Just a Bit of Catnip

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cloeyvalentine: I’ll slip it in to the next chappy… and because u want it I’ll try to fit in more Ryou tort.
Caska: srry for the delay in update, lifes been really hectic...feh

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(Bakura)

I sobbed some more on Marik’s chest, “it hurts to remember, it hurts so much”. Marik hugged me tighter, whispering soft hushing noises. I clung to Marik he’s always been there since I met him, since he agreed to be with me.

The memories kept coming, the memories I tried to guard my self against.

(flash back)

I stumbled through the village, my body ached, everything ached. I had just killed the Pharaoh; I ripped out his throat with my teeth and ate him. I drank his blood and smeared it on my body. Of course I had fled the palace after that; I wasn’t going to let them catch me.

I ate one of the beggars on the street and stole his rags, it didn’t matter. It didn’t matter if they were rich, poor, young, old, male, female. It didn’t matter. I ate them with the same vigor, the same lust for their blood.

Strange looks were ed ted to me; people stared at the beautiful, dirty, beggar. I continued forward with my eyes shut feeling my way out. It had been a day since I killed the pharaoh, and that’s when I learned of the curse.

If I saw a man who wanted me; I would want him in me. Worst of all if he touched me, any part of me, even by accident, I’d start acting like a needy whore. It would drive me crazy till I got some from the guy who touched me.

I didn’t want to go through that again, my hur hurt to bad, I was limping through the streets with my eyes closed. The sun beat down on me, I was sweating though I felt none of it really. I continued forward, in reality I wasn’t completely blind to the world, my sense were sharper then they ever were.

I smelled some thing familiar up ahead… the smell of a royal ass. I’ve had my nose shoved in enough of them to know what royalty smelt like, but this wasn’t just any one This was the pharaoh little brother. If I was going to run in to some body, I really didn’t want it to be him.

I started walking the other direction quickly, I felt a hand land on my shoulder, “you there” the voice boomed.

The hand spun me around, the force knocked me to the floor. I stared up at the guards, tucked between the two large ape like creatures was a small boy with tri-colored hair. A fear washed over me as I noticed my eyes were open. I shut them quickly but I felt a tingle run up my side.

I started to cry, the tears welling up in my eyes as my mouth mumbled silent prayers that it wasn’t one of those large monsters that wanted me.

“Are you ok sir?” asked a small voice, as a hand leaned down helped me up. I felt the shiver run up my spine again. This time I could feel it, like a great wave washing over me. I opened my eyes and found my self looking at the pharaohs little brother.

I tried to pull my hand away but my body disobeyed my commands. I stared at him like an animal before the slaughter. I saw pity in his eyes, those large violet eyes.

“Hey that’s the pharaoh’s experiment; I mean the last pharaoh experiment. Hey your wanted for murder you little dog” the smarter of the two brutes said, his hand landed on my shoulder, the weight of it pushing me down. The pharaohs little brother pulled his hand away. I suddenly felt my senses returning, I scratched and bit at the guard, whose large fingers wrapped around my neck. In three quick swipes I had removed the man’s arm altogether, he was on his knees screaming clutching the bloody stump that was now his right arm.

I got up to run when I felt some thing bind me. It was nothing solid; I knew right away that some body had the rod. “Take him to the palace” a small voice ordered and the other guard picked me up hesitantly. I was taken to the palace and thrown in the lower cells.

I could feel the animals I was merged withhtinhting to gain control of my limbs to break me out of that cold dark prison. Deep down I knew it was no use though, my body was twitching and a wanting passion ran through my veins. I need the pharaohs little brother, like the drunks at the taverns needed more alcohol. I knew already that if I ran away the need would only become stronger, more urgent.

I sat in the lonely little space rocking back and forth trying to calm my self. Maybe if I thought about other things these feelings would go away. I closed my eyes shut tight and started to hum a song I heard on the streets.

“You hum that quite nicely” that same almost hushed voice said. I opened my eyes and found the pharaoh’s little brother staring through the bars. A cold sweat broke over me as I backed up against the walls a slight hiss escaping my lips.

“They said I shouldn’t come down here because you would eat me. They said that they wanted to let you rot here. They said you are no better then the dogs we keep in the palace” he said as he continued to watch me.

“So what in the name of the mighty sun god are you doing staring at me like I’m some kind of damn exhibit!?” I shouted at him.

He continued to watch me indifferently, “They said you killed my brother. They said you ate him just like Sekhmet eats her enemies”.

“And I’ll eat you too, now go away!” I screamed at him. Inside I wanted him to take me. To just take me and get it over with, the smell of him so near made my body ache worse.

The boy with the violet eyes stared at me some more as If deciding some thing. He watched me squirm in place under his bright eyes. Slowly he stuck his fingers in to the cell, his hands slipping through the bar.

I growled and backed my self closer to the wall flattening my self against it. “Come” he whispered in a voice so hushed my sharp ears barley picked it up. The words traveled on the exhale of his breath. Maybe it was an accident; A wishful thought that had escaped his lips because he had thought too loudly in his own mind. What ever the case was my body once again took control of me; my mind was the unwilling passenger on this trip to more pain and anguish.

I crawled forward and took his fingers in to my mouth; he flinched but didn’t pull back. I ran my teeth over his tasty flesh, sucking on his slender fingers gently. It felt nice, the strong urge inside me became less. He slowly pulled his fingers out of my mouth and rant hem through my hair gently petting my head.

“I don’t believe what they say” he said to me as he tangled his fingers through my soft silver hair. His fingers traced their way gently to my chin tilting my head up. I looked at him from my possession on the floor. His fingers pulled closer to him self and my body followed.

“Pharaoh…” I whispered to him, my voice was coated with need. He was technically the new ruler since I ate the last one and the last one didn’t have any other family.

“Call me Yugi” the tri-colored hair boy said to me. I just logged that down in to my ‘useless trivia I probably won’t use, once this is over’ spot in my memory. He pulled me closer to him leaning down and pressing his lips towards mine.

I pushed my lips towards his eagerly; I opened my mouth slightly licking at his lips to encourage him to do the same. He opened his mouth and I slipped my tongue in. He tasted different from his brother, maybe it was the special spice called ientsents that made him taste better.

He pulled back suddenly wiping his mouth on his arm as if he had just spit out a bad wine. He stared at me, his eyes working there way in to my soul. I stared back at him, the pain of ‘want’ returning. In one swift movement he turned around and walked away, his foot steps echoing down the dark hall. I fell back against the floor with a soft thud as the insanity of it all came back to me.

I felt dirty again… not that I didn’t feel dirty ever since I met the pharaoh how turned me into this creature… I just felt dirtier.

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, my hand gravitating towards the bulge in my ratty robes. I stroked my self silently, the only thing I could do to quell the fire that burns between my hips. I close my eyes and slowly drift asleep.

I awaken by a gruff shouting, “get up you filthy animal, the new pharaoh demands to see you”.

He was an old bald man, and I could tell by the look in his beady little eyes, he was scared stiff. I got up standing to my full height, a smug smile played across my lips. The guard backed up giving me plenty of room to get out of the cell.

I wanted to see Yugi any way, if I hadn’t then I would’ve eaten any one who got in my way. Starting with that lazy eyed old guy who kept giving me strange looks of disgust.

I found my self back in my old masters room, apparently Yugi had inherited it. I looked around wary of the small changes that had occurred. Some new furniture had been moved in and some new decorations. Other then that it was the same white walled room with gold leaf designs etched in to the wall.

Yugi sat at the table with that damn rod in hand, “I’ve been reading over my brothers note, apparently you were some kind of experiment to create the perfect...um… what’s the word…”

“Love slave… or how about fuck hole…. Your brother loved to call me that. Or maybe night toy, that was also a popular one, feel free to add your own” I said sarcastically.

Yugi stared at me indifferently, “I’m not afraid of you, you know. I know what my brother’s mistake was. He didn’t give you enough credit and over looked the fact that you eating him were an all too real possibility. I’m not saying I didn’t love my brother, or that I think him a fool. I’m just saying I’m wiser for his faults”

Yugi stood up and walked closer to me, the boy was barley as tall as my shoulder, but maybe it was the confidence in his eyes that made him seem bigger.

He pointed the rod at me, “I am your new master, I hold the rod that holds sway of your heart. You are not to eat any one with the royal blood line, I am your master and this is my wish, you will obey that and the rules of your previous owner”

I fell to my knees the burning golden eye once again tracing its way across my forehead. The pain didn’t last that long but it made my head hurt.

Yugi kneeled down placing his hand on my shoulder, “I didn’t mean to hurt you, I just wanted to set down the rules that will protect me form you”.

My limbs froze up again, I couldn’t move under his touch, why did he have to touch me? More importantly, why did he want me? The curse wouldn’t have worked if he didn’t have a desired to experience me in bed.

I sat there frozen under his touch, “what…what do you want me for” I asked in a shaky voice as his fingers brushed back my hair slowly tucking it behind my ear.

“You know what I want; I can see it in your eyes. You know perfectly well what I want, and I know its killing you not to give it too me” Yugi said with a cute smile.

He looked like a child but I could tell he was a lot older then his cute little smile and big innocent eyes gave him credit for. He took my hand as if I were blind and led me to the soft feather bed.

I laid down and stared at him wondering if he was like his brother. Thoughts of his brother reminded me of how that evil man had hurt me to see what would heal and what would leave me in horrible agony. Yugi crawled closer to me, “does this hurt you?”

I turned away from him; I wasn’t going to answer that question my pride forbade me from it. Yugi just shrugged and placed the golden rod to my skin; I gave a pain filled yelp and backed away.

“Interesting” Yugi purred as he pulled me closer to him self. In that one moment I knew the old adage was true, ‘the most innocent looking are always the kinkiest’.

(End flash back)

I sobbed hard my tears still falling from my cheeks as I embraced Marik. I looked up at Ryou sitting on the bed, that same innocent look on his face Yugi wore. I growled and stood up the memory of Yugi returning the physical memories. I felt all the old burns burn in my skin, I felt the need he always left me with burn down in my lower regions.

I walked up to Ryou and slapped, he flew off the bed and slammed against the wall. Stupid innocent looking human, why does he have to look so guiltless, so blameless.

I stormed over and picked Ryou up by the neck, “you think you’re so damn smart don’t you? Think you can manipulate me and look so damn naïve to your own designs?” I threw him to the floor, he landed on his stomach his face down in the soft rug. I kicked him on to his back my foot coming to rest on his throat.

“Say it! Tell me what you think about me” I growled as I started to crush his wind pipe beneath my foot.

A small whisper escaped his lips, “I love you Bakura”.

The shock hit me like a knife to both of my lungs, for a second there all the hate drained out of me. Was this true? It had to be, while he was like this he couldn’t lie.

I backed away from Ryou, he was making me angry again. Now I didn’t have any one to blame. I had no one to pin my frustration on which made me even more frustrated.

Marik hugged me again, wrapping his arm around my shoulders and bringing my back to his chest. He nuzzled his nose in to my neck, “its ok, we’ll be ok”

With those words said, I snapped. I pulled Marik by the hair throwing him to the ground. “IT”S NOT FUCKING OK, AND IT DAMN WELL NEVER WILL BE!” I shouted at him.

He looked up at me terrified, I usually was never like this, but the thirst for blood was to great, the memories always brought back that thirst. I pinned Marik to the ground.

“You’re so damn smug, you’re so fucking smart. You’re always brooding and thinking always keeping your damn secrets to your self, and then you go asking me to show you what I’ve kept locked away since before you were fucking born? You want to know what pain I have to live with every day? I’ll show you, and you wont ever have to ask again!” I snarled at him

I was his maker, thus I had power over him like he had power over humans. I used my magic to pin him to the floor. I could see fear in his eyes, fear just like on the day I met him. Like on the day I heard his pitiful cry for help and decided I would enter his life.

I kissed Marik’s lips roughly and slapped him across the face, “I know your going to enjoy the answer to your own question for the rest of eternity”

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sorry I’m late in posting I’ll try to get back to my regular schedule of things. Pls give me some time to get back in the swing of it all. Thank you and pls review it helps motivate me ^^