday he could get over it.
~**~
style='mso-tab-count:1'> After the tournament, everyone went
out to celebrate. Everyone except
Honda, who felt that Battle City was something to be mourned.
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style='mso-tab-count:1'> “So Ryou,” Yugi chirped, “how did
you wake up? One minute you’re
completely knocked out, and then you’re up and about the next.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> What happened?”
Ryou smiled gently.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “It’s quite strange, actually.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I had a dream; I heard a voice call out to
me. This voice kept saying that I was
an angel, and that I was loved. The
voice made me feel so warm and pleasant inside…I just had to seek it out.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I never found it though.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> The last thing I heard was its cries, and I
can almost swear I felt tears. It just
kept apologizing, repeatedly, but I don’t know why…” he trailed off, apparently
lost in thought.
style='mso-tab-count:1'> The group stared at him.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Whoa, what a strange way to wake up!” Jou
proclaimed loudly. “It’s kinda like the
dream I had when I was dueling Rishid.
Wait until Honda hears about this.
He’s always had a thing about dreams.”
style='mso-tab-count:1'> Ryou smiled again.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Yes, it would be interesting.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I think I’ll stop by his apartment later
today and tell him myself. You see,
I’ve always loved dreams too…”
style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'>~Owari~
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'>Comments:style="mso-spacerun: yes This thing was a bitch to write!style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Seriously, I accepted the challenge to write
a fic with the characters Isis Ishtar, Ryou Bakura, and Hiroto Honda.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> But that was over a month ago!style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I couldn’t get an idea for a whole three
weeks. I guess I’m just no good at
random pairings. writing skills, just to see where I needed improvement.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Looks like my originality and my creativity
could use some work…
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style='font-size:12.0pt;mso-bidi-font-size:10.0pt'>Tell me what you think!style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I’m always open to suggestions.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I was tempted to make the ending kinda
sad. "> Initially there was no
“celebration” scene. The fic ended with
Honda trying to move on. But I realized
that I had been hinting at a (semi) happy ending, and who am I to deny my
Muses? So there you have it.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> One fic challenge down, three to go.