My life my pain

Normal POV
One week later at the airport

“Mokuba, I hope you understood me. No parties, no alcohol, and no girls. Is that clear? Roland will inform me as soon as something is out of order.”

“Yes, yes. I understand.” Mokuba tried to keep a straight face. As brilliant as his brother was, he was also naïve if it came to Mokuba. As if he hadn’t any blackmail material to keep Roland quiet. Not that he would overdo it, he could live with almost all the rules his brother had set…expect. Oh come on, what teenager would let that chance go by, with not only his brother but also the very protective and quite strong brother of his girlfriend out of town? Definitely not him.

They were on their way to the airport, and Seto had repeated for the sixth time what he would do to Mokuba if he caught him breaking one of his oh-so-important rules.

Mokuba grinned. “Okay Seto, no girls for me, but then, there will be no boys for you.”

Seto went red in a heartbeat. “What are you talking about? There are no guys in my life anymore. You know that quite well.”

“Don’t give me that speech again, Seto, just because it didn’t work out with that bastard doesn’t mean that you’ll be alone for the rest of your life. There are other pretty guys out there, as you’re well aware of. And don’t give me that look. Did you really think I wouldn’t realize what your constant sighing means? Do you think I wouldn’t notice your sudden interest in your high school yearbook? Just…” Mokuba went serious. “Just be careful Seto. Jou is a great guy and all, but he isn’t gay, you know that. Just keep your eyes open. If you can fall for Jou, you can fall for anybody, so that crap about never finding love again is just that. Crap.”

Seto, who had been speechless throughout Mokena’s monologue, swallowed. “I never knew I was so transparent…or maybe you really have grown up. Anyway, I appreciate your concern, but believe me, I’m well aware of the fact that Jou will never see me in the light I see him, but that’s quite okay, I…I’m happy that he at least accepted my friendship. As for finding someone to love and love me back…we’ll see about that.”

Mokuba sighed. Why was Seto so negative? Why couldn’t he believe that somebody would fall for him eventually? When Seto was back home, Mokuba would force Seto to go out.


POV Kaiba

When we arrived at the airport, my hands got sweaty. Oh, how I longed to see him. We had talked on the phone, arranging things, and we had met at the hospital, but it wasn’t the same. I wanted to see him, to talk face to face. I also wanted to touch and taste him, but that was beside the point. Mokuba was right; it was dangerous to feel that strong for someone who couldn’t ever feel the same for me. I knew that, but as soon as Katsuya’s blond head came into sight I had a hard fight against my desire for his body and my longing for his heart. His heart? Had I really already fallen for him?

Mokuba and I made our way over to the group of four. Jou winked at us; next to him were his sister and a man who looked very much like him, just several years older. Probably his father, and another man, a foreigner, Italian or Spanish, I thought.

“Hey Seto, Mokuba. That’s my dad and his friend Gino. He drove us here. And you know my sister,” Jou introduced and the other three greeted them. “Otogi and Honda will come with Ryou and Yugi. Thanks again for allowing the two of them to accompany us. Honda has been a bit strange lately.”

Just as he said that Otogi and Honda along with the two Hikaris and Yugi’s grandpa came into view.

Honda glared at me while Otogi looked indifferent. In fact, he seemed to cast rather annoyed glances at Jou instead to me. Yugi, Ryou and Solomon all had big smiles on their faces.

“Hello everyone,” Yugi greeted. “Sorry we’re so late. So when’s the machine ready?” Yugi was restless, as was Ryou. They jumped from foot to foot.

“They will be ready at my call. We can start immediately.” When everybody agreed that they were ready, I turned to Mokuba. “Don’t forget what I have told you, I swear Mokuba, if I hear…Mokuba!!!” The little imp wasn’t listening at all; instead he was making goggle-eyes at Jou’s sister, who…stared back.

I poked my finger hard into his chest and hissed at him. “Don’t you dare go after Jou’s sister, he will kill you, (and be angry at me) and I thought you had a girlfriend anyway. Mokuba, you know what I think of people who cheat on their partner, so keep your hormones in check.”

“Seto,” Jou called over his shoulder and my heart stopped. Shit. Did he hear? “Come on, don’t give the poor guy a hard time. I’m sure he’ll follow every rule you have set up. Let’s get going!” I sighed and relaxed.

We all said our goodbyes and I cast one last warning glare in Mokuba’s direction before I hugged him tightly. How I hated to leave my brother alone. Mokuba was old enough to take care of himself, but I was worried about him nonetheless. Also, I would miss talking to him. I appreciated his advice.

Jou’s shoulder brushed against mine and he said softly. “Don’t worry Seto, I will miss Shizuka and dad too, but I know they’ll be well taken care of, as will Mokuba. I told Shizuka to call him, check on him. You know, girls are always more reasonable, so he will be okay.”

I groaned inwardly. I hoped Mokuba wouldn’t do anything stupid, but my thoughts were soon forgotten, and I just concentrated of Jou, still walking close to me. Occasionally brushing against me. God, if he just knew what he was doing to me.

Suddenly someone bumped into me and I almost fell to the ground. “Oh, sorry Kaiba, but you should concentrate on your feet and not let your eyes wander off. Come on Jou, you’re distracting Mr. very-busy-CEO,” Honda said and dragged Jou away rather roughly. What was wrong with this guy?

In the plane everyone took a seat, and I was immensely pleased when Jou chose to sit next to me, while Otogi and Honda occupied the seats adverse to us. Ryou and Yugi sat behind us.
“The flight will take about 12 hours. We have a TV and several DVD’s; if you’re hungry just press the service bottom and a stewardess will get you anything. Otherwise we will be undisturbed.” I informed everybody as soon as the plane was horizontal.

“Aw, I know a super way to pass these twelve hours,” Otogi said, walking over to the Hikaris and sitting down on Yugi’s armrest. “We’ll have to start introducing you to social life again. So, where to start? Britney finally got divorced from that asshole Kevin, but now she’s hanging out with Paris Hilton. Oh, and TomKat are finally married too, and Angelina and Brad…”

I rolled my eyes. What was Otogi? A gossip queen? Though I had to admit, it was kind of cute how Yugi and Ryou listened to his ranting interestedly. And Jou seemed to take an interest in it too, because he had turned around and was now looking over his backrest. His jeans stretched tightly over his ass, and as he was sitting right next to me I only had to turn my head to have a very good look at him. Mhh, his arse looked really firm, and his hips looked like they were made for a hard pounding. I could just imagine him taking me firmly by my hips and…WAIT. What am I thinking? That wasn’t how it was supposed to play out, he was…

Before I could think anymore about these rather…unfamiliar feelings, a deep growl caught my attention. Honda was leaning over the table and hissing lowly. “Better roll your tongue back into your mouth, Kaiba. Jou isn’t like that, and I swear, if you force him into anything I will make your life very hard.”

I couldn’t help but sneer at him. Who did he think he was? “You listen to me, Honda. I am The Seto Kaiba, one of the biggest business men in Japan, and I’ve had to deal with both Jakuza and Mafia, so do you really think I am afraid off you threats? I could ram your whole family into the ground and nobody would dare to accuse me. So be careful with your threats. Somebody might take them serious.”

I could see him swallow. Ha! I still had it in me. I loved to make people quiver. But I also knew that Honda was concerned for his best friend and that was why I tried to calm myself down. “Look, I respect Jou as a friend. I am well aware of Jou’s orientation and I would never force him to anything, nor would I intentionally hurt him. You really don’t need to worry.”

Honda just sneered at me unbelievingly and turned away, but I could see his forehead wrinkling. So at least I got him thinking.

I moved my attention back to the rest of our group. Luckily they were still chatting aimlessly and hadn’t noticed our little discussion.

I almost laughed when realized what there topic was: Harry Potter.

“What? ***** killed *******? I always thought he was on the good side.”

“Yeah me too; however, he did it to save Draco…”

“Are he and Draco finally…”

“No, he is with ***** now, although Harry was obsessed with Draco throughout the whole volume.”

Yugi, Ryou and Jou hung on Otogi’s every word, and Kaiba had to admit that Jou looked rather cute, so fascinated by mere gossip and a book.

Later, when we were all eating dinner, Yugi asked, “Say Kaiba, could we talk to our Yamis again if we touched you?”

“I think it should still work this way, but I’m not sure.”

“Could we try?” Yugi asked hopefully, and Ryou had a pleading look in his eyes. I didn’t feel much like it. It was exhausting and an airplane wasn’t exactly the greatest place to rest, but how could I deny them?

“I don’t think that’s a good idea Yugi,” Jou said, “it exhausts you and Kaiba too much, and if something happens we have no medics here. Let’s at least wait till we’re on the ground.”

Although Yugi looked crushed I was really grateful to Jou and I smiled at him in thanks. He smiled back, and the odd thing was, neither of us averted our eyes afterwards; while the others continued to talk, Jou and I kept smiling at each other. God, how I wanted to reach out and trace those smiling lips with my fingers. I licked my lips at these thoughts and suddenly Jou turned his face around. A stern look on it. God, had my lusting been too obvious? Shit, I really needed to control myself; Jou would hate me if he ever found out how I thought about him.

“Maybe, we should go to sleep for awhile,” Yug suggested after dinner. “We’re still six hours away, and we’ll be exhausted afterward the trip.”

We all nodded in agreement. I was rather tired already and a small nap sounded very good. It wasn’t long before we all fell asleep. Oh, and I had such a good dream. I was dreaming about…yes, yes, I know it was getting old, always thinking abut Jou, but what could I do, I was asleep and my unconscious mind decided on its own.

Even in my sleep I registered someone standing next to me and I forced m eyes open.

“K…Kaiba, I… I’m sorry for waking you, but…I need to see my Yami. It hurts so much again, and I tried to be strong, but…please, I know it’s not fair to you and Ryou, but I beg you, please.” Yugi’s eyes were shining with tears.

“I don’t think that’s a good idea Yugi, just wait a little bit longer.”

“NO!” Yugi sobbed and flung himself into my chest. “I need him now.”

Right when he touched me I felt the pull. Great! I rolled my eyes before everything went black. And Bakura was the next thing I saw.

“Huh, didn’t expect you back so soon. Did you miss me that much?” Bakura asked, grinning.

“I didn’t have much of a choice; I would have been happy if I could have postponed the pleasure of seeing you again. Preferably forever.”

“Aww, that was harsh man, but what do you mean by you didn’t have much of a choice?”

“Well, Yugi kind of forced me.”

“Without your consent? Shit, that could get serious.”

Normal POV

“Yugi? What did you do?” Yami knew instantly that something was wrong. It had been rather painful to get into Kaiba’s body, and when he met the guilty face he knew what had happened. Yugi must have forced Kaiba into bringing him here.

“I’m sorry Yami, but it hurt so much, I kept worrying about you, worried that something would go wrong with the ritual and then I would never see you again. I would die if that happened. I can’t be without you again. Please don’t be mad at me.”

“I am not mad at you, my love, just…it will be very painful for Kaiba to come back.”

Yugi looked horrified. “Oh god. What have I done?” Yugi sobbed and broke down.

“Shh, it will be painful, but he will live through it, come on now. Shh.” But Yugi didn’t calm down, so Yami did the only thing he could think of to calm Yugi down (that and his own desire demanded it of him). He kissed Yugi lightly on the lips.

“What are you guys doing?” That was the only warning before Yugi and Yami were roughly forced apart.
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Yay, another chapter. Thanks to my wonderful beta blackwidow who worked so fast this time.

I was rather slow writing it…and I changed it two times. Hope you like it. If not, tell me what you didn’t like and I will try to work on it.

So next chap they will land and meet Marik and his lover or rather that he wants to be his lover

I got just one review but I am very grateful anyway. Thanks for reading.


Please note that I changed the rating to NC-17. It wont matter for now, but it will SONER or later.