Regret
Regret-Chapter 6
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That was not the end of the fic! This fic still has many
chapters to go through and Marik and Ryou still have a few things to work out
as well if you looked at my bio you would notice it says “in progress” and not “complete”
but anyway I hope you guys are still with me and I hope you like chapter 6 to
“Regret” ENJOY!!!
Ryou woke and rolled over in bed to
realize Marik wasn’t in bed beside him.
He stretched as he began to get up, and slipped on the same clothes he
had worn the previous evening. I have
to ask Marik were my clothes are, he told himself. He slipped out the cabin door, and began to look for Marik.
appetite replaced as he saw Ryou heading towards him.
“Good morning, sunshine.”
Marik said, as Joey tried to stifle a laugh at Marik’s comment, and Ryou
blushed profusely as he smiled shyly.
Ryou sat down next to Marik, and instinctively reached over and gave
Marik a small peck on the cheek.
“What was that for?”
Marik teased Ryou.
Ryou shrugged “No reason, would you rather me not kiss you?”
Ryou asked
Marik smiled coyly pulling Ryou from his chair and into his
lap, “No but I’d rather you kiss me like this…” Marik said trailing off and
kissing Ryou deeply. Ryou shyly pulled
away. “I’ll take note of that.”
“So, are you hungry Ryou?
For food I mean.” Joey asked,
grinning at the pair in front of him.
“No,” Ryou said softly “but I would like to know where my
clothes are.” Resting his head on
Marik’s shoulder. Marik immediately
felt himself getting hard at Ryou’s request.
What the hell does he need clothes for, he thought to himself, thinking
he could be perfectly happy with Ryou unclothed for the next four days.
tried too
“I saw that look and no.
I am not running around in my birthday suit, my ass will get burned and
then where would you be?” Joey couldn’t
contain his outburst of laughter.
“Maybe I should just go into the captain’s cabin, and leave you two
squirrels to your tree.” And with
another rueful grin, he picked up his plate and left.
“So what would you like to do today?”
waist.
“I would like to find some clean clothes, please.
ticket.” Ryou said.
“Well, I wanted to go for a bit of a swim first.
and down Ryou’s back. Ryou, feeling
slightly uncomfortable and moved off Marik’s lap.
“That’s alright. I
can shower by myself.” Ryou told Marik
stiffly.
“What’s wrong?”
Marik asked Ryou, growing concerned at his sudden rigid behavior.
Ryou fumbled with his words slightly.
“Oh, is that all?”
Marik chuckled. “It would be my
pleasure to instruct you in the delightful art of swimming.”
Ryou shook his head, Marik’s words not having any effect on
him. “I don’t really care to learn.” He said stiffly.
“What do you mean you don’t care to learn?”
another ‘emotional roller coaster’ with Ryou.
Why can’t he just realize that my way is better?
interested and sympathetic toward Ryou.
Ryou attempted another glare, failing utterly.
“You try too hard.”
Ryou said wrapping his arms around himself, obviously a little
hurt. He forced a smile and looked at
Marik. “Why don’t we just shower?
“I always swim in the mornings though.”
mind so I don’t make any hasty judgments.
Why don’t you at least sit here and watch me swim, if you won’t join
me?”
Ryou shrugged. “I
guess that will lriglright.” As Marik
picked Ryou up like a small child and carried him to the pool, unable to help
but think how much nicer it would be to be heading for a bed.
Ryou watched Marik swim back and forth in the pool as he
rolled up his pant legs and waded his feet in the water.
glistening body and yearned to touch him, unwilling to get in the water and
actually accomplish this feat.
God, Marik thought as he glided deftly through the water, I
am one lucky bastard. He couldn’t help
but notice how all morning Ryou was unable to tear his eyes from him.
as he watched Ryou splashing his feet in the water. I have to make him understand the depth of my feeling.
swim towards Ryou.
Ryou smiled as he saw Marik paddling towards him, but
quickly became tense as he realized Marik’s intentions.
from the edge of the pool.
“No.”
his arm out to grab Ryou’s legs.
“What?” Marik
questioned, unable to comprehend why he had upset Ryou.
swim. You would be a lot better off,
you know. We are surrounded by water.”
“Are you intentionally trying to upset me further?”
Marik. “I told you I don’t want to
swim, and I really don’t want to learn.”
“Why?” Marik
asked. “Do you think the water can
bite? I guarantee yout I t I bite
harder.”
“My mother drowned.
I don’t want to learn. Is that
good enough?” Ryou said angrily.
Marik looked at him, silently thinking, so the hell
what? Wow, one person on the planet
dies by water. Billions die by
cars. Go figure.
to live your life afraid to try things you might enjoy?”
“Its enough for me that my father can’t stand my appearance
because of her, I really don’t need to be reminded about her death…maybe I
might enjoy swimming but if that’s all I miss out on I’ll be fine.” sai said
quickly.
Marik pulled himself out of the water and walked up to Ryou
placing an arm about his shoulders and squeezing him slightly. “Fine, you don’t
have to swim with me, but maybe you can accept the water and in turn accept
your mothers death.” Marik said
Ryou rolled his eyes “I have accepted it, I just don’t like
being reminded of it.” He said softly.
“Well, I have a good idea.” Marik said softly “Why don’t we
go get these clothes, your so worried about’ and have a nice luxurious shower?”
“Sounds nice…” Ryou said trailing off slightly “Suddenly I’m
not so worried about them though.” Ryou said standing taking his shirt off and
heading below deck shedding the rest of his clothing as he went.
For a second Marik stood still, his mouth gapping open. I
have created a machine he thought to himself. Marik grinned unable to shake the
vision of Ryou’s backside from his mind as he chased after Ryou. Ryou couldn’t
help but grin as he stepped in the shower turning the water on to be greeted by
Marik’s hands wandering down his back and slipping about his waist traveling
further south.
Joey walked out of the captain’s cabin and toward the pool
noticing the trial of clothes leading below deck. He shook his head smiling
slightly. ‘Why am I not surprised?’ he asked.
Marik moaned with frustration as he began to massage Ryou’s
hardness. He didn’t want to play with
Ryou. He wanted to fuck Ryou. “Do you
know how exquisite you are, my love?”
He asked Ryou huskily.
Ryou mumbled an incoherent reply as he turned his head and
began to deeply kiss Marik on the lips while grinding his hips against his
lover.
“What do you want?”
Marik asked Ryou. When Ryou
remained silent, Marik climbed out of the shower and stood looking at
Ryou. “You can’t have what you don’t
ask for.”
Ryou shook his head.
“You know perfectly well what I want.
Why do you always make me say it?”
He then grinned mischievously.
“Do you like it when sound like a whore?” He said playing off the most innocent look he could muster.
“Not just a whore, my whore.” Marik said, admiring for the second time that day just how lucky
he was. “I want to hear you beg for
it. I want to see you get on your knees
and plead for your satisfaction.”
Ryou walked out of the shower, getting on his knees in front
of Marik. “I can think of better ways
to satisfy you on my knees.” "> And took
Marik’s hard dick into his mouth, as he massaged Marik’s balls in his hand.
Marik closed his eyes for a moment enjoying the wonderful
feeling but quickly shaking his head to clear it “No.”
Ryou. “You didn’t ask.”
“Then shouldn’t I be punished?” Ryou said sinfully as he looked up at Marik with his deep brown
eyes.
“Maybe you should.”
Marik said, an idea forming in his head. “Turn off the water and come with me.”
Ryou quickly complied, turning off the water and following
Marik into the bedroom. Ryou yelped
slightly as Marik picked him up and roughly threw him on the bed.
moments waiting for Marik’s next move.
“Face down on the pillows, Ryou.” Marik said as he headed for the massive armor.
it’s hiding placing, unlocking the massive doors. He looked over the array of toys he had collected.
sorts of other pleasuring devices.
Smiling he picked up four red silk scarves and turned towards the
bed. “Face down.”
make his selection. Marik quickly began
to tie one of the scarves to Ryou’s wrist.
Ryou laid face down as Marik asked, slightly nervous but
willing to trust Marik. “Yes sir.
“Shut up.” Marik
said as he bent over and kissed Ryou’s cheek, making him groan slightly.
tied another scarf around Ryou’s slim ankle and to the bedpost.
side. “So.” He said when he was finished.
“What is it you want?” He asked
as he began to trace his finger along the middle of Ryou’s back.
“You told me to shut up.”
Ryou said teasingly.
“Don’t be a smart ass.
Just do what you are told.”
Marik said.
Ryou laid his head on the pillow, satisfied, un wavered by
Marik’s harsh words. “I am a little
curious how long you can stare at me like this before you lose it.”
“A lot longer than you, beautiful.”
toys. Quickly he grabbed a blindfold,
and brought it to the bed. “Lift up
your head like a good little boy now.”
He said as he quickly pulled the mask over Ryou’s eyes.
Ryou heard Marik fumbling with the doors of the armor
again. He than began to feel something
warm and wet against the small of his back, and Marik’s hands rubbing the warm
liquid over his ass and in between his thighs, causing him to gasp slightly.
“Are you sure you want to wait?” Marik asked, as he slowly bent his head and began gently blowing
on the oil, knowing the instantaneous rush of warmth Ryou was experiencing
because of it.
Ryou whimpered slightly, the mixture of his cool breath and
the heat of the oil was making him hard, and it was slightly uncomfortable
considering he was face down. He moaned slightly when Marik teased his entrance
with his middle finger.
"You like this, don't you?"
Ryou was only able to gasp again as Marik started kneading
his buttocks, massaging them. Marik
felt himself getting harder, looking down at Ryou's perfectly formed butt, and
his trembling body. He than began to
massage Ryou's smaller back, working his fingertips through the knots he could
feel and rubbing the oil even more into Ryou's flawless skin.
"...Y-yes..." Ryou finally manages in-between his
breaths.
God it felt so good, it was no wonder Joey would let Marik
do anything to him. Ryou smiled at the massage he was receiving purring
slightly.
"Now will you tell me what you want?"
his skilled hands.
"If I do will you take off my blind-fold?" Ryou
asked softly "Please?"
"We shall see.
It depends on how good you are."
Marik said, smiling to himself.
Ryou didn't even
have to do anything and he was good.
When he did do something, Marik thought about last night, he was
extraordinary.
Ryou smiled, "Yes sir...please I want your dick inside
me and I want you to fuck me to your hearts content I only wish to please
you." Ryou said in an innocent tone.
Impossibly, Marik felt himself lengthen another inch at
Ryou's words. Oh my God, he
thought. I am the luckiest man
alive. He went down and positioned
himself in-between Ryou's spread-eagle legs, sitting on his shins.
could see the hole he desired, and lightly began to trail the outer ring with
his tongue. Ryou gasped, he didn't want to be prepared but knew that it was a
must...hopefully the oil had provided enough lubrication though and he wouldn’t
have to wait as long. He moaned when Marik inserted a finger inside him and
smiled, maybe he wouldn’t have to wait to long. Marik kept slowly prodding with
his finger; fascinated by the feel of Ryou's tight muscles and wishing he could
just do him then. However, he didn't
want to spoil it for Ryou. He was going
to draw this out for as long as he could stand it, Marik told himself as he
licked around his finger, enjoying the thrashing it was causing Ryou to do. All
the preparation he was doing was only making Ryou want him more not to mention
all the physical problems he was causing.
"Please Marik...I want you inside me so badly."
Ryou said pouting
"Don't be hasty, Ryou." Marik said softly.
"I know you want me. And
you shall have me. Nevertheless, not
right now. Right now I am going to make
you want something worse than you have ever wanted it before."
Ryou, sliding it right next to his inserted finger. Ryou cried out in pleasure
and surprised as he pulled at his restraints.
"I told you...what I wanted...and you now refuse...to
give it...to me?" Ryou said in-between his gasps as Marik added a second
then third finger.
&ql>"That is the power I have over you.
want. When I am ready."
with his fingers, slowly moving faster and faster. "You want your ass pounded like this?
like this?" Ryou shook his head yes hastily before he found the breath to
answer
"...Y-yes..." He practically breathed wanting to
squirm out of the blindfold and restraints but not being able to.
Marik heightened his efforts, hearing Ryou's reply.
than ever before, stroking the inside of Ryou with his fingers and feeling him
clench. He started peppering Ryou's
butt with kisses, first dry kisses, but gradually began slightly sucking on his
skin, drawing it into his mouth. Ryou whimpered, this was beyond teasing this
was just plain torture. 'Damn silk restraints' Ryou thought as Marik
pounded into him harder with his hand. Marik began thinking about other things
he could do to Ryou, and grinning, got off the bed and removed his hands from
Ryou. He stood up next to the bed, his
shapely arms crossed over his chest and smiled down upon Ryou.
what was going on, he kept trying to rub the blindfold off by rubbing his head
on the part of his arm he could reach.
"Having fun?"
He asked Ryou.
"If I could glare at you I would." Ryou said
pouting slightly
"Glare?
Please. You don't even know
how." Marik said, chuckling to
himself. "Besides, what good do
you think it would do?"
"I know that..." Ryou said squirming "But I
can still try, and it would make me feel better if nothing else" Ryou
said.
"Ah yes, trial and error. Well, you have no reason to be mad at me.
steps away from the bed, so Ryou wouldn't hear him heading for the open Armour.
“Exactly! Nothing!” Ryou pouted "Also yes I do have
reason to be mad, you are deliberately making me beg for what you want just as
much as me, not to mention all the teasing your putting me through" Ryou
continued.
"Yes, I will admit it.
Every time I hear you say you want me, every time you beg for me and
plead, I become ecstatic. Nevertheless,
I have also promised myself you would learn true pleasure, in every sense and
form. So, I am going to make it
happen."
"So, are we going to cry some more?" He asked Ryou.
Ryou rolled his eyes although Marik couldn’t see it "No
sir." He said simply.
"Why don't you try, no master?"
frustration.
Ryou smiled "No...Master" Ryou said although he
was slightly hesitant "Am I going to experience a new pleasure
master?" Ryou asked curiously.
"We shall see."
Marik said as he turned the light switch off and went and sat down on
the bed.
He lighted the candle, admiring the bright flame for a
moment, and then through his white lighter on the floor next to the bed.
trailed from underneath the flame, down the side of the candle, and then a
beautiful pink pool on his hand. He
closed his eyes, relishing the feel of the cooling wax.
Ryou's back and allowed for a small amount of the burning wax to trickle onto
him, making Ryou gasp with shock. Ryou bit his lower lip it was warmer than the
oil and thicker too.
"Master?" Ryou asked curiously
"No questions Ryou." Marik told him gently.
"No talking at all. No
looking. I just want you to
feel." Then Marik began to make a
trail, over Ryou's left buttock and down his leg, knowing how sensitive the
back of his knee would be.
Ryou took a sharp breath, it was hot but it wasn’t moving
once it made contact with his skin it stayed in place. He wanted to be on his
back more than anything t that moment in all reality but Marik had told him no
to talk, and he was actually enjoying himself very much. Marik than started on
the other leg, this time at the bottom, and worked his way up.
"You are a beautiful boy, you know."
himself.
He watched as the wax began to trickle on Ryou's shoulders,
making beautiful pink pools on Ryou's pale skin. He is so perfect, Marik thought. Ryou sighed in approval although
it was un-needed; Marik all allowed to do whatever he wanted at the moment.
"Please Master...May I lie on my back?" Ryou asked
his position becoming very uncomfortable.
"Not yet, my love." Marik said as he put the candle in a holder next to the bed,
still burn
He than reached for the Vaseline, opening it and spreading a
liberal amount on his penis. Slowly,
Marik lay on top of Ryou, placing his weight on his left forearm and slowly
reached down and put the head of his dick into Ryou, having to push somewhat
hard to make him accept the large invader. Ryou gasped in surprise not really
expecting Marik toer her him yet. He closed his eyes tightly relaxing his body
because he had tensed as soon as Marik entered him. He clenched his teeth
slightly, it hurt a little bit but Ryou figured it was worth it.
"Sorry, the uncomfortable-ness will go away in a
minute." Marik breathed into
Ryou's ear as he began to move slightly in Ryou, making sure he didn't push
himself too far in. "Tell me when
you want more."
Ryou nodded and sighed relived slightly that Marik was
willing to wait, "I'm fine...please give me more master." Ryou said
softly.
Ryou wanted to see Marik he loved the look on his face when
they made love.
"Oh God, thank you." Marik breathed as he plunged down into Ryou's softness.
He began to take deep, lazy strokes back and forth in Ryou,
enjoying the tight muscles that closed around him. I don't want him tied, Marik realized. I want to feel his hands on me.
"One sec."
went to the bottom of the bed and began to untie the scarf tied to Ryou's
ankle.
"Thank you." Ryou said realizing Marik was untying
him.
He didn’t want to be tied up either and he hoped Marik would
allow him to see again too, but he wouldn’t take the blindfold off without
permission. Marik quickly untied all four of Ryou's limbs, cursing himself for
tying them so tight. When all of them
were gone, he turned Ryou around and slid off his blindfold.
Marik, until Marik told him,
"Now, you can do what you want to do."
Ryou smiled brightly a she wrapped his legs around Marik
pulling him close to his body and hugging him content just to have the older
man on top of him as he slowly ran his hands down his back and through his
blonde hair.
"Will you take me now?" Ryou asked softly in
Marik's ear.
"Of course."
Marik answered immediately.
"But first, you must do something for me."
He sat down next to Ryou and put Ryou on his hands and
knees. Then he took one of Ryou's hands
and brought it to Ryou's sweet behind.
"I want to see
you pleasure yourself. I want to see
you fuck your own ass with your succulent fingers."
into himself.
Ryou sighed but did as Marik wanted, he did after all untie
him and he didn’t have too. He could feel the heat rising in his cheeks though
as he pushed his finger further inside himself, however he found it rather
pleasing as he closed his eyes and drove it deeper inside himself faster and
harder with each stroke. As he continued he eventually added a second and third
finger as he slammed them into himself harder. That, Marik told himself, is the
most beautiful thing. It surpasses
every piece of so called art he had ever seen.
That included Tom Kinkan, a very fond artist of his, every beautiful
flower he had ever seen. No, this is
what art truly is. Suddenly, he
couldn't take it any longer. He had to
have Ryou. He yanked Ryou's hand away
from himself, and hurriedly thrust his dick deep inside of him, sighing with
pleasure. Ryou cried out slightly from shock and the instant penetration, which
was rather larger than his fingers were.He shut his eyes tightly trying to
adjust to his size as quickly as humanly possible. Marik needed to remember
Ryou was only sixteen while he himself was twenty-two, he was smaller than Joey
and still new to all this, and although Ryou wanted it, it hurt more than Ryou
would have liked being slammed into so fast. Marik kept on, pounding harder and
faster with each thrust. Suddenly he
felt the beginnings of his orgasm, and he hurriedly pulled out, grabbed Ryou by
the hair, and emptied himself in the warmth of his mouth.
when Marik pulled away from his mouth, as he weakly tried to make Marik let go
of his hair. Ryou licked his dry lips trying to pull away from Marik. That hurt
and it shouldn't have, it felt so good to begin with…building up Marik's sexual
frustration was not a good thing in Ryou's mind at the moment. The only reason
he was keeping his eyes closed at the moment was so that he wouldn't cry and
upset Marik.
"Thank youmuchmuch." Marik told Ryou, panting on his back. "I really, really needed that. Are you okay?" He asked, noticing Ryou's lack of response.
Ryou nodded his head but turned his back to Marik
"Ryou?"
Marik asked turning on his side. "Are you okay?"
began to rub on Ryou's back.
"Didn't you enjoy that?"
Ryou pulled away slightly form his touch and nodded his head
‘yes’ although in all truth he had had more pleasurable times. Ryou cursed
himself, he pulled away yet said he liked it
'really convincing you idiot' he said to himself, he didn't want
Marik to feel bad but his actions were probably not helping matters. Marik
stared at Ryou for a minute.
"You know, I have never appreciated being lied
to." And with that, he grabbed his
boxers and headed out the door, slamming it behind himself.
He lied to me, Marik thought to himself.
Ryou hands balled into fists, he wasn't angry with Marik
though angrier with himself. That kind of reaction was the one he was trying to
avoid, he knew Marik didn't mean to hurt him it was an accident. He sat up but
cringed slightly at the pain falling back on the bed 'that’s not a good sign'
he thought silently. He wanted to go to Marik and apologize but walking
right now was out of the question. He sighed feeling completely worthless. He
laid his head on the pillow decidecided he might as well get some rest; Marik
probably wouldn’t be coming back.
Marik walked down the hall in a daze, barely realizing he
had stopped to put on his boxers. Why
does he do this to me, Marik thought to himself as he started up the steps to
the deck. Why does he want to lie to me
about his feelings? Have I not proved
anything to him? He sighed as he walked
on deck, drinking in the peaceful sight of the setting sun.
"Yeah, everything is..." Marik stopped, thinking about who he was talking to. "No, I
am confused. I just had the most
wonderful sex with Ryou. It resulted in
the best orgasm I think I have had to date.
No offense to you of course. And
I am upset. What kind of bullshit is
that? And I am only upset because Ryou
lied to me." Marik sighed, looking
at the pinks and yellows streaking the sky.
"I won't let him again. I
will teach him, starting tomorrow, that I am one person you never want to lie
to."
Joey lowered his head slightly sighed heavily catching
Marik’s attention. “Y-you…never mind.” Joey said walking away but Marik caught
his wrist.
“What?” He demanded sternly.
“You’re approaching Ryou completely the wrong way Marik, he
loves you he really does I can see it in his eyes. You and me are different we
had each other for pure lust nothing more…but as you said Ryou is different
from us. He needs you in ways you can’t image he may have lied to you buy I can
almost guarantee that was not his intention.” Joey sighed again “Try talking to
him before yelling I’m sure this was all a misunderstanding.” Joey said truly
trying to help the relationship.
Marik glared slightly “I don’t appreciate being lied to you
know that better than most.” He growled.
“I know, and I also know you don’t want to hurt him Marik.
You need to be careful or you and Ryou will be back in square one…do you want
him terrified of you again?” Joey said before swiftly walking away so Marik
didn’t have a chance to retort his remark.
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