This Is My Chance
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
7
Views:
1,700
Reviews:
28
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
As Long As I Have You
AS LONG AS I HAVE YOU
The rest of the week, I could feel Tristan’s anger. He didn’t want to talk about it, so I just did my best to keep his mind off of it. We spent more and more time together. When we were at his house, things were good. It was when we had to go to school that I could feel Tristan start to think about Joey and Seto again.
I knew he must be so angry. How could he not be? Someone he had loved and cared about for so long could just cheat on him and leave him like that? I could never do that to someone. I could never do that to Tristan. No one could ever mean more to me than he did.
All he would do was glare at them, refusing to speak about it, just watching them in fury. The two decided to stay apart, something that was probably for the best. But you could see that they hated to. They would watch each other from a distance, but every time Seto would try to speak to him, Joey would step away, shaking his head. I guess he had some dignity still left.
That weekend Tristan stayed with me. He seemed to be better. But it seemed like every time I got him feeling better again, Joey would come and strike it down. I couldn’t let that happen anymore. I had to be there to protect Tristan. I had finally accepted the fact that Tristan and I would just be friends. Sure it hurt, it hurt my heart to know that I couldn’t be with him. But I knew that having his friendship would be something too.
Things started to go up from then on over the next week. Tristan kept his mind away from Joey, starting to ignore their presence. It had been two weeks since Joey had told him about being with Seto. I could tell that Tristan still hurt but I knew that he was starting to heal. He would heal slowly and I wanted to be there to help him.
It was Friday at lunch as we sat there talking. We sat alone that day, away from the others.
Tristan seemed to want to say something, he kept twisting his hands nervously.
“What’s wrong?”
“I want to talk to you about something.” He said.
“Oh…okay.” I had no idea what he wanted, I was just hoping that it didn’t have to do with Seto or Joey.
“Can we go talk somewhere more private?”
“Sure.” I said, we got up, going into the bathroom. The bell would be ringing soon and no one hardly ever came in this one anyway.
As we stepped in, I waited for him to speak. He sighed, looking at me with an odd sincerity.
“Duke.” He started before pausing again.
“Yes?” I chuckled, my heart racing. I was so unbelievably nervous.
“Um…I’ve been thinking a lot about what you said.”
“What?”
“That night. About wanting to be with someone special.”
My face immediately flushed, “Oh.” I said, unsure of what else to say.
“I can’t promise you anything Duke.” He shook his head.
“But I want to try.”
“Wh-what?” I said, my heart racing, did he really mean what it sounded like?
He smiled, stepping towards me. I could barely breathe as he stepped up to me, brushing stray hairs from my face.
“I want to be with you. I want to try this. I want you to be with someone special who cares about you. And I want to be that person for you.”
I knew I was smiling like a loon, my heart leaping from my chest. I was speechless. It was really happening. I closed my eyes as he gently pressed his lips to mine. The feeling it brought, like that night I we kissed without him knowing it…but so much better. So much better because he was kissing me back, he was pressing me against the wall, running his hands over my skin, tugging at my hair, nipping at my neck, loving me.
Loving me.
Those minutes rushed by like seconds, everything a haze and all I cared about was the feeling of him against me. How could someone feel so much happiness? How was it possible to love someone so much? At that moment I knew why people said you couldn’t truly love someone without that love being returned. Any feelings I had for Tristan before exploded into that moment into something I felt like I couldn’t control. I wanted him…I needed him. And I didn’t want anything else ever.
That moment was broken when the door swung open, Seto stepping inside. The two of us froze, watching him with wide eyes. Tristan looked angry, glowering at the floor.
“I expect you to leave Joey and I alone now, Tristan.” He said. Tristan nodded in understanding before Seto left.
I looked to Tristan, waiting for him to say something. I was afraid he was already regretting this and I didn’t want to hear that. It would hurt me more than anything else to hear that what he had said was just in a rash moment.
He looked to me, smiling. “It’s okay.” He shrugged.
“Are you sure?” I hesitantly asked.
He nodded, “As long as I have you.”
AN: I'm sorry this is so short! :( Well. sadly I don't even have the next chapter written yet so expect a delay. Sorry I've been so off schedule as of late. It will get better soon! :D
REVIEW REPLIES:
blackgargie: so, we are in the same group in msn :) i got that email you send out for that ygo slash group and i thought hey! what a coincidence! :) anyway, *hugs back* thank you the sympathies! and you should have kicked that guy down the street for doing that! I had that same situation but mine at least hugged me :( but awesome your engaged now! congratulations! xxoo
rukia: i'm glad i could make you like duke so much--he's just such a cutie! :D
theultimatetoken: *grabs fairy* hooray! thank you! and everyone should be a nympho at heart. ;) hope your own stories are going well! :) any ygo ones?
potionspet: very very soon they will! or yep already happened. :)
lionessmon: thanks so much for reviewing! i'm so happy you liked them and i'm always so happy to hear that the interconnectedness worked :) i wasn't planning on doing a malik/dartz one at the moment but i may--who knows :) thanks so much for reviewing! hope to hear from you again :)
The rest of the week, I could feel Tristan’s anger. He didn’t want to talk about it, so I just did my best to keep his mind off of it. We spent more and more time together. When we were at his house, things were good. It was when we had to go to school that I could feel Tristan start to think about Joey and Seto again.
I knew he must be so angry. How could he not be? Someone he had loved and cared about for so long could just cheat on him and leave him like that? I could never do that to someone. I could never do that to Tristan. No one could ever mean more to me than he did.
All he would do was glare at them, refusing to speak about it, just watching them in fury. The two decided to stay apart, something that was probably for the best. But you could see that they hated to. They would watch each other from a distance, but every time Seto would try to speak to him, Joey would step away, shaking his head. I guess he had some dignity still left.
That weekend Tristan stayed with me. He seemed to be better. But it seemed like every time I got him feeling better again, Joey would come and strike it down. I couldn’t let that happen anymore. I had to be there to protect Tristan. I had finally accepted the fact that Tristan and I would just be friends. Sure it hurt, it hurt my heart to know that I couldn’t be with him. But I knew that having his friendship would be something too.
Things started to go up from then on over the next week. Tristan kept his mind away from Joey, starting to ignore their presence. It had been two weeks since Joey had told him about being with Seto. I could tell that Tristan still hurt but I knew that he was starting to heal. He would heal slowly and I wanted to be there to help him.
It was Friday at lunch as we sat there talking. We sat alone that day, away from the others.
Tristan seemed to want to say something, he kept twisting his hands nervously.
“What’s wrong?”
“I want to talk to you about something.” He said.
“Oh…okay.” I had no idea what he wanted, I was just hoping that it didn’t have to do with Seto or Joey.
“Can we go talk somewhere more private?”
“Sure.” I said, we got up, going into the bathroom. The bell would be ringing soon and no one hardly ever came in this one anyway.
As we stepped in, I waited for him to speak. He sighed, looking at me with an odd sincerity.
“Duke.” He started before pausing again.
“Yes?” I chuckled, my heart racing. I was so unbelievably nervous.
“Um…I’ve been thinking a lot about what you said.”
“What?”
“That night. About wanting to be with someone special.”
My face immediately flushed, “Oh.” I said, unsure of what else to say.
“I can’t promise you anything Duke.” He shook his head.
“But I want to try.”
“Wh-what?” I said, my heart racing, did he really mean what it sounded like?
He smiled, stepping towards me. I could barely breathe as he stepped up to me, brushing stray hairs from my face.
“I want to be with you. I want to try this. I want you to be with someone special who cares about you. And I want to be that person for you.”
I knew I was smiling like a loon, my heart leaping from my chest. I was speechless. It was really happening. I closed my eyes as he gently pressed his lips to mine. The feeling it brought, like that night I we kissed without him knowing it…but so much better. So much better because he was kissing me back, he was pressing me against the wall, running his hands over my skin, tugging at my hair, nipping at my neck, loving me.
Loving me.
Those minutes rushed by like seconds, everything a haze and all I cared about was the feeling of him against me. How could someone feel so much happiness? How was it possible to love someone so much? At that moment I knew why people said you couldn’t truly love someone without that love being returned. Any feelings I had for Tristan before exploded into that moment into something I felt like I couldn’t control. I wanted him…I needed him. And I didn’t want anything else ever.
That moment was broken when the door swung open, Seto stepping inside. The two of us froze, watching him with wide eyes. Tristan looked angry, glowering at the floor.
“I expect you to leave Joey and I alone now, Tristan.” He said. Tristan nodded in understanding before Seto left.
I looked to Tristan, waiting for him to say something. I was afraid he was already regretting this and I didn’t want to hear that. It would hurt me more than anything else to hear that what he had said was just in a rash moment.
He looked to me, smiling. “It’s okay.” He shrugged.
“Are you sure?” I hesitantly asked.
He nodded, “As long as I have you.”
AN: I'm sorry this is so short! :( Well. sadly I don't even have the next chapter written yet so expect a delay. Sorry I've been so off schedule as of late. It will get better soon! :D
REVIEW REPLIES:
blackgargie: so, we are in the same group in msn :) i got that email you send out for that ygo slash group and i thought hey! what a coincidence! :) anyway, *hugs back* thank you the sympathies! and you should have kicked that guy down the street for doing that! I had that same situation but mine at least hugged me :( but awesome your engaged now! congratulations! xxoo
rukia: i'm glad i could make you like duke so much--he's just such a cutie! :D
theultimatetoken: *grabs fairy* hooray! thank you! and everyone should be a nympho at heart. ;) hope your own stories are going well! :) any ygo ones?
potionspet: very very soon they will! or yep already happened. :)
lionessmon: thanks so much for reviewing! i'm so happy you liked them and i'm always so happy to hear that the interconnectedness worked :) i wasn't planning on doing a malik/dartz one at the moment but i may--who knows :) thanks so much for reviewing! hope to hear from you again :)