What I Want (a.k.a. yami no hikari)

Hey there loyal readers and reviews! Every one have a YGO shonen lolly pop! *hands out shonen lolly pops* “good to the last lick” hehehehehehe….

Comfortable? Good. Think Bakura and Ryou have finally made up and are going to be happy togr? Wr? Wrong. Mwhahahahaha! Story ain’t that boring… I love angst and cool plots that involve !!suffering!! Mwhahahaha!... and cute fluffy stories with cuddly things…..but this isn’t that kind of story!!! Yeah!

crazieanimefan1:*takes the ryou pics* these will go good on my wall

Les: I agree… baku-kun is cute

Bambi: Bakura nio ryo ryou? Not for long. Marik not being drastic? Probably not… marik needs his revenge… and ryou might find him self with 2 feet in the grave…hehehe *hint, hint*

Eres: thank you

Fic away…
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(Ryou)

Bakura… uhm…*snore*…I love…uh……..*snore*…. Baka….ungh…. I mean Bakura…. *snore*

The lights poring in to my room through my window… I slowly open my eyes. The room is atle tle fuzzy at first….wait… that’s a teddy bear in front of my face. What a wonderful day I…wait… I actually slept till when I wanted to wake up?

That’s strange… usually Bakura wakes me up at ridicules hour to get something stupid done for him, like warm up his socks in the microwave because it’s cold.

I push aside the covers, well time to face the day. I stand up and step off of my bed…wait… I don’t have a bed… not since Bakura thought that I was unworthy of sleeping on such a thing.

Oh my gods! I must have gone back in time! No! Bakura!

I limped down the stairs in my boxers… I don’t care! I need to know what the date is! I limped down the hall way to get to the dining room to check the calendar, my lower back still hurting from yesterday. I stop in horror in the middle of the hall way… the whole hall way is clean and neat…a shiver runs up my spine…

…I didn’t clean the hall way yet….

I burst in to the dining room… Bakura is standing in the middle of the dining room sipping his morning coffee.

I ran up to Bakura and hugged him tightly around the waist, nuzzling my head in to his chest. He just stared at me.

“OhBakuraI’msohappyIdidn’tgobackintimthenthenyouwregoneandiwasscaredicouldn’tseeyouanymore,becausethehallwaywascleanandthatgotmefrightend!” I rambled quickly.

“As much as I like you on me Hikari…get off” Bakura said rather coldly.

I got off him… I forgot… I wasn’t allowed to touch him… not unless he wanted me to… my body became tense as I waited for him to hit me.

Nothing came… this was scary… what was happening? Was Bakura leaving me?

I heard a small cough. I quickly turned around to see Jou standing in my kitchen blushing. What was he…oh…I looked down at my self… yup… just boxers…

“Hello Jou, it’s nice to see you again. How are you and Seto doing? I’m glad you came over” I said trying to act natural in just my undergarments. Its strange Bakura would let some one into the house

“Yeah, Seto and I are doing well. It’s nice to see you again too Ryou, I wasn’t counting on seeing that much of you though…ehe….but I just came over to see how you were” Jou said looking at the floor like it was the most interesting thing in the world.

“Why would you ask that?” I asked, suddenly I had a flashback of last night… there were knives and whips on the counter including other things I can’t remember that well. I shudder visibly; did some thing happen last night?

“Malik was seriously wounded and had to be sent to the hospital last night; we thought you might be hurt to. I volunteered to come by and check on you. Bakura said you were sleeping, and he didn’t want me waking you” Jou said still looking away, this time at the wall.

I could swear by my life I saw a smile pass over Bakura’s lips, unfortunately it went by to fast to be sure. I stared at Jou… was he telling the truth? Some one hurt Malik? I moved away from Bakura, some thing inside me told me he had some thing to do with it. Is this why he let me sleep? Why the house was clean? Why I got my bed back? Because he tried to kill my friend. I suddenly felt a need to get Jou out of the house… there’s no telling what Bakura would do.

“That’s horrible Jou, I must go visit him… that is if Bakura-sama would let me. Thank you for telling me, I’ll see you later” I said a little nervously wishing him to leave. Jou got the hint and headed for the door.

“By the way Ryou, Seto wanted me to ask you if Bakura and your self would like to come over to our house to visit tonight around 9:00” Jou said as he saw him self to the door.

“Yes, that would be nice, mutt, now beat it” Bakura said putting his empty coffee cup on the counter. Jou walked out the door knowing enough not to say any thing as retaliation to Bakura’s words.

“Thank you for letting Jou stay, may I ask who cleaned up the house?” I asked looking down at my feet.

“I had Jou clean up when he came over, he said he would be happy to help you out” Bakura said as he started walking out of the kitchen.

“It must have been hard for Jou getting my bed back up into my room” I said thinking out loud.

“Jou didn’t move the bed in to your room” Bakura said as he left the room. I was stunned… Wait… if Jou didn’t move the bed then... but why?

I put the cup in the sink and started washing it when I heard Bakura call from the living room. I dried the cup, the horrible memories of all the times he’d called me over to him self came flooding back to my memory. My lower back seemed to hurt worse with the fresh memories running through my mind. I limped in to the living room and found Bakura sitting on the couch with a bowl of pretzels on his lap watching ‘The mummy returns’. I had to chuckle to my self… nothing funnier then watching a dead guy watching another dead guy accomplish the goal he could never accomplish.

I walked over to Bakura… maybe all he wanted was something to drink after eating all those pretzels. He didn’t acknowledge that I was there until commercial. I was almost about to leave, maybe I was hearing things. He motioned for me to come closer.

I did as he wanted and he hooked an arm around my waist, pulling me on to his lap. I started trembling, I didn’t like it, it was just too hard to sit there after yesterday, and this time I couldn’t have Malik come over and comfort me. I just let him hug me, he ran his hands up my neck to my jaw, cupping my chin he turned me my head to face his.

“Tell me about your dream; if I like your answer I’ll let you keep your bed, and your stuffed animals. And If I really like your answer I might be kind enough to let you decorate and add some furniture” he said to me, looking me in the eyes.

I felt tears start sliding down my cheek. This was the best day of my life… I just… I just wish it could last every day. Bakura brushed the tears away with his thumb. I closed my eyes and leaned over kissing him slowly…softly, on his velvet lips. He didn’t hit me or pull away. I licked his upper lip, asking for permission to enter his mouth, he opened my mouth and I meekly let my tongue enter, licking the inside of his mouth, the kiss becoming more urgent…more passionate.

I wanted him so bad. I wanted to show him I really loved him, that I was thankful that he would make me such an offer. I felt I owed him something… I turned around so that I was facing him never breaking the kiss… never opening my eyes. Once I got into a cotabltable position I started grinding my hips against his, he put his hands on my hips and started massaging me. I love him so much, each time I pushed up against him my lower back hurt terribly, I started to cry again. I t was so painful to do this so soon.

I felt Bakura probing my mind; he then pulled away from the kiss, pulling my head away gently. I opened my tear shut eyes. He knew I was forcing myself, hurting my self to make him feel good.

“Not now… I want you to tell me about your dream” he said staring at me intently.

I nodded…. If this is what he wants I’ll tell him eveing.ing. I started talking… I told him all that I could remember from the point where I had been a slave in a palace, to where I killed my self. He just listened silently and didn’t interrupt me.

When I finished he just nodded looking thoughtful, he ran his hands over me as if he were wondering if I was actually there, that I was real. He just sighed and got up pushing me off. Oh no! I did a bad job… he’s going to take my bed away!

Wait… he’s going out side. I sat there and watched him leave, the house felt quite. Maybe too quite. I lay my head back down and closed my eyes… I needed rest, I needed to recover.

(Bakura)

So he did kill himself to be reincarnated just to be with me. How am I supposed to over look that? All this time I never knew… I just beat him…

Sigh…show time… I stole a car… it was easy with the power of the millennium ring around my neck. I drove the car to the furniture store and froze all the people with the shadow magic of a duel monsters card… I hate humans… I can’t believe I was this weak once. I destroyed the camera, and stole a table, a chair, and a bookcase. Loading them into a car, I started the car up.

Oh yeah… I have to bring them back... I walked in and released them. They didn’t even know what happened, fools.

I drove back to our house and unloaded the furniture I stole into the garage before dropping the car into to an ally way in lower downtown. I then willed the millennium ring to return to around Ryou’s neck. Well… it was just a simple matter now of returning to the millennium ring and coming out again next to Ryou. I did it and walked to the garage, bring the furniture up into his room and setting it up. This room looked a little better now… not as much like a prison cell. I ran my hands over the bars I had put in installed as a second door. They swung open and locked when they closed, they could be opened from the inside or the outside… but I was the only one with a key. I think I’d leave those in there… I still hate Ryou for protecting Yami…but… I wasn’t so mad now that I knew some of the truth.

It was already 8:36 pm. Time to wake Ryou up so that we could go to Seto’s house. I stood over him, he was clutching tightly to the millennium ring. How many times had I stood over him liked this right before I woke him up to do something for me. I ran my hands through his hair. How tempting it would be to yank those silver locks and rip him off the couch on to the floor. Then maybe take him for all he was worth leaving him a crying, shaking mess on the floor. I sat on the couch next to him running my hand down his body. What beauty… back in Egypt I had promised to make him pay for what he did to me in this life… I don’t brake my word…

I shook Ryou roughly, his eyes snapped open instantly, he was frightened of what I goi going to do to him, and rightly so after all the things I did to him in the past. Slowly the fear slipped out of his eyes as he remember what had happened today. He rubbed his eyes and looked up at the clock on the wall.

8:42…

“Oh no… were going to be late” he said sitting up quickly. He almost ran to his car in nothing but his boxers until I pointed it out to him. He rushed up stairs, and I could feel his surprise as I opened up our mind link. He was so happy, he almost fell down to his knees cringing with joy. I walked up stairs slowly and helped him get to his feet and get dressed.

We got in to the car and drove to Kaiba’s mansion. The guard at the door let us in and we took the elevator up. Jou greeted us at the front door. I could see the joy in my hikari’s eyes.

“So what do you want to do?” Seto asked as he walked in.

“How about a table top role playing game?” I suggested. I saw fear pass over Ryou’s eyes, I just snickered. Jou looked a little distraught too.

“How about a drinking game?” Jou said trying to come up with an alternative. Ryou looked more worried then he had before.

… this will be so much fun… i smiled wickedly

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