What I Want (a.k.a. yami no hikari)

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I don’t own any songs, so on and so forth…ok…Here we go…

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(Bakura)

Today was a perfect day; I’m whistling as I walk down the street. What a perfect day for some ones death! I mean it... with Malik gone, if Marik isn’t dead too, then he’ll be so pissed… excellent…

I love this song… one step closer by linken park….live in Texas…

I dragged Ryou alone, all the way to Texas to see it. I know who much he hated it. That’s what made it all the more better!

Oh that’s right, I forgot all about my little Hikari… I fake slap my hand… what a bad ancient Egyptian spirit I’ve been. Well I got my self a whip…but…no…

I shake my head

This wont do...what kind of monster am I?

I nearly forgot to buy another set of handcuffs and gag for my cute little Hikari!

I’m such a thoughtless fool…how could I have left those things on Malik’s corpse? Well… I never revisit my crime scene…so… I’ll stop by a local shop.

I pop by a place called “senseless fuck toys”…hey… I like that name… this place has to be good.

I open the door and a sweet little bell rings. My, my, what have we got here? I feel like a tomb robber in a pharaohs palace… well I can’t say kid in a candy shop… theres was never any candy in the pharaohs palace….

I pick up what I need, the guy at the front desk definitely looks like he needs to get some… I just snicker.

“excuse me.. can I see that knife” I ask pointing to a rather cute knife on display. The guy just nods and hands it to me.

“Perfect” I say, my eyes shining with glee as I slit the dudes throat. Oh dear.. he seems to be getting all his blood on the merchandise. I take grab a pencil and scribble a little note on a piece of scrap paper.

Clean up on isle three…
Love,
Dead guy

I walk away with the stuff I… bought?...no… borrowed?...no…found? ok…

I can see the smile on Ryou’s face… he’ll love this, and I’ll love this.. and wait… smile wasn’t the word I was looking for… um.. I know! Horror! That was it!

I walk at a steady pace to my silver haired hikari’s house…almost there…wait.

I pause in front of Yugi’s game shop...hm…knife+Yugi+my evilness= FUN!

Wait… that would be mean wouldn’t it? I mean I already made arrangements with Ryou. That would be horrible of me to say some thing then go back on my word. I know he’d just hate me if I didn’t come home, even if I did bring yugi’s head in a bag…he’d probably be peeved.

I keep walking...ooooo… I have a great idea! I’ll listen in on my little Hikari’s thoughts! This will prove fun on my little walk home.

// Maybe I should slit my wrist…no… Bakura will probably be mad I made a mess//

Damn right I would, how could he even think of ruining the carpet with his blood? I’m not cleaning up after him.

//Well my bumsn’tsn’t hurt so bad, I think maybe I’ll limp down and get my self a sandwich//

Ooo… sounds tasty …

//Hey look! The napkin I wrote my dream on!//

Didn’t I throw that away? Sigh… I must learn to clean up after myself. I run a hand through my silver hair. Oh well…

//that’s right… Bakura and I were happy…and...and… Malik and Marik were together happy too…and we were in some kind of tomb-//

Hey! That’s not a tomb! That’s our house… which reminds me.. I have to stop by there some time and feed my goldfish…

//Bakura said he loved me, and I knew I loved him, and sob//

My Ryou’s crying… don’t cry Ryou…

//I promised I’d meet him.. and I killed myself for him… I love Bakura so much…so, so much…//

Hikari… you killed your self? Why? I didn’t know…I suddenly stop where I’m standing and fall to the ground. Ryou…Ryou I love you…I love you so much but… I can’t forgive you… I can’t... you betrayed me…

I light rain starts to fall… I can’t cry any more… I’m glad that nature will cry for me… the ground is getting damp, the rain is pouring harder. I get to my feet an run the rest of the way home.

I all but kick open the door. I hate getting my beautiful spicky hair wet.

I see Ryou asleep on the floor. He’s huddled in a little ball. I put the things I ‘found’ down on the counter and kneel down next to Ryou. He’s still clutching on to the napkin. He looks so peaceful when he sleeps, I brush aay oay out of his face.

Ryou twitches and looks up at me. He looks just like he did back in Egypt, just like so long ago…

“Bakura...I…” Ryou says as he tries to climb to his feet. He look so worried... so afraid.

I put a finger to his lips, silencing him. Ryou just casts his eyes down, how beautiful he looks… my sweet little Hikari. Cupping his chin in my hand I lean down and kiss him softly. He gives a little moan.

I pull him close to me, he gives a startled little gasp. I wrap my arms around him and rest my head on his shoulder. His back is to my front. I feel him start to shiver as the cold wet of my T-shirt comes in contact with his skin. He doesn’t pull away though.

He just leans on me trying to warm up my dead body, he knows I’m not real, that all I am is a solid illusion. A well crafted spirit, whos body acts like it was alive. Dead but not dead… alive but not alive, I can feel but not feel anything. I change my body temperature, I can control any thing about myself. And right now I’m warming my self up so that my Ryou will be warm.

He sighs a little then quickly covers his mouth. I told him I disliked him happy… but that’s not true. I love it when he smiles. I just nuzzle in to his neck.

His hair is softer then silk, those soft silver strands. I run my hand under his shirt, my fingertips running gently over his chest. I love the little gasp he gives me.

The rain is pounding against the glass; no lights are on in the house. It’s just me and my Hikari in the dark.

A car passes by down the street. The head lights from the caine ine in through the window. It momentarily lights up the room and exposes the objects that I bought sitting on the counter. I hear Ryou whimper and start to tremble.

“My lovely Hikari… not tonight” I whisper to my Ryou.

He still trembles in my arms, why do I do this to him? I wish I could apologies for all the things I did to him. I wish I could imagine what it would be like if I didn’t hurt him so.

I turn his head to face me, he starts to shake harder. I pull his head down and kiss him lightly on the forehead. He closes his eyes. Rising to my feet I carry my Hikari upstairs, opening the door to his room I tuck him in to the blankets that are piled on the floor.

I have an idea…

I walk over to the closet in the hall way and pulled out the large stuffed animals I bought him once. I got these for him when he got really sick from the beating and cold shower I gave him. He looked so sad so I bought him several large stuffed animals.

I put these next to Ryou and he snuggles up closer to them. He looks so adorable.

Oh my love please don’t cry…I see little tears slide down his cheek. I lay down next to Ryou holding him close to me and whisper gently to him. He stops crying. I close my eyes.

If only…

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“I love you Bakura” Ryou mumbles in his sleep . I smile and kiss him.

*Some where in a hospital room*

(Marik)

How dare you… How dare you try to rob me of Malik! How dare you Bakura! I swear I’ll kill you and your Hikari too! I’ll kill you….

I watch Malik whimper in his sleep, the tubes and wires hooked up to him. Stitches can be found all over his body.

This will not go unpunished…

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Please review!

Pwetty Blood: well the hikari’s are the reincarnation of what they were back in ancient Egypt (and of course no one remembers there past lives). The yami’s on the other hand are them selves from ancient Egypt, so they remember while there hikari’s don’t.

crazieanimefan1: *takes the Bakura pics and hands you some pictures of him doing a foursome with malik, marik, and ryou* hehehehe…*cough, cough* I got the fic, don worry…

Elle-Fate2x1: oooo… *sees a mangled Bakura* ouch… that’s gotta hurt… good thing I’m an ancient Egyptian evil tomb robber spirit doctor *puts on rubber gloves* …lol…

Yugismine: so sorry about the yugi thing…hes just not my thing, but I don’t want to insult ur bish *so have a yugi pushy* gomen-nasi… but I don’t think yugi will be dieing any time soon *wink*

//ryou’s thoughts// <= what ryou is thinking