The Diary Of Seto Kaiba Fucking Me Senseless

Shut- up!

Alright if your wondering, what the hell is going on, let me explain. Yes, it seems that I have a talking or telepathic black cat, Rina was helping me, and yes you did see Yami kiss Seto. To me that shit is infuriating. Let me show you what happened we can sum it up in two words, chaos and mayhem.

Time: 1:15 pm
Date: Monday, March 9, 2004
Place: Kaiba’s Mansion

My heart was breaking. I promise you, if Mr. North came by (our janitor) he would have swept my heart along with that blue/white broom he has. I guess I should have known that Yami and Kaiba had something going on from the start. He would only visit Yami, he would even fuck Yami if he had the chance, and he is always going somewhere with Yami. I mean damn, if that doesn’t get the fucking point across what will? Then my blind ass believed my friends, “Oh, they are just close friends,” “Don‘t trip off that Joey Yami would never hurt you like that,” “Seto doesn‘t even have feelings for him I mean c‘mon Wheeler how could he not fall in love with you?” easy, fall for Yami.
You all might be surprised to hear but I hit Yami…let me explain..
Flashback
Joey stopped and thought about the situation. Should he walk or run away, or should he take drastic measures and do something stupid. Too late. Joey ran up to Yami and smiled sweetly. He got a sweet smiled reflected and Joey clenched his fist.
“Hey, Yami what are you doing here?” Yami seemed to freeze a bit but replied easily.
“I‘m just hanging out with Kaiba, he was bored so I decided to keep him company.” Wrong answer. Joey took back his fist and BAM it connected with Yami’s face. Seto’s eyes widened as the two friends threw punches back and forth.
When it ended Yami had a bruised cheek, eye, and noise, with blood all over the shirt. While Joey had a split open lip, black eye, and hurt ribs plus his hair everywhere. It was hard to say who won the fight. Seto stood there as Yami was being escorted to the doctors office while Joey was being held back from running off to Yami.
“What the hell is wrong with you?!” Seto growled when Yami left. Joey glared at Seto and shook his head.
“I honestly don‘t know. Truly and honestly don‘t know.” His last words before leaving Seto confused and wondering.
I shook my head slowly trying hard to forget that memory in hell and entered Rina’s office to ask about Mr. Kaiba’s plans. When I walked to her desk I could see that she pitied me, and I didn’t want that. SO I picked a fight with her. Rina wasn’t having it so she took defense and threw no punches back, but held me down with her legs and arms.
“Get the fuck off me!” I yelled and tried to break free.
“Shut the fuck up!” I still moved but she shoved me into the floor with great force. The bitch made me hit the back of my head.
“Listen, I‘m sorry okay!” I didn’t need to hear this shit.
“Shut-up!” I pleaded, I didn’t want to hear this.
“I know your hurt Joey, god knows I do, but get over it!”
“Shut-up!” I didn’t want to hear this.
“You have to get over it and try and get want you wanted! Its not ovet!” t!”
“Shut-up!” I growled more and my eyes shone nothing but hatred. I didn’t want to hear this.
“Joey Wheeler you can‘t give up! You have come to far with your love for Kaiba to stop over this!” That was it. I somehow get the incredible Hulk strength and got her off me. She slammed into the nearby wall and I got up breathing hard as ever.
“What the fuck! You have the nerve to say that I have come to far, I shouldn‘t give up, and the audacity to say that I am still in love with him?” She got up and locked her door, then turned back to me. Tears in her eyes.
“Wheeler, don‘t you dare stand there and preach to me that shit! I don‘t believe a fucking word out of your mouth-” I didn’t want to hear this.
“Shut-up Rina! I just saw my best friend hang off his arm and kiss him, and that him was the man I was in love with. Then you say get over it and forget it! Oh, I guess I forgot to tell you that much! Yes I saw that kiss. I wanted to apologize to Yami and explain but a passionate kiss was passed between the both of them in the doctors room he was held in! Do you know what I felt huh Rina!?” She shook her head and closed her eyes. I know what shone behind those eyes, the same thing that shone even before this shit happened, revenge.
“Joey, honey even if you did tell me that I would be repeating the same stuff! I understand it feels like your heart is breaking but baby mend it back together. There is no need to mope around this building. Yo’ ass can‘t tell me that you gave up on love! That is something that you cannot give up on. You haven’t even loved yet, felt it, experienced it! When you have, then you can say all those things, you can say your through! You can tell me what you want is for all this to stop, for all this to go away. Open up your big brown eyes again baby and notice this is the real world. You go through shit, and through that shit comes out beautiful things, wonderful things.”
“What I want is for you to shut up, what I want is for me to stop feeling this, what I want to do is quit, what I want is for everyone to stop fucking with my head! What I want I can have, what I want, what I want…what I want is him! This shit all happened because of him and you! I don‘t understand why this is happening to me! All I wanted was for him to simply fuck me and love me! But we don‘t always get what we want!”
We both had tears in our eyes and words where thrown out. I think we both realized something that day, that we both where right and both where in pain. My pain came from Kaiba and her pain came from me.


Time: 10:00pm
Date: Tuesday, March 10, 2004
Place: On my way to face my fear
Yes, I am on my way to face my fear. That fear is going to Yami’s house and confront the bastard. I wanted to know if he and Kaiba where together or what did they have together. It was tearing me up. I could feel the eyes for people on me. I think they knew about the fight and probably wanted to beat me to a bloody pulp. Fuck ‘em I say, they don’t know what happened all they know is that a fight between the both of us broke out and the media decided to say it was over a girl, man, the business, they didn’t know and didn’t give a damn.
I walked to Yami’s door and raised my hand to knock on it, but it didn’t reach. It felt as if I didn’t have the strength. Then the door opened.
“Come in.” I heard the deep voice of Grandpa and…why the hell is grandpa over here. Oh I forgot he was over here to visit Yugi. Yami and Yugi lived together, Yugi felt he was a hazard to his Grandpa needneeded to get out.
I nodded to the ol’ man and walked into the house. Imma spare you the details of the house but I saw Yugi sitting on thue cue coach and directed me up to Yami’s room.
“He‘s waiting for you.” I nodded, and started up the stairs. When I reached Yami’s room I opened it and saw Yami walk out the bathroom in long silk pajamas that hung loosely on his hips. Got damnit! Now my own friend/enemy is making me hard. Jesus help me.
“Are you here to stare?” I could see the amused smile on Yami’s face and snorted. I closed the door behind me and locked it, just in case! Geesh!
“Yami, we need to talk about you and Seto.” He sat on the bed while I sat across from him on the other bed. I guess Yugi slept here when he was scared. Whatever that doesn’t really matter, back to the conversation at hand.
“Bout time you came Joey. I was worried.” I looked at him and narrowed my eyes. Okay he kinda freaked me out with knowing things before they happened. Reminded me of that Dumbledore from Harry Potter book.
“Yeah, um, could you answer the question.” He nodded and said something that…damn just here it for yourself.
“Kiss me.” I…I leaon hon him in seconds and had him moaning from my lips and tongue. Ahh gotcha! This is what really happened.
“Um, how will that answer the question I asked you about Kaiba and you?” He sighed and I sighed back.
“Just kiss me.” He replied in a calm voice. I shrugged and leaned over and kissed him. I didn’t really think he would kiss back but he did. As he kissed me and me kissing back I felt…nothing. I mean from beside the fact to throw him down and fuck him I felt nothing. I really need my sex drive checked out. When the kiss was over I sat back down on the bed and looked at Yami.
“What did you feel?” He asked me with more amusement in his voice.
“Nothing.” He nodded.
“Does that answer your question?” When I thought about it…it did. I stood up and a real smile popped on my face.
“So you mean that kiss with you and Kaiba in the office was nothing neither.”
“Yes. Listen Joey, we knew you where coming, but we didn’t know you where that close. I had to clear up something. I wanted to make sure Seto and I had no kind of feelings for each other. When we kissed, it was nothing. I‘m sorry for doing that to you.” I looked at him and pulled Yami into a hug. He tried to pull away from it because he probably couldn’t breathe. I didn’t give a damn, I just was sooo happy. I think I need to get laid, I feel so happy.
“Thank you Yami. Still friends?”
He proved that we where still friends….with a friendly fuck.

As I walked to Kaiba Corporations I think that Rina needs to be as happy and satisfied as I am don’t you think. So I bought her some flowers her favorite kind, red roses.

Preview: Ya know, Kiaba just asked me to his office today to discuss something. But baby, I don't think Kaiba knows whats going to happen in this little discussion.

Sooo Sooorrryyy that this chapter was sooo late and toooook sooo long to upload. My hoes didn’t have my money, my affair with my boyfriend was going haywire (I with this other girls boyfriend), and to top it off, I have to make a business to raise money to go to Florida and lose weight that’s the cherry. Pray for me.

Thanx you all for review:
Midnight (Alostblackcat): I want you cat! If you don’t find it in about I would say 3 days…I stole it. Just wanted to let you know. Oh thanx you sooo much for reviewing my chapter. PS glad your not mad.


Kat: Yeah I don’t trust Devon neither and I’m the author. Of course I can feel up Joey I mean I wouldn’t pass up the chance. Look forward in it in next chapter. Thanx for reviewing because without your beautiful comments this wouldn’t be the chapter it is today.

Me: Sure I will join and post my story. But I’m not sure people will like and trust me I’m not being modest! Thanx for review! Could you please explain how to get into the fan fiction the others write!? I’m just as slow as Joey is in this story.