Changing Makes a Difference

The next three months for summer Yugi wallowed in himself and blamed
himself for his and Yami’s terrible relationship since th


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The next three months for summer Yugi wallowed in himself
and blamed himself for his and Yami’s terrible relationship since the worst day
of his life happened when he had rejected Yami’s offer to be together once more
and forget anything bad happened.

 

When tirstirst of September came he dreaded seeing Yami
again. He was too afraid to know what the now senior thought of him.

 

‘Does he even feel the same way about me or does he have
somebody better in his life now?’ He thought fearfully above his other numerous
questions.

 

~~

 

Yami had the worst summer he could ever have.

 

He was surprised and actually for once when he came home and
saw his mother was home and was waiting for him. He walked through the door and
she gave him a big hug telling him they had so much to talk about.

 

His high spirits came crashing down though when he saw Keith
smiling at him when his mother led him to the living room where his Christmas
presents always were waiting for him since he never came home for the winter
holidays.

 

“I’m going to wait until I get settled down and relaxed. Why
don’t you tell me about the good news first?” He told his mother, referring to
when she told him she had exciting news for him in the doorway.

 

Yami’s mother squealed with delight anckonckoned Keith over.
The married couple held hands tightly and lovingly, much to Yami’s disgust; he
felt he was going to be sick. But the next thing his mother told him made him
want to die and be six feet under far away… very VERY far away.

 

“Yami, Keith and I have been dying to tell you this since we
found out a few months ago. I actuactually so excited to tell you I was
actually going to mail you and ask you to come home for Christmas, but I know
how you like to spend that time with all your friends.”

 

Yami mentally gagged. “What’s going on, mother?” He asked
almost fearfully.

 

“Yami, Keith and I are going to have our first baby. You’re
going to have little half-brother or half-sister.”

 

Yami felt like dying all over again at the words coming out
of his mother’s mouth. He swallowed the tight knot in his throat and nodded,
acting happy. “Yo-you’re pregnant?” He asked hesitantly and almost in a high
voice.

 

Yami’s mother nodded happily and leaned against Keith.
“Something wrong, Yami?” She asked after he was silent for a while.

Yami shook his head. “No, I’m really excited, mother,
honestly. That’s great news. Congratulations.” Tears started to threaten to
fall and he quickly stood. “I’m feeling kind of tired right now though. I’m
sorry, but I’m going to lie down in my room before dinner.”

 

“Okay, Yami dearest. I’m glad you’re home and that you’re
happy about the baby. I have an appointment in a couple of weeks. I was
wondering if you’d like to come with Keith and me?”

 

“S-sure, mother. I’d like to go with you.” He faked a yawn
and headed out the door but his mother stopped him again.

 

“I planned on going out to celebrate tonight. I didn’t want
to do anything fancy until you got home. Could you dress for dinner since we’re
going to go out?”

 

“Sure, mother. No problem.”

 

He walked quickly for the stairs, thankful that his mother
didn’t have anything left to say. Any longer in that room and he would’ve
surely been sick.

 

‘Anybody else.” He thought. ‘If it were anybody else I’d
probably be okay with it, but Keith? Why’d it have to be him?’ He lay down in
his be
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A few minutes after laying in his bed a knock came to his
door and, without a reply, Keith walked in and locked the door behind him. He
smirked as he eyes Yami before walking towards him, shedding his clothes with
each step.

 

That’s how it went on for the next three months. Yami acted
happy about the baby and watched in his secret hate as she slowly started to
show. Then whenever she was busy or resting or out shopping for a few hours
Keith would come and force Yami to have sex with him, even though Yami didn’t
want it anymore. The guilt tore him apart that it felt like he was hurting and
betraying Yugi once more by letting Keith do this to him.

 

On The first of September his friends surrounded him before
they noticed his mother and all, except Yugi since he didn’t know her except
that he knew she was Yami’s mother, too turns hugging her happily and telling
her cotulatulations about the baby.

 

Yami sighed and ignored them until he spotted Yugi hanging
back from them. He was about to walk over and try to talk to him when the
train’s whistle rang out loudly and everyone pushed him and Yugi onto the train
so he didn’t have a chance at talking privately with him until they arrived
back at the school.

 

~~

 

A few weeks into the new school year Yami couldn’t take it
anymore. He walked over to Yugi who was talking with Ryou and Bakura and lying
about how good his summer had gone at the orphanage.

 

“Yugi, can I talk to you alone for a minute? It’s kind of
important. Please?”

 

Yugi nodded and followed him out of the building and over to
the bridge where they had first met. The now junior softly blushed as he
remembered the last months after he broke up with Yami, which he still
thoroughly regretted, he kept coming back to the bridge and praying wishes that
Yami would come back and things could just start over again.

 

Yami hugged Yugi close to him. “I’m sorry Yugi. I’m so sorry
for everything.” He cried.

 

Yugi held him back. ‘Why’s he apologizing? He didn’t do
anything wrong, not that I noticed it if he did.’ “Yami, is everything okay?
What’s wrong?” He asked in concern.

 

Yami just continued to cry.

 

“Please Yami, tell me? I really want to know, what’s wrong.
You’re scaring me.”

 

Yami then burst out in tears about everything from when Keith
first raped him to the past three months and how he needed Yugi in his life
before he died of everything else going wrong. Afterwards he became so weak
emotionally that he collapsed onto his knees, still holding Yugi but letting
his arms loosen around him so he wouldn’t drag him down with him.

 

Yugi though knelt with him and held him even closer. The
junior felt tears come to his eyes as he heard Yami whisper in his chest that
he still loved him and nothing could ever change that.

 

That’s when Yugi felt something cold drop onto his bare arms
and he looked down carefully so he wouldn’t disturb Yami. A real smile was
brought to his lips and his eyes sparkled to life for once in a long time. It
was the locket he had given Yami the last Christmas.

 

“Yami… the locket? Y-you kept it even after what I said to
you and how I acted e-even when I said we could be friends still?”

 

“I couldn’t rid of it.” Yami’s voice muffled through from
where his face was hiding in Yugi’s black leather vest. “He wanted to though.
He tried to take it off when he noticed the first time, the day I came back for
the summer. I wouldn’t let him though. I couldn’t. If-If he through it away
like he was planning on than I’d lose the only thing I still had of you.”

 

“You’re wrong Yami?” Yugi whispered quietly as he continued
to hold Yami to him.

 

Yami looked up sadly, his eyes rimmed red from the force of
his tears.

 

Yugi smiled down at him before closing his eyes. “You’ve had
my heart since the first I said I loved you. I’ve never taken it back, Yami,
not even when I lied and said I hated you.”

 

Yami gave him a watery smile. Yugi opened his eyes and
slowly leaned down, capturing Yami lips with his own. Yami responded
immediately after getting over the shock that it was really happening.

 

They didn’t need to speak any words to know that they were
now everyone’s favorite couple again nor did they have to speak any apologies
for the previous year.

 

Unknown to them, their friends watched from the school
doors. Nobody could express how happy they were that things were finally going
to be going to the two’s way for once. And with Tea expelled, compliments of
Joey and Tea’s very own large mouth, they didn’t have to worry about her slimy
tricks any longer.

 

~~

 

A couple weeks later Yugi and Yami had moved into the same
dorm together and they both loved every minute of it.

 

~~

 

“Happy Birthday Yami!” Everybody cheered as Yami blew out
his candles.

 

“What wish did you make, buddy?” Joey joked as he ruffled
Yami’s spiky hair.

 

Yugi giggled and pulled his boyfriend into his arms and that
eve everybody laughing. “If he told you, Joey, than it wouldn’t come true.”
Yugi teased. Yami nodded his agreement before giving Yugi a small smile and a
kiss on the cheek.

 

As everybody was eating their own piece of cake Yugi pulled
Yami away from everyone else.

 

“What’s wrong, Yugi?” Yami asked as he removed the confetti
that Marik and Bakura had dumped into his hair minutes before.

 

“I-I have something I want to give you, Yami.” Yugi told him
shyly.

 

“You got me something else?” Yami wondered aloud. “You
didn’t have to, Yugi.”

 

“Actually, I’ve had it for a long time. Something I’ve been
holding onto for somebody special; you, Yami.” Yugi blushed. “I want to make
this the best night of your life Yami.”

 

“Can that really happen, Yugi? You’ve already given me all
the bests that I’ll ever have in my life.” Yami kissed him lovingly.

 

“Yami, what I want to give you is really important. I
wouldn’t let anybody else have this without it killing me first. Yami, I-I want
to give you my innocence.” Yugi whispered the last part out with, embarrassed
and blushing madly.

 

Yami almost didn’t hear what Yugi had said but once he did
he froze. After shaking away the shock from the words, he lifted Yugi’s head up
to look into his eyes. He searched them as he asked Yugi if he was sure.

 

Yugi nodded and a big smile broke out on Yami’s face,
hugging him tightly.

 

Joey strained his ears to listen to what Yugi was telling
Yami and smirked as they started to walk away. “Hey, Yami.”

 

Yami turned around, annoyed with Joey.

 

“I’ve got a bet for you.”

 

Yami looked up, interested, but looked down at Yugi to see
if it was okay, but noticed the hurtful expression on Yugi’s face when ‘bet’
was mentioned. He looked back over to Joey and stuck his tongue out childishly.
“I’m not interested, Joey. Not now, not ever.” The two then started to walk
away, holding each other closely.

 

Joey’s smirk widened and said his bet anyway. “I bet you,
Yami, that this will be the best night of your life and the best birthday present
you could ever imagine!”

 

~~

 

Yami lowered Yugi gently on the bed, lying on top of him as
he followed. He placed his lips on Yugi’s and placed a small kiss upon them.

 

A small blush had risen on his smaller lover’s cheeks after
he had pulled away.

 

“Your really want to do this Yugi… for me?” He asked again,
wanting to make sure.

 

Yugi gave him a shy nod. “For us, Yami. I want to do it for
us.”

 

Yami’s heart swelled at his love’s words and for once it
wasn’t because of guilt. He leaned down once more and placed a harder kiss on
Yugi’s soft lips, begging for entrance with his tongue. Yugi happily opened his
mouth and let Yami explore his moist warmth before entangling with his own.

 

As the kiss lengthened and heated up into so much more than
a kiss, Yami’s hands smed oed out over Yugi’s shirt and started to play with
the buckles that were keeping him from what he wanted to touch. One by one he
undid each buckle slowly even after pulling away from Yugi when air became a
necessity.

 

Once the shirt was opened he slowly helped Yugi into a
sitting position before kissing him once more and letting his mouth trail down
to the soft pale flesh of his neck. Yugi squirmed at the new sensations flowing
through them before gasping and closing his eyes as Yami started nip lightly at
the skin on his neck.

 

Yami smiled against Yugi’s neck and brought his hands up
once again, balancing on his knees, and started to tug at Yugi’s vest and
throwing it off the bed and out of the way. In a flash his hands were on the
exposed skin and exploring ever inch of the soft skin. Once his fingers found
Yugi’s nipple he smirked and started to move down towards it, leaving a trail
of fire on Yugi’s skin everyone he left a kiss.

 

Yugi’s breathing got faster and his eyes were clenched tight
at how Yami was making him feel. He’d never felt this way before and he was
glad that it was Yami doing this to him instead of somebody… like how Yami had
his innocence taken away. His thoughts vanished as Yami took one of his nipples
in his mouth and started to suck on it.

 

Yami licked around Yugi’s pink nipple before nipping lightly
at it. At Yugi’s slight whimper he caressed the nub with his tongue and washed
the pain away for his koi.

 

“Y-Yami… feels good.”

 

Yami smirked and started to suck harder causing Yugi’s
breath to hitch in his throat and arch his back into his moist heat.

 

Once Yami was done and the once soft nipple had turned hard
he switched positions and brought was his fingers up to tweak the previous nub
to stimulate Yugi further, giving equal attention to the nipple now in his
mouth.

 

After he was finished with the two treats on his lover’s
chest he kissed his way down and stopped at Yugi’s navel to dip and swirl his
tongue within it.

 

“Gods…Yami…don’t s-stop.” Yugi panted as he arched his back
further to get more contact with Yami, but whimpered when Yami only pulled back
enough so he was still touched the same he had been.

 

“In time, sweet Yugi. Be patient and enjoy.” Yami whispered
huskily before attention to Yugi’s navel. His hands moved up and were now
unbuttoning the tight jeans and bringing the zipper down before pulling the
clothing off and having it join Yugi’s shirt on the floor, the boxers following
shortly after.

 

Yugi squeaked and a dark blush covered his cheeks. His first
instinct was to grab a blanket and cover himself, but once he got hold of the
covers Yami’s hand pushed it away.

 

A chuckle was heard from Yami as he looked Yugi up and down
causing Yugi to go impossibly redder. “You have nothing to be embarrassed or
ashamed about, love. You’re very beautiful…inside and out.”

 

Yugi’s hand hesitantly let go of the sheet and held onto
Yami’s jacket sleeve as the senior started to rain more sweet kisses on his hot
skin.

 

“It’s…not fair…Yami…” Yugi panted deeply as Yami started to
get so close to what he needed touched.

 

Yami looked up curiously. “What isn’t love?”

 

Yugi whimpered at the loss of touch but pulled on Yami’s
jacket, hoping he would get the point.

 

“Ah, I see. You’re very right, koi. That isn’t fair.” He
leaned down and kissed Yugi passionately before he whispered huskily in Yugi’s
ear. “Let me solve that problem.” He climbed off the bed, Yugi whimpering in
response to his retreating warmth, and slowly pulled his clothes off and
tossing them to join Yugi’s on the floor.

 

Yugi blushed as he looked Yami up and down before looking
away in embarrassment. Yami chuckled and lay down beside Yugi and sucking at
his sweet skin on his shoulder.

 

“Do you like what you see, koi?”

 

Shyly, Yugi nodded and hesitantly turned to face Yami.
Immediately he drowned in his darkened crimson eyes and leaned over for another
kiss.

 

After Yami was sure Yugi wasn’t feeling self-conscious
anymore he rolled on top of Yugi and hovered over him. He placed one more kiss
on his lips before trailing down passes his chest and over his flat stomach
before ing ing the tip of his weeping manhood.

 

Yugi gasped and his fingers curled into the soft sheets,
turning white by how tight he was clenching them.

 

Yami smirked at his little lover’s response before taking in
the whole of Yugi, causing the smaller form beneath him to take in a deep
breath and whimpering slightly. He played with the slit with his tongue before
moving further down, skimming his teeth lightly along the organ.

 

Yugi couldn’t believe the emotions and other things he was
feeling. Nothing could explain or even come close to what he was exactly
feeling either. He squirmed his hips to get further into Yami’s warmth, but
whined when he felt his koi’s hands on his hips to keep from moving up further.


 

When he felt Yugi starting to tense up, Yami pulled back,
eliciting a whine from Yugi.

 

“Don’t worry, koi. I just didn’t want this to end so soon.
You’ll have you’re release when I really give you what you deserve.”

 

Yugi nodded, out of breath from the intense pleasure that
Yami haden hen him even if he hadn’t fulfilled himself just yet.

 

Reaching over the side of his bed and searching around
underneath the mattress he wrapped his hands around the cool tube of lubricant
and pulled it out. He sat up as he uncapped the top and squeezed the contents
onto three of his fingers.

 

“Love, this will feel uncomfortable at first but it will get
better. I’ll go as slow as you want and whenever I start to hurt youl mel me
and I promise I’ll stop.”

 

Yugi nodded and, on instinct, spread his legs for Yami to
have better access.

 

Yami rubbed one lubed finger over Yugi’s entrance before
pushing it in, the muscles clamping around on his invasion only a second later.
He looked up at Yugi to see if he was okay.

 

Noticing Yami’s concerned look he nodded. “It’s okay Yami.
Just a bit… uncomfortable.”

 

Yami nodded and proceeded to push his finger in further and
started to thrust it in and out. Once Yugi’s muscles had relaxed against his
finger he pushed another finger to join the finger.

 

Yugi’s eyes clenched at the second finger but there wasn’t
enough pain to stop Yami. When the third finger pushed in though he whimpered
lightly and felt Yami’s fingers stop.

 

“Yugi?” He heard his older lover ask.

 

“It hurts Yami.” He whispered.

 

“Do you want me to stop?” Yami asked, concerned for his
lover.

 

Yugi shook his head. “No, I’ll be fine. It doesn’t hurt so
bad; it’s starting to go away.”

 

Yami nodded a waited a few more seconds before continuing to
stretch Yugi’s entrance. After pulled out when he was sure Yugi was stretched
as best as he could to make sure he wasn’t going to hurt him and slicked is own
engorged length with lubrication before positioning himself at Yugi’s entrance.
“Are you sure you want to do this, Yugi? You could have anybody you want and
you won’t be able to take it back.”

 

Yugi smiled at him and nodded, his love for Yami shining
deeply in his eyes. “I want you though, Yami. I want you and nobody else.
Please, be my first Yami; I want this, I want you.” He whispered quietly,
afraid to speak louder even though Yami was.

 

Yami took a deep breath and nodded before pushing into
Yugi’s tight body. Clenching his teeth together at how tight Yugi was even
after stretching him, only stopping when he came to the hilt.

 

Looking up at Yugi who had surprisingly stayed quiet he
gasped at the tears he saw staining Yugi’s pale cheeks. Balancing himself on
his one arm he brought the other up and wiped the tears away before caressing
Yugi’s cheek and kissing him lightly.

 

“Yugi?” He asked quietly. “Are you okay?”

 

Yugi shook his head and opened his amethyst eyes to look
into Yami’s ruby red ones. “It hurts Yami; worse than before.” More tears
pushing passed his eyes even when he tried to keep them back.

 

“I’m so sorry, Yugi.” Yami looked away. “Do you want to
stop? We don’t have to do this. You’re the best birthday present I could ever
hope for, just having you by my side is enough.”

 

“I want to though, Yami. I want everything of mine to be
yours.” He wrapped his legs around Yami’s waist and leaned up to kiss him on
his cheek. “I love you, Yami.”

 

“I love you too, Yugi. You don’t know how much this means to
me.” He kissed Yugi deeply on his lips as he pulled out and thrust back into
Yugi’s inviting body.

 

Continuing with a slow pace as he looked deep into Yugi’s
eyes and waited for the younger to say what he wanted. He obliged happily every
time Yugi asked for more, thrust harder when he asked for it, and faster when
he asked for it.

 

Passion clouded over the two lover’s eyes as they made love
with each other. It was bliss and neither thought it would feel so good. Yugi
with the one he wanted to spend the rest of his life with and Yami finally with
somebody he loved with all his heart. Both finally had their lived complete.

 

“Yami…so close.” Yugi whimpered before finally spilling
himself over Yugi’s stomach and hand, which had wrapped around his hard length
earlier on.

 

“Yugi.” Yami grunted as he released himself deep within Yugi
before pulling out and rolling to the side so he wouldn’t land on Yugi as he
fell.

 

After a few minutes of comfortable silence Yugi snuggled up
closer and whispered if Yami was awake.

 

In response Yami lifted his hand up and pet Yugi’s soft,
spiky, wet hair.

 

“It felt worse than that, didn’t it? When your step dad…”
Yugi couldn’t bring himself to say the words.

 

Yami tensed at the memory of that one summer where his whole
life turned into a nightmare. “Much worse,” he answered quietly, afraid his
voice would choke.

 

“I’m sorry Yami, I loou.”ou.” Yugi told him lovingly, laying
his head on Yami’s chest.

 

“Don’t be, love. And I love you too.”

 

When Yugi was nearly asleep he heard Yami whisper his name.
“Hmm?” He called tiredly.

 

“Can I keep you?”

 

“Always Yami, always.”

 

They both fell asleep mere seconds later, both contented
with each other as they lay in each other’s arms. Neither cared what the next
day brought.

 

And Joey made good of his bet. For it really was the best
night Yami had ever had in a long time and he knew he’d never forget it.

 

~~

Okay everybody, I apologize right now. That isn’t one of my
best lemons and for some reason I really wasn’t into it no matter how long I
delayed in it. I tried though, I really did. There’s going to be one more
chapter after this that I know of for sure, I’m still deciding whether or not
I’m going to put something else I thought of in this fic or leave it for a
sequel if I can think of something to do for it. I’ll leave that up to you, but
if you do want a fic you’re defiantly going to have to give mee ide ideas of
what you want for it.