The Sweetest Taboo

Here we go..I decided not to wait, so I went ahead and put up Yugi's POV....he may be an innocent, trusting thing, but he is not a fool, and more observant than Yami gives him credit for. Take a peek into his mind...I hope you like it!!

DISCLAIMER: If they were mine, Yami would be here right now with me,
but he ain't.

Something's wrong with Yami.

I just have this feeling he's hiding something from me, but I don't
know what it is. He's had heaefenefenses on his side of the link for
the past month, and I don't know why.

I know I haven't done anything wrong.....if anything I've done it
right, almost too right. I wonder what it could be.....

Maybe he's stressed out? I mean running the shop alone while I go to
school may be taking its toll on him. I offered once to stay home
from school to help him all day, but he protested so loudly and
vehemently that I said forget it.

What's wrong with my koibito? I wonder has Seto been bothering him
again. The other day, Yami and I were at the park, and Seto came up
with Joey. The look Yami gave him would have fried an egg on
contact....but it wasn't a look of anger. It was something....more.

He's asleep right now, so I could probably try and probe the link a
little bit. If Kage, the Dark Magician is on guard, he may let me
take a peek at his thoughts. I know it's wrong to spy on someone's
personal thoughts, but hell something is bothering my Nushi, and I
want to know what. I'm not gonna do it, though. Yami will tell me...I hope.

Or maybe, I think I'll ask him once he wakes up. Maybe I can get him to tell
me.

I wonder what's wrong? I hope it isn't anything too serious. Maybe
Yami and Seto are sleeping together.

Yeah right. That'll be the day.

They can barely stand to be in the same room together, yet alone
touch each other. Then again, if they are sleeping together, I'd be
devastated, but I'd get over it. What I haven't told Yami is I am
attracted to two other people. I still love him--Yami will always be first in my life--
but I don't have the courage to act on it though. I AM human yanno.....I can just use a
person as a masturbation subject right? I mean that's not really
cheating, just fantasizing.

I mean, one of my crushes knows how I feel, as he feels the same way.
We just chose not to act on it, seeing it'd ruin what we already have.
That's the mature thing to do.

The other one has no clue. I like listening to him. He's so mature and strong,
beautiful even. I'm attracted to power, and he definitely has that.
And when he looks at me with those eyes...those beautiful, sapphire eyes...oh God...

Tomorrow when I go back to school and during my lunch break, Joey and I
are gonna go to my house for lunch as a surprise to Yami. Then Joey can get
the advice he needs, while I try and figure out what's wrong with my Nushi.

I hope it's nothing serious.


Uh oh.....Yugi is nobody's fool, and he's making plans to find out what's wrong with his Nushi!! And wait a sec...who are Yugi's two crushes? I wanna know too, lol...but you'll find out soon enough!! The answer may surprise you!! And no, it's not who you're thinking!!

Japanese Lessons So Far:

Kage: shadow
koinu: puppy
Nushi: master, lover
koibito: lover