I love you, but

Title: I love you but…(how could you do this to me?)

Summary: Okay, because I’m lazy I’m going to make this a short short summary. Leon gets raped by Siegfried…OoOoOoO fear the shortness…fear it!

Disclaimer: I Do not own yuu-gi-oh or ANY of the characters…if I did the show would not be suitable for children’s eyes…and ohhh the bad TV reports I would have…not to mention the millions of dollars I would have. I wouldn’t have to go to this crappy collage…*thinks* oh heaven. (Yes I plan to keep my disclaimer the same for all of my FFs)

Author’s Note: Wow, 2 updates one after another : ) repetition!!! Oh yeah!!!


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“Mammy…” Siegfried completely removed himself from Leon and got a good three feet away from the boy before saying anymore. “You did not see a thing here. Do you understand? Your job can not afford for you to be in this hallway at this exact minute.”

Mammy, in fear of loosing her well-paying job, merely nodded in response.

“In fact, you were never even in this corridor today. Were you?” Siegfried’s eyes were cold and malevolent.

“No, sir.” Mammy glanced down at Leon who was blushing madly in obvious embarrassment, but there was another expression there as well. It was fear. He was afraid that she would use her eye-witness against him and his brother. If their mother found out that they had been kissing once again there would be serious consequences.

But Mammy was a kind woman and she did not intend to use her sighting as blackmail or tattle on them like a child. As her oath would say, she wouldn’t tell unless asked and asked again.

“That’s good. Come on, Leon.” Siegfried motioned for Leon to follow him as he headed towards the upstairs. Mammy stood completely still for a moment in shock and fear. She had a good idea of what those two /might/ do upstairs, but refused to let herself dwindle on it. Within two minutes two minutes she was back on her job never to think over what had happened…at least for a good two weeks.

As Siegfried and Leon reached the latter’s room both of their minds were still glued on what had just happened. They knew that their secret was no longer safe.

“So what are we gonna do now, Sieg-sama?” Leon sat down on the foot of his bed and stared at his older brother who was shutting the door. He feared that he would hear the two least desired words in the world. ‘Make Love.’ That was the absolute last thing that he wanted to do at that moment.

“To be quite frank with you, Leon, I have no clue.” Siegfried joined his little brother on the foot of the bed. Leon looked away from him as he spoke.

“Well, it’s your choice. I choose the first part of the day. N-now it’s your turn.” Siegfried could hear the fear in his kid brother’s voice and was afraid for a while that put a damper on his mood. He wanted to make love to his brother’s sweet body, but he wanted even more to try and get the boy to play along. It was never as fun when it was only him having the enjoyment.

“Hm…” Siegfried thought for a few short moments before responding. “We could have a duel…to pass the time until dinner.” Leon’s face lit up. It was rare to never that he got to duel anyone anymore. His parent’s had long since forbidden him to duel in tournaments making the family sink back into the shadows.

“Okay!” Leon jumped off of his bed and ran to retrieve his dueling deck from the drawer in his desk across the room. Siegfried stood up dismissing himself as he went to his own room to retrieve his own deck…and a bottle of lotion just in case. (Naturally he kept that hidden in his deep inner coat pocket where it would go unnoticed.)

Upon returning Siegfried found Leon sitting on the floor shuffling his deck and mumbling under his breath. He couldn’t tell exactly what the boy was saying, but if he had he would have heard this:

“He’s going to hurt me…I know he is…that’s why he’s being so nice…it’s all a plan…and I’m falling for it…”

They shuffled their own decks and then began their duel. Siegfried stared out in the lead by almost a thousand points after getting a direct attack on Leon’s lifepoitnts. He almost wished that they were playing with the dueldisks just so that he could hear Leon groan as the blast from attack coursed through him. God how much he loved the sound of Leon when he was in pain.

Around the middle of the game Siegfried began to notice that Leon’s stamina was going down. The boy used less and less enthusiasm as he declared attacks and even less when he brought Siegfried’s life points down to only a hundred more than his own. It was around that turn that Leon asked Siegfried a rather different question that he didn’t even know he had been thinking.

“Sieg-sama…why….why do you love me so damned much…” He hadn’t meant to swear, he hadn’t even meant to ask, but it was burning at his mind almost painfully and he barely noticed it.

“Why?” Siegfried had to think it over. Why did he love Leon so much? /Because I want to hear you scream…/ That’s what went through his mind, but he couldn’t say that. Then he would never get the requited love that he was longing. /Because you’re beautiful, innocent, childish, adorable, vulnerable…Vulnerable?/ At that thought Siegfried began to wonder if he just wanted Leon as a cheap fuck. /No, no, no…/

“Well?” Leon looked up at him with an inquisitive face that showed merely naivety. Siegfried could barely resist the urge to grab the child and make him see exactly /how/ much he loved him despite the reason of /why./

“Because you’re the only one…that really knows me…and that you’re the only one that I /can/ love.” /Well that was corny…shitty…/ Siegfried knew that he had sounded very much like a bastard and a horny one at that. He bit the inside of his lip which unconsciously allowed Leon an insight into his thoughts. “But I highly doubt you feel anywhere near the same about me…”

Siegfried looked away and did not see Leon set down his hand of three cards and he barely noticed it when Leon began to strategically crawl towards him without disturbing a card. But he did notice it when Leon was within inches from him and was staring almost longingly at him.

“But I do, Sieg-sama.” Leon placed his lips delicately on those of his older brother. Siegfried was taken aback, but could keep himself from wrapping his arms around his little brother’s upper body. Leon, not knowing whether he was doing it for himself or Siegfried, climbed into Siegfried’s lap after successfully knocking over said man’s deck. Siegfried made a mental note to punish the affectionate boy for that later in the sweetest fashion. “I think…that I love you a little bit over enough.”

Siegfried saw a strange emotion glowing in his brother’s soft eyes. It was almost hard to believe, but he felt strongly that his brother’s eyes were filled with lust. /Good the little boy’s finally learning his place./

Siegfried captured Leon’s lips in another kiss only more ferocious and passionate. He was even more overjoyed when Leon kissed back just as wildly. Both of their tongues were exploring each other’s mouths in quick flicks and battling every now and then with Leon giving in easily. There were times in the kiss where they were simply licking each other’s tongues a drooling on each other.

Leon was practically climbing all over his older brother, he’d managed to place his groin up against his brother’s allowing them both to recognize each other’s erections, much to Siegfried’s surprise. Soon Leon had managed to topple his brother over onto his back and continued kissing violently and Siegfried returned the gesture slowly. He was in shock over his brother’s sudden change of heart. But he quickly got over it and grasped his brother by the arms and rolled over to where the boy was beneath him. He paused briefly to check his brother’s reaction before continuing the kiss. He raised one arm to his inner jacket pocket and pulled out the bottle of lotion. He set it down at an arms length away from them and watched for a different reaction from his small lover. All he got was Leon breaking the kiss and rolling his lustful eyes over to the bottle while panting violently. Siegfried tried to capture the boy’s lips again only to have Leon grab his face and hold it away from him with still lusting eyes.

“Sieg-sama,” Leon panted. “I will let you make love to me, but only if you pleasure me too.” Siegfried smirked at his brother’s simple request. “And please…please…” Siegfried saw tears form at the corners of Leon’s eyes. “Don’t hurt me again…” Siegfried felt Leon go soft beneath him and that slightly annoyed him. How could he pleasure someone who’d lost their lust?

“I won’t hurt you, Leon. As long as you keep as quiet as you can.” Siegfried wiped away one of Leon’s tears with his thumb before placing a soft kiss on the younger boy’s soft lips. He finally was able to get Leon willingly. God it felt so good.

Siegfried sat up and began undressing himself as he kept a close eye on the boy beneath him. Leon was fumbling off his shirt and then slowly began to undo the button on his pants. By the time Leon had his zipper undone Siegfried was already naked and obviously at wits end. This gave Leon pleasure in knowing that for a few moments he had power over Siegfried. He had the ability to make him squirm.

Once Leon began to slowly pull away his pants and boxers Siegfried had had enough suspense. He grabbed at Leon’s waistline and yanked down the unwanted clothing as quickly as he could. He feasted his eyes and the weeping erection that had been hidden and instantly reached out and ran his hand along its length painfully slow. /Let this be punishment for knocking my deck over./ Leon withered beneath him and whimpered as he arched his back. Siegfried was pleased with the results and found it even more pleasing when he jerked his hand away to begin preparation on his young sweet lover.

He drooled lustfully on his fingers trying to get them lubricated more quickly for he could not hold back any longer. If he didn’t fuck that sweet little frame within the next minute he was going to have to kill someone.

He watched Leon’s expression carefully as he lowered the fingers to Leon’s puckered entrance. There was fear in his face, but lust in his eyes. He quickly jammed two of the three fingers into the smaller boy getting a loud whimper as a response. He had meant to only lodge one, but decided that it would take far too long. He loved the way Leon whimpered every time he made the scissor motions stretching the boy more and more each time.

Soon he added the third digit stretching the boy to his max and making him reel with what seemed a mix of pain and excitement. Leon was whimpering and begging Siegfried to hurry. Siegfried found it very cute the way Leon withered on the floor, arching his back as he longed for the erotic touches that he so badly wanted. Siegfried was quick to comply as he removed his fingers and grasped for the lotion.

He ran it all along his throbbing erection and then scanned over Leon’s small body. God he was so beautiful when he was turned on. The small blush on his cheeks and the dazed look that filled his eyes just made Siegfried even hornier.

“Are you ready, Leon?” Siegfried asked, just to tease the boy.

“Yes! God yes! Sieg-sama!!!” Siegfried lifted Leon’s hips up off of the floor and positioned his dick at the child’s entrance. He gently thrust in extracting a hiss of pain and a whimper from the child. Siegfried knew what he had to do now. While he thrust into the tight body of his little brother, he also had to pump his kid brother’s erection to give the boy a great deal of his own pleasure.

The instant Siegfried wrapped his firm hand around his dick Leon began moving up and down it almost painfully slow making Leon writer and moan. Siegfried himself was in ecstasy as he realized the more he preoccupied Leon with his member, the farther he could thrust without Leon really taking notice. The fact did come to be recognized as Siegfried thrust in all of the way brushing against Leon’s sweet spot. It was then that Leon moaned loudly and arched his back at an almost amazing angle. His ponytail was coming undone and Siegfried reached up for it and pulled the band out loving the ocean of pink hair that formed around his lover’s head.

“S-Sieg-sama! I-I I think-think I-I’m gonna—” Leon moaned loud enough to wake the dead and Siegfried took this as a signal to pump the child’s member slightly faster to let the boy release for what must be the very first time in his young life. What a privilege it was to know that he was responsible for the child’s first ejaculation. He licked his lip at the thought and thrust harder into Leon’s entrance brushing that sweet spot making the child writher and moan.

Soon Siegfried felt Leon’s muscles contract and the boy’s hot seed rushed over his hand and sprayed his chest. At the sudden friction Siegfried thrust two more times before giving off his own seed which caused Leon to yelp just as loud as he had the first time they made love. He was glad their mother was not around to spoil the moment.

Siegfried had to hold himself up to keep from collapsing on the completely exhausted child beneath him. He pulled out of the boy and a stream of white cum flowed after him.

“Sieg-sama…” Leon panted as he looked up at his brother and lover. “D-Do you know now that…I love you…enough?” Siegfried stared down at the child almost in disbelief.

“Yes…Leon…yes I do.” Siegfried placed his lips against Leon’s and then stood up. “I think we should highly consider showering…” Siegfried leant Leon a hand and helped to stand him up. Leon grasped at the hand and within the instant that he was on his feet he wrapped his arms around his older brother and held onto him tightly.

“I love you big brother!” For a while they remained that way before gathering some nightclothes and heading off for the shower. Once they were officially clean they retreated to Siegfried’s room where they stayed the entire night. Both boys were spent, but Siegfried couldn’t help but want to do it again.

They lay in the bed, Leon on his back and Siegfried on his side facing away from the boy, not to avoid looking at him just to be more comfortable.

“Siegfried…you got to do what you wanted to do this evening…and now it’s my turn…” Siegfried was almost afraid of what Leon was going to say. “I want to be held, Sieg-sama. Can you hold me…at least for a little while?” Siegfried rolled over to look at the boy, mostly to see if he was being serious. He was. That came to no surprise due to the fact that Leon was very affectionate and almost loved to be babied. Leon rolled over and curled up against Siegfried’s chest and Siegfried wrapped an arm securely around the small boys body and held him close. For the first time in a long time he felt very content.