My Pain, My Addiction

Chapter two

When the day ended, it was something Adrian wasn’t looking forward to actually. Rest of the periods he spent ignoring James to the best of his abilities. He didn’t understand why, but for some reason, no matter what he did, he couldn’t stop thinking about Marik, about the way he held him and bit him, the way his kissed him and certainly not the look he gave him after the fight. Still, even though he knew that if he wanted to Marik could certainly do damage to him, he was still drawn to him for some reason.

Walking out of his classroom, Adrian blew his bangs out of his way and walked with the herd of students that were heading to the exit of the school, only he was heading to the music for band practice that he had today after school, which soon meant he had to fight his way up stream against the sea of kids. It kind of resembled a salmon swimming up stream to spawn. Adrian chuckled to himself at the stupid analogy he created and shook his head. Sometimes he had to wonder if he wasn’t some how specially gifted, though that didn’t really matter. He had his friends that he could act himself around that supported him completely which he was happy about. Now if only James could be the same way, support him as well, to be with him, to love him like he wished James would.

Two arms came up and wrapped around Adrian’s waist, catching him off guard, he nearly fell to the ground, the arms the only thing holding him up. Turning, Adrian glanced up at the person holding him through his parted blonde bangs. He was met with a wide fang-tooth grinned of his current “boyfriend”, violet eyes staring deep into his blue ones.

“Hey there Adrian.” Marik greeted as his grip tightened around Adrian’s waist, pulling him close.

“M-Marik!” Adrian gasped in shock. “W-what are you doing here?” he asked.

"Uh, last I checked, I went to school here." Marik said with a shake of his head and laughed.

"Oh, right. You just scared me is all." Adrian said, letting his body relax in Marik's grasp, arms slowly coming up to hold him as well.

"Well, it's nice to know you're still into me. Where you heading to?" he asked. Adrian looked at him suspiciously for a
moment before deciding that it couldn't get any worse than it had earlier that day.

"Um, I was just heading over to the band room for my band practice." Adrian told him.

"What? You're a band geek? Someone like you?" Marik asked with a snort. "I thought for sure you would be more morbid. Going out to smoke and cut yourself." he said as he thought for a moment, a smirk crossing his lips as he leaned down, mouth near Adrian's ear. "Or do you like it better when someone else causes you pain." he purred. A shiver coursed through Adrian's body, running down his spin, making his body twitch slightly as a small blush stained his cheeks.

"Ah, well, maybe." he said, trying to push away from the other, though he wanted to stay close to the other. "Anyway, I do need to get going before I'm late for practice."

"Oh yeah, so, what instrument do you play?" Marik asked.

"The clarinet." Adrian answered.

"Really? Bet you blow really well." Marik said smirking, laughing as he saw the blush on Adrian's cheeks grow deeper.

"I bet it took you a long time to think of that comeback." Adrian said and pushed hard against Marik, leaving his arms.

"No not really. I've had that in my head for a while, just waiting for a time to use it." Marik told him. Adrian rolled his eyes and began his trek once more to the music room when his arm was grabbed by the other male.

"What Marik?" he asked.

"Skip that stupid practice and come with me. I can show you a real good time." he said.

"No thank you." Adrian said as he tried to yank his arm away.

"Now, listen here boy. You're my boyfriend now and what I say and want is what you will do." Marik hissed. "That's what this relationship is about. I'm the master, you're the slave. Now you're coming with me." Marik hissed.

"No! I have to go." Adrian said as he struggled to get away from the other. Marik narrowed his eyes and yanked Adrian close to him, mouth descending down upon Adrian's neck, biting down on him. Adrian gave a small cry, eyes clouding over with sudden lust as pleasure washed over his body in a shock wave.


"M...Marik." he whispered softly, his body going limp in Marik's grasp as the tan Egyptian sucked hungrily on Adrian's neck, drinking in the sweet sticky life force.

"Marik!" Adrian cried out, hands coming up, gripping tightly at Marik's biceps as his body shuttered, an orgasm racing through his body suddenly, and unexpectedly.

"Now you have no choice but to come with me." Marik purred with a smirk as he pulled back from Adrian's neck and licked his lips clean. "Mmm, you're the first to come from me biting their neck." he commented, eyes running up and down Adrian's body, staring at the stain in the front of his pants for a moment before looking back up at his face. Adrian looked away, blushing hotly at what the other said and sighed. That damn bastard was so horrible, he did that on purpose, and now he had not choice but to go with him. Marik smirked at him, knowing he had won the fight and took the boys hand, dragging him out of the school building, out to his motorcycle.

"You don't expect me to get on this thing do you?" Adrian asked as he stared at the blank and red, sleek, cold machine. Marik stared at the boy like he was a retard before passing him the helmet.

"You're retarded aren't you? Get your ass on the bike." Marik said as he hopped on. Adrian stared at the helmet in his hand before looking back at Marik.

"What the fuck did I say? Get on the god damn bike!" Marik hissed as he grabbed Adrian's arm and forced him onto the bike. Adrian whimpered and looked at him before putting on the helmet. He was starting to have second thoughts about this...Marik was really horrible to him. When the bike started, Adrian held tight to Marik as they rode out of the school parking lot and down the road. For the most part of the ride, Adrian's eyes were closed except for the occasional times they stopped at a stop light, which was few and far between. By the time they had reached the house, Adrian was so happy to finally get off the bike; he practically threw himself off of it.

"You're such a pussy." Marik said as he turned off the bike and got off of it, watching as Adrian took off the helmet and stood there, glaring at him.

"Fuck you!" Adrian said. Marik smirked and moved over to him and grabbed him around his waist and pulled him close.

"I'm sure I can do that." he purred as he looked at him and leaned forward, about ready to bit him when Adrian smacked him and moved away.

"I don't want to do that and stop biting me. Look, the deal was for you to be my pretend boyfriend while James is around to make him jealous. I'm not your boyfriend and I don't want to sleep with you.' he said.

"You sure about that? What happened to that little gasp, those moans, your cry of my name as you came into your pants. Didn't you like that?" Marik asked raising a brow. His smirk grew as he saw the blush on Adrian's face appearing rapidly as he looked away. "You did like it.' he said.”I knew you would, come on baby, just you and me." he said. Adrian glared and shook his head at him and started to move away from him. Marik grabbed his arm tightly and started to drag him up the front steps into the house.

"You're going to be fucked and that's that you damn bitch. You're my god damn slave, a deal is a deal, or I'll let everyone know what you really are." Marik said as he let go of Adrian turned him around to look at him. "You don't want that now do you?" he asked.

"Would it really matter if anyone knew? Why are you so hell bent on getting into my pants?" Adrian asked.

"Because you’re fucking hot and I want you." he said.

"That doesn't mean I want you.' Adrian said as he looked up at him before he leaned down and kissed him hard.

“So what does that mean? I’m wasting my time here then?” Marik asked, growling, a little pissed that he wasn’t going to get anything out of this.

“Yes, that’s exactly what’s happening! Besides, aren’t you suppose to be in detention?” Adrian asked, suddenly recalling the events from lunch. Marik stared at him and shrugged, crossing his arms. He let out a sigh as he turned and headed up
to the front door, digging in his pocket for his keys.

“Fuck that shit. Like I’m going to damn detention, not when your retarded boyfriend is there.” He commented as he opened the door and headed inside. He turned, glancing back at him, waiting for the other to join him and when Adrian didn’t make a move, Marik just slammed the door behind him. He had no patience to wait for the other, not when he had a raging hard-on that needed to be cared for.

Adrian blinked as the door was slammed and groaned. Great, he had pissed the other off and now he was on the other side of town with no immediate way of getting home, cum stain on the front of his pants, and very few bucks in his wallet. In fact, he barely had enough to pay for a bus to take him back to his house, which is apparently his only way at the moment. He could call for his brother to pick him up, but he wasn’t sure what Duke was planning on doing that day and really didn’t want to bug the other. James was supposedly still in detention as well, so he couldn’t pick him up. So…yup, bus.

By the time Adrian finally got home, the sun was setting and his stomach was growling loudly. He needed to eat and he had to do his homework, all before getting ready to bed, or passing out from exhaustion. As he opened the door, he heard his name being called and turned. Standing on the sidewalk was a familiar looking guy, and the smile that crossed his lips couldn’t be helped.

“James.”

“Adrian, what was that about, today?” James asked, walking up to him. His hazel eyes searched the other for some sort of excuse for how the other behaved that day, and with who he was hanging out with.

“Oh…um, yeah about today, I’m sorry for how Marik asked. He was just, uh well I don’t know what he was doing but…I mean I know what he was doing it’s just,” he trailed off and sighed as he looked away.

“Adrian, does he make you happy?” James asked curiously. Adrian bit his bottom lip, debating on what to say. If he said no, then he was sure he would have to explain as to why he was with the other in first place. But if he said yes, what would that do? Would James just give up on him? Would James just accept it and that would be the end of it? Or would he try to fight and get Adrian as his own. Those were the unknown variables in this experiment he was conducting, but all of that could be avoided if he just told James the truth; the truth about him and the truth about what happened the night before. If only Adrian knew how the other would react to such information, if only he could be assured that James would still want to be with him, at least as friends if nothing else.

“Yes.” He finally answered, voice coming out in a soft whisper. Well he had nothing else to lose at the moment. The worse that could happen was that James stopped talking to him for the rest of their lives and Adrian would be alone forever. It was better than facing ridicule or seeing the disgust on James face when he found out. James was silent for a long time, just staring at Adrian before he nodded and turned his back to the other.

“Alright. Well as long as he makes you happy. But Adrian.” He said and turned to look at him over his shoulder. “If he ever hurts you or does something to you, I’m always here for you, just remember that.” He told him and turned back, heading down the sidewalk towards his house.

Adrian wanted to go, wanted to run after him and tell him everything. But he couldn’t. He was glued to his spot as he watched James go. It wasn’t until the other was out of site did he finally find his voice and was able to move.

“I’m not happy though.” He whispered and sighed. He turned and headed into his house, closing the door behind with a soft click.