This Is My Chance

TAKING A CHANCE

Can I say it enough without feeling like a big buffoon every time? I’m in love love love! Its so corny and cheesy but I just can’t help it. Things were slow after that day in the bathroom, but I didn’t care. Not at all. I had him. I actually had him! It wasn’t a dream anymore, it was reality.

When I kissed him I would feel everything else melt away from existence until it was just him and me standing there, being together. We held hands together proudly, and it made me blush every time Tristan introduced me as his boyfriend. Words I thought I’d only hear in my head.

And now I yearned and anticipated that day when our relationship would be taken that one step further. But I wasn’t sure if I wanted that day to come until I knew for sure that he didn’t love Joey anymore. That he loved me. But maybe him wanting to be with me would be that sign. I didn’t know, all I knew was that when ever Tristan and I touched or kissed, I couldn’t help but feel a deep craving for him. Most nights ending with me alone in bed, fantasizing of him touching me instead of myself.

After being together for almost a month, I could feel the day coming. I thought it was coming soon. Tristan still hadn’t said those three words I was waiting for, but I knew we were starting to get there. He was starting to look at me differently than he ever had before.

The way he used to look at Joey…

But to be honest, I still hadn’t told him I was in love with him. Hell, how could I? I was so afraid I would scare him off with my desperation. My desperation for wanting to be with him forever, for loving him so much and thinking of him always since the day we had met. When the time was right, I would know it.

And until then I would build what we had. I loved our time together more than ever before.

I think I loved it because it was the same but there was that knowing that you could connect with the other person on a different level, a level that was so intimate and personal that gave you a connection you could never have with just a friend. Knowing that he wanted to be with me and I wanted to be with him. It made every moment worth a thousand.

I keep just going on and on about it instead of talking about when it did happen. Almost two months after we started dating, Tristan and I were sitting in my living room working on a project for school. We’d been working on it all night, mostly because we kept getting distracted with other things like the TV and talking about whatever.

“So how much do we have left?” Tristan asked, filtering through the piles of paper we had dumped on the table.

“A lot,” I laughed, grabbing the remote from his hand, “and that won’t help.”

“Sure it will.” Tristan smirked, trying to grab the remote from me. I jumped up quickly, holding it high in the air away from him.

“Nope! No it won’t!” I grinned, keeping it out of his reach.

“Duke Devlin you give me that remote right now or you will regret it.” he warned, trying to keep from laughing.

“Ooooh what are you going to do?”

He paused a moment, “THIS!” He yelled, pouncing on me and throwing me to the floor.

“AGH!” I yelled, laughing as we fell to the floor.

He kept his weight pressed down on me while he tried grabbing the remote.

“HELP!” I yelled, squirming to get out from under him.

“No you don’t!” He laughed, grabbing my sides. I could barely breathe as he kept tickling me until the remote fell from my hand. He quickly grabbed it, grinning in triumph.

I pouted beneath him, “I hate you.”

“No, you don’t.” He grinned, giving me a kiss. We kept grinning, but Tristan stayed there, his face becoming more serious again.

“What’s wrong?” I asked, afraid I had hurt him or something.

“Duke,” He kissed me again, more stronger and forceful, “I um…I have something I wanted to tell you but…I’m afraid you’ll think I’m crazy.” He whispered.

My heart began to race, “What is it?”

“I…”

“Say it already, you’re killing me!” I laughed.

He smiled, “I love you.”

“You—you do?” I asked in disbelief.

He shook his head, grinning, “Yeah.”

“I love you too!” I laughed, happy to finally be able to say the words.

“Yeah?”

“For a long time.” I admitted. We both kept grinning like crazy, he bent down and kissed me again, kissing me for a long time with more love and lust then ever before.

“Let’s be together.” He said.

My heart leapt, all I could do was nod trying to keep myself from grinning like a loon. He pulled me up as we made our way to my bedroom. My heart was racing like crazy, I was so nervous and excited. I’d never done anything before and I was afraid of disappointing him.

He pulled me to the bed, pushing me down and laying himself on top of me, his hands running over my body, hindered by my clothes.

“You’re so beautiful.” He whispered, pulling my shirt up and running his lips over my stomach. My hands threaded through his hair as he left soft kisses across my stomach and towards my groin. I was hardening quickly, every touch and sensation was new, making my body feel like it was on fire, my blood buzzing through my veins as my shirt was pulled over my chest.

“Tristan, I, I’ve never done this before.” I said.

“I know.” He smiled, kissing me softly. “I’ll take care of you.”

“Okay.”

A startled sigh escaped my lips as Tristan’s hand rubbed hard at my crotch, making me harden more.

“Oh Tristan, don’t—don’t stop.” I sighed, my back arching into his hand, not wanting him to stop.

“I won’t.” He smiled against my skin, kissing up to my nipples and taking each in his mouth. The feeling went straight to my groin as his tongue swirled around each nub, making them go hard. He nibbled on them, giving them soft laps before kissing across my neck again.

“You taste good.” He whispered.

I nodded, running my hands under his shirt, pulling it off him.

“Rub harder.” I asked.

Tristan smirked, “Why don’t I just take those off.”

I nodded, wiggling out the tight pants as he pulled them down. He kissed back down my chest, nuzzling my erection through my briefs.

“Fuck Tristan, take them—take them off.” I stuttered, my cock painfully throbbing now.

“If you insist.” He chuckled, pulling them off and releasing me, the cold air hit it, making me moan in pleasure.

“Damn Duke, you’ve been holding out on me.” Tristan laughed. My face heated up, “Shut up.”

“Then how will I do this?” he said, his tongue flicking out to tease the head. I shot off the bed, crying out from the intense pleasure, I’d never felt anything at all like that. And that was just a small flick. It was going to be a good night…

“Okay okay I lied. Don’t shut up.” I quickly spluttered. He laughed, putting his hands on my hips to keep me from bucking up again. My breath quickened as his mouth got closer, his lips brushing teasingly across the shaft. He suckled on just the head, his tongue swirling around, refusing to put anymore in his mouth.

“Oh god Tristan, please please more please.” I begged, trying to push myself further in. He gave a hard lick to the underside, finally engulfing me and giving hard sucks.

“Fuck Tristan oh god I can’t Tristan I—I…” I could barely contain myself, the feeling unbelievable, just as I felt like I was going to explode, he’d give slow teasing licks before sucking hard again, he resumed the torture for what felt like forever, making me go insane.

“Ready?” He asked. All I could do was nod, gripping the sheets as he sped up, quickly bobbing up and down. I needlessly tried bucking up, hindered by his hands as I squirmed beneath him from the intensity.

He sucked as hard as he could until I finally screamed out his name, cumming hard into his mouth, quickly being lapped up by his roaming tongue. He kissed back up my body as I lay there panting, feeling utterly content.

He pulled his remaining clothes off, his own erection rubbing against my skin as he lay himself on me.

“Duke?”

“Yes?”

“Why did this take so long?”

“What?”

“Us. Why did it take so long for us to be together?”

I shrugged, I’d been asking myself that question since the day I met him. “I don’t know, I’ve wondered that for a long time.”

“I just wish,” He sighed, shaking his head, “I’m just really glad we’re together.” He smiled.

“Me too.”

“Are you ready?” he asked. I nodded, taking a deep breath as he sucked his fingers, slowly lowering them to between my legs.

“This is going to feel weird.” He warned, slowly pushing one in. It felt strange, no pleasure really as he pushed it in and out, when he pushed in the second, I could feel the sting, wincing slightly as it was pumped slowly.

“One more.”

He pushed in the third, I bit my lip, trying to focus on something other than the pain. If just this hurt, imagine when…oh I don’t want to. He twisted the fingers, his other hand stroking me back to hardness to take my mind away from the pain. Soon it began to dissipate as he stretched me, and my cock was throbbing hard again, leaking precum as he continued to stroke it.

He pulled the fingers slowly out, spreading his own precum over his cock before he lined it up.

“I’ll try to make this as painless as I can.” He said, slowly pushing in, I felt like I could feel myself tearing, the feeling terrible at first as he pushed himself all the way in. I lay rigidly still as I waited to adjust. I could tell it took all of Tristan’s willpower not to move, his face contorted in pleasure as he stayed still.

“You’re so tight, Duke. I can’t wait much longer.” He groaned, trying to hold off. After a few long moments, I felt like the pain had begun to dissipate. I nodded, pushing back on him.

“Okay.” He sighed, in relief, nodding his head.

He pulled out, leaving just the tip in before pushing back in, slowly at first he kept a steady rhythm, controlling himself from slamming into me like I could tell he wanted to. He shifted slightly, adjusting each time he pushed in.

“What are you doing?”

“Just wait.” He said, striking a few more times harder until with one strike I let out a cry, white hot flashes and an intense rush of pleasure filling me.

“Fuck do that again.” I cried, wrapping my legs around him. He pushed in harder, hitting it again making me experience waves of pleasure.

“Go harder Tristan, faster.” I pleaded, pushing against him while he thrusted in. He quickly sped up, enjoying the quick pace as much as I did as he slammed into me without abandon. I couldn’t help but cry out every time, barely able to keep myself from cumming all over. How could I have never known about this? My eyes stayed squeezed shut, trying to hold off from climaxing as he rammed into me, the bed shaking with each hard thrust as his cock pistoned in and out of me.

“Oh Duke fuck.” Tristan moaned, ramming as fast as he could. I cried out with each thrust, calling out his name each time.

“Touch yourself.”

“I—I can’t do that.” I stuttered, blushing although I’m not sure why, considering what we were already doing.

“Hurry Duke.” He pleaded, gritting his teeth. I nodded, tentatively wrapping my hand around myself and giving slow steady jerks. He watched with lustful eyes, licking his lips as I pumped myself faster, gaining confidence. I was so close as I whined and cried.

“Go on and do it Duke.” Tristan encouraged, it didn’t take much more until I exploded over my fist and fingers, my vision went black for a moment from the intense pleasure before I went slack on the bed. Tristan let out a low groan, speeding up as my muscles clamped around him, slamming as hard as he could until he came inside me, his hot cum drenching the inside of me. I didn’t want him to leave me. I loved the feeling of him inside me, the hot, slick feeling of him. He stayed like that a few more moments, peppering me with soft kisses and slowly pushing in and out. Finally, he sighed, rolling off of me but keeping close.

“Whew.” He laughed, wiping his brow and wrapping his arms around me.

“Yeah.” I managed between heavy pants. I could barely speak, I’d never felt anything like that before. But I knew I was ready to experience it again and again.

I had a lot to look forward to. I finally had Tristan and he loved me. I didn’t have to lie or keep hidden feelings anymore and things were good….

Things were great.

And they were only looking up.

“Do you think we’ll stay together Duke?”

I grinned, pulling him closer, “I think there’s a chance.”

THE END

AN: Yay! I’m finally done! Sorry about the wait! I hope you have enjoyed this story. I know its not a popular pairing but I just love Duke. : ) I’m not sure what chapter story I will be working on next but I hope to have you all back! LOVE YOU ALL! XXOO

REVIEW REPLIES:

Potionspet: thank so much! Happy to have had you for a reviewer on it :D

Blackgargie: that sounds great about getting together on it! :D I normally don’t do anything with groups I join except save all the great yaoi photos lol but I could always give rpging a try ; ) well I’m happy that the incident ended in a positive. I wish that had happened to me lol oh well, all in God’s timing. :D

Desertrosetemari: oh I’m always so happy when review my new stories *huggles* I’m glad you like it, you are right about not seeing the pairing a lot. I don’t mind for Tristan but I want more duke in stories! : )

Lionessmon: thank you so much! I’m glad you like it and thanks for reviewing!