The fall of icarus
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
51
Views:
3,473
Reviews:
27
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I only want your Love
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Ryou’s
alarm clock chimed through the air waking him for his first day of school. He yawned and smiled rubbing
the
sleep from his eyes.
“Morning,
yami!”
No
response.
“Yami?”
Ryou
turned around and saw the gold wedding band lying beside him. He picked the ring up.
Maybe Bakura dropped it.
“Yami?
Bakura?”
Ryou
climbed out of bed and went to his desk. The Millenium Ring was missing. His little heart stopped when
he
ran to the bathroom.
Maybe
Bakura was in the bath.
No.
Maybe
he was feeding the fish. Ryou ran
downstairs.
No.
Maybe
he was in the kitchen making breakfast.
No.
Steven
stood by the stove making Ryou eggs and toast.
He turned around and smiled happily at his son.
“Good
morning, son! Sleep well?”
Ryou’s
heart jumped into his throat and thumped.
“Bakura! Bakura! Answer me!”
No
answer.
Steven
put down the spatula. “it’s just you
and me from now oon. on. I told you I’d
find a way to get you back.”
The
boy looked at his wedding ring as the tears began to swell behind his
eyes. Steven sealed Ryou in a tight
embrace.
“Where
is Bakura? Where is he?”
“Forget
him. He doesn’t love you like I could.”
Ryou
pushed Steen away. “You’re right, dad!
Bakura loves me better than you ever could!”
Steven
gripped Ryou on his shoulders and shook him.
“You will not speak his name!”
“Bakura!
Why?”
“You
will not cry!”
Steven
shoved him into the wall. “You will not
wear your ring!”
Steven
began to wrestle the rings off of Ryou’s fingers, but Ryou fell to his knees
curling into a ball with his
arms tucked beneath him. “I will wear my ring! I will wear our
rings! You had no right to take him
from me!
Daddy, I loved him! I loved him!” He gripped
onto his father’s pants. “Where did you take the ring?”
“Hopefully
some animal has buried it beneath the earth where it belongs.”
Steven
took the crying boy by the arm and forced him into a chair. He scooped out
breakfast and put it in front of him.
“I’m going to work to earn your trust. You will obey me! I am your father!”
Ryou’s
POV
“I am your father!” he screamed
at me. No. He’s wrong. He is not my
father. My father……would
not
treat me like a ragdoll. My dad was
always a horrible cook. He slammed a
plat bur burnt toast and eggs which
were
half done as the gooey yolk flooded the plate.
“EAT!” my father bellowed at me.
I had no choice. I slowly ate
the
food
which could easily have been sipped through a straw. Daddy, how could you do this to me? Can’t you see I love him?
Why
can’t you see I love you too? I only
want your love. I want to love
you….like I loved mommy. I pause……I
miss my mommy.
It’s
impossible for me to say ‘I love you’ to my own father. I can only say that to one person now….and
that person
has been ripped away from me.
Struggling to keep the hideous
combination in my stomach, I broke into sudden tears.
“Stop
Crying! Men don’t cry! Men are strong! Don’t be such a girl!”
I
wept harder. Couldn’t help it.
“So
the girl still cries, huh? Do you want me to call you ‘sweetcheeks’, ‘mufin’,
‘angel drawers’, or honeybunch’?
Why
was he doing this? It’s not easy…losing
the one you love.
He
grabbed my arm again leaving me shaking.
“Stop acting like a wimp!”
I
tried to pull my arm free. I wanted to
scream to him, ‘Daddy! I love you! Please! Let me go!’ I screamed at the top
of
my lungs afraid of his anger…like I used to be afraid of my yami.
He
threw me to the floor. “Get your butt
ready for school! If you are late for
your first day, I swear, boy,
I
will run you ragged!”
I
ran upstairs into my room collapsing on the bed.
I
wasn’t scared…I was petrified
I
wasn’t alive…something in me had died.
After
quickly changing for school, I ran downstairs still shaking. My father waited at the door for me.
“So
my girl isn’t wearing a dress for school?”
As
much as my father deserves it, I can’t yell at him anymore. I love him….but why should I?
“You
come home right after school or I will find you and drag your prissy little ass
back here.”
I
couldn’t look my father in the eye. My
old life with an abusive relationship had returned.
My father once protected me from Bakura,
coming to my rescue. Now, he was no
better than my old Bakura.
“I..I
need money for lunch.”
“I’m
sure a pretty thing like you can make money in not time. Be creative. I’m sure there’s lots of boys who
will give you money for a good time, little
lady.”
With
this, my own father threw me out the door.
I turned around as it was slammed in my face. “Daddy, why?”
“GO
TO SCHOOL!”
I
ran to the closest friend’s house. Yami
and Yugi’s shop was only a few blocks away.
Malik and Marik’s home
was a little further away. I needed to get
rid of that terrible breakfast like I had been doing the past week.
My
stomach was once again tumbling. I ran
to Yugi’s gripping my stomach.
Normal
POV
Yugi rolled his eyes as he was
eating his breakfast cereal. He wed
ed
about Yami. He knew he read
Cosmopolitan,
but this was carrying it too far.
“Come
on, Yugi,” Yami whined. “We can see how
we rate on this relationship quiz!”
“Yami,
that is a girly magazine! I’m not doing this.”
Yami
read from the magazine eating his cinnamon toast. “’Question 1: Your boyfriend has asked you to
go to the mall, but you do not want to go. Do
you…”
Yugi
grunted and tried to think of something else.
“Do
you…say…”I’m washing my hair?”
Yugi
covered his ears.
“Do
you go with him anyway?”
“Yami,
this is pointless.”
“Say
‘I want to be by myself for a change?”
Yugi
wished he was alone.
“Or
say “That’s stupid.”
Yugi
put his bowl in the sink having lost his appetite. “This is stupid!”
“Why
would you say that?”
“I’m
not answering the question, Yami! I have to go to school.”
There
was a knock at the door. Yami went to open it and Yugi ran to get his
books.
It
was probably Ryou coming to walk with him to school.
Yugi
ran for his books trying to hide Yami’s Cosmopolitan magazines when he heard
footsteps running
into the bathroom and a snap of the
lock. “Ryou! Ryou! You alright?”
Yami
ran into Yugi’s room. “Yugi, Ryou’s run
into the bathroom. There’s a bruise on
his elbow.
Yami and Yugi knocked on the bathroom when
they heard Ryou gargle. Ryou opened the
door and
wrapped
his arms around Yugi.
“Yugi,
my father got rid of my Millenium Ring!
Bakura’s gone! He took him away
from me! I miss my Bakura!
I want him back!”
“Ryou,
calm down!” Yami helped Ryou down the
steps. “What happened?” Yami asked as
he placed the
crying
boy on the couch.
“I
woke up and the Ring was gone. My
father said something about animals burying it! I can’t miss my first day of
school,
but I can’t live without Bakura!” Ryou
sobbed into Yugi’s shoulder. “I’ll
never see him again! I only want
my father’s love, but he hates me…..and he
got rid of Bakura.” The wailing pierced
the air.
Yugi
and Yami rubbed his back. “I’ll never
see my love again…I only want Bakura.”
“Talk
to us on the way, Ryou.”
“I
don’t want to talk. I want Bakura
back. I miss my yami.”
Yami
looked at Ryou’s elbow. “Did your
father touch you?”
Ryou
nodded quietly.
“Aibou,
this is serious.”
“My
father threw me to the ground. I
couldn’t stop crying. My own father!”
Yami
and Yugi sighed. “Are you going to
return home?”
“I
don’t know what I’m going to do….I’m lost and I don’t have the one person I care
about anymore.”
Ryou’s
POV
If I return home, my father would
continue to demean me. Where could I
go?
All
day in school, I was quiet. I didn’t say a word. Joey and Tristan saw me and tried to cheer me up.
Joey
even ate my lunch for me. After my day,
I couldn’t eat. I promised myself to
try to eat dinner.
I wanted to search for the ring. That was on my mind all day. The mindlink with Bakura didn’t even work
and
I tried hundreds of times. When the
teacher called my name, I quietly said “Ryou Bakura.”
That name hung on my lips again like a
prayer….Bakura.
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Ryou’s
alarm clock chimed through the air waking him for his first day of school. He yawned and smiled rubbing
the
sleep from his eyes.
“Morning,
yami!”
No
response.
“Yami?”
Ryou
turned around and saw the gold wedding band lying beside him. He picked the ring up.
Maybe Bakura dropped it.
“Yami?
Bakura?”
Ryou
climbed out of bed and went to his desk. The Millenium Ring was missing. His little heart stopped when
he
ran to the bathroom.
Maybe
Bakura was in the bath.
No.
Maybe
he was feeding the fish. Ryou ran
downstairs.
No.
Maybe
he was in the kitchen making breakfast.
No.
Steven
stood by the stove making Ryou eggs and toast.
He turned around and smiled happily at his son.
“Good
morning, son! Sleep well?”
Ryou’s
heart jumped into his throat and thumped.
“Bakura! Bakura! Answer me!”
No
answer.
Steven
put down the spatula. “it’s just you
and me from now oon. on. I told you I’d
find a way to get you back.”
The
boy looked at his wedding ring as the tears began to swell behind his
eyes. Steven sealed Ryou in a tight
embrace.
“Where
is Bakura? Where is he?”
“Forget
him. He doesn’t love you like I could.”
Ryou
pushed Steen away. “You’re right, dad!
Bakura loves me better than you ever could!”
Steven
gripped Ryou on his shoulders and shook him.
“You will not speak his name!”
“Bakura!
Why?”
“You
will not cry!”
Steven
shoved him into the wall. “You will not
wear your ring!”
Steven
began to wrestle the rings off of Ryou’s fingers, but Ryou fell to his knees
curling into a ball with his
arms tucked beneath him. “I will wear my ring! I will wear our
rings! You had no right to take him
from me!
Daddy, I loved him! I loved him!” He gripped
onto his father’s pants. “Where did you take the ring?”
“Hopefully
some animal has buried it beneath the earth where it belongs.”
Steven
took the crying boy by the arm and forced him into a chair. He scooped out
breakfast and put it in front of him.
“I’m going to work to earn your trust. You will obey me! I am your father!”
Ryou’s
POV
“I am your father!” he screamed
at me. No. He’s wrong. He is not my
father. My father……would
not
treat me like a ragdoll. My dad was
always a horrible cook. He slammed a
plat bur burnt toast and eggs which
were
half done as the gooey yolk flooded the plate.
“EAT!” my father bellowed at me.
I had no choice. I slowly ate
the
food
which could easily have been sipped through a straw. Daddy, how could you do this to me? Can’t you see I love him?
Why
can’t you see I love you too? I only
want your love. I want to love
you….like I loved mommy. I pause……I
miss my mommy.
It’s
impossible for me to say ‘I love you’ to my own father. I can only say that to one person now….and
that person
has been ripped away from me.
Struggling to keep the hideous
combination in my stomach, I broke into sudden tears.
“Stop
Crying! Men don’t cry! Men are strong! Don’t be such a girl!”
I
wept harder. Couldn’t help it.
“So
the girl still cries, huh? Do you want me to call you ‘sweetcheeks’, ‘mufin’,
‘angel drawers’, or honeybunch’?
Why
was he doing this? It’s not easy…losing
the one you love.
He
grabbed my arm again leaving me shaking.
“Stop acting like a wimp!”
I
tried to pull my arm free. I wanted to
scream to him, ‘Daddy! I love you! Please! Let me go!’ I screamed at the top
of
my lungs afraid of his anger…like I used to be afraid of my yami.
He
threw me to the floor. “Get your butt
ready for school! If you are late for
your first day, I swear, boy,
I
will run you ragged!”
I
ran upstairs into my room collapsing on the bed.
I
wasn’t scared…I was petrified
I
wasn’t alive…something in me had died.
After
quickly changing for school, I ran downstairs still shaking. My father waited at the door for me.
“So
my girl isn’t wearing a dress for school?”
As
much as my father deserves it, I can’t yell at him anymore. I love him….but why should I?
“You
come home right after school or I will find you and drag your prissy little ass
back here.”
I
couldn’t look my father in the eye. My
old life with an abusive relationship had returned.
My father once protected me from Bakura,
coming to my rescue. Now, he was no
better than my old Bakura.
“I..I
need money for lunch.”
“I’m
sure a pretty thing like you can make money in not time. Be creative. I’m sure there’s lots of boys who
will give you money for a good time, little
lady.”
With
this, my own father threw me out the door.
I turned around as it was slammed in my face. “Daddy, why?”
“GO
TO SCHOOL!”
I
ran to the closest friend’s house. Yami
and Yugi’s shop was only a few blocks away.
Malik and Marik’s home
was a little further away. I needed to get
rid of that terrible breakfast like I had been doing the past week.
My
stomach was once again tumbling. I ran
to Yugi’s gripping my stomach.
Normal
POV
Yugi rolled his eyes as he was
eating his breakfast cereal. He wed
ed
about Yami. He knew he read
Cosmopolitan,
but this was carrying it too far.
“Come
on, Yugi,” Yami whined. “We can see how
we rate on this relationship quiz!”
“Yami,
that is a girly magazine! I’m not doing this.”
Yami
read from the magazine eating his cinnamon toast. “’Question 1: Your boyfriend has asked you to
go to the mall, but you do not want to go. Do
you…”
Yugi
grunted and tried to think of something else.
“Do
you…say…”I’m washing my hair?”
Yugi
covered his ears.
“Do
you go with him anyway?”
“Yami,
this is pointless.”
“Say
‘I want to be by myself for a change?”
Yugi
wished he was alone.
“Or
say “That’s stupid.”
Yugi
put his bowl in the sink having lost his appetite. “This is stupid!”
“Why
would you say that?”
“I’m
not answering the question, Yami! I have to go to school.”
There
was a knock at the door. Yami went to open it and Yugi ran to get his
books.
It
was probably Ryou coming to walk with him to school.
Yugi
ran for his books trying to hide Yami’s Cosmopolitan magazines when he heard
footsteps running
into the bathroom and a snap of the
lock. “Ryou! Ryou! You alright?”
Yami
ran into Yugi’s room. “Yugi, Ryou’s run
into the bathroom. There’s a bruise on
his elbow.
Yami and Yugi knocked on the bathroom when
they heard Ryou gargle. Ryou opened the
door and
wrapped
his arms around Yugi.
“Yugi,
my father got rid of my Millenium Ring!
Bakura’s gone! He took him away
from me! I miss my Bakura!
I want him back!”
“Ryou,
calm down!” Yami helped Ryou down the
steps. “What happened?” Yami asked as
he placed the
crying
boy on the couch.
“I
woke up and the Ring was gone. My
father said something about animals burying it! I can’t miss my first day of
school,
but I can’t live without Bakura!” Ryou
sobbed into Yugi’s shoulder. “I’ll
never see him again! I only want
my father’s love, but he hates me…..and he
got rid of Bakura.” The wailing pierced
the air.
Yugi
and Yami rubbed his back. “I’ll never
see my love again…I only want Bakura.”
“Talk
to us on the way, Ryou.”
“I
don’t want to talk. I want Bakura
back. I miss my yami.”
Yami
looked at Ryou’s elbow. “Did your
father touch you?”
Ryou
nodded quietly.
“Aibou,
this is serious.”
“My
father threw me to the ground. I
couldn’t stop crying. My own father!”
Yami
and Yugi sighed. “Are you going to
return home?”
“I
don’t know what I’m going to do….I’m lost and I don’t have the one person I care
about anymore.”
Ryou’s
POV
If I return home, my father would
continue to demean me. Where could I
go?
All
day in school, I was quiet. I didn’t say a word. Joey and Tristan saw me and tried to cheer me up.
Joey
even ate my lunch for me. After my day,
I couldn’t eat. I promised myself to
try to eat dinner.
I wanted to search for the ring. That was on my mind all day. The mindlink with Bakura didn’t even work
and
I tried hundreds of times. When the
teacher called my name, I quietly said “Ryou Bakura.”
That name hung on my lips again like a
prayer….Bakura.
Next
Chappie: Ryou Returns home…
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FIC IS ALSO IN NC17 FORM AT MEDIAMINER AND ADULT FNFICTION.NET