My life my pain

Chapter 17: Rival

What to wear? What to wear? Argh, just half an hour before I’m supposed to meet the others and I’m still not dressed. I run around my room half naked, looking for the right outfit. Tonight I wanted to tell my friends about my orientation, and I would see Seto for the first time since our kiss. I’m not that nervous about telling the guys my secret. Now that I have told my father and it went so well, I feel stupid for keeping my secret for so long. I know they won’t care. They will maybe be disappointed that I didn’t tell them earlier, but coming out hasn’t been easy for them either, so I think they will understand. And for the sleeping around…there is no need to tell them. Those times will be over anyway, I hope. If Seto accepts me, there will be no other for me ever again. Uahh, I’m so nervous! Will he say yes when I ask him to be my boyfriend? I mean, the kiss we shared was so…so intense and passionate he has to have feelings for me…

So now, what should I wear?

POV Kaiba

Where is he? He was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago. I was glaring at the entrance of the club when I felt someone tapping on my shoulder.

“Hey Kaiba, here is someone that wants to meet you.” Ryou chirped.

“Mhh?” Where is he?

“Hello Kaiba.” I looked back from the entrance at the unfamiliar voice that had addressed me.

“…” I was speechless at the beauty I saw. The boy before me looked…stunning. He had long, silky, black hair, a dancer’s androgen body and amazing big…turquoise eyes. He looked somewhat familiar, but I was sure I have never seen him in person.

“Hello.” I finally choked out. Gods was this boy beautiful. The air around him seamed to sparkle.

“I’m Enrique D´Andreo. Nice to meet you.”

“As…as in the Spanish Top Model?”

“You know me?” He asked blushing slightly. How cute.

I had to suppress a snort. If I knew him? I don’t think there is any soul on this planet who doesn’t know him. He may be a male model, but he is more famous then Naomi, Kate and Heidi together- and not for his bad temper or drug abuse or any of that- no, he is this famous simply because of his beauty and talent.

“Yes, I do, but how do you know me?”

He blushed again. “Who doesn’t know Seto Kaiba- CEO of KaibaCorp and hottest and most amiable bachelor?” He looked shyly down, then up to me trough his lashes. “Do you want to dance?”

“Well, I…” I looked back to the entrance- still no sign of Jou. “With pleasure.”

The next thing I knew was that my heart had just skipped a beat as he beamed up at me happily and took my hand to drag me to the dance floor. His movements were like silk as he gild against me sexily and I enjoyed myself, but every minute or so I would look over my shoulder hoping that the one I really wanted to dance with (and so much more) would finally show up.

POV Jou

The bouncer let me in and I checked my watch. Great over half an hour late. I looked around. Like in true nature of Discothèques, the room was held in dark flashing light, the music was almost unbearably loud, people overly exited and hyper, and the feeling all around was just amazing. I spotted Yugi and Yami at first (surprise, surprise what with the hair). I walked over to them and also spotted the rest of the gang. “Hey guys. Where’s Seto?” Over eager aren’t I?

“Hi Jou, he…oh wow Jou you look great!”

I grinned. I had opted to not go in my usual dance attire- these cloth looked good on me and would give Seto something to look at, but they were all so sluty- flirtous. I didn’t want to give the image of an easy lay, but one of a desirable boyfriend and partner. So I had groomed my hair and decided to wear black dress pants, dress shoes and a blue bottom down shit and to not make it all to stiff I left the first three buttons of the shirt open, showing of a black leather choker around my neck- hoping that Seto would see the small SK emblem on it and would get the meaning. That was also a reason he had dressed as I had. I wanted to belong to Seto, and as everybody knew, Seto Kaiba owned just the finest things of all.

“Thanks.” I said and looked around, searching for Seto. My heart almost stopped when I spotted him on the dance floor, dancing with another boy.

Yugi followed my gaze and smiled. “Isn’t that cute? I never took Kaiba for the dancing type, but as soon as Enrique introduced himself, they hit it off. I’m so happy we decided to organize this blind date.”

“Blind…blind date?”

“Yes, we all decided that it would be good for Kaiba to have someone in his life, and Ryou remembered one of his friends from England who had always admired Kaiba. Don’t you think they look great together? Enrique is a model and…hey, Jou!”

I couldn’t look at the two of them any longer. The bitch´s, ´Enrique´, hands were slowly making their way down to Seto’s ass.

I shoved dancing people out of my way and when I finally reached them I gripped Enrique’s long hair and yanked him away from my Seto.

“Keep you hands to yourself you whore.” I hissed at the surprised boy. He wasn’t the only one. A circle had formed around the three of us. I saw Yugi and the others making their way through the crowed.

“What's your problem?” The whore asked.

“The problem is that you were touching my…my…friend.” I finished lamely. Just then I realized I had no real right to treat the boy as I had. Seto wasn’t my boyfriend, so he could dance and let himself be touched from whoever he wanted.

“Jou?” I felt Seto’s hand on my shoulder, but I didn’t dare to turn around. I was so embarrassed.

“Seto, I…”

“Jou? What happened?” The gang had finally made their way through the mass and they were looking at me for an explanation.

“What happened is that your friend here is a homophobic ass and flipped out when he saw me and Kaiba dancing.” Enrique accused me.

“That’s not true!” I defended myself, not believing that the little shit dared to talk about me like that to my friends.

“As if!” He smeared. Gods, this boy was supposed to be a model? He looked so ugly sneering like that. “Tell me why you yanked me away from Seto if it wasn’t because it offended your intolerant eyes? Don’t deny it. You are disgusted with the idea that a man could like another man. You are disgusted with the thought of Seto and me together, what we could do in bed together, you...”

“Shut up! Shut up, you whore. Seto will never be with you- you’ll never be in bed with him. He is mine. Mine, you understand! I love him!”

“What?” The question echoed through the room. Ryou, Bakura, Yugi, Otogi and Honda were starring at me disbelievingly. Yami looked smug, and Seto…Seto smiled warmly at me. Enrique looked like a fish with his mouth wide open.


Took me almost a month to write this...again.

I know that this chapter is short and that it always takes me ages, and I have no right to beg for reviews, but...Please review. I wont lie to you, I doesnt make me write faster, but I love reviws and they insoier me, so pleas review. Thank you and sorry for sounding so desperate


Thanks a thousand times to Kitsune Seven for betaing so fast and good and for alwyas giving me nice words.