You're Not Me

Okay had a day off work for a horse race which was won by Japanese horses… So I got this done. I hope that you are up for another lemon, only this one does not involve my beloved Yugi, nor Yami, nor Seto… Oh and there’s a resolution to their situation. And an idea popped into my head today which might expand this story beyond the end… we’ll see…

You’re not me continued…
By Fyrbyrd

They sat down again. “I have to tell you just how much Yugi means to me,” began Seto. “When I even try to imagine my life without him, my heart feels like it will squeeze itself into a little ball. I was heading for self destruct, when you and my brother pulled us together; he gave me a reason to live. I expect you had no idea it would have even ended up this way, that Yugi and I came together. But he has taught me how to love. Yeah I really messed up by sending him away, but I had no idea of what we are up against. Who this bastard was or what he was capable of. It was only chance that he was the wedding planner and he was bluffing, but he had me believing that he would hurt what I love. When he threatened to have Yugi… raped… I couldn’t go through that again. I don’t think I could… cope with Yugi being… used like that.” He had his face in his hands.

Yami looked over at him, “I’ve watched him almost destroy himself twice because of what you have put him through. I experienced that same feeling in my heart that you just described. Do you think it is any easier for me to give him up? He is the other half of my soul.”

“So, we love him as much as he loves us… I’m not into threesomes.”

“And I don’t see what he sees in you. Even before you got together, you were such a bastard to him. When I got the two of you together, it was more to save his life. I didn’t want to lose him then, especially not to you.”

They were both staring at the floor, neither willing to give up what they had with Yugi.

“I don’t want to go back to my life without him. I had no friends before him, except for my brother there was no one else that meant anything to me. I learned to care for other people because of him. Isono and Fuguta… If he had died in that crash, I would have lost both of them. They are more than just employees; they are part of my family now. Just as Yugi…”

Yami stood up suddenly, there didn’t seem to be an answer to their dilemma. How could they both have Yugi and stay sane?

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Isono found Yugi sitting outside Fuguta’s ICU room; he was wiping tears from his eyes. He moved over and sat down beside his young friend. “I felt like shit the day I was told to kick you out of the house.”

Yugi lifted his head and looked at the older man.

“You were so in love with Seto, any one could see that, and you were the best thing ever to come into his life. I know he did what he did out of that love for you. He just did it all the wrong way. If he had have told me and Fuguta, we would have figured out a better way. But you know how Seto can be sometimes, stubborn as a mule… Yet, if anything had happened to you, “ he glanced over at his lover’s room, “Let’s just say, I know how he would feel.”

Yugi threw himself into Isono’s arms, “I know that,” he cried, “But you have only Fuguta, I have two lovers and I love them both. How can I split my heart in two? How can I give one of them up? I don’t know what to do, Isono.” The tears turned into sobs and Isono held him tight.

Eventually Yugi’s tears subsided and he fell asleep. He had had a trying day, being kidnapped and then to be rescued by both his loves and the situation he was now in, had left him exhausted.

Isono lifted him and carried him to a couch, not surprised at how light he was, it was plain that he had been neglecting himself again. He made him comfortable and went to the window of his lover’s room and looked at his sleeping form. It had been a close thing with Fuguta; he felt his own heart tighten at the thought of losing him. It was doubly worse for Yugi. His life was tied to the two men he loved; his heart bound him even tighter. There had to be a way to solve this problem. To let them all have what they wanted without having to suffer.

He was still staring into the room when the pair in question came into the waiting room. Seto came up beside him.

“Any change?”

“No, but everything’s fine with him, I will have my lover back.”

Seto nodded and turned to find that Yami was sitting beside Yugi and petting his hair. Glad that he had not gone too far when he ran from them.

“He’s quite upset at having to choose between the two of you. He doesn’t want to choose and cannot see a way out of it.”

“We can’t see a way out of it either.”

“There are plenty of unused rooms at the mansion. Several have adjoining doors, I know of one that has adjoining door on both sides…”

Seto turned and looked at Isono’s reflection in the window, was he suggesting something…

“It’s not that you and Yami don’t have a lot in common either. I’m sure that he and Yugi could contribute to the business, seeing how good they are at games. Yugi’s steered you right on quite a few things these past two years that you might have passed on.” He turned then and faced his boss. “You would be a fool to break up what you have with Yugi, but you cannot deny him his love of Yami. The only solution is to share that love or lose it altogether.”

Seto’s eyes refocused on Fuguta and all the machines that he was connected to. He didn’t want to lose anything that he had now. He nodded and turned, going over to where Yami was sitting with Yugi. Was he going to be able to sell this idea to the former Pharaoh?

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Yugi looked around at his surroundings trying not to shudder, after all he had agreed to do this and he couldn’t blame Yami Bakura for choosing to do it there. It was amazing enough that Ryou’s dark had taken the chance offered to him. Right now he was following Ryou down the aisle to where Yami Bakura stood waiting with Yami standing as his best man. He realized that this might have been him looking forward at Seto waiting for him if things had been different.

Seto had been planning on asking him to marry him, but the wedding planner had ruined all that. Still the place had been booked just in case, with all the trimmings, and Yami Bakura deserved a reward for what he had done. If not for him, Yugi could have been dead, because there was no way to tell how the psycho would have gone in is bid to become Seto Kaiba.

Of course Yami Bakura surprised the hell out of himself when he suggested that if he had the chance he might just marry his light. He should not have said that in Yugi’s hearing, because the devious little light of the Pharaoh Atem, had told him that Seto had the bookings and it was a shame to waste them. Then of course, Ryou had deliriously accepted his proposal when he almost half heartedly asked him when he had joined him in Domino City. He’d already been so pleased with his dark for what he had done. Pleased and proud. And as he walked down the aisle in his white suit, his brown eyes shining with that pride in his beloved and a smile that lit up the room, Yugi had to smile too.

They took their places before the marriage celebrant, and the wedding of Yami Bakura and Ryou was performed. Yugi had tears in his eyes, he looked over at Yami, being the best man, then into the front row where sat his other beloved, also in a white suit. Seto seemed a little sad and he knew why. Yugi would not be his husband on this occasion. He sat beside Isono and in a wheelchair propped up carefully was Fuguta; they were holding hands as they watched.

Pretty soon the pair was pronounced husband and husband, and Yami Bakura turned his love over so he was leaning backwards while he kissed him to seal the union. Everyone in the audience cheered and the pair hurried out of the chapel with everyone following to go to the photo session and then onto the reception.

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Ryou was tired when he flopped into a chair beside Yugi. “So, having a good time?”

Yugi turned and looked at him, “Me, yeah.”

“Look at them, making idiot’s of themselves, you wouldn’t have thought they wanted to kill each other a few years ago,” said Ryou as he watched Yami and Yami Bakura dance in the center of the room. “But you haven’t danced much. I thought all was well for you now.”

“It is, but Seto’s a bit down. This should have been our wedding you know.”

“I know. Where is he anyway?”

“He driving Isono and Fuguta home. Fuguta still gets tired easily and this was his first outing.”

“So he was playing limo driver!”

Yugi smiled, “Yeah. I think between him and your Yami, I’m not sure which one has changed the most.”

“Seto has. My Yami just needed someone to love him and to love me back. Seto had to get that rod of ice out of his ass and learn to be human and learn how to love anyone other than himself.”

Yugi shook his head. “He has changed, I would have never thought that he and Yami would come to the arrangement that we have.”

“Is it working out all right?”

Yugi’s smile got bigger, “I have no complaints, except…”

Ryou noticed the look on his face, “That’s what you get having two lovers.”

“Oh shut up. I heard you and Bakura the other night. Rabbits do it less than you do.”

“You’re lucky we won’t be there tonight.”

They both laughed.

“I think I’ll have enough on my hands with Yami, and I want to do something to cheer Seto up too.”

“Maybe it’s lucky we aren’t there –“

Yugi hit him in the ribs as he laughed. Bakura and Yami were heading over to them.

“Come on my little bride, dance with your husband.”

“I am no bride,” said Ryou allowing himself to be dragged to his feet, “But I will dance with my husband. See ya Yugi.”

Yami sat beside Yugi, “You okay?”

“I’m fine Yami, I told you I’d be okay with being here again.”

“Seto taking the others home?”

“Yeah, he said he’d be back for us once he had Fuguta settled.”

“He wasn’t the happiest to be here was he?”

Yugi turned to face Yami, “If he had asked me before all the mess happened, I would have said yes, you know that don’t you?”

“I know.”

Yugi still held his eyes, “But I think I would have regretted it too.”

Yami cocked his head to the side.

Yugi smiled, “I think fate was playing with me once again. It never happened and now I have the two people I love most in the world as my lovers. I didn’t have to make a choice that would have left me wondering all my life.” Yugi leaned forward and kissed Yami. “Thank you for that. Thank you for sharing me with Seto.”

“I won’t say it’s the easiest thing in my life,” said Yami, “It isn’t, but we can all have something of what we want and survive.”

“I’m sorry.”

“No,” Yami grabbed Yugi’s face and leaned his head against his, “Never say that. You have nothing to be sorry for. You love us both equally, we both know that. We don’t regret having to share you. We love you just as much, you know that. I never want to see you unhappy again. And besides that, he needs us both. You give him the love he needs, and I annoy the shit out of him because I’m living in his house and I can treat it like my own. And we have the most intense duels together, when he doesn’t cheat and use his computer to try and help him.”

Yugi laughed and kissed his dark. “Hmm tell me about it, you two wear me out after one of those. I still can’t believe we all wound up in my bed together after the last one. It was the best to wake up between the two of you.”

Yami smiled, “Yeah, the smile you had on your face would have lit up an entire country… Hey, he’s back. Go see what he wants to do, me, I’d rather go home and fool around.”

“You would,” said Yugi leaving him to go to Seto who was looking over at them.

But before Yami got his answer, Bakura and Ryou announced that they were heading off. They at least had a honeymoon to go on, though they had not told anyone where they were going.

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Ryou bounced on the bed his Yami had thrown him on, laughing all the way. Then his dark jumped onto the bed too, almost on top of him, his mouth taking the laughing one and stopping the sounds with his tongue. Ryou wound his arms around his dark’s shoulders and resting his hands on his neck. The kiss deepened and they spent a lot of time enjoying each others mouths.

Bakura pulled back. “Hmmm, you taste just as wonderful as the first time I tasted you.”

“And I don’t think I could love you more than I do now, you’re just the greatest.”

“Of course I am.”

Ryou smiled, “I’m being serious here. Because of you Yugi was saved from a madman, and now he has the two loves of his life to love him back. But even more than that, he will survive now.”

“Survive?”

“Yes, I’ve been in contact with Yugi regularly. He told me he was kicked out by Seto when it happened, and I knew he was going to slip back into the way he was when he saw what happened to Seto. Yugi was desperate for love; it was something we had in common.”

“And now you have something else in common. You are both getting regular loving, though he’s going to be walking funnier more often, seeing as he’s getting twice as much sex than you.”

“You are more than enough for me, lover. And this is supposed to be our honeymoon. We’ve got this trip all paid for, by Seto Kaiba no less, to say thank you for saving his lover. Let’s enjoy it.”

“Oh I plan on that. In fact you are going to be walking funny in a few days, because you are not getting out of this bed any time soon. Especially when we have room service so we won’t have to get food, it will come to us.” He lay down on top of his light and covered his mouth with his own again.

As they played tonsil hockey, Bakura’s hands moved skillfully to remove the shirt from his lover’s body, without losing contact. Then one handed he worked his way down to his lover’s light cotton pants and began to strip him of those too. Only then did he pull back and quickly stripped himself of his own clothes.

“I need your ass now; I don’t think I can wait much longer.” Bakura was fumbling with a tube of lube, trying to get it onto his fingers so he could prepare his lover.

Ryou rolled over onto his stomach to better accommodate his eager lover, pulling the pillow down beneath his hips. He heard Bakura growl in appreciation. Then fingers worked at stretching his ass. He could not help but moan and groan with his own pleasure. Bakura, even when in a hurry, knew exactly how to touch him, how to make him cry out with need, wanting more.

It was not long before Bakura was pushing his legs a bit further apart as he moved his body into position, covering his lover with his own body his cock nudging at him for entrance which was granted. He felt his lover’s breath on his neck before teeth nipped at him as the stiff organ seated itself fully inside, before pulling back to begin the age old dance of life. Between thrusts he was nipped and kissed and sucked on, across his back, his neck, his shoulders. He cried out his enjoyment of their joining, the fulfillment of their union. Bakura was riding him hard, but slow, also enjoying the taking of his lover. Wanting to prolong the act for as long as he could, he slipped a hand underneath finding a nipple to pinch and twist, drawing more exquisite sounds from the throat of Ryou.

Still he took his time, filling his lover over and over, hitting that one place that could make Ryou see what a supernova looked like up close. And the noises he made drove him to push for further heights. Ryou was clutching the sheets beneath him, pushing up the meet the quickening thrusts as they began to pound into him harder, faster. Bakura was grunting now, gripping him tightly as he increased his speed, angling to hit him at his pleasure spot again and again, until he knew he could take no more of the overwhelming feeling. He came into the pillow so hard that he threw his head back and screamed. Bakura cried out over the pressure on his cock from Ryou’s release. He pumped into the impossible tightness a few more time before exploding within his lover’s body.

Bakura collapsed onto his side, his brain fogged from cumming so hard, he flopped onto his back Ryou rolled onto his side and ran hand over his lover’s bare chest before he lay his head on it. “Thank you, lover. My mate.”

And they drifted off to sleep like that.

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