Secret Memories

Chapter 20
In the end it doesn't even matter

***Ki's POV***

I slowly knocked on the door. Mokuba had broken down in tears hearing what
Gozaburo was going to do to our brother and friends. Mr. Sho opened the door
and gasped seeing me there.

"Hey Sho. Long time no see," I rasped.

"Ki. My god Ki it is you" Mr. Sho gasped, eyes wide with shock I guess I
have that affect on people "My "My old friend I know this is. strange but I need your help again. Gozaburo
is back and he's got Seto and my friends' captive. Help us just one more
time and when this is over I'll give you satisfactory answers " I explained
as Mr. Sho opened the door more and let us into his house.

***Normal POV*** Gozaburo's hide out.

Noa watched his father tie Seto to the bed. "Father you don't have to do
this to them" Noa whispered. Gozaburo glanced at his biological then placed
his attention back at Seto who was coming around. Noa looked at his hands.
"Father this isn't a way to get what you want. Thisng tng to make him hate
you more!!!" Noa yelled out.

Gozaburo stood after tying down Seto legs. "Boy shut up." Gozaburo growled
at him. Noa glared at the man that was once his father.

"Rot in Hell. I hope Ki blow your brains out this time. Then you can't
fu*king come back!!!" Noa yelled. Gozaburo walked up to his son but remained
silent before heading out of the room.

Noa rushed over to Seto. "Seto come on wake up." Noa whispered shaking Seto
who was slowly coming around. Seto eyes opened slowly. It took a few moments
for him to register what was going on as the drug that was in his system was
wearing off "You!?" Seto yelped as he tried to move.

Noa shook his head stopping Seto from moving. "I'm not going to hurt you"
Noa whispered as he backed away from Seto a little after getting him to
stop.

Seto rolls his eyes. "Whatever" Seto growled as he once more fought with the
ropes that he was tied up with. Noa looked around finding one of his
father's kitchen knives and went to cut the ropes to set Seto free. Noa
start to cut the rope but Gozaburo strong hands stop Noa and pulled him
back.

"That it's your getting it." Gozaburo muttered as he pulled Noa back over to
Seto snatching the knife away. "Your fu*king him and enjoying it or I'll
kill Seto." Gozaburo growled. Noa shook his head quickly. He wasn't the type
to hurt people that shouldn't be hurt in the first place. He only helped his
father because it was his father, and he had never acted like this when he
was alive. Only a couple hits here and there.

Gozaburo held up the knife cutting down Seto chest. Seto bit his lip to from
yelling and giving Gozaburo the incentive to repeat his actions. Noa eyes
shot up to his father.

"Father stops this!!!!" Noa yelled. Gozaburo looked at Noa. The boy gulped
fearfully.

"Clothes off boy" Gozaburo rasped looking at his son. "I want a nice show. I
want to hear Seto scream." Gozaburo purred evilly. Noa stared at Seto who
showed how he felt in his eyes. Noa shifted as Gozaburo grab his shirted and
pulled it off Noa. Noa stepped back quickly as Gozo sto step forward after
him.

" I can fu*king undress myself" Noa yelled. Gozaburo slapped him hard.
Causing Noa to fall to the ground.

"Don't talk back. Or I'll be behind you in this little game" Gozaburo
whispers. Noa swallowed as he took off the rest of his clothes. Noa turned
away not liking Gozaburo's perverted glaze on him. Gozaburo smiled. "My boy
you do look sweet and I've never seen it" Gozaburo whispered as he took
Noa's face in his hand.

Noa gasped as Gozaburo ran his hand over his member. "You need to be ready
to take him." Gozaburo rasped as he kept running his hand over Noa member.
Noa whimpered.

"Please father, don't do this." Noa wept. He hated himself for dying. For
being weak to the illness. 'It's my fault he became like this. If he had
never met Ki or any of them maybe he would still be normal and Seto, Ki and
Mokuba would be in a better family' thought Noa as his eyes watered but he
held it back. He didn't need something else for his father to make him hurt
Seto even more.

"You're doing it and liking it. I don't care how he feels, or any of them. I
just want Ki." Gozaburo growled. Noa backed away and looked at Seto who seem
to be working on the ropes that held him. Gozaburo pushed Noa over to Seto.
"I want to see hard and painful," Gozaburo whispers. Seto stared fearfully
at Noa. Something that Noa had not expected.

Noa shook his head quickly. "I can't. I will not become you" Noa hissed
looking at Gozaburo. Gozaburo stared shocked at his son. "I will never
become the heartless creature you are." Noa yelled tears appearing in his
eyes. He never grew up. He never became cold. He was still the young boy
that died all those years ago from the illness that forced Gozaburo to adopt
the three brothers. His body had developed to that of a 16 year old yet his
mind was still pure, frozen in time of the minds and thoughts of when he was
12 and leaving the world. As much as his father wanted him to commit such
and atrocity Noa had quickly pulled on his pants. Gozaburo growled as
s
grabbed something off the dresser.

"Noa son. I was only showing them how it felt to be hurt like what they did
to us," Gozaburo whispered. Noa looked over at him.

"Gozaburo Kaiba I'm not falling for your lies. not anymore" Noa replied
monotonously, they're relationship as a father and son endee moe moment
Gozaburo had completely abandoned him for the insane obsession over Ki Kaiba
and the twisted plot into obtaining him. Gozaburo glared at him. Noa moved
over to Seto untying him now an arm free.

Gozaburo grabbed hold of Noa and turned him. "Boy you will never talk to me
like that" Gozaburo growled and stab the knife he was holding into Noa chest
and pulled it out and once more stab him deep and let Noa drop to the ground
to bleed.

Noa gasp for air, being his lungs were filling with blood. He couldn't let
his father get away with this anymore.

"You really are a monster aren't you?" Seto managed to rasp.
*** Ki POV***

I stared at Mokuba who held on to me with a death grip. "Mokuba let go," I
whispered. Mokuba cried out. When I used his real name he knew I meant it.

"You can't go!!! Not alone," Mokuba wailed.

"MOKUBA LET GO!!!" I yelled. Mokuba yelped and let go of my arm and buried
his face in my shirt. I had on some of Seto clothes so I could get into
Kaiba corp. without anyone noticing me and so I could get into his secret
computer room.

"Look Seto and our friends are going to be beaten, raped and killed if we
don't get there." I whispered lifting Mokuba and setting him down so Mr. Sho
could hold him there as I left.

**Seto POV***

I tightly bit my bottom lip as Gozaburo ran his knife down my already
bleeding chest. Cuts bruise; already cover most of my body. "I give Ki love
and he returns it like this. Killing me and himself" Gozaburo growled.

I grinned. "What's wrong Gozaburo don't like how you train us." I spat.
Gozaburo stabbed the knife into my stomach. I couldn't hold the cry back
anymore and a loud yell came from within my throat. Gozaburo snorted.

"Seto, Seto, Seto that mouth always did get you in trouble. You were
supposed to be dead. I was supposed to have my favorite to myself on our
own." Gozaburo muttered as he touched my face. "I may have had a hard time
showing it but I loved Ki with my my heart." Gozaburo whispered the hurt
now showing his voice. I was the one to scoff this time.

"You f*cking bastard what you did to Ki, Mokuba and me was not love. It was
just pain sick." I growled as I tried to move out of his touch but the ropes
tied around my wrists and legs held me back. The knife was now embedded in
my stomach, which gushed more blood.

Gozaburo laughed. My eyes drifted to Noa. He was still alive. Barely. From
the looks of it if someone wasn't going to be here to help him he wouldn't
last long. Noa chest moved in slow gasping breath. His blood seems to fill
some of the room. His eyes where shut. He had seemed to of stop whimpering
minute ago.

Gozaburo took hold of my face and force me to look at him. "Ki will be mine.
You see, I found his weak point and that's his love for his family and his
friends. He knows I want him and the fact I know he wants you and your
little friends, which are presently being beaten and raped like hell by some
of my men to keep your pathetic lives. He'll come and take they're place."
Gozaburo whispered in a low lust filled voice.

I growled and spit blood in his face, which caused him to back hand my face.
I cried out in pain. My body was starting to fall into shock.
****Ki POV***

I stepped up to the building that Gozaburo had told me to go to before I
broke the cell phone. I sighed to myself. "The things I do for family" I
muttered as I stepped up the stairs and went inside. Gozaburo's cronies
quickly moved out of the way when they saw me.

I wasn't in the mood and when I lift one of the guys by the neck to make him
tell me where Gozaburo, my brother and friends were the others quickly back
off. Then I knocked the guy out after he told. Hey he was pissing me off. I
may not look that strong but someone was really pushing my buttons right
about now.

I looked up quickly hearing Seto howls of pain. "I'm coming big brother," I
whispered as I dashed down the hallway. I opened a door quickly finding
Gozaburo standing over a bleeding Seto.

"GOZABURO GET AWAY FROM HIM." I yelled causing both to jump. My eyes shifted
around the room stopping on Noa. He's dead if we don't get him to a
hospital. I shouldn't help him after all. he was a part of this but no time
to argue with myself now. I growled as Gozaburo turn to me a smile on his
face. The ass knew I would come.

"Ki, my dear lover. I'm glad you came to me. Seto here was getting boring."
Gozaburo said lightly. I growled.

"Knock off the nice talk Gozaburo. Let them go. Let them take Seto and Noa
to a doctor now." I stated. Gozaburo crossed his arms and look at me like I
was nuts. I sighed as I looked to Seto. "I'll do what ever you want as long
as you leave my family and friends alone"

Gozaburo grinned as he walked towards me and pulled me into his arms and
into deep kiss. "That the favorite that I love" he whispered. Gozaburo
untied Seto and handed Noa to him. "Get out. I need my time alone with my
toy" Gozaburo growled. I glared at Gozaburo but it faded as I looked to
Seto.

I mouth to him. "In the end it doesn't even matter." I knew Gozaburo would
of won. I would never get away from him. He killed anyone that got too
close. So why risk any more lives. Just so I can be happy? Even death
wouldn't help me. Gozaburo would just bring me back. I watched Seto slowly
back out the door. Not wanting to leave me there. Once he was gone out of
view. My body went limp. How could I do this? Walk right into mouth of the
lion. The life faded from my eyes.

Gozaburo dragged me out the dark room heading to the more luxurious rooms,
making sure my friend were gone. So I had no reason to fight. My eyes went
to Gozaburo. Was this it? Was this the only reason I'm alive again? Was I to
be his bed toy for who knows how long? Who knows? My brother lived with out
me before. I have no girl friend. Gozaburo took care of that a long time
ago. So there was no reason not to fade away here and now. I looked away
from Gozaburo. Slowly losing my mind, as I kept thinking on that no one
would care if I disappeared. I'm dead.

NOTE: Awww poor Ki. Will the gang find away to get Ki back? But what happen
when they find Ki the way he is now. There will be lemon in the chapter.
Please review.

Shaytinamo: I'm sorry to hear that about your family. But your mom wrong,
There are long of job out there for art. Like I'm going to be working doing
graphic art. Which is everywhere. If you have an art teacher ask her/he
about or look on the net. Never let some keep you from doing something you
love. I hope you have better days.

Jenna: I know poor Ki. He needs a hug. Well here the next chapter is almost
to the end of part two. Fall over from typing so much. Well I hope you like.