The Heat of Your Touch
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Category:
Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
24
Views:
9,277
Reviews:
82
Recommended:
1
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Bitterness
AN: Ok, guys, before I start this chapter, I want to thank all of you! You gave me good advices and you did it POLITELY. Some of you even offered me help. That means a lot to me! I owe you a big apology because of errors I made, but I’ll find beta soon. So enjoy the ride!
And you know what to do afterwards-review!
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All that anger that Joey was feeling- it was something from the depth of his soul. Because of Kaiba’s hate that the brunette used to feel, his own hate and endless love they didn’t know how to express.
Punching Kaiba wasn’t enough to solve the conflicts in Joey’s mind and soul.
He didn’t know how to get rid of anger and suffer.
He wanted to run away, to leave all behind, but Kaiba didn’t let him.
Kaiba believed in solutions, he wanted to fix imperfections.
But Joey knew that miracles don’t happen all of a sudden.
They don’t happen at all.
And sex wasn’t making things better.
Yes, their making love was awesome, but wasn’t enough.
”I can’t help but recall everything that happened.” said Joey.
They were sitting in one nice restaurant. They were trying to date each other again.
“Have you ever been happy with me?” asked Seto.
Joey was thinking for a few moments, desperately trying to find any happy moment in their, a year long, relationship.
“Well...I was happy when you first kissed me.” he finally replied, nodding his head.
Kaiba smiled.
“But you kissed me because you didn’t find any other method to shut my mouth.”
“I kissed you because I was in love with you.” Kaiba stated the opposite.
“I can remember,” Joey ignored Kaiba’s words, “ when we used to argue. You hated me. You wanted me to die. And I can’t help but wonder how come we ended up together.”
Kaiba shook his head.
“I hated you, but never that much. The only person I wanted to die was Gozaburo.”
Joey hated they touched that part of Kaiba’s life.
“You suffered a lot. But how could you reflect it…”
“Will you stop judging me?! Why can’t you accept the things the way they are now?! Fuck the past already!” Seto lost his temper.
He just couldn’t understand Joey. All that bitterness, all that anger… he was desperately trying to fix everything, to show how he was sorry.
He couldn’t understand either how all the hate changed into love.
It just happened.
Some of the people turned to look what was going on, but soon they continued eating their meal.
“Do you still feel the anger? Why are you mad at me so much?”
“I still feel it, Seto. It burns my soul, I still feel betrayed and...and…” he lowered his head. “I can’t understand…Your love…your hate…the difference…”
“I can’t understand either. We should go home.” Seto waved his hand and the waiter came.
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Now Kaiba was mad.
He was doing his best, but the blonde didn’t want to cooperate.
He remained in past, instead.
When they came home, Seto just went upstairs and went to bed.
He didn’t even brush his teeth or took a shower.
He was depressed.
Joey was surprised seeing him like that.
He realized that he crossed the line.
He should have let the things develop.
“Seto…” he whispered, running his fingers through Kaiba’s chocolate brown hair.
“Just go to sleep, Joey.” muttered Kaiba.
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AN: Hotter things in the next chapter, if you want me to continue. Let me know.
And you know what to do afterwards-review!
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All that anger that Joey was feeling- it was something from the depth of his soul. Because of Kaiba’s hate that the brunette used to feel, his own hate and endless love they didn’t know how to express.
Punching Kaiba wasn’t enough to solve the conflicts in Joey’s mind and soul.
He didn’t know how to get rid of anger and suffer.
He wanted to run away, to leave all behind, but Kaiba didn’t let him.
Kaiba believed in solutions, he wanted to fix imperfections.
But Joey knew that miracles don’t happen all of a sudden.
They don’t happen at all.
And sex wasn’t making things better.
Yes, their making love was awesome, but wasn’t enough.
”I can’t help but recall everything that happened.” said Joey.
They were sitting in one nice restaurant. They were trying to date each other again.
“Have you ever been happy with me?” asked Seto.
Joey was thinking for a few moments, desperately trying to find any happy moment in their, a year long, relationship.
“Well...I was happy when you first kissed me.” he finally replied, nodding his head.
Kaiba smiled.
“But you kissed me because you didn’t find any other method to shut my mouth.”
“I kissed you because I was in love with you.” Kaiba stated the opposite.
“I can remember,” Joey ignored Kaiba’s words, “ when we used to argue. You hated me. You wanted me to die. And I can’t help but wonder how come we ended up together.”
Kaiba shook his head.
“I hated you, but never that much. The only person I wanted to die was Gozaburo.”
Joey hated they touched that part of Kaiba’s life.
“You suffered a lot. But how could you reflect it…”
“Will you stop judging me?! Why can’t you accept the things the way they are now?! Fuck the past already!” Seto lost his temper.
He just couldn’t understand Joey. All that bitterness, all that anger… he was desperately trying to fix everything, to show how he was sorry.
He couldn’t understand either how all the hate changed into love.
It just happened.
Some of the people turned to look what was going on, but soon they continued eating their meal.
“Do you still feel the anger? Why are you mad at me so much?”
“I still feel it, Seto. It burns my soul, I still feel betrayed and...and…” he lowered his head. “I can’t understand…Your love…your hate…the difference…”
“I can’t understand either. We should go home.” Seto waved his hand and the waiter came.
---
Now Kaiba was mad.
He was doing his best, but the blonde didn’t want to cooperate.
He remained in past, instead.
When they came home, Seto just went upstairs and went to bed.
He didn’t even brush his teeth or took a shower.
He was depressed.
Joey was surprised seeing him like that.
He realized that he crossed the line.
He should have let the things develop.
“Seto…” he whispered, running his fingers through Kaiba’s chocolate brown hair.
“Just go to sleep, Joey.” muttered Kaiba.
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AN: Hotter things in the next chapter, if you want me to continue. Let me know.