This Is My Life

CHAPTER NINE

Joey left to go speak with Tristan. He was so panicked over what he might do. All I could do was watch him leave. I had thought—quiet foolishly, that Joey ending their relationship would allow us to move on.

I was wrong.

Joey didn’t call all weekend. I grew more and more obsessed over what was going on as each day passed. I got no work done, all I could do was count down to Monday when I would see him at school and find out what the hell was happening.

Sunday night dragged on, I’d been sitting in my office all night, staring blankly at the same email. My mind had begun to come up with absurd ideas of what was going on.

Maybe Tristan kidnapped Joey or…

Maybe he killed them both.

Each idea was more crazy then the last.

I jumped when the phone began to ring. I quickly picked it up, hoping it would be Joey.

“Hello? Joey?”

“No, this is Mr...” Just another business client, calling to schmooze me up.

“I’m busy right now.” I angrily cut him off, slamming the phone down. I groaned in frustration, resting my head on my hands.

I rested their a moment before shaking my head and trying to collect my thoughts so I could get some work done. I started to re-read the same email when there was a soft rap to the door. My heart stopped.

Please…be him.

“Come in.”

The door slowly opened, blonde hair peeking through the door. I sighed in relief, quickly walking to him.

“Thank God,” I sighed, walking to him. “I was worried something happened.”

“No.” he whispered, resting his head on my shoulder. He sniffed, wiping at his eyes as he quietly spoke.

“He wouldn’t answer his phone or anything, so I finally just went over there and Duke answered. He wouldn’t let me see him. He said he was taking care of it and it would just be better if I left him alone.”

“When did this happen?”

“Saturday morning.”

“Where have you been all weekend then?”

Joey sighed, “I just needed time to think.”

I pulled back to look at him, “Do you not want this?” he shook his head, smiling slightly.

“Of course I do.” He whispered, bringing his lips to mine. He pulled back, looking at me. “I’m ready for this.”

I smiled, “Me too.”

I grabbed the back of his head, pressing his lips to mine feeling his arms wrap around me, running up and down my back as we kissed. His lips were softly massaging against mine, urgent for more. I left soft kisses against his lips, content with the feeling of them against mine. He parted his mouth, his tongue pressing against mine, sucking on it before delving into my mouth, searching and desperate. I pressed him closer, pushing my hips against his.

I pushed him back towards my desk, pulling my chair out and sitting down. He stood in front me, grinning as he pulled his shirt off and threw it aside. I watched with wide eyes as he ran his hand down his chest quite erotically, he started to undo his jeans, slowly pulling them down and stepping out of them. His briefs hugged him tightly, his growing erection beginning to strain against the thin fabric. He kneeled between my legs, smirking up at me as he began undoing my pants.

My breathing quickened as he pulled my pants down and then the briefs. The cool air hitting my cock made it harder as he brought his face closer. He wrapped his hand around the base, sending a shiver up my spine. His hot breath hitting the tip, he licked his lips before giving one long hard lick up the underside. I gasped, throwing my head back from the sensation as he swirled his tongue around the tip, delving his tongue into the slit and lightly sucking on just the head.

“Fu-fuck just do…it.” I panted, trying to push his mouth in farther to no avail. He let his hand twist around the base while his other hand started gently tugging my sac. Without warning he engulfed me completely making me cry out in surprise and lust as he sucked hard, his other hand taking what his mouth couldn’t. I bucked up into the heat, desperate for more as he slowed his movement, lazily bobbing in and out, his tongue sent jolts everywhere it touched as it swept over every inch of my throbbing cock. It traced each vein, swirling around the head before he deep throated it, making me gasp from the tight wet feeling it created.

My grip in his hair tightened as I gave quick desperate thrusts up into his mouth, my climax nearing.

“Fuck Joey. I can’t…hold on.” I panted, letting my head fall back. He moaned, sending vibrations through me as he quickened his pace. I could barely hold on as I writhed beneath him becoming desperate for release. He let go with one last hard suck before I came, licking up the precum from the slit with a smirk before pulling back.

“You’re terrible.” I grinned, crushing our lips together, he fumbled to pull my shirt off, ripping a few buttons as he tore it off. He straddled me, leaving quick hard nips across my shoulders and neck. The feeling of his fevered skin against mine sent me on the edge. My cock continued to throb painfully as his stayed trapped in his briefs. I let my hand trail down his body, rubbing the clothed erection. His eyes squeezed tightly shut as I slowly rubbed it, making it impossibly harder.

He bit his lip, bucking his hips into my hand. I pushed him off of me, turning him around to lean over my desk. His ass in the air, I stood behind him, he looked back at me in curiosity causing me to smirk as I pulled his briefs down. He moaned as his cock was released. I ran my hands up his thighs and across his ass, squeezing it before running a hand up his back, collecting the beads of sweat that had formed.

I knelt down behind him, he looked back, tightening his grip on the desk as I spread his legs. I could see a blush forming on his cheeks as he looked back again when I spread his cheeks. He let out a small whimper, his body tensing as I licked around his entrance.

“Ahhh ugh Se-Seto!” He cried as I continued swirling my tongue around the entrance. He pushed back, begging for more. I pushed my tongue in, enjoying the loud cries and moans Joey emitted as I pushed my tongue in and out. I flicked my tongue, swirling it around before pushing it far in again. Each time making Joey whine loudly, his knuckles white as he grasped the desk. His chest was heaving up and down, his cock dripping precum in steady drops to the hardwood floor.

I continued licking while my other hand grasped his cock and began jerking it.

“SETO!” He cried, his body shuddering in pleasure as his climax neared. He didn’t know if he should thrust back onto my tongue or forward into my hand, making him writhe in every direction as every sense was assaulted.

I gripped his hips harder, jerking him faster and letting my tongue push harder against him.

“Oh god oh god Seto Seto!” Joey cried, his breathing quickening as his climax loomed. I let go quickly, a sigh of frustration leaving him as he let his head rest on the desk until his breathing evened out. I started a trail of kisses across his ass and up his spine to the base of his neck. He let out a soft moan as I turned his head to face mine, my erection rubbing against his backside as I pushed myself closer to him to kiss his lips again. He broke off with a gasp, his eyes clouded with lust and his lips wet and swollen.

He pushed back against me. “I want you inside me.” he whispered, his face flushed.

I kissed his neck and shoulders, down his jaw line, leaving welts as I sucked on his flesh. “In time.” I smiled against his skin, relishing the feeling of our bodies against each other.

I pushed my fingers in his mouth, he quickly started sucking on them, keeping his eyes to mine as his tongue traced and coated them. I let them trail down his body, nudging his legs farther apart before I plunged one in. Joey gasped, his head thrown back as I pushed the digit in and out.

“Mo-more!” he whined, pushing against the finger. I added another, loving each whine Joey couldn’t control as I pumped the fingers gingerly in and out. I scissored them, curving them to hit his nerves that made him scream in pleasure and slam against my fingers. Adding the third, he whined and shook beneath me, chanting my name like some mantra as I sped them up, pushing them as far in as I could.

His howls grew in desperation as I pumped them faster, wanting to take him to the very edge before letting go, so close that it would make him barely not come. When his breathing grew to heavy sporadic pants I let go, standing up behind him.

“Pl-please.” He groaned.

I walked back, sitting down in the chair, motioning for him to come over. He turned around, his cock splayed flat against his chest same as mine. He straddled me, threading his fingers through my hair and lightly pulling. He left kisses across my face, tender gentle ones as he whispered my name in my ear. He kissed and nipped at my ear before kissing down my jaw and neck.

He ran his hands over my chest, pinching my nipples and making them go hard quickly under his ministration. He bent down, taking one in his mouth. I arched my chest against it, gripping his shoulders when he began sucking and biting on it. He let go giving the same slow torture to the other.

Joey looked up into my eyes. “Seto.” He whispered.

“Yes?”

“I think I love you.” He whispered with a small smile.

I couldn’t help but grin a little at his words.

“I think I love you too.” Seeing him smile like that made me smile, made me feel like everything was okay and the only thing that mattered was him.

I grabbed his hips, urging him to lift up. He did so as I lined myself up to him. He held onto my shoulders tightly before slowly sinking down.

“Ahh Nnn. Seto!” he cried, throwing his head back and eyes fluttering closed. I groaned from the tight wonderfully intoxicating heat, barely able to control myself from throwing him down and slamming into him.

I waited for him to adjust, controlling myself from cumming right there. He bit his lip, his breathing erratic as he started to lift himself up. I held onto his hips tightly as he sank down again with a low groan.

He began bouncing up and down, letting his hand pinch and rub his nipples, gasping as pleasure ran through him. He bit his lip, bouncing faster. I shifted slightly, letting me strike his bundle of nerves. He screamed, slamming himself down on me harder.

“Oh Seto Seto…Seto…” He moaned, bouncing as fast as he could. I squeezed my eyes shut, sinking my nails into his hips attempting to slam him down harder. He rotated his hips around, keeping me deep in him to the hilt, moaning in pleasure before he started bouncing again driving me into a frenzy.

Having enough, I lifted us up, keeping me inside of him while I used one hand to clear everything off my desk in one swoop sending everything crashing to the floor as I threw him on the desk and climbed on top.

I could always buy a new laptop.

I shoved into him hard, wasting no time ramming into him with all my self control gone. His moans grew impossibly louder as I pistoned in and out of him, wanting to make the feeling last forever. His hands gripped my shoulders tightly, while mine braced the desk. Joey wrapped his legs around me, letting me drive faster and harder into him.

His mouth gaped in ecstasy as I struck his nerves hard and continuing to ram into them without heed.

“Fuck fuck fuck!” he cried, throwing his head from side to side. My grunts grew louder as I felt myself on edge. I wrapped a hand around his cock, pumping it forcefully. He arched up with a howl as his nails drew blood from my shoulders. He came quick and hard with a shudder, his cum spilling over both our bodies.

My vision went black from the extreme bliss as his muscles clamped down on me, throbbing against me while I continued to pummel into his heat. I pushed in as quick and as many times as I could before I finally exploded inside of him, my cum drenching him as I thrusted in again and again. He moaned from the feeling, squeezing his legs around me tighter, not wanting me to leave.

“I love the feeling of you in me.” he panted, catching his breath as exhaustion set in. I leaned down, licking at his neck, keeping myself inside of him for just a bit longer. He grinned, running his hands over my back and ass.

I pulled out a little reluctantly, kissing my way down his chest and licking up the cum that lay splattered against his chest, mingled with our sweat. He groaned as my tongue lapped it up, swirling around his navel and down to his cock, licking it clean.

I kissed my way back up, locking my lips with his in passion and lust before breaking it off, letting us catch our breath. I pulled him up, letting us sit on the desk together. He threaded his fingers with mine, leaning against me, his head resting on my shoulder.

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“I think we should wait a while before we start, you know being around each other at school.”

“Why?”

“I just want to make sure Tristan is fine first.”

“You can’t keep protecting him Joey.” I sighed. I was getting tired of him worrying about Tristan’s feelings.

“Just let me tell him first.”

I watched from a separate table as Joey walked over to where Tristan and Duke sat talking. They exchanged a few words before the two left to the bathroom. Duke looking on with what looked like an angry expression.

I was tired of hearing things second hand so I followed behind. It was time I stepped in to this. As I entered the bathroom Joey looked at me hesitantly, shaking his head. Tristan glanced at me before turning his gaze back to Joey, thinking I was just there to use the facilities. I leaned against the wall, waiting for Joey to speak.

“What is it Jou?” Tristan softly spoke, trying to ignore my presence. Joey cast his eyes down, nervously rubbing the back of his head.

“Um…I just thought you should know. That umm…”

“What is it? You can tell me anything.” Tristan encouraged.

“Um..” Joey looked to me, trying to spit out the truth. “I thought you should know that…” he sighed again, looking to the floor.

“Joey and I are together.” I stepped in, Tristan looked at me in confusion, looking back to Joey. When he saw in Joey’s face that it was true, his eyes narrowed in disgust.

“What?” he spat, taking a step back. Before either of us could respond, the door opened, Duke stepping in and looking between the three of us.

“What’s going on?” He asked.

“Nothing.” I tried ushering him out, only to have him push me away to stand next to Tristan.

“How could you be with him after the way he has treated you Joey? Are you insane?” Tristan hissed, trying to keep his temper under control.

Joey shook his head, placing his hands on Tristan’s shoulders. “It’s…it’s not like that Tristan! He’s different when its us.”

Tristan ripped his body away from Joey. “You fucking asshole. I hope you go to hell!” He screamed, lunging himself at me. I quickly stepped back avoiding his body as it crashed into the wall. He stumbled back, his fist pulled back before Duke grabbed him, throwing him back.

“Stop it Tristan!” Duke pleaded, struggling to hold on to Tristan.

“What is wrong with you! Stop it Tristan!” Joey pleaded, afraid to step closer to him.

“You fucked this rich prick! You cheated on me with this scumbag who treated you like shit! And who was there comforting you when he called you names? FUCKING ME! And all this time you were FUCKING him?!” Tristan screamed, fighting against Duke’s hold.

Joey was lost for words. Duke just shook his head, “Just go.” He said. I pulled Joey back, moving us out of the bathroom and out into the hall. Joey collapsed against the wall, sighing in frustration as he covered his hands over his face.

“This is insane.”

“You can’t keep worrying or caring about what he thinks anymore. I can’t keep doing this.” I stated.

He nodded his head. “Yeah. I know.” He pushed himself up, walking to me and wrapping his arms around me.

“I thought you said not in public?”

“I’ll make an exception.” He sighed, resting his head against my chest.

AN: So, in case you are wondering, I meant Tristan's little death threat to be in hysterics. Anyhooo...I expect some wonderful reviews for this extra long and extra lemony chapter! XD

(I will add last chapter's reviews onto the next chapter)