The Heat of Your Touch

Disclaimer: I do not own the song below, it belongs to Moby.
AN: I recommend the readers to listen “Why Does My Heart Feel So Bad” by Moby.

My dearest reviewers, thank you for reading this ‘masterpiece’ of modern literature. And thanks for understanding me, melancholic and utterly messed up writer (something like Yuki Eiri (who I don’t own. He belongs to Murakami Maki), but not raped etc. Just messed up. I hope everyone knows who Yuki is).

And if anyone wants to be my beta, let me know. We’ll establish other things later.
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Joey returned to his apartment some time after the evening in that expensive restaurant.

After all that trying, he finally decided to move out.

Seto agreed, thinking that it would be the best solution.

They didn’t break up, but they needed some space.

It was painful sight seeing Seto and Joey like that.

Even Mokuba, who hated the fact his brother was gay and considered Joey a betrayer, was feeling sorry.

According to him, if Joey moved out, their relationship wouldn’t last much longer.

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Joey didn’t even look back, he just entered his building.

Kaiba was waiting him to be out of the sight.

Then he returned to his car.

Feeling defeated, he was just sitting in there, staring at nothing.

He was struggling with tears.

Although it wasn’t the end, he was feeling empty and desperate.

He was feeling the end would come soon. That was terrifying him.

Joey saw through the window his car was still there.

In one moment he wanted to run to Seto, to tell him not to go.

But that would be way too much pathetic. He wasn’t a woman, after all. Only women do such things. And he wasn’t even uke in that relationship. So running to Kaiba’s car was out of the question.

He crawled to his old bedroom, falling on his old bed and wanted to disappear.

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“Hi, Joe.”

“Hey!” Joey greeted his lover.

“Today is your birthday” said the brunette, “ Well, happy birthday.”

“Oh, thanks!” Joey smiled to the phone, “ Listen…would you like to come over? All my friends are here, so…”

“No. I don’t want to spoil your little party. Enjoy your celebration…how old are you, anyway?” Kaiba was trying to make conversation as normal as possible.

“Like you don’t know, Seto…Ok then, I’m 25 now.”

There was moment of silence.

“You can come later if you want.”

“Joey…”

“Listen, just come, ok? Later, to celebrate together, after they leave. You’re still my boyfriend, after all.”

Joey was persistent.

He could hear the sigh on the other side.

“Well ok. I’ll come. But the present…”

“The best present would be if you come.” said Joey and hung up. His heartbeats were uncontrollably fast. His palms were sweaty.

It’s been six moths since Joey moved out. It was painful being separated from Seto. They have barely seen each other.

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“Happy birthday.” said Seto and kissed Joey. Joey smiled into the kiss. He was looking forward to it.

Kaiba sat on the couch.

“Look, the stores were closed…”

“I told you it didn’t matter.” said Joey, sitting on the couch, very close to Kaiba. “I skipped your birthday.” he lowered his head.

Kaiba was looking at him gently.

“Doesn’t matter. I never celebrate my birthdays.” he smiled.

Joey gave him one smile full of sadness.

“Listen, Seto. We need to talk.” he rubbed their lips one against another.

“I agree.” said Seto. Joey snuggled in his chest, afraid to look at him.

“Why are we so fucked up?”

“I would like to know as well.” Seto sighed again.

“Your sudden gestures of love…they scared me.”

“That was not my intention. I wanted to fix the mistakes.”

“I know. But our past is so fuckin’ bugging me…”

“That was then. Now is now.”

“But I need to know…how?”

Kaiba was stroking his messy blond hair.

He sighed again.

It was hard to remember.

“Why are you with me, Seto? I need to know the truth.”

Joey stood up, heading to the kitchen. “Would you like some cake?”

“Later.”

Joey sat in front of him.

“So tell me, Seto. Why are you with me?”

Seto was trapped. He didn’t like to recall. He didn’t like to reveal impressions and emotions.

He cleared his throat.

“I don’t know.” he said honestly.

Joey looked a bit disappointed.

“Why are you with me, then?” asked Kaiba, breaking silence.

Joey looked at him, surprised, yet he knew that question would come eventually.

“Because “ he was trying to concentrate, to describe his emotions properly, “You’re smart. You hide so many secrets. Yet I can read you as an opened book.” he paused for a moment. “Sure you don’t wanna cake?”

Kaiba shook his head.

Joey gulped.

“Well…I…At first, it was because of your good looks…And there was something in your attitude. I must be a masochist being with you…” he was feeling uncomfortable. “You don’t say much, your eyes don’t say a word, yet I can read you. I could feel your suffer then…” he took a big sip of water from the glass that was on the coffee table. “I can feel it now…And your love for Mokuba…I started to respect you during the Battle City. But you never let me be close…And then, when you kissed me, I knew…” he stopped. That was too much.

Kaiba was looking at him, anticipating.

“You knew...?”

“I…I knew…I knew…”

Kaiba’s eyes become wider.

“What?”

“That I will always…”

Kaiba became nervous, his palms were swaying.

“Tell me.”

“…be…addicted…to you” said Joey and jumped on him, crushing their lips into the kiss.

‘And that I will always love you.’ he thought.

Kaiba was holding him, letting him explore his mouth.

Joey attacked his neck.

“Undress.” he ordered.

Kaiba was surprised.

Joey helped him undo his shirt and take it off.

Then he started to kiss Kaiba’s shoulders, his arms, his chest.

“Your pants.”

Kaiba obeyed, undoing his pants, shoving them to the floor.

“Bedroom.” Joey stood up, leading him to his bedroom.

Kaiba didn’t have time to look around. Joey pushed him on his bed (which was really small and Kaiba was wondering how would they manage not to break their necks, because he was assuming there would be some awesome making love).

Joey was ravishing his neck, whispering into his ear ecstatically.

“Boxers, Seto…” he almost begged.

Kaiba took them off, as well as his shoes and socks, in a big hurry.

He was very aroused.

Joey kissed his lips once more before he started to place small kisses down his chest and belly, ending on his aroused and huge cock.

He started sucking on greedily, wanting to swallow every drop of the sweet (salt, in fact, but to Joey it was sweet) white nectar.

Kaiba was moaning, falling into some kind of trance.

He closed his eyes, gripping Joey’s hair, making him accelerate.

His cock went to the very end of Joey’s throat, and it almost choked Joey.

But he liked it.

Moments later, Seto came into Joey’s mouth, white stream of seed tickling his palate.

Kaiba released one last scream, so erotic that Joey’s pants became really tight.

Painfully tight.

Kaiba started undressing Joey instantly, releasing his cock.

He stared at Joey in awe for a moment, and then grabbed his cock, sucking on it as if he would die without it.

Joey tilted his head, rolling his eyes in pleasure.

“My balls.” he moaned.

Kaiba started to lick his balls, even nibbling them every now and then, driving Joey insane.

“Yeah…” moaned Joey, his body was bathing in sweat.

He gripped the sheets, praying this moment to be endless.

Kaiba’s tongue was playing with the smooth skin of Joey’s aroused member, long and majestic.

But Joey pushed him. Kaiba fell on his back.

“Turn around.”

He did so.

Joey penetrated him without lube, again.

But Seto liked harshness.

Thrusting fast and hard, pushing all limits, Joey adored hearing moans from beneath him.

“Harder!” said the uke master.

Seme puppy obeyed.

“Harder!!!” Kaiba screamed, feeling himself aroused again.

“Tell me that you love me.”

“I…love you.”

“Louder.”

“I love you!”

“You…liar!” they came at the same time, both screaming in pleasure.

Joey collapsed next to Kaiba.

“If you love me” he was panting, “how come you can’t remember why?”

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