What I Want (a.k.a. yami no hikari)

I know this chapter could probably be better, but oh well, ideas are hard to find in the wasteland of my imagination during the aftermath of choco-gummy marshmallows

Eres: well im tired of Bakura being the villain, I though it would be nice for a change to exploit the pharaoh

Elle-Fate2x1: yess…blood…lol… don’t worry, for that scene we used colored corn syrup…it was fun licking up the mess….ehehehehe^^

Pwetty Blood: I thought long and hard on kinky-ness…but… I was winding it down, if you want kinky, I suggest you keep a look out for my next fic ‘love me till it hurts’

cloeyvalentine: shank me will you? Fine, but lets see if u get as much violence in this chappy =P

c0nfus3d: they hear, well, this chappy explains a lil…^^
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(Marik)

Bakura held me, bringing me on to his lap. His hand stroking the hair out of my face. I looked up into his chocolate eyes… nothing has changed about him… nothing in 3,000 years.

“Bakura” I whimpered, my body still hurting from Seth’s brutal attack.

Bakura puts his fingers to my lips hushing me, “like I said, your next, and nothings going to stand in my way”

Bakura slipped a finger into me, I bit back a scream and arched. He watched me unemotionally; I could tell he was testing my condition.

He pulled out his finger grabbed me by the neck lifting me up to level with him, I just hung there, I tried to move his hand off of me but it was no good, “your so weak its pathetic… fight b”
”

He threw me to the floor, “wheres the Marik I used to kill with? How could you let Seth do that to you?”

“Do you want to be a whimpering little slave again?” he asked as he traced his hands over my cuts, each wound stinging.

“I thought you were better then that, if you want to beg then you’ll do it right, I want you to beg” he said as he ran his fingers up and down my arousal.

“Please Bakura, I don’t want too” I said to him, he back handed me.

“’Please’? Is that the best you can do?” he said, his fingers teasing my entrance.

“Fuck you, I won’t beg! I won’t beg ever again, I don’t care! Go to hell!” I growled, it didn’t matter any more, I won’t be any ones slave.

Bakura pushed me to the floor gently, standing up and heading toward the kitchen. Oh no… he’s going to get the whip… I have to stand up…I...owwwwwww… ok…so I’m not going to be standing up any time soon. Bakura’s foot steps were returning.

I closed my eyes try to dismiss my fear, trying to relax my tense body, as it prepared for the blow. I don’t want to feel the whip again…I don’t want to…

I feel tears start to slide down my face, I wipe them away. I’m a man, I shouldn’t be crying like a little girl… I can take pain… I can take it from my best friend.

I hear Bakura kneel down between my legs…ah…. I arch my back…

Some thing cool presses at my entrance wiping at the blood. I look down to find Bakura cleaning me with a wet paper towel. This reminds me of long ago; back when he used to take me roughly… he’d always clean me up lovingly. It felt the same now.

Soothing waves passed over me, “Bakura…I…”

Bakura continued to clean up my wounds, “You know with all the screaming, the hikari’s and their friend will probably want to see what’s g” Bg” Bakura said as he moved up my body.

“I-I locked the d-door Bakura” I stuttered as his hands brushed over my skin.

“Well I’m pretty sure Jou will figure out how to open thaor, or, it will take him a few minuets, considering he’s not as good as us” Bakura said as he tried to wipe the blood out of my hair.

“Bakura, please leave Ryou alone, you hurt him bad, please just leave, I promise I wont bother you again” I pleaded with him. We both knew I was in no condition to fight him. This was all I had left to use.

“Are you going to stop me Marik? If I decide to take your Hikari with me, are you going to stop me? In the state your in now, I could very well, take advantage of you, do what ever I wanted with your body, and you wouldn’t be able to stop me. Then again, I don’t think you’d want to stop me” Bakura said his hand drifting down my waist.

My eyes shone with fear for the first time in a long time, what he said struck the core of my being. I did want him, I’ve wanted him for so long, I missed him, as satisfied as I was with my Hikari, I wanted more… I wanted Bakura…

My eyes misted over, “B-bakura? I… I missed you” I whimpered.

“I know you did” Bakura said as he tilted my head up kissing me gently, “as much as I’ve hated you, I’ve missed you too”.

There came a little cough from the other side of the room, “yeah, kissy kissy, you dumb animals, I hope you…” the words were interrupted by another round of coughing. I turned my head to see Yami staring at us through wearily half lidded eyes.

“Can’t you give us a break you jack ass? Every time some thing gets good, something must go off in your head, and you try your damn hardest to mess it up for us!” Bakura growled frustrated, “You should be out for at least a couple days! But no! Just have to defy nature and piss me off! Why?! What is your obsession with ruining things for us!?” Bakura shouted.

I winced from the noise…

“You wouldn’t understand” Yami said stubbornly. Bakura growled and climbed to his feet.

“That’s it! your telling us what your problem is right now, or else I’ll beat the shit out of you again!” Bakura said storming over to where Yami lay.

“ERRRR! I love you, you jack ass! You too good for every one son of a bitch! You who disobey my every command! I love you and Marik, I always have, and that’s why I got Ryou and Malik! to remind me of you!, that’s why I hunted for them so feverously, because they were all I had to remind me of you two! Are you happy? Are you, you basterds!” Yami exploded, falling into a round of coughs.

We just stared at him… who knew… who could have known he liked us all along, I guess there really was a fine line between love and hate…

Bakura raised an eyebrow, obvious confusion on his face, “you…love us?” Bakura asked cautiously, as if this were some kind of a trick.

“Why didn’t you tell us” I asked as Bakura came back to me sitting down, pulling me on to his lap.

“Tell you? Tell you so you could what? Ridicule me? I don’t think so! I hate you both, I don’t know why I love you but I hate you! Maybe I’m just sentimental, maybe I missed you guys keeping me company, or maybe I missed the fun we used to share, like the discussions, the games, I also kind of miss the sex, but not as much” Yami growled, all this screaming apparently putting him in a lot of pain.

The door to the basement opened and Jou and Yugi came out carrying Ryou and Malik, since they still didn’t have the strength to stand let alone walk on there own. At the site of what happened, Yugi squeaked, Jou just stared, Malik gave a startled gasp, and Ryou had his eyes closed.

Yugi set Ryou down and ran to his Yami, “Yami! Are you ok? Did they hurt you? You look terrible! We have to get you to a hospital! Oh gods look at the blood, we need some thing to soak it up, lets think, what soaks up blood...uh… does any one have a tampon we could shove up Yami’s butt to stop the bleeding?” Yugi rambled.

We just stared…ok… um…yeah…I’ll pretend I didn’t hear that…

Yami just stared at Yugi, “I’m ok Aibou, trust me I don’t need a tampon. A little time in my soul room and I’ll be as good as new”.

Bakura carried Ryou and Malik over to where Marik lay, relieving Jou of the burden. Jou went over to the table and scratched his head, “there’s some thing different about Seto”.

“That’s Seth” I said as Malik cuddled me close to him despite the pain we were both in. Jou gave me a confused look and checked over Seth’s injuries shaking his head.

I looked up at Bakura as he set Ryou down next to Malik, “Now what?”

That was the question this whole thing had boiled down to a fight between me and Bakura, and now that every one was in the room, it felt a little awkward. I was still in no condition for another round and Bakura just sighed, walking over to his pile of clothes and throwing his pants on.

“Now we sit here and discuss what has needed to be discussed for 3,000 years, that’s what” Bakura said as he walked back over to me.

“Discuss what?” Malik said fearfully hanging on to me; he didn’t want to lose me.

“Discuss what happened the night this all started, and discuss what we plan to do about it. Jou, you didn’t have any thing to do with any of this, so we need you to referee this” Bakura said.

Ryou looked up at Bakura and started shaking, scooting his body closer to Malik. Bakura let out a long sigh and reached down to pet Ryou’s hair, “I won’t hurt you”.

Ryou just shook harder, closing his eyes, small whimpers escaping his body, “don’t…don’t…don’t…don’t”.

Bakura placed his hand over Ryou’s eyes, “Remember, remember I promised that I would always be your lover. Remember back in the dessert, remember your vow to me. Remember how we promised to the gods we’d always be together…”

(Ryou)

Bakura placed his hand over my head and I flinched, I didn’t want him touching me. I was still scared he’d hurt me. I know he didn’t mean it, that he was drunk, but…

He started whispering to me, “Remember, remember I promised that I would always be your lover. Remember back in the dessert; remember your vow to me. Remember how we promised to the gods we’d always be together…”

I started to feel dizzy…

*flashback*

I sobbed and struggled out of Bakura’s grasp, “let me go! Don’t hurt me! Let go!”. I started running again after I wiggled free of Bakura’s hold.

I…I need to get away…

Bakura came up behind me grabbing me again and pulling me closer to him, the sand getting kicked up every where. I pulled away from him again, tripping and dragging the both of us down san sandy hill.

I tried to brush the sand out of me eyes and Bakura moved to do that before I could get to it. I started crying, “I can’t take this! I love you, please don’t hurt me! I know that you love Marik. Marik will probably…he’ll probably kill me….why do I love you, you probably hate me, just let me go. I’ll give my self to the dessert and you wont have to worry about a stupid little bed slave like me. Malik will hate me! I know it, just let me go! No one will miss me…o ono one will miss Ryou the fuck toy! Get away from me!” I shrieked at him as I tried to claw my way out of his grasp.

“I do love you, that’s why I will never let you go, why I’ll fight Ra him self to get you back, I love you, and only you, and if you wish to run, I’ll follow you up and down the Nile” Bakura whispered to me, I froze in his grasp.

Was what he said true? He loved me…?

“No…” I whispered still I shock…this can’t be right…

“Yes Ryou, I promise I will always be your lover, always” Bakura said removing the rest of the sand from my face.

“Bakura, are you sure?” I asked tentatively, I was so fragile, if this was a lie, I’d have died on the spot.

“Yes…” he said cradling me closer.

“I love you to, I vow I will always be at your side no matter what happens, lets make a promises Bakura, promise to all the gods that our love will be eternal” I said to him, watching the look in his eyes, watching his hair shine bright silver in the sun.

*end flash back*

“Bakura” I sobbed out, feelings from the past rushing to the surface, as these new memories came back to me. All the heart ache I had gone through, just to be with Bakura was now fresh in my mind… my dreams… they were memories kne knew they were memories… is that why he always looked at me different?

He held me close to him self, careful no to wake any of the new injuries, “Ryou, I’ve been very unfair to you, all that anger, its from loss, I was angry because I was scared… now, here we are together in the future with nothing to fear… but… I was still scared… seeing Marik… seeing what happened to him, it shook me. It made me realize why I was scared…” Bakura said sadly, he seemed to be saying this to himself, confirming out loud what he was thinking.

“W-what was that… Bakura” I asked him curious what he had learned. Bakura gave me a tender look, smiling softly. He leaned down giving me a soft kiss on the lips, the slight pressure of his mouth against mine was pleasant, nothing rushed, we just savored the moment. I closed my eyes and sunk in to the bliss, it was rare Bakura would be this gentle with me.

He pulled up, my eyes fluttered open from the loss of contact, the loss of him.

“I was scared because I thought I might lose you…” he said.

The room was deathly quite… nothing stirred; this was our moment, too sacred for words. I hugged Bakura close to my self; it was a long while before any one said any thing.

“This is really sweet, but I thought we some thing to discuss” Yami sighed, he didn’t even bother opening his eyes, he just lay there.

Bakura passed Yami an annoyed look, “as much as I hate to say it, the pharaoh’s right. There’s still the matter of what to do now”

Marik sighed, “well my original plan was to kill or cripple you all for a while… and I do suppose, there’s no reason to go on, I can’t fight. Bakura’s the winner, he takes what he wishes”

Malik panicked and clung tighter to Marik, Yugi did the same thing, shaking like a caught rabbit.

“I want Ryou… and…Malik… and… I think I’ll take Yugi” Bakura grinned. Marik gave a defeated sigh while Yami growled.

“You can’t take my Hikari!” Yami snapped, wrapping his arm weakly around Yugi.

“I can 'oh mighty king of games', it was the deal, you lost now fork him over, or I’ll just kill you and take him. Either ways fine with me…” Bakura said coldly.

Yugi looked terrified, “Yami, I don’t want you to get hurt any more, you just rest up and come for me when your ready”

With that Yugi came over to sit by me, Marik had pushed Malik towards Bakura. Bakura grinned wolfishly “I’ll let you have your hikari’s back, only under one condition”

Yami practically rolled off the couch, “What is it? Any thing!”

“That we are all at peace, that we will stop the strife that has lingered between us for so many years. If you can not abide by that, I’ll keep your Hikari” Bakura said plainly, running his hand through Yugi’s multi-colored hair.

Yami nodded, and Bakura gave Yugi a pat in Yami’s direction.

“Sure, oh, and Bakura, I believe you have one more deal to fulfill” Marik said sleepily, all of this wearing him down, a grin on his face.

*Back in Ancient Egypt*

I turned around to face Marik, “So what do you plan to do after we rob the pharaoh palace?”

Marik helped me back my tools, “I plan on, well, I’d buy my self a proper house, maybe settle down”

I chuckled, “sounds good, what do suppose will happen if every thing goes wrong?”

“Which they will most likely, but, I’d probably kiss you deeply, and then bid the world good bye” Marik said with a shrug.

A wild idea popped into my head, “Lets make a bet, I think we’ll pull through this, if we do and our plan goes perfectly, and you get your house, then you have to kiss a camel and…um… dress like a women”

Marik rolled his eyes, “fine, but if I win, and every thing goes wrong and we get caught or some thing, then you have to tell every one where you like it, then you have to admit that I am your better in bed, and on top of that you have to kiss the pharaoh if he is there with the guards who will most likely be there to kill us. oh yeah, and you’ll have to use tongue and moan some thing like, “oh yeah baby, oh yeah”

I shook Marik’s hand, “Deal”

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Ok that’s over… storys done… I’ll put up my thank you chappy, and because I got good reviews on the interviews bonus section, I’m doing another behind the scenes segment… thank you for being with me! Please be on the look out for more great fics from yours truly.^^