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A Series of One Shots

By: nikki7716
folder Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 74
Views: 28,081
Reviews: 422
Recommended: 1
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Disclaimer: I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Yami and Yugi: Nageael

SECRET WISHES

You can give me the heartache and the pain.

You can give me the nights curled up in my bed, crying my eyes out.

You can even give me the unbelievable sadness I’d feel if you found someone new.

I would take it all if it meant feeling your love for a night, an hour, a moment.


Yami frowned slightly in confusion, flipping through a few more pages.

The pain would be worth it.

Would be worth anything and everything if I could only know what it felt like for just a second.


Yami’s head shot up, his whole body tensing as a loud clatter sounded from downstairs. He paused, waiting with bated breath. When no noise was followed for several minutes he relaxed.

I yearn after you. Surely this pain…this is the worse.

Surely love lost is less painful than love never found, never returned, never known.

Maybe I’ll never feel that pain…seems like this feeling, this…loneliness is starting to become natural.

Maybe one day I won’t even notice any more.


It was wrong for him to be reading his hikari’s diary but he wanted to know. He needed to know if the feeling he felt for his aibou were returned.

He let his eyes trail back down to the neatly handwritten entries, flipping through a few more. He scanned the pages impatiently for his name, occasionally finding it. Each time his heart would race, only to be disappointed when the word was followed with some inane sentence about the day’s happenings.

The pharaoh grew agitated with the use of “you” instead of a name. Could Yugi be talking about him?

Was it possible that he could feel the same or was Yugi talking about someone else, in which case Yami’s confession would be met with confusion and awkwardness.

Their relationship was too precious—too important for Yami to risk some declaration only to be turned down and forever ruin their friendship.

He hurriedly flipped through the next entries, searching for his name.

Until that day I come to accept solidarity, I know I will dream of you every night. I will think of you for—

“Yami?”

Yami jumped, quickly whirling around and putting the diary behind his back.

“Y-yes?” he stuttered, trying to control his demeanor.

Yugi watched him with curiosity, he smiled, tilting his head to the side.

“What are you doing?” he asked, trying to peek behind Yami.

“Um…um…” his mind raced, trying to come up with some excuse, fighting to decide if he should ask Yugi about the entries.

“What is this?” he spluttered, holding out the diary. He knew very well what it was, but perhaps he could play the old “I’m a 5000 year old spirit” card.

Yugi’s eyes widened, his face flushing as he quickly grabbed the diary.

“Um…it’s a diary. Did…did you read it?” Yugi nervously asked.

“Some…” Yami took a deep breath, trying to ask the next part off-handedly. “Um…who was that you were talking about?”

Yugi rubbed the back of his head nervously. “Oh! That? Oh that’s just…um…it’s just about…about…Ryou! Yeah, I um…really like him!” Yugi chuckled, shoving the diary away and out of sight.

Yami’s heard felt like it had broken, he forced a smile, nodding his head.

“Oh, well…secrets safe with me!” he grinned, dismissing himself from Yugi’s room to leave him alone. It was stupid he even thought it could be about him…

Yugi watched Yami leave with wide eyes until the door closed. He collapsed on his bed with a sigh, covering his face with his hands and groaning in frustration.

“I knew he didn’t like me that way,” he sighed, “I guess it’s a good thing I never used his name.” Yugi morosely stated, curling up in his bed until he drifted off to sleep…thoughts of a certain pharaoh going through his mind.

AN: Raise your hand if you hate me! :P I just wanted to write a story that showed that not everyone always gets a happy ending. After all, its more close to the truth then anything else sadly right?

But don’t worry because I got some juicy lemon filled stories coming up! Hooray!

Now go review before I cry. :D

LOVE YOU!

REVIEW REPLIES:

Mater Tenebrarum: I think that sounds delicious. Gotta love rimming. XD

Blood_red_eyes: aww shucks you are too nice to me. :D no idea who wouldn’t want to be with ryou. someone crazy that’s who. Lol.

BlackGargie: wow thanks for reviewing so many of my stories! Your battle ship review made me laugh so hard! Lmao. I’m going to try to get around eventually to writing a new chapter for that. Sadly, I found no millennium items, but I did look! XD I’ve always been curious about phone masturbation as well, it seems it would be a little awkward though. Hm…maybe one day I will find out. Lol. thanks so much for reviewing! Xxxooo

Cody_thomas: lol, well thank you kindly! It was lots of fun to write. XD. Hope you made it to school on time! :D this week is my spring break. Hooray!

Devi_kins: sounds great to me! XD
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