A Series of One Shots
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult +
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Category:
Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
74
Views:
28,088
Reviews:
422
Recommended:
1
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Bakura x Ryou/Yami x Yugi
MY REGRET
Story takes place after series finale (end of season 5)
It felt like someone had torn a piece of his soul out…maybe even all of it.
A hollow feeling overwhelmed Ryou, a gaping hole that could never be filled.
He was still in denial. How could it be? How could he be…gone?
Yugi…it was all Yugi’s fault. He had taken the only thing he had ever had. He had taken his life.
Bakura…
Where are you?
Ryou kept his legs pulled close as he sat crying.
Crying, it seemed like that was all he ever did. Sitting in his dark room. The same room he had not left for days now. His hair was tangled and dirty, his clothes stained and wrinkled, but it didn’t matter.
Nothing mattered anymore.
Bakura…
Why did you leave me?
A rap on the door.
“Go away.” He hissed, eyes narrowed in malice.
“Ryou? Ryou please come out.” Yugi pleaded.
“What do you want Yugi.” Ryou groaned, keeping his face buried in his hands.
These hands.
Every inch of his body reminded him of Bakura.
“How can I forget you…when every time I look at myself I see you?” He hissed in anger.
Yugi’s knocks became more urgent.
“Ryou! Come on! Let me in!” He yelled, pushing against the door.
“Go…away.”
Yugi threw himself against the door, pounding against it in desperation to get in. He pushed against it again, harder each time, the door finally flying open.
Light spilled into the room causing Ryou to shield his eyes.
“Ryou look at you, you have to go out sometime Ryou!” Yugi said in sadness, trying to pick him off the floor.
Ryou didn’t want to leave, he never wanted to be a part of the world outside again. It didn’t matter anymore.
None of it did…without him.
“Ryou? Are you upset about…about Bakura?” Yugi asked, kneeling down to where Ryou sat huddled.
He didn’t answer, just turned his head from Yugi’s pleading gaze.
“Ryou, he can’t hurt you anymore.” Yugi whispered with a smile.
Ryou spun his head around to Yugi, pure hatred etched in his face.
“HURT ME? HURT ME!?” He yelled, pushing Yugi off of him, “YOU ARE THE ONE THAT HURT ME! YOU TOOK AWAY THE ONLY THING I HAD! I HAVE NOTHING LEFT. NOTHING!” He screamed.
Yugi stepped away, fearful of what Ryou would do as he stood there staring at Yugi, his whole body shaking in anger.
“I’m—I’m sorry Ryou…I didn’t know…I thought—“
“No you didn’t know Yugi.” Ryou spat.
“So you…you loved…him?” Yugi asked in confusion.
“JUST LEAVE ME YUGI! Haven’t—haven’t you done enough?” Ryou said in defeat, slumping back down the wall, new tears of hate and sadness falling once again.
“Ryou, I’m sorry. It’s just. I mean. We—we had to…you know? Send him back and all?” Yugi carefully said, afraid that Ryou would start yelling again.
“I miss him so much.” Ryou cried, pulling his knees closer to him. Yugi knelt down, placing his hand on Ryou’s shoulder. Ryou quickly jerked away, eyes flashing dangerously.
“Don’t. Touch me.” He gritted.
“You can’t keep this up Ryou.” Yugi said.
“How do you think it feels Yugi, to see him every time I look in the mirror?” Yugi just watched Ryou as he spoke, “To know that you will never see him again? And that…no one can love you? And that…”
Yugi slammed his hands on the table. His chest heaving as he fought to control the anger that was surging through him. It stopped Ryou.
“You think you are the only one?” Yugi whispered, shaking with anger. He turned to face Ryou. “How can you be so selfish? HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL!” He shouted, pointing to himself, “I LOST SOMEONE TOO RYOU! I LOST SOMEONE THAT MEANT MORE TO ME THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD! I SEE IT TOO! I SEE IT EVERY FUCKING TIME I LOOK IN THE MIRROR! BUT I CAN’T BE LIKE YOU RYOU. I CAN’T STAY LOCKED AWAY FOREVER!”
He pushed the table away in anger, a chair clattering to the floor that seemed to echo as the room filled with silence. Yugi refused to look back over to Ryou. He wiped his tears away quickly in anger. Tears would do nothing.
“Just go.” Ryou whispered.
Yugi stood for a few more moments, staring blankly at the table. That draining silence continuing before Yugi left, slamming the door behind him. Never to return.
AN: This was no one's request, I just had the inspiration to write it and thought it was an interesting concept. No one ever thinks about Ryou and Yami without their hikaris after the series ends.
REVIEW REPLIES:
annieme: lmao, your review made me laugh ha ha ha. make em wet. XD thanks for the review!
blackgargie: lol, yes they surely are. :) that's why i love writing them so much because you can get by with just about everything with them. :D
ladydraculea: well let me know if you post it and i will make sure to review! :D and if you ever want to submit another request i'd be happy to oblige! thanks so much for reviewing!
wicabeth: i'm glad it did. :) i guess i know not to mess with those silly puzzleshippers anymore. lol. just kidding! XD
FreaKyKinKy: ...i love you too. ;)
Story takes place after series finale (end of season 5)
It felt like someone had torn a piece of his soul out…maybe even all of it.
A hollow feeling overwhelmed Ryou, a gaping hole that could never be filled.
He was still in denial. How could it be? How could he be…gone?
Yugi…it was all Yugi’s fault. He had taken the only thing he had ever had. He had taken his life.
Bakura…
Where are you?
Ryou kept his legs pulled close as he sat crying.
Crying, it seemed like that was all he ever did. Sitting in his dark room. The same room he had not left for days now. His hair was tangled and dirty, his clothes stained and wrinkled, but it didn’t matter.
Nothing mattered anymore.
Bakura…
Why did you leave me?
A rap on the door.
“Go away.” He hissed, eyes narrowed in malice.
“Ryou? Ryou please come out.” Yugi pleaded.
“What do you want Yugi.” Ryou groaned, keeping his face buried in his hands.
These hands.
Every inch of his body reminded him of Bakura.
“How can I forget you…when every time I look at myself I see you?” He hissed in anger.
Yugi’s knocks became more urgent.
“Ryou! Come on! Let me in!” He yelled, pushing against the door.
“Go…away.”
Yugi threw himself against the door, pounding against it in desperation to get in. He pushed against it again, harder each time, the door finally flying open.
Light spilled into the room causing Ryou to shield his eyes.
“Ryou look at you, you have to go out sometime Ryou!” Yugi said in sadness, trying to pick him off the floor.
Ryou didn’t want to leave, he never wanted to be a part of the world outside again. It didn’t matter anymore.
None of it did…without him.
“Ryou? Are you upset about…about Bakura?” Yugi asked, kneeling down to where Ryou sat huddled.
He didn’t answer, just turned his head from Yugi’s pleading gaze.
“Ryou, he can’t hurt you anymore.” Yugi whispered with a smile.
Ryou spun his head around to Yugi, pure hatred etched in his face.
“HURT ME? HURT ME!?” He yelled, pushing Yugi off of him, “YOU ARE THE ONE THAT HURT ME! YOU TOOK AWAY THE ONLY THING I HAD! I HAVE NOTHING LEFT. NOTHING!” He screamed.
Yugi stepped away, fearful of what Ryou would do as he stood there staring at Yugi, his whole body shaking in anger.
“I’m—I’m sorry Ryou…I didn’t know…I thought—“
“No you didn’t know Yugi.” Ryou spat.
“So you…you loved…him?” Yugi asked in confusion.
“JUST LEAVE ME YUGI! Haven’t—haven’t you done enough?” Ryou said in defeat, slumping back down the wall, new tears of hate and sadness falling once again.
“Ryou, I’m sorry. It’s just. I mean. We—we had to…you know? Send him back and all?” Yugi carefully said, afraid that Ryou would start yelling again.
“I miss him so much.” Ryou cried, pulling his knees closer to him. Yugi knelt down, placing his hand on Ryou’s shoulder. Ryou quickly jerked away, eyes flashing dangerously.
“Don’t. Touch me.” He gritted.
“You can’t keep this up Ryou.” Yugi said.
“How do you think it feels Yugi, to see him every time I look in the mirror?” Yugi just watched Ryou as he spoke, “To know that you will never see him again? And that…no one can love you? And that…”
Yugi slammed his hands on the table. His chest heaving as he fought to control the anger that was surging through him. It stopped Ryou.
“You think you are the only one?” Yugi whispered, shaking with anger. He turned to face Ryou. “How can you be so selfish? HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL!” He shouted, pointing to himself, “I LOST SOMEONE TOO RYOU! I LOST SOMEONE THAT MEANT MORE TO ME THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD! I SEE IT TOO! I SEE IT EVERY FUCKING TIME I LOOK IN THE MIRROR! BUT I CAN’T BE LIKE YOU RYOU. I CAN’T STAY LOCKED AWAY FOREVER!”
He pushed the table away in anger, a chair clattering to the floor that seemed to echo as the room filled with silence. Yugi refused to look back over to Ryou. He wiped his tears away quickly in anger. Tears would do nothing.
“Just go.” Ryou whispered.
Yugi stood for a few more moments, staring blankly at the table. That draining silence continuing before Yugi left, slamming the door behind him. Never to return.
AN: This was no one's request, I just had the inspiration to write it and thought it was an interesting concept. No one ever thinks about Ryou and Yami without their hikaris after the series ends.
REVIEW REPLIES:
annieme: lmao, your review made me laugh ha ha ha. make em wet. XD thanks for the review!
blackgargie: lol, yes they surely are. :) that's why i love writing them so much because you can get by with just about everything with them. :D
ladydraculea: well let me know if you post it and i will make sure to review! :D and if you ever want to submit another request i'd be happy to oblige! thanks so much for reviewing!
wicabeth: i'm glad it did. :) i guess i know not to mess with those silly puzzleshippers anymore. lol. just kidding! XD
FreaKyKinKy: ...i love you too. ;)