Hold On

Mystic Dodo: WTF? You have the entire fic on your computer seeing as you’re the editor and you DARE to ask for more than update a week? *sweatdrops* Yup, you’re nuts. Not that I didn’t already know that, but yeah. Anyway, here’s the new chap and you know what’s gonna happen so you know this is gonna be fun.

Catti-dono: I think you did tell me you loved my story, but do keep telling me. Maybe I’ll forgive you for putting in your first review that Yuugi’s an angel. Okay so maybe I wasn’t exactly trying to hide it but that’s sooooo not the point here. Anyway, hope you enjoy the new chap but I have a feeling you will *grins*

Dragonlady222: Don’t worry, I plan on giving Yoru what’s coming to him. *looks very innocently as Yoru* Have fun with the new chap, but I think you will. *again looks very innocently only now at you*

Dark Daisuke: Wow, I actually fooled someone? *throws party* WHOOOOOGT! Go me! *party continues until everyone is too tired to do anything but sleep* okay, gotta update before I fall asleep…

Keara: All will be explained… well okay not all, not in this chap anyway, but some things will. Anyway, before I die I’ll update. Ain’t I nice? Say yes and maybe I’ll try to live.
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Okay, is anyone else hating the new system on aff? You have to constantly keep saying that you’re over 18 and you could still just say you are without actually being 18! Stupid safety measures that don’t work. *sighs* Anyway, this is one chapter I know you’re all gonna like, so enjoy and R&R!

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Explanation

“Yami-kun? Please open the door!” Yuugi banged on his friend’s bedroom door over and over but didn’t receive any reply. He sighed and leaned against the wall, a desperate look on his face. He knew Yami was angry at him, and that the other would probably never trust him again.

After he’d saved Kumiko and Yami and Yuugi had woken up, he’d noticed that he was in Kumko’s room and Yami was nowhere to be found. Kumiko had told him that after Yami had brought them back from the ice-rink yesterday, he had locked himself away in his room though she didn’t know why. The girl had looked so sad that her brother wouldn’t talk to her, though Yuugi was happy that she hadn’t seen him as an angel.

Yuugi had run to Yami room, and he’d been banging on Yami’s door ever since, and that had been about half an hour ago already.

He slid to the ground and sighed again. He should’ve told Yami before, but what could he have really said? Hey Yami, I’m an ex-angel that came down to Earth to help you, thereby breaking just about every rule ever made up there so I can never go back. So what’s for lunch?

No, that really wouldn’t have worked. But now Yami was angry at him for not telling him something like that. He hadn’t even gotten a chance to explain it all, although he doubted he’d really be able to.

“Please, Yami-kun,” he whispered, looking down at the ground in a defeated manner. He wouldn’t leave until Yami would open the door and talked to him, even if Yoru came home and tried to kick him out. He simply refused to give up his friendship with Yami over something like this.

Yuugi’s head shot up as he heard the lock on the door next to him click, before the door opened to reveal Yami. Yuugi gasped at the state the other was in. His eyes where red of crying and he looked like he hadn’t slept last night. His hair was tangled and tousled, his clothes were messed as well.

Yuugi ignored the state Yami was in for now, and shot up, “Yami-kun! I’m so sorry! I wanted to tell you but I didn’t know how and then Kumiko and…” Yuugi trailed off, not really knowing what he was supposed to say. He looked up at Yami fearfully, afraid the other would kick him out and would never want to see him again.

Yami let out a sigh and stepped aside so Yuugi could come into his room. He locked the door as soon as Yuugi had hesitantly stepped inside. He went back to the bed, and lay down again, resuming to stare at the ceiling as he’d been doing the entire night.

Yuugi stood in the middle of the room for a second, before slowly walking to the bed and sitting down. Yami didn’t even seem to notice him, as if only half realizing he wasn’t alone anymore. Yuugi sighed again. “Please, Yami-kun, just let me explain.”

Yami slowly turned his head to Yuugi and looked him straight in the eye. Hurt was clearly visible in the crimson depths, and distrust even more. Yuugi flinched slightly.

“What’s there to talk about?” Yami’s voice was hoarse of crying and sounded almost empty, “You obviously thought this wasn’t important enough to tell me, or maybe you just didn’t trust me.” He let out a sigh and looked back at the ceiling, “I really thought you were my friend, Yuugi-kun. I guess you didn’t see me as one.”

Yuugi shook his head frantically, “No! I really did see you as a friend and I still do!”

“Then why didn’t you tell me?” Yami was now half glaring at him, and Yuugi flinched again. He didn’t want Yami to be mad at him, far from it actually. He wanted Yami happy.

“Well what was I supposed to say? I couldn’t just tell you I was an ex-angel out of the blue!” Yuugi clenched his eyes to hold back tears, “Would I betray you on purpose if you’re the person why I gave all of that up for?”

Yami’s eyes widened for a second, before disbelief overruled all other emotions. Yuugi had given all that up for him? But… “Why?”

Yuugi let out a sigh and stood up, turning his back on Yami to hide his face. “I’ve been watching you for about a year now. You were always blocking everybody out of your life because you didn’t want to be hurt again, while all you really needed was a good friend. I wanted to help, but couldn’t from up there… so I came down. I broke a lot of rules for that, and I can never go back…” Tears were now freely streaming down his face as he was reminded of what he’d given up just to come down and help Yami. It hurt to think about it, it really did. But so far he hadn’t regretted his choice and he wasn’t about to start now.

Yami’s eyes widened further, but he couldn’t help but feel as if Yuugi was holding something back, as if the other wasn’t telling him everything. It did explain why it had cost Yuugi so much energy to use his magic though, as well as why he didn’t have any wings. He slowly got off the bed and walked over to Yuugi, wrapping his arms around the boy’s waist from behind and pulling him into a hug. “Any other reason…?”

Yuugi hesitated. There had been another reason, but he didn’t know if he should tell Yami. Right now the other seemed to be over his anger and disappointment so telling him could break that up again. On the other hand, Yami obviously felt that he hadn’t told everything, so not telling might just do the same thing.

“Yuugi-kun, whatever it is, I won’t get mad… I think anyway.” Yami frowned, “Well not if it’s a normal reason anyway.”

Yuugi laughed nervously, before turning around in Yami’s arms to face him, a hesitant and slightly scared look on his face. “It’s a normal reason but…” he looked at the ground, “I don’t want to lose you as a friend so maybe it’s best if I just don’t say that one.”

Yami looked into the other’s eyes, but nothing of the answer he was looking for showed in them. He had a faint idea what Yuugi’s second reason was, and could only hope he was right. He’d have to push the answer out of Yuugi though… something that wasn’t going to be easy. And even if Yuugi was about to say what he thought the other was about to say…

“I really won’t stop being your friend over some small thing, Yuugi-kun. I think the whole angel thing was the worst thing you could keep from me, unless you’re going to tell me that you’re just a spy and you’re actually a demon.”

Yuugi giggled at that, and relaxed slightly in Yami’s arms. At feeling Yami’s arms around him tighten, he hesitantly wrapped his arms around Yami’s neck, but didn’t dare to look into the other’s eyes. Well, if he was going to say it, it might as well be now.

“Well like I said, I’ve been watching you for about a year now. I could see who you really were when you were around Kumiko, and how much you were hurting on the inside every time you broke down. In other words, I saw the real you. You might think that you’re weak and all, but all I saw was someone who despite everything he went through, still managed to keep going. In my opinion that takes a strong person and…” he took a deep breath, “I fell in love with that person, I fell in love with you.”

Silence hung in the room for a second, and Yuugi was afraid Yami would kick him out of the house now after all. What he didn’t expect was his chin being lifted by Yami’s thumb to force him to look up.

“Was that all?” Yami smiled as the fear in the other’s eyes slowly disappeared and hope replaced it. His hand trailed away from Yuugi’s chin to cup the other’s cheek. Yuugi leaned into the touch, but confusion was now also visible in the amethyst orbs.

“Yami-kun-“

“Shh.” Yami put a finger on Yuugi’s lips to cut the other off, before taking it away again and just smiling gently at the other. Slowly he leaned down and pressed his own lips to Yuugi’s. The other didn’t respond for a second, obviously too shocked, but then pressed back desperately. Yami’s embrace tightened, as the kiss turned more passionate. Slowly Yami licked Yuugi’s bottom lip, before biting it softly. Yuugi gasped a little and Yami took the opportunity to explore Yuugi’s mouth further.

Both boys moaned as the kiss went on, Yuugi’s hands tangling themselves into Yami’s already messed up hair, and Yami’s hands wandering below the smaller one’s shirt.

After a long time they finally pulled away, panting heavily. Yuugi looked dazed and totally blown away, his bodyweight resting on Yami to keep him up. Yami’s eyes were glazed over slightly as well, though lust was a lot more apparent than anything else.

Yami started to kiss down Yuugi’s jaw line to Yuugi’s ear, before sucking on the lobe slightly, “Still think I’m going to hate you?” he murmured softly, making a shiver run down Yuugi’s spine.

Yuugi closed his eyes, for a second feeling like he was back in heaven only better. “Maybe, maybe not. You could always try to convince me more…” Yuugi left the sentence hanging, letting Yami decide in what way he’d take that line. He had never in his wildest dreams thought Yami would actually feel the same way as he did, but it did give him some very nice possibilities…

Possibilities that were currently running through his mind very vividly.

Yuugi blushed slightly at his own thoughts and the mental images he got with them. He looked up at Yami to see the other’s reaction and shivered at the look the other had on his face.

Yami was smirking in a predatory way while his eyes were clouded with lust. Yuugi’s mental images suddenly seemed a whole lot closer.

“Tsk, I had no idea you had such a dirty mind, Yuugi-chan.” Yami smirked even more as the blush on Yuugi’s face deepened at the new suffix. His hands wandered from Yuugi’s back, to grope at the other’s ass. Yuugi’s face flushed more, but he didn’t object against it.

“Well you’re the one who took it that way, I didn’t say a thing.” Yuugi tried to look as innocent as possible, but the lust also showing in his eyes made it simply impossible. Yami chuckled, and leaned down for another kiss, his hands running all over Yuugi’s body and groping every inch of flesh they could find. Yuugi moaned, pushing himself closer to Yami and gripping Yami’s shoulders for a bit of support. Yami’s hands came back up and started to pull at the annoying shirt that was covering Yuugi’s upper body.

They briefly pulled away just so Yami could remove the shirt off Yuugi, before resuming the hungry kiss. Yami pulled Yuugi towards the bed, slightly stumbling as they both fell to the bed, still not breaking the heated kiss.

As they finally pulled away again, Yami trailed butterfly kisses down Yuugi’s jaw line until he reached his neck and started to suck and bite down on the skin there. Yuugi’s hands shot up to push Yami’s head closer in a demand for more as another moan escaped his lips.

Yami chuckled again as he pulled away slightly, blowing on the mark he’d just made, before grinding their hips together and making their already rising arousals rub against each other. Both groaned at the feeling, as more lust overtook them.

“I’ll be right back,” Yami kissed Yuugi deeply again, before standing up and walking to the bathroom linking with his room. Yuugi looked after him in confusion, his mind too clouded to think of a possible explanation for Yami to go to the bathroom at a time like this.

Yami came back soon enough though with a bottle of lotion in his hand. Yuugi blinked for a second, before understanding why Yami’d gotten it.

“I don’t really know much about having sex, let alone between guys,” Yami grinned sheepishly, “but I do hear some stuff at school sometimes so I thought this might come in handy.”

Yuugi smiled before simply pulling Yami down again into a kiss. He quickly slid his hands under Yami’s shirt and pulled it up, breaking the kiss to get rid of it.

“Eager, are we?” Yami raised an eyebrow as he leaned down to start on Yuugi’s neck again. He slowly kissed his way down Yuugi’s chest, stopping when he came upon a very erect nipple. Grinning, he took in into his mouth and bit down softly, sucking the flesh at the same time.

Yuugi groaned and arched into Yami, softly begging for more. Eager was an understatement for him, but then again, he’d been dreaming of this for so long and now it was finally really happening. No, eager wasn’t anywhere near describing how much he wanted this.

One of Yami’s hands wandered down and started to unbuckle Yuugi’s belt, as the other hand played with Yuugi’s free nipple. He clumsily pulled Yuugi’s pants away, leaving the younger in nothing but his boxers. Yami pulled away briefly to marvel at the beauty laying beneath him.

Yuugi blushed at the hungry look in Yami’s eyes as the other looked him over. This was definitely a different Yami than he’d seen so far… and God he didn’t mind seeing this one more often. He reached down to unbutton Yami’s pants and pull them down with some help from Yami. Both their boxers soon followed, leaving them both completely naked and with hard-ons to be proud of.

Yami shifted downwards, kissing and licking a way across Yuugi’s stomach and abdomen, and reaching the rock-hard erection. Yami’s hesitantly glanced up for a second, but Yuugi was too far gone in the world of pleasure to really notice. Yami looked down again and gripped the throbbing member in his hand, before engulfing the rest of the sex with his mouth.

Yuugi’s breath hitched sharply as something warm and wet engulfed him, and he moaned loudly. He tried to push in deeper, wanting more of that intense pleasure to surround him, only to be pinned to the bed by his hips. He groaned as he looked down to see Yami sucking his erection, just as the other gave one hard suck and Yuugi threw his head back in pleasure.

“Y-Yami!” He gasped as Yami let his tongue swirl around the erection, and gripped the sheets below him. This was far beyond heaven for him, and it only seemed to be getting better.

Yami smirked as he continued his ministrations. The moaning, gasping, and begging coming from Yuugi only made him harder and more lustful. He felt Yuugi try to thrust into him again, and chuckled. The vibrations went through Yuugi’s cock and made the other cry out loudly as he came into Yami’s mouth. Yami swallowed everything, before giving Yuugi’s member a last lick and drawing back. Yuugi groaned at the loss as he opened his eyes to meet a smirking Yami. Damn, Yami looked hot when naked and smirking.

Yami’s smirk widened as he saw the totally dazed but still lustful look on Yuugi’s face. He bent down again to capture Yuugi’s lips in a fierce kiss again, and felt Yuugi press back just as hungrily as he. He could feel his member throbbing with pain by now, and he pulled away from the kiss. Would he go that far with Yuugi already? Did the other want that too?

One look into Yuugi’s eyes told him the answer; a very big yes to both questions.

Yami’s smirk returned as amethyst locked to his crimson again, still showing a need for the other. Yami took the bottle of lotion he’d gotten earlier again – as he’d dropped it before – and coated three fingers in the slick liquid. He glanced up as he felt Yuugi spread his legs and smiled as he saw Yuugi nod with a smile of his own on his face.

“You know this is going to hurt, right?” Yami’s eyes showed a bit of worry, but Yuugi seemed to be completely fine with it.

“I know, but I want this, Yami-kun. I want you.” Yuugi blushed at his own words, but kept his eyes locked with Yami’s.

Yami smiled and leaned down to Yuugi’s ear. “Just call me Yami.” His lips quickly crushed down on Yuugi’s again before the other could say a word. Calling someone by their first name without a sufflix was a big honour and showed familiarity. He could feel Yuugi still for a minute, before pressing back with passion. Both moaned again as Yami’s hand moved down towards Yuugi’s entrance, and slowly pushed one finger in.

Yuugi groaned but didn’t pull away. Yami’s free hand went back to playing with Yuugi’s nipple in an attempt to distract him. Yuugi growled low in his throat, not knowing whether to wince in pain or moan in pleasure.

Yami pulled away as Yuugi’s body started to relax again, though an awkward expression stayed on his face.

Yuugi gave a small nod and smiled at Yami’s questioning gaze, “I’m fine, Yami.” It felt weird to call Yami only by that, but good nonetheless.

Yami slowly pushed in a second finger, looking worried as Yuugi gave a small cry of pain. The other’s body tensed again, tightening around Yami’s fingers. Yami’s hand trailed down from Yuugi’s nipple to his still soft member, starting to stroke and pump it. Yuugi gasped and thrusted forward again, a moan escaping his lips even through the pain of the intrusion. His body relaxed again as his memberrose, and Yami pushed the third and final finger in.

Again Yuugi groaned low in his throat. On one hand Yami pushing his fingers into him was hurting like hell, but on the other hand Yami handling his member was pleasure beyond belief. Yami’s fingers started to move, stretching him further. Yuugi bit his lip against the pain to stay silent, knowing Yami would stop if he was hurting him too much.

“Yuugi-“ Yuugi cut Yami’s sentence off by pulling the other down into a kiss. He could stand a bit of pain; it’d be turning into pleasure later after all.

Yami slowly pulled away from the kiss and withdrew his fingers, giving Yuugi a look over as he grabbed the bottle of lotion again. He watched as Yuugi’s eyes slowly opened, the amethyst eyes darkened with lust and need again. Yami chuckled and slicked up his erection, loving the whimpers of need passing Yuugi’s kiss-swollen lips. He positioned himself at Yuugi’s entrance as Yuugi wrapped his legs around Yami’s waist, and slowly pushed in. He moaned at the tightness and heat suddenly surrounding his member and had to use every bit of self-restrain he had not to just push in as fast and hard as he could.

Yuugi winced at the new intrusion but tried to stay as relaxed as possible. Yami sheeted himself completely and paused to let him adjust to the new feeling. After a few moments Yuugi pushed against Yami and gave a small nod, signalling Yami that he was okay. Yami pulled out and slammed in again, again having to restrain himself from going too fast and hard. He moaned, though he didn’t miss Yuugi clenching his teeth in pain. He continues to slam in at a slow pace as he leaned down to capture Yuugi’s lips in another passionate kiss. Yuugi groaned into the kiss as it went on, until he gasped as Yami hit a bundle of nerves inside of him.

Yami grinned down at the other as the pained groans were replaced by pleasured moans and gasps. He kept slamming into Yuugi’s prostate, both teens growing louder by the second as they lost themselves in their pleasure. Yami shifted slightly so he could reach down to pump Yuugi’s member once more. Yuugi let out a gasp again before clenching his eyes and throwing his head back as the loudest moan yet escaped his lips.

Yuugi’s body clenched, preparing to come for the second time. Yami slamming into him, hitting his prostate over and over again as he pumped his member in time with the strokes was too much and with another stroke, he let out a cry of Yami’s name and released all over their chests, his body shaking with as his orgasm overtook him.

Yuugi’s inner walls tightening around him almost drove Yami over the edge. He moaned as he slammed into the other a few more times, before releasing deep into Yuugi with his own cry of Yuugi’s name. He barely managed to shift off Yuugi as he dropped to the bed, panting heavily as his own orgasm took him away. Only when the last waves of pleasure had gone away did he open his eyes and pull out of Yuugi. The other was just opening his eyes as well.

Yami smiled and pulled Yuugi close to him, stroking his back lovingly as he nuzzled his face into Yuugi’s hair. “I love you, Aibou.” He sighed contently, his anger and disappointment long since forgotten.

“So you’re not angry anymore?” Yami glanced down into slightly scared but very hopeful eyes, and smiled reassuringly.

“I could never stay angry at you,” he gave Yuugi’s hair an affectionate nuzzle, “you’re just too cute for that.”

Yuugi blushed, but a bright smile came onto his face, “I love you too, Yami.” he giggled a little and Yami glanced at him curiously.

“What?”

“It’s just that we kept denying to everyone at school that we weren’t a couple, and look at us now.” Yami smiled and chuckled lightly, his grip on Yuugi tightening.

“This is one thing I’m glad they were right about.”

A soft knock on the door made them both look up questioningly, until Kumiko’s soft and worried voice asked if everything was alright. Yami mentally slapped himself for forgetting that the younger girl of course would’ve heard the moans and cries that had just filled the room, and scowled at himself.

“We’re fine, Tenshi.” Yami sighed and made a mental note to think before letting his hormones get the better of him next time.

“Can I come in, Mi-chan?” Kumiko still sounded unsure, obviously worried that the two of them were fighting or had hurt each other. Yami and Yuugi smiled at each other, though they knew they couldn’t exactly let the girl in right now.

“Not right now, Kumiko. Yuugi and I are making up okay?” Yuugi shook his head at the smirking Yami, and rested his head against the older’s chest again.

‘More like making love.’

He could feel Kumiko’s aura changing into happy as it usually felt as the girl happily said yes and ran back to her room.

Yami smiled down at Yuugi again, “Well I guess she’s not the only angel in my life anymore, huh?”

Yuugi giggled, “Well I’m an ex-angel, not really an angel anymore.” A brief sadness appeared on his face as he once again though of what he’d lost, before it changed back to happy as Yami nuzzled him, “But I’m glad I came down for you.”

They both sighed contently one last time, before snuggling together and letting sleep take them away. ________________________________________
There, lemon over ^^ hope you all enjoyed both the lemon and the explanation before that. Please Review!