To Keep A Katsu
And If You Still Lose Him pt 2
Paranoidcharlotte: *pouts* Not happy with me?! Awwww, but its all for the sake of the plot hon, where’s your faith. The story is not even over yet! Lol Noooo! I’m not gonna have them apart for that long! Someone’s getting a lil too cocky in her predictions!
SilverYaoiHellion: Shizuka already has done something stupid! But she won’t realize that until certain people finds out what she’s done! Namely a certain blond and brunet! *chuckles uncontrollably* OMG you are just too cute! I can’t imagine how you must be NOW…since once again I’ve been tardy! I’m so sorry that I’m making you suffer! *hugs* I hope this chapter is also worth your wait! And yea I know not much action last chapter, gotta drive up the plot again! but I’ve added something to this chapter to make up for it.
LadyVirgo91656: Yea I’m just such a horrible bitch! Lol Be patient sweetie, a little distance won’t hurt them, I promise. Think in this way, when they reunite…I’m going to write the most mindblowing lemon ever to celebrate! I mean they still together in heart and soul, but just not in body for the time being. Kay? *smooches* love ya!
Millie Ishtar Motou: *sighs* Miss Millie, you’re the most charming person I know…*cough* psycho *cough* *grin* I still love you though….uuuhh just minus Mr. Sharp and Pointy…*shivers* I hope how this chapter ends will satisfy you...*wiggles hand free from chains to continue typing* stupid Marik...
Lokivsanubis: LMAO Poor Yugi! Anywho, it’s only gonna be sad for a little bit, it’ll pick up again next chapter. And by the end of the fic, if theres anything left of Shizuka….you can cook her, blow up the truck with her inside…or whatever…I don’t even wanna know…
Shanghanjin: *smiles* why thank you sweetie! I’m glad you have yet to be disappointed in me! I think this chapter is pretty cool, I hope you feel the same. As far as Seto keeping Jou there, I actually have other plans…
Green-Eggs: lol I’m don’t think I’m being mean at all! At least when they get back together (and they will), the relationship will be a lot stronger…and a lot more passionate! Tsk tsk, oh ye of little faith! *chuckle*
Velvetina: Yay! I love being glomped! Lol I’m sitting here in class tryin not to grin like a idiot. People might be staring! *looks around nervously* Ok all clear, anyway, and your compliements make my day as well. Especially now since life is being mean to me! *whimpers* lol but yea hon, I’m glad to put a smile on that most likely pretty little face of yours! It feels so damn good to be well liked! *smoochies* love ya lots!
Heh, Jou is Jou and another reason why he should stick to just being the seme and leave the intelligence to Seto-kun! Lol Lately I feel that Seto is being too, I don’t know too forgiving…fragile maybe? Anyway, I think its time he finally gets his payback. *sigh* I sure do have my work cut out for me.
Lol, I wonder when people see Shizuka in the anime now…will they look at her the same after reading this. Its just such a humorous thought to me!
Hell_lot23: Thank you darlin’! I do work hard to bring the ultimate satisfaction. Please do continue on reading! And yes I’m still thinking on just how I can get Shizuka to suffer…I don’t know if I’ll kill her…but I promise…she’s gonna wish death…and for real this time! Ha!
O.O: Yea Shizuka is really messed up! You were definitely right! *gives out candy and cookies*
LMAO OMG I don’t know what I would do if I had a friend like that! Is she ok now? I hope your hand isn’t still twitching!
Hon, you’re a sadist?! Look at this authoress who’s writing this story! I’m having a person attempt murder three time and fake suicide! I’m not that well either! You should see some of my reviews, I sorta got lightly toasted for taking this story in that direction! Lol but I love it cuz I know they still love me.
And thank you! I think my chapter titles are just as popular as the story itself!
*glomps O.O* Its ok if you write me a paragraph…I’ll just write you a book in return! *snickers* OXOXO
Anon: *hugs and kisses to Anon* and you should continue to feel that way! Yay more funny moments on my review page, I definitely feel loved. I have the best reviewers ever!
Samantha Kaiba: HELL YEA, JOU X SETO FOREVER! So why am I sensing doubt? Its ok sweet pea, just leave it to me! You just keep on reading while I’ll deal with the stress of putting out chapters. Seto and I, we got this! Lol
Drachenaugen: *whimpers as tears form* you love me but you don’t have any faith in me! What the hell man?! Lol I still love you like family, so it’s ok! *grins* Just leave everything to this crafty little authoress, she makes things better!
*chewing on the chocolate* you know, the way you guys are being to me, I just might make it to 200 reviews by the end of this fic! You guys are just wonderful…it’ll be just a crime to even think to stop writing! So you won’t get rid of me either *smirk*
Hon, I’m going to try everything and somehow incorporate it into this one massive series. It’s going to be some work, but with you and other people throwing me ideas, it can be done! So I’m listening. *takes out pen and paper to add stalker fic to the list*
Girlo: *smirks* but don’t you just love me for it though? I mean you’re still reading aren’t you??
Anessa: *squeals loudly and glomps Anessa to the ground* OMG! I fell in love all over again! Thank you, thank you, thank you! You just made my day! I had just read your review early this morning in class and for the past couple of days, I’ve been so depressed! And then I read this! *begins to cry* where have you been all of my life! You guys are just fucking awesome!
*Enjoy my beauties*
Later on that Monday Night…
Lightening streaks the darkened sky as a random storm approaches. Rains slaps upon tall elegant windows of an office study. The room is just as dark and depressing as the weather outside. A clock ticks overhead on a black marble mantle. It suddenly sings out a collaborating tune of bells and chimes. After the somewhat calming orchestra, the bells ring only twice. It’s two o’clock in the morning.
The room abruptly lights up and reveals that there is indeed life within. This time as thunder accompanies the next sudden surge of electricity, it reveals blue eyes. Eyes that is just as hollow as the walls.
A brunet clad in only a dark blue robe, lies limpy upon the black plush office chair. He absentmindly uses his bare left foot to rock himself solemnly back, forth, and in semi-circles upon the chair wheels.
It shouldn’t surprise him really. Him, the great Seto Kaiba being happy?
Kaiba bitterly laughs aloud to himself. He roughly wipes away renegade tears that are leftover from the torrents he had cried hours prior.
He knew he would regret falling in love. It’s for the weak-minded afterall. Love is nothing more than a beautiful lie that shields oneself from reality, which is the ugly truth. Through his disgrace of a childhood, he had also came to realize that pleasure is only a fleeting memory while pain leaves scars that’ll never heal and will last a lifetime. Gozuburo, being the asshole that he was, made sure that it was good lesson learned although it was hard to ponder on such knowledge when you can’t even hear yourself think from your own screaming.
With a sneer, the brunet turns his face from the window he had drifted to and settles on a picture framed in pure silver. Hazel eyes grin up at him as lips and teeth bites upon an ear predatorily. Bronzed arms encircle a paler male, whose blue eyes sparkle and cheeks rosy in sheer happiness and amusement; the males in which could only be identified as himself and one Jounouchi Katsuya.
Sighing, the CEO knew that although he regretted falling in love, he would never regret it being his sexy, blond seme that he had fallen in love with…if that even made sense.
Of course considering the things that had happen over the course of the weekend and today, what exactly does making sense actually mean anyway?
All that seems to stand out above everything is that his puppy is no longer with him. All because of a noble heart that he had learned to love as well as to hate.
At the crack of thunder, the brunet reaches out to grab the half bottle of some unmarked brand of booze and brings it to his lips. Coughing a bit from the searing yet soothing burn that irritates his still raw throat, Kaiba leans back and closes his eyes as the events of earlier today continue to plague him…
Flashback
“So how’s Gardner?” the brunet asks nonchalantly as he fixes the collar of his silk navy blue shirt. He had just gotten discharged from the hospital and now is standing right outside of Tea’s door in the ICU. Everyone was standing out in the hall as well except for the little Motou, who sitting at the brunette’s bedside inside.
Ryou sighs as he straightened himself up from his lazy stance upon the wall. “She’s in critical condition with a severe concussion and a fractured spine. The doctors are hoping that she doesn’t slip into a coma. If she doesn’t then recovery is guaranteed but it’ll be a while before she’s back to her old self again.”
Kaiba hums in acknowledgement before saying “Let her family know that they need not worry of the expenses and I’ll make sure she gets the best of care…She saved my life after all.”
Otogi, who was resting in a nestled embrace within Honda’s coat, lifts his head up in curiousity. “Saved you life?”
“Yea, if it wasn’t for her, my brilliant brain would’ve been on a pillow instead of in my head.” The blue eyed teen responds morbidly. He brushes off his leather pants that were designed in zippers, with his hands.
“Oh I see, so that gun was originally meant for you…” Honda concludes as he rests his head back on silky black strands.
“There’s a place for crazy bitches like her!” mumbles the dice master sourly as he nudges his head further into a firm chest, “Putting me in jail…If I had to go to jail on the account of her, it’ll be for murder! Shit its not like I’ll have to worry about dropping the soap...”
Honda rolls his eyes skyward as Ryou shakes his head and chuckles. Even Kaiba lets out a snicker or two.
“So where’s Jou?” Ryou asks as he looks to azure eyes.
“The police arrested Shizuka and he went to the police station to stay overnight with her. They are planning on getting in touch with Jounouchi-san when he gets back into town.” The brunet explains almost bitterly.
“Jou has really been through some shit. I believe he’s the only half sane one in that whole damn family!” Honda recalls as distinct memories suddenly comes over him.
“One day, I’ll take him away from this place and everything that has brought him so much pain. We’ll tour the world together, if he wishes it so.” Kaiba replies mainly to himself even though he knew everyone else had heard him.
“Well you sure as hell got the world in your bank account, hot shot. I say go for it.” Otogi responds with a grin.
The blue-eyed teen gives a terse nod before his cell phones gives a shrill sound and vibrates against his hip.
Naturally picking it up, he flips it open. “Kaiba…”
The pale face softens in recognition.
“Jou…”
Silence, even though everyone elses could easily pick up the accent from the phone’s receiver.
“I’m fine. I just got discharged from the hospital and I’m standing here with your friends right now.”
Another pause.
“She’s in critical condition, no one knows exactly whats going to happen from there…” the brunet answers hesitantly.
During Jou’s angsty answer, the CEO leans back against the wall.
“Don’t go blaming yourself again...”
Honda, Otogi, and Ryou all looks at each other when Kaiba’s face suddenly scrunches up in worry and confusion.
“That’s why you have to what? No, go ahead and finish…you’re about to say something else.”
Pause.
“No I can’t just forget it! What’s wrong? I can hear it in your voice now…” the brunet promptly gets up off the wall and paces the floor. However, shortly after he stops.
“And I want to be with you too. I’m sending someone to come and get you; matter of fact, Mokuba had just left for school. I’ll have his limo to stop by and pick you up…”
Blue eyes become sparkling pools as Kaiba gives a genuine smile. “Of course, I’ll always be your angel as long as you’ll always be my Katsu-chan.”
In the background, Otogi gives a silent awww, as he put his hand over his chest. Honda chuckles as he gives his lover a peck on the cheek.
RING RING! (End Flashback)
Kaiba jolts out of his reverie as he picks up the black cordless phone on the table.
“Kaiba.” He rolls his eyes at the annoying whine that reaches his ears.
“Look I’m not in the fucking mood to worry about such bullshit over at the office!”
Pause. The brunet once again sighs as he reaches over to pick up a chocolate chip cookie, the last one of an empty bag that also shares space with two empty chocolate bar wrappers and an empty pint of chocolate ice cream…
The blue-eye male cringes when lightening almost blinds him and a huge crack of thunder tears at his ears.
“SHIT! It’s fucking storming outside! I’m getting off the phone, whatever mess you’ve done fucked up, leave it on my desk.”
With that, the frustrated CEO all but slams the phone down.
Standing up with little balance since pale legs haven’t moved in hours, Kaiba makes a slow trek towards his room. Considering what had happened earlier, he hadn’t planned on going back there so soon but maybe just maybe Jou’s scent is still on that pillow….
A Hopeless fool in love or just a hopeless fool…he wasn’t exactly sure which one.
“So are you going to tell me what’s going on, mutt?” (Flashback)
Jou sighs as he hugs his knees to his chest. He lets his toes dig further into the soft cushy comforter of his lover’s bed. A bed he sure as hell gonna miss…
“Fuck, I wish dere’s an easier way ta tells ya dis…”
The brunet sighs as he plops down on the bed beside his obviously troubled bishie. He then gently reaches forward to cradle the tanned face in his hands. He stares deep into the eyes that had taken his breath away.
“Katsuya…please. Don’t make me beg…it’ll be a lot worse I promise you.
The blond whimpers at the closeness before he explodes, “I’m sorry but…I had ta. I mean I can’t bare da thought of mah sistah hurting ya again or anyone else…”
“Jou…”
“I mean it’s fucking ain’t fair, I-I don’t wanna leave ya…
“Jou…”
“If I’m to leave da country, it’ll be with you angel I…please forgive…”
“JOU!” Seto yells out grasping his distraught lover by the shoulders. “What are you talkin about? Forgive you of what? You’re scaring me here…”
“I’m moving to New York.” Comes the hoarse reply.
For a moment, nothing was said which makes a certain blond fidget in anticipation.
“You’re joking.” The brunet spats out sourly, “I thought we were over such petty nonsense.”
Quickly getting up in disbelief, Jou screeches, “Joking? Joking?!! I’m sitting here almost suffering from a heart attack tryin ta tell ya dis, and you think dat I’m jokin?! I can’t believe…”
“So when’s the plane?” Seto abruptly croaks out with his head now bowed.
Feeling his heart break at the pained voice, the hazel-eyed teen replies, “Actually mah mom had ridden a private jet here. I’m leaving late dis afternoon…”
“So that means there’s no time for me to try and convince you that you’re making a mistake.” The brunet concludes with a wavering voice.
“Mah sistah is sick, Set. She’ll just continue ta hurt more people if I don’t.” Jou replies stepping closer only to have the heaving brunet step back.
“But Fucking New York Katsu!? What the hell!!?”
“She needs me…”
“I NEED YOU!” Seto lashes out, tears collecting over his thick lashes. Bronzed fingers reach out to console him. “DON’T TOUCH ME!”
However, the blond is relentless as he jumps forward to grab his hysterical boyfriend by the arms.
“Listen to me.”
“NO! FUCKING LET ME GO!” the blue-eye teen screams out, as he violently struggles.
Jou sighs as he calmly adds more of his body weight causing them to both moves further and further against the edge of the bed. Hands pounding on various places upon his chest, a stray blow catch him in the face. Yet, the blond wouldn’t let up as they start to tumble upon the soft bed.
“I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!” the brunet screams out as he falls on his back with an ‘oof’.
Breaths mingle as the seme of the two gently presses foreheads as his body is upon the other.
“Don’t be dis way angel, it reminds me too much of how we used ta be.” Jou whispers with his eyes closed.
“Well if I had known you’re just going to up and leave me like this then maybe we would’ve been better off!” the blue-eyed teen sneers with a glare even though his tears completely dimishes the effect it was suppose to have.
“Why say such harsh things…”
“Ha! Harsh!? You the one that’s moving! You’ve made this decision without consulting with me first. Maybe we’ve could’ve work something out…or maybe going to New York is really what you wanted.”
“No, dis is what I want...” The blond grumbles lowly as his mouth closes down on a vulnerable neck.
Immediately, Seto nudges the mouth away from his sensitive throat. “What’s the fucking point!? You’re just going to abandon me and end up meeting some hot guy in America and then I can go to hell!”
Jou rests his cheek against a soft damp one as he replies, “Heh, I could find some otha guy sure, but I certainly can’t find anotha angel…”
“Don’t spew that bullshit to me now!” the brunet suddenly screeches, absolutely hating the way how such words and the scent of the other is affecting him.
“So now it’s bullshit…”
“It must be, you seem to have no problem in kicking me to the curb!”
“Now you’re just talkin’ crazy” the blond groans out as he thrusts his hips forward.
Seto sucks air through his teeth as he throws his head back and moans. “Katsu…”
“Shhh, just let us have dis moment ok?” Jou mutters huskily as he went back to where he had attempted to start.
The brunet sighs and closes his eyes as he feels deft fingers make quick work of his shirt. He then sits up to allow his lover to take it all the way off, leaving him even more vulnerable then what he’s already feeling.
The blond, who is now straddling a thin waist, gracefully gets rid of his own shirt. Then with care, firmly grabs as much of the cinnamon locks he could fit in his palm and pulls his uke’s head back.
The brunet heavily moans his approval as the expert mouth plunges his own almost brutally yet passionately. He grasps broad shoulders, hanging on for dear life.
Breaking the kiss so he could place one on a damp forehead, Jou responds breathlessly, “I want us to part in good terms, mah beautiful angel. I don’t want ta leave ya regretting ever being with me”
Seto’s whimper is the only response as tanned hands pushes him down again. A mouth soon after finds its way to a sensitive nub.
“uuuhhhhh!” Seto groans out as he arches his back with a feline grace.
The blue-eyed uke hears zippers being unzipped and soon after a few tugs; he was fully exposed to his lover’s horny eyes.
“Kami how I’m gonna miss worshipping dis gorgeous body…” the blond mumbles agains smooth skin as he shifts his attention downward.
“The way this would quiver for only me when I do this…” A skilled left hand grabs a harden length and fingers the slit causing it to twitch and spurt out precum.
Seto gasps aloud in euphoria as his body also trembles.
Smirking, Jou frees himself from his tight jeans as he positions himself over the mass of heated flesh. His muscled arms were the only thing that held any distance between them.
“Or the way it would rub against my own when I do something like this…” The blond lowers the lower half of his figure and rubs their hard ons together in slow but hard grind.
“SHIT!” Seto cries out as he slams his body violently against the firm body on top of him. His legs immediately wrap around a cut waist trying desperately to keep the blond seme in place.
Never having any intention of moving, Jou takes up already kiss-swollen lips hungrily as he plunges two questing fingers into the brunet’s warm cavern.
“And let’s not forget to mention how you would cry out my name when I love you here…”
“Ahhh…Katsuuuyaaa! Nng!”
“Mmm, sing for me again. Your voice is amazing…” the blond moans out as he viciously strikes the “magic spot”. He almost came right there when he hears the most beautiful scream he had ever heard come out of his uke’s mouth.
While recovering, Seto soon finds himself straddling his lover. Lust clouded eyes look up at him as a right hand caresses the small of his back.
“Ride me, angel. Give me da treasured memory of you pleasuring yourself with me inside ya.”
Nodding once, the brunet lifts himself up as he grabs his seme’s rod and slowly impales himself.
Warm hands hold onto his waist for support as a hefy groan escapes the blond.
“Fuck yea angel. Go ahead.” Jou urges as his eyes rolls back up under his lids.
The blue-eyed male begins to flex his hips as he sets himself up a rhythm. He mewls in pleasure at the feeling of his lover’s head rubbing ever so slightly against that part of him that’ll make him scream bloody murder.
“Harder, Set, Harder. Fucking blow mah mind!” the blond moans out as he pushes his head further into the lush pillow.
Bouncing now, Seto flings his head back and let’s out a shout as he forces the dick inside of him to reach further up and hit his prostate dead on.
“Katsuuuuuuuu…I’m going to cum….” The brunet pants out.
“Me too, angel….me too…” Jou replies back with an increasingly strained voice. His hands tighten around the slim hips, making red streaks across pale skin.
Soon enough, the blue-eyed CEO came violently with a chock sob just as he feels his lover’s completion within him.
Before the blond could take another breath from his mind-blowing orgasm, his arms were suddenly full with his now hysterical brunet.
“I take it back…I take it all back!!” Seto croaks with a sob, “I don’t hate you, just don’t leave me! Please don’t leave me Katsu!”
“Don’t cry, angel. Don’t cry” whispers Jou even though tears were running down his cheeks as well…
“ARGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!” CRASH! (End Flashback)
In his sudden fit of rage and with tears streaking his face once again, Kaiba throws everything his large hands could get on within his room. One of those things however, happen to be the T.V remote. Has the slick black piece of technology hits the floor, the flat screen suddenly flickers to life…
“In entertainment news from around the world…” begins a long-haired average woman, “American movie mogul, Phillip Summers had two weeks ago released his new movie, Me or Else, starring his daughter, Shizuka Summers. It has already made an impact in the box office and Japanese directors are negotiating in having the movie translated into Japanese.”
Blue eyes immediately flew up to the screen, as a movie trailer begins to play something that reminded him way too much of a certain event.
Some pretty blond guy moves a step forward.
“D-DON’T MOVE!” Shizuka as her character Nicole screeches, pressing the gun harder against her head.
“Nicole, listen to me. Put da gun down. Don’t do this to yourself. “
“YOU CARE ABOUT HER MORE THAN ME! WHAT’S THE POINT OF LIVING A LIFE WITHOUT YOU?!” ‘Nicole’continues to scream, tears falling freely.
“I care about you both not stop this madness. Please put da gun down. This has gone on long enough!” the light blue-eyed actor reasons as calmly as he could..
“It doesn’t work like that, Justin! It’s either me or her…”
‘Justin’ in his frustration begins to cry outloud as he frantically paces the floor. A brunette girl walks up from behind ‘Nicole’ silently.
Opening his eyes, the blond actor looks up.
“Jessica…”
“HER!? YOU CHOOSE HER?!” ‘Nicole’ sobs heavily for a minute before looking up with determination. “SO BE IT!”
A pale delicate hand places itself upon the gun. “Don’t do this Nicole, there’s already enough pain…”
“No, Jessica! I don’t want to see you hurt! I’ll go with her to Los Angeles…”
The movie trailer abruptly ends…
Being the genius that Kaiba is, it didn’t take long to realize that a certain strawberry blonde had played him and Jou for fools.
Regretting falling in love be damned, the only regret to be had was not pulling that trigger…
To Be Continued
Next Chappie: Even though Seto knows the extent of Shizuka’s deceit, his mind still reels in coming up with a plan to get Jou back until he receives a surprise visit.