This Is My Life
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
10
Views:
4,098
Reviews:
48
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Six
CHAPTER SIX
The sun was spilling through the windows making me squint my eyes as I slowly opened them. I felt a warm body pressed against mine. I smiled as last night’s events came back to me. Joey and I had fallen asleep together in my bed. I looked over to the clock, it was a little past 10 and we were very late for school.
“What time is it?” Joey groaned, rubbing his eyes.
“A little after 10.”
“Oh.” He smiled, burying his face in my chest.
“Mmmm…I can stay like this forever.”
“Me too.” I grinned.
“Can we just stay here for the day?”
“What are we going to do?”
“Just lay here.”
“Okay.” I laughed, pulling him closer. I started to drift off, the feeling of his chest slowly moving up and down against mine. I was almost asleep before a loud ringing broke the silence. Joey sat up, pulling his phone out of his pocket. He looked at it with a frown.
“It’s Tristan.” He said in hesitation.
“Don’t answer it.”
He watched as it continued ringing, almost looking scared as he waited for it to stop. When it finally did, he breathed a sigh of relief. Flipping it open.
“He’s called 8 times already. I didn’t even hear it before.”
“Me either.” I smiled, taking the phone and closing it before placing it on the bedside table.
He grinned, burying his face back into the covers as we drifted off to sleep. Finally awaking a few hours, we crawled out of bed. It was no time before Joey’s phone was ringing again. He watched it as it continued to ring but didn’t touch it. We both knew who it was. His face held such guilt as he waited for it to silence. Guilt that I didn’t want him to feel.
“He’s called over 10 times now. He must think something is wrong.” He said.
“He’ll just think you are sick.” I said, wrapping my arms around him. I kissed him chastely, but once our lips touched, it was hard for both of us to let go. It felt like a haze, my body working outside of what my mind thought as our hands found skin. Our kiss growing harder and more wanting, our bodies grinding against each other. Joey quickly pulled back, feeling guilty.
“Sorry.” He whispered, stepping away.
“Yeah.” I said, still in a state of lust.
“I really want to be with you. But…”
“But what? Why can’t we?” I asked, trying to keep my frustration at bay.
He shook his head, sighing. “I can’t just break up with him and be with you. It’s not that easy.”
“Why?”
“Because Seto.” He sighed, “Tristan has been with me through a lot. Through…though everything. I love him so much. But…just not the way he loves me anymore.”
I felt a twinge of guilt as I thought about the things in Joey’s past. The things I had been ignorant of and had tried to trick myself into believing was okay to ridicule.
“Joey, I’m really…” I hesitated, I wasn’t used to apologizing. “I’m really sorry about what I said to you that day. I didn’t know.” I confessed.
“I know.” He nodded, smiling.
“I felt terrible. I tried convincing myself you deserved it. But after seeing you the next few days and how much I had hurt you. I could barely live with the guilt.”
“It wasn’t that.”
“What?”
“That wasn’t the reason I was upset.” I looked at him in confusion. “It was the first time I realized that I would never be with you. That you really didn’t love me.”
“Oh.”
“Until the alley.” He weakly smiled, stepping closer to me, he gently ran the backside of his hand across my jaw line.
“I’ve wanted this a long time.” He whispered, as he looked at me in earnest. I knew then that despite everything, his feelings were real.
“Me too.” I wanted to kiss him again but I knew that it would be hard to stop. I couldn’t keep touching him like that to be turned away.
XxXxXxX
The next day at school, we resumed our roles. It hurt me seeing Joey with Tristan as much as I tried to deny it. If I hadn’t seen him look at me when Tristan’s gaze was turned, I would have thought that yesterday had never happened. It seemed Tristan had readily accepted Joey’s lie of being sick. Constantly doting on him and making sure he felt alright.
“What did you two do yesterday?” Yami kept his eyes towards the board as he spoke. How does he always know?
“Nothing. He won’t do anything because of Tristan.” I watched as Joey gently pushed Tristan’s hands away from his thigh.
“He’s just confused.”
“I know.”
“Okay class. See you next Monday!” The teacher announced, the bustle of the class quickly silencing the rest of her words as everyone rushed out.
Joey hung back, purposely dropping his papers, telling Tristan to go ahead. I stayed seated, watching until everyone had left. Joey strode over to me, wasting no time to push his lips to mine. His kiss was quick but filled with passion before he rushed out of the room, leaving me in a daze.
I stood in the doorway of the classroom, watching him run after Tristan.
XxXxXxX
I stayed pressed against the bathroom stall, Joey’s hands running feverishly over my skin. I ground my hips against his, both us stifling our moans from the contact. He kissed my neck and shoulders, nibbling at my sensitive spots.
“Jou?” Tristan yelled, stepping into the bathroom. Joey quickly pushed me to stand on the toilet, stepping out of the stall.
“Hey!” He called. I stood quietly in the stall shaking my head. Is this really how it would be? The last two weeks we had been sneaking around like this. Sometimes barely avoiding detection…like today. When the door shut and their voices trailed off down the hall, I stepped down, leaving the bathroom to walk the other way.
Is this how its always going to be?
AN: Whelp, hope you enjoy and please do review! I am too self-conscious for my own good about my stories sucking. lol
REVIEW REPLIES:
tatiana: well thanks! i really appreciate any good words for this story as I had a super hard time writing it. :)
blackgargie: :) lol. its on its way! hee hee XD thank you for your review! xxoo
rukia: hooray! XD. that makes me very happy you thought so! its what i was going for. built up sexual frustration--yum! XD
tasha: aww you are too nice! lol. thank you that would be awesome lol
theultimatetoken: lmao, your comment made me laugh so hard. the hawk thing. whew...good stuff. XD thanks so much for reviewing! xxoo
margyy: thanks so much! i'm very happy to hear you like it! :D it always means a lot when people take the time to review so thank you XD
tatiana: lol, i don't know why but i just really enjoy using troll as an insult for tristan. lol. it makes me laugh. XD
blackgargie: thank you very kindly! XD yep, there are slowly getting there!
rukia: well...it MAY be with Tristan...can't say...*shifty eyes* XD. thanks so much for your lovely reviews, they are always so nice! :D
theultimatetoken: yay! i'm glad you liked it so much! i don't know why but i've been very self conscious on this story so every review means a lot! :D
bloodredeyes: he's so in denial, isn't he? XD i loved the alley kiss too. :) if only seto could do that to me...:D thank you so much for reviewing! xxoo
The sun was spilling through the windows making me squint my eyes as I slowly opened them. I felt a warm body pressed against mine. I smiled as last night’s events came back to me. Joey and I had fallen asleep together in my bed. I looked over to the clock, it was a little past 10 and we were very late for school.
“What time is it?” Joey groaned, rubbing his eyes.
“A little after 10.”
“Oh.” He smiled, burying his face in my chest.
“Mmmm…I can stay like this forever.”
“Me too.” I grinned.
“Can we just stay here for the day?”
“What are we going to do?”
“Just lay here.”
“Okay.” I laughed, pulling him closer. I started to drift off, the feeling of his chest slowly moving up and down against mine. I was almost asleep before a loud ringing broke the silence. Joey sat up, pulling his phone out of his pocket. He looked at it with a frown.
“It’s Tristan.” He said in hesitation.
“Don’t answer it.”
He watched as it continued ringing, almost looking scared as he waited for it to stop. When it finally did, he breathed a sigh of relief. Flipping it open.
“He’s called 8 times already. I didn’t even hear it before.”
“Me either.” I smiled, taking the phone and closing it before placing it on the bedside table.
He grinned, burying his face back into the covers as we drifted off to sleep. Finally awaking a few hours, we crawled out of bed. It was no time before Joey’s phone was ringing again. He watched it as it continued to ring but didn’t touch it. We both knew who it was. His face held such guilt as he waited for it to silence. Guilt that I didn’t want him to feel.
“He’s called over 10 times now. He must think something is wrong.” He said.
“He’ll just think you are sick.” I said, wrapping my arms around him. I kissed him chastely, but once our lips touched, it was hard for both of us to let go. It felt like a haze, my body working outside of what my mind thought as our hands found skin. Our kiss growing harder and more wanting, our bodies grinding against each other. Joey quickly pulled back, feeling guilty.
“Sorry.” He whispered, stepping away.
“Yeah.” I said, still in a state of lust.
“I really want to be with you. But…”
“But what? Why can’t we?” I asked, trying to keep my frustration at bay.
He shook his head, sighing. “I can’t just break up with him and be with you. It’s not that easy.”
“Why?”
“Because Seto.” He sighed, “Tristan has been with me through a lot. Through…though everything. I love him so much. But…just not the way he loves me anymore.”
I felt a twinge of guilt as I thought about the things in Joey’s past. The things I had been ignorant of and had tried to trick myself into believing was okay to ridicule.
“Joey, I’m really…” I hesitated, I wasn’t used to apologizing. “I’m really sorry about what I said to you that day. I didn’t know.” I confessed.
“I know.” He nodded, smiling.
“I felt terrible. I tried convincing myself you deserved it. But after seeing you the next few days and how much I had hurt you. I could barely live with the guilt.”
“It wasn’t that.”
“What?”
“That wasn’t the reason I was upset.” I looked at him in confusion. “It was the first time I realized that I would never be with you. That you really didn’t love me.”
“Oh.”
“Until the alley.” He weakly smiled, stepping closer to me, he gently ran the backside of his hand across my jaw line.
“I’ve wanted this a long time.” He whispered, as he looked at me in earnest. I knew then that despite everything, his feelings were real.
“Me too.” I wanted to kiss him again but I knew that it would be hard to stop. I couldn’t keep touching him like that to be turned away.
XxXxXxX
The next day at school, we resumed our roles. It hurt me seeing Joey with Tristan as much as I tried to deny it. If I hadn’t seen him look at me when Tristan’s gaze was turned, I would have thought that yesterday had never happened. It seemed Tristan had readily accepted Joey’s lie of being sick. Constantly doting on him and making sure he felt alright.
“What did you two do yesterday?” Yami kept his eyes towards the board as he spoke. How does he always know?
“Nothing. He won’t do anything because of Tristan.” I watched as Joey gently pushed Tristan’s hands away from his thigh.
“He’s just confused.”
“I know.”
“Okay class. See you next Monday!” The teacher announced, the bustle of the class quickly silencing the rest of her words as everyone rushed out.
Joey hung back, purposely dropping his papers, telling Tristan to go ahead. I stayed seated, watching until everyone had left. Joey strode over to me, wasting no time to push his lips to mine. His kiss was quick but filled with passion before he rushed out of the room, leaving me in a daze.
I stood in the doorway of the classroom, watching him run after Tristan.
XxXxXxX
I stayed pressed against the bathroom stall, Joey’s hands running feverishly over my skin. I ground my hips against his, both us stifling our moans from the contact. He kissed my neck and shoulders, nibbling at my sensitive spots.
“Jou?” Tristan yelled, stepping into the bathroom. Joey quickly pushed me to stand on the toilet, stepping out of the stall.
“Hey!” He called. I stood quietly in the stall shaking my head. Is this really how it would be? The last two weeks we had been sneaking around like this. Sometimes barely avoiding detection…like today. When the door shut and their voices trailed off down the hall, I stepped down, leaving the bathroom to walk the other way.
Is this how its always going to be?
AN: Whelp, hope you enjoy and please do review! I am too self-conscious for my own good about my stories sucking. lol
REVIEW REPLIES:
tatiana: well thanks! i really appreciate any good words for this story as I had a super hard time writing it. :)
blackgargie: :) lol. its on its way! hee hee XD thank you for your review! xxoo
rukia: hooray! XD. that makes me very happy you thought so! its what i was going for. built up sexual frustration--yum! XD
tasha: aww you are too nice! lol. thank you that would be awesome lol
theultimatetoken: lmao, your comment made me laugh so hard. the hawk thing. whew...good stuff. XD thanks so much for reviewing! xxoo
margyy: thanks so much! i'm very happy to hear you like it! :D it always means a lot when people take the time to review so thank you XD
tatiana: lol, i don't know why but i just really enjoy using troll as an insult for tristan. lol. it makes me laugh. XD
blackgargie: thank you very kindly! XD yep, there are slowly getting there!
rukia: well...it MAY be with Tristan...can't say...*shifty eyes* XD. thanks so much for your lovely reviews, they are always so nice! :D
theultimatetoken: yay! i'm glad you liked it so much! i don't know why but i've been very self conscious on this story so every review means a lot! :D
bloodredeyes: he's so in denial, isn't he? XD i loved the alley kiss too. :) if only seto could do that to me...:D thank you so much for reviewing! xxoo