The Heat of Your Touch

AN: Well, here I go! I hope you’ll enjoy this, I was really trying. But I have to warn you there will be one oddity, and it’s the (un)pleasant one. It depends. Me, personally find it disgusting, but still, I had an urge to write that.

Please R&R!


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The days were passing in utter agony. It was hard, it was painful. He was drowning in loneliness again. Even if God could tell him it was for their sake, he would find it wrong even he knew it was right. The only way they could save themselves was to be separated.

Kaiba could hire killers, but Joey didn’t want the violent way, so he just had to deal with the consequences. If you want everything to be legal, you’ll have to suffer.

At least you could sleep peacefully.

The apartment was too big for his taste. The best furniture design, latest fashion. Three bedrooms, each of them with separate bathroom. Walls painted in blue-Kaiba knew Joey’s favorite color. Yet it didn’t make Joey happy. He was sad because blue was awakening nostalgia in him.

The best part was kitchen, because Kaiba knew very well how much Joey loved to eat. He provided various items for him, in order for him to satisfy his appetite. The kitchen had the best equipment because Kaiba knew how much Joey loved to cook.

‘At least he can forget about this all while cooking’ he thought.

The kitchen looked so sterile, so neat, that Joey thought he would puke every time he got in there. It looked like no one was living there, and it was reminding him of how lonely he was. He was feeling abandoned. He hated that kitchen. He barely ate.

The living room was huge as well (Kaiba loved everything that was big, Joey made a conclusion, taking in account his own cock), with big TV and perfect audio system. All the best for Joey.

But Joey never turned the TV on, he never listened to music, he barely used the apartment.

He had a king sized bed in his bedroom, with navy blue sheets, lamps, walls…everything.

The empty bed-that was something Joey hated the most. He got used to his Dragon so much that he couldn’t sleep without him. The empty side of his bed seemed so offensive.

All in all, Joey was unhappy despite all the efforts Kaiba made in order for him to be happy.

If Kaiba thought that Joey could easily forget him, if he thought that Joey would dive into food as soon as he got into apartment and if he thought the blonde would poison his brain with cable TV all day, he was very wrong.

All of that was making the blonde very miserable. He wasn’t the teenager anymore, he was adult now. He’s learned about real values. And Kaiba was thinking Joey was eternal child.

Another bad calculation of the big CEO of Kaiba corp.

Joey was spending his time on couch, napping all day the entire week he’s spent in his new apartment.

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Kaiba mansion was quiet as well. Mokuba was having his own life, he was going to school, he was seeing Keiko, he was doing all other things in order to forget his brother’s misery. He knew he was useless. He was just a child.

Kaiba was doing everything he used to do-he was burying his head into tons and tons of paperwork, in order to forget that his lover wasn’t at home, that he couldn’t talk to him, kiss him, touch him, make love to him…

It was sad, but he was very helpless when it came to Dan. He could kill him every second he wanted, but that would be against Joey’s wishes.

During the two years of being together, he’s learned to respect his blonde partner. Joey wasn’t stupid at all.

Dan was a smart guy. He had aces in his sleeve. The one thing Joey didn’t know, and Kaiba knew, was that Dan was a brutal rapist and murderer, beside the fact he was the damn good hacker.

Of course Joey didn’t know, because the police didn’t know as well. But they would protect him if Kaiba sued him, because they were protecting every scum that was employed in the police. It was dirty police system and Kaiba knew that his enemy was very powerful, hiding behind the police.
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It was late afternoon when Mokuba finally decided to spend some time with his brother. Kaiba was in his study, working on the newest project.

The raven haired boy hesitantly knocked.

“Yes.” was Kaiba’s cold answer. His voice was nervous.

Mokuba entered the study, which was big, full of books and all that stuff Kaiba needed for his job.

The brunette raised his head, looking at his younger brother.

“Do you need something, Mokuba?” he asked.

His face was tired, he had bags under his eyes.

Mokuba remembered the time Joey was calling his brother ‘Moneybags’. He mentally chuckled.

Kaiba yawned. “I’m waiting.”

Mokuba sat on his desk, looking at him seriously. He still didn’t know what to say, he still didn’t know why he came there.

After a short pause, when his stomach finally stopped aching, he cleared his throat and managed to speak.

“Big brother…I know I’m still a child…I can’t help much. But I am old enough to see that you and Joey have a big problem. You’re decaying and you’re not even dead yet.”

Kaiba rose his barriers, for the first time, to defense from his own brother.

“There’s nothing you should be worried about.” he said coldly.

“I know there is something, and you’re gonna tell me or I’m gonna leave for good!” Mokuba raised his voice at his brother for the first time in his life. He was nervous. He was desperate.

“Childish threats, Mokuba. You know better.”

“Please, Seto.” Mokuba slid in his lap, running his fingers through chocolate brown hair of his brother. Their eyes were so close. Mokuba was looking at him intensively. “I can’t stand watching you suffer. You’re my brother. You’re my everything.”

Kaiba sighed. His brother was very persistent person.

‘Genes’ he thought.

“Someday, you’ll be a good leader.” he said. “But I mustn’t involve you in this.”

Mokuba shifted in his lap, to take a better view of Seto’s pale face.

“Tell me.” he said softly.

“You don’t need to be seductive with me. I am your damn brother.” Kaiba hissed.

“I’ve been involved in many bad things.” Mokuba stood from his lap, “All I want to do is to help. I don’t mind if I die or something. At least I can listen.” With those words he left the study.

Kaiba closed his tired eyes for a second. Then he remembered how to kill loneliness. He picked his cell phone from his desk and dialed the familiar number.

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Joey was trying to read one of the books he carried with himself when he moved there.

It was the “Swimming Pool Library” by Adam Hollinghurst. It was one perverted book about that gay guy, Will Beckwith, and his sexual adventures.

There was no love in that book. There was nothing except good lemons and lots and lots of brutality. But it was only reminding him of Kaiba’s and his brutal bed (and pool table, wall, floor, kitchen table, kitchen counter, shower, elevator…) activities.

What could you expect from Seto and Joey? They were guys, after all. Sexual beasts. But still, their love had a depth. It wasn’t shallow at all. And sex wasn’t the first thing on their list, if you look better.

His cell phone rang. He reluctantly shoved the book over the couch, and picked the phone from his coffee table.

‘Seto.’

“Yes?”

“Hi, love.” he heard the warm voice from the other side.

“Hi.”

‘Is that all you have to say, Joey?’

“What’s wrong now?”

“Everything’s fine” said Joey, although his voice was telling a different story.

“Are you in the mood for phone se…”

“No.”

“My, my, we decided to speak laconically today.”

Joey sighed. “That is only your voice and my right arm. It isn’t right.”

“What do you want then?”

“I want to talk to you.”

“Well, then, let’s get started.” offered Kaiba, “About what?”

“Random shit, yanno. “

Kaiba smiled.

“I love you, Joey.” his voice sounded so sad.

Joey was surprised by that sudden statement.

He smiled to the phone.

“I miss you.” his voice was shaking. “Just look what we have become. Pussies that cry.”

“No. We’re just more intelligent than other shallow guys. They should be jealous.”

And their conversation lasted for about two hours that afternoon.

It was strange how only one week without each other turned them into helpless addicts.

But that was happening when people were compatible. That was happening when you wanted to be faithful, when you wanted to dedicate to one person only.

The undisputable fact was that both of them have changed each other.

To better, or to worse, it was hard to say.
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Mokuba found his brother in the living room that evening.

“I wanted to apologize for what happened this afternoon.”

“Not necessary.” Kaiba said. Mokuba sat beside him.

“Please tell me.”

Kaiba looked at him. “There is a guy that bothers Joey and me. I could easily kill him, but Joey doesn’t want blood on my hands. The guy is dangerous. He is a hacker. Joey doesn’t know he’s a rapist and murderer as well. I had to move him somewhere, until my men find the way to destroy him legally. It was for our own safety.” Kaiba raised his eyebrows, “Are you satisfied now?”

Mokuba was just looking at him indifferently. “And now both of you suffer, right? You’re emotionally and sexually frustrated.”

“That’s none of your business.”

“I can ease you both of that.”

Kaiba looked at him in shock.

“Oh, for God’s sake, Mokuba!”

Mokuba grinned devilishly.

“You and your perverted mind! Just come to my room, please.” he stood up, pulling his brother.

Kaiba reluctantly stood up, following the younger.
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“See? This would fit you perfectly!” the raven haired teen was jumping contently. Kaiba was standing in front of the mirror with the blonde wig on his head. He was wearing some of his old clothes, dirty, stupid, non striking.

He was a completely different person.

“Where did you get this wig?” he asked his brother. “I look ridiculous!”

“Well, Keiko’s friend, who she brought one day, left it here. She has leukemia. This wig was so old and useless, that I bought her the new one. You should have seen her face! She was so happy and grateful.” Mokuba’s eyes were shimmering, “I was so glad I could help. She said:” If I have to die, I’d rather die with a new wig” “ he looked down, “It made me think about something…I want to be useful. I want to help.”

Kaiba smiled.

“I’m glad you have such a great heart, Mokuba. I’ll help you donate, if you want. I could give you some money if you want.”

“I’d rather earn my own money.” said the boy.

Kaiba was so proud of him that moment. “Now I’ll call Kenshiro. He’ll borrow me car. It is old, so that guy would think it was somebody else that left the mansion. He wouldn’t follow you.”

‘Smart kid. Genes’ Kaiba thought again, smile still attached to his face.

He approached his brother and hugged him.

“Thank you, Mokuba.” he whispered.

“Now, now…Go to your puppy and fuck him silly.”

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“Joey!” Kaiba was about to hug his lover that was standing stunned in the doorframe.

“Who the hell are you?”

Kaiba pushed him inside, closing the door behind. Joey gaped, wanting to say something, but Kaiba was faster. He took the wig off.

“Seto?” the smile was forming on his face.

“Hi, pup.”

Joey jumped on him covering his face with kisses. The desire was impossible to control, as they both fell on the floor.

Joey was undressing the brunette in such rush, his own sanity was disappearing and the veil of lust was visible in his eyes.

“I’ve…”

“No words, Seto…” Joey hissed, dragging him to the bedroom, “It is time for you to warm this bed.”

They fell on the bed, completely naked, blind and def for everything.

Joey’s tongue was playing with Kaiba’s nipples, making them hard.

Joey didn’t ask how and why, all that was important was that Kaiba was there.

‘Fill this hole in my heart’

Their thoughts were mutual.

The sensation of wet on his skin was making Kaiba shiver, his muscles were twitching and relaxing, with every Joey’s touch, bite, lick.

His skin was burning. He gripped the sheets, not even trying to suppress the moans.

Joey took him in the mouth.

‘Love my cock’ was all what he thought during the process of blowjob Joey was giving him.

‘You’re driving me insane’

Joey swallowed it all, grinning like mad, while penetrating his lover with desperate rush fore release.

He couldn’t resist the urge to mark his lover, to remind both of them Kaiba was his, his and only his.

In the silence of the night, they were confessing to each other through fierce kisses and violent yet gentle touches. They were telling each other how much they missed each other, how they were essential to each other in order to be the whole.

They came at the same time, all in sweat, dazed from the heat.

“I will have to go soon….It is too risky I even came here…”

“I know…”

“I wouldn’t dare to come if Mokuba didn’t make me.”

Joey smiled.

“I knew this kid loved us being together.”

Kaiba nodded, lying on Joey’s stomach. Joey was stroking his hair.

“I hope this madness will end soon.”

“Me too.” Kaiba sighed and closed his eyes.

Soon he fell into a blissful sleep while Joey was caressing him.

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AN: Well, I hope it wasn’t so bad...I just wasn’t in the mood to write lemon. I wanted depth in this chapter, not only sex. And I apologize for the oddity in Kaiba/Mokuba relations, but I must say it isn’t what you all think it is. They’re brothers and they love each other only in that way.

But their relations are just a little twisted. Some kind of disorder. Nothing serious, though. :)

P.S. And I recommend you to read “Swimming Pool Library” by Alan Hollinghurst. (which I obviously don’t own). If you love slash, of course.

Till next chapter, love ya all,

Yaoi flame