This Is My Life

CHAPTER FOUR

“Can you believe him calling me that? Who the hell does he think he is? Here I go trying to apologize and this is what I get. See?? That’s what happens.” I rant, pacing in the living room.

“What movie do you want to watch?” Yami asks, flipping through the DVD’s.

“Yami!” I sigh, “Are you even listening to me?” I ask, agitated.

“Yes Seto! I’ve heard you every time you’ve said it!”

“Whatever.” I grunt, sitting on the couch.

Yami sighs, putting something in and sitting down next to me.

“I just think he needs to be put in his place.”

“…”

Yami just sits there watching the movie. I grab him roughly, throwing him down on the couch, tearing his clothes off.

“Jesus Seto!” He gasps as I tear his shirt.

“Come on, let’s just fuck.” I grunt, ripping his pants off and leaving him naked.

“Okay.” He whispers, leaning up to kiss me. I push his head back down.

“No, let’s just do it.” I throw my own clothes off, grabbing his legs and throwing them around my waist.

“Why are you,” Yami groans in pain as I shove into him hard, “being this ha-hard?”

“I just wa-want to do it okay?”

I don’t wait for him to adjust and just start thrusting into him hard. He moans as his muscles fight against me, trying to push me out but I just thrust in harder. Soon, it gets easier, his blood lubricating us. He’s got tears in his eyes from the roughness. He likes it though, or he wouldn’t be moaning like that.

“Touch yourself.” I command. He nods, grabbing his cock and quickly pumping it.

“That’s good.” I grunt, speeding up my thrusts. He cries out as I hit his nerves, throwing his head back as he speeds up his rough jerks.

“Come on and cum for me.” I hiss, watching him writhe beneath me, his back arching, his hips bucking.

“Se-Seto!” He moans as he cums over himself. I cry out as his muscles tighten around me. Finally, releasing inside with a long moan before pulling out. Yami stays still as I climb off of him and clean myself up.

“I’ve never seen you like that.” Yami groans as he attempts to move.

“I didn’t hurt you did I?”

“A little.” He weakly smiles, grimacing as he stands up.

Well, at least it got my mind off of that good for nothing dog and his little comments. I’ll really tell him what I think of him if he tries saying that to me again.

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“And so how are we made to feel about our heroine in the story?” Our literature teacher asked as we were forced to go through every inane detail and question for novel after novel.

“Mr. Kaiba?”

“Yes?”

“Would you like to answer the question?” Like I had a choice you oaf.

“I think she’s a waste of space. She should have just killed herself in the first scene instead of making us listen to her redundant, sleep-inducing speeches.”

“That’s cause you’re a heartless bastard!” Joey yelled, earning him applause and laughter from the class.

“Wheeler! That’s enough!” The teacher snapped.

My lip curled in disgust, I narrowed my eyes in a venomous stare watching that good for nothing dog laugh it up. The bell rang, everyone jumping quickly out of their seats and running out. My blood was boiling. How dare he make a mockery of ME in front of everyone?

“Are you coming?” Yami asks, standing at my desk.

“I’m going to KILL that dog, who the fuck does he think he is, talking to me like that!” I snarl, slamming my hands on the desk.

“He’s just getting back at you.”

“God I hate him! He just thinks he is so funny. I’ll show him funny. He thinks he can speak to me like that? Well he should just go off and fuck Tristan and get out of my face and my way. And--”

“Seto?”

“What?”

“I—I can’t do this anymore.”

“Do what?”

“This! I can’t do this anymore.” He points back and forth between the two of us.

“I don’t understand.” Yami hesitates, taking a breath before speaking.

“Seto, I know you are in love with him. Why can’t you just admit that to yourself already?” He says, pleading with his eyes. But all I can do is stand there speechless.

“I’ve tried to deny it Seto, I’ve tried to make this work. I thought maybe if we moved in together, things would maybe work but I just can’t anymore. This should have ended a long time ago.” He tries to wrap his arms around me but I roughly pull them away.

“Who do you think I’m in love with?” I snap. He just sighs, shaking his head.

“Joey.”

“WHAT?!”

“Seto, just…stop. It’s okay.” He shakes his head, staring at me in confusion, “Why are you so ashamed?”

“How could you—I’m not in—Why would you say that to me?” I stutter, just trying to collect my thoughts.

“I love you Seto, but I’m not in love with you any longer either. And I know you haven’t been in love with me for quite sometime. I know you Seto. Don’t try to deny it to me.” He shakes his head.

“I’m not denying anything! I hate him! Haven’t you heard me say that a hundred times?!” I ask in disbelief.

“I think you thought if you said it enough, then maybe you could make it come true. But I don’t think it worked.” He calmly states which makes me even angrier.

I can barely control my anger, my breathing quickening as my fury rose.

“Well you’re wrong.” I calmly state, my teeth gritted.

“Seto…” Yami grabs my hands, trying to get me to look at him. “This is for the best. You don’t have to explain yourself.” I ripped my hands from his, stomping out and slamming the door behind me.

My head was reeling as I walked down the halls and out of the school.

“Who do you think I’m in love with?”

“Joey.”

Right, I’m in love with Joey? Has he gone insane?

“Seto, I know you are in love with him. Why can’t you just admit that to yourself already?”

I shove people out of my way, making my way out of the doors. Who was he to make that judgment? He doesn’t know me. I turn the corner, going down the alley. Joey is there, leaning against the wall, standing there by himself. I stop upon seeing him, but quickly start walking again. I’m close to passing him, keeping my mouth shut as Yami’s words still play in my head.

“Seto, I know you are in love with him.”

“Where’s the fi--” I don’t let him finish the sentence as I smash our lips together, pressing my body against his, up against the wall. He stands frozen for a moment but soon his body relaxes as he threads his fingers through my hair, kissing me back.

I didn’t expect it to feel like this, my lips are buzzing, my skin feels hot, and my brain fuzzy as I push myself flush against him. He moans into the kiss, opening his lips so that my tongue searches his mouth. I keep pushing my body closer to his, the feeling of us touching sends shivers up my spine. I kiss him again and again, my hands running up and down his sides. He teasingly bites my lower lip, making me groan as I crush our lips together harder. Our tongues massage against each other, neither dominating as we search every crevice. I can feel myself beginning to harden, as he lets his hands run under my shirt. His hands feel good on my hot skin. We finally break apart gasping for breath, staring at each other in lust and confusion.

“I have a boyfriend.” Joey whispers, pushing me back and running off before I can say anything. I watch his retreating form, hoping he’ll turn back. But he never does.

AN: I really enjoy this chapter and I dearly hope you do too! Hope to get lots of lovely reviews from you! xxxooo

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