Love Me
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Yu-Gi-Oh › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
4
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1,614
Reviews:
7
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I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Love Me
I know that the title doesn’t match the song that I used for this, but I couldn’t think of a better one, and I wasn’t going to use the song name. I came up with this story this morning while I was listening to this song, this is my first attempt at a normal story so be kind people. ^.^ song only in the first few chaps
Disclaimer: Don’t own Yugioh or the song by Linkin Park, My December, I so love the song.
Warnings: rated R, it’s anguish and sad with a hint of Yaoi in there.
Summary: Ryou’s in love with Malik, and tells him, but what will Malik say or do? Bakura loves Ryou and hates Marik and Malik and tries to get Ryou to fall for him, read this bad love triangle in the end one of them is left heartbroken? Who is it you’ll have to read to find out, song only in the first few chaps.
//…This is yami to Hikari…//
/…This is Hikari to yami…/
‘Thinking and song lyrics’
“Talking”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
‘This is my december
This is my time of the year
This is my december
This is all so clear
This is my december
This is my snow covered home
This is my december
This is me alone’
Ryou sighed for tenth time in five minutes as he walked down the street. His thoughts were on a certain blonde, he had taken a walk to clear his head. The blonde that was on his mind was Malik. They had gone to a party at Yugi’s about a week ago, and played a few games, one game involved him and Malik in a kiss, that had left him wanting more. He stopped at the park and walked in, finding a way to clear his head. He looked over the pond, as it was frozen over, and just for once that day the snow had stopped falling. Bakura had been in one of his ‘moods’ again, and he didn’t want to be there for his Yami to vent it out on.
‘And I
Just wish that I didn’t feel
like there was something I missed’
Though Bakura didn’t abuse him anymore, and would rather protect Ryou more than anything, but still, why ask for it? He turned and walked away from the park. He soon stood in front of the apartment building that Malik lived in, and walked up to the door and pushed the button.
‘And I
Take back all the things I said
to make you feel like that’
Ryou was going to tell Malik of his feelings for the other, and hoped that he wasn’t going to be rejected. Bakura knew of his feelings for the younger Ishtar male, Bakura told him not to get involved with the Ishtar’s and that he would only get hurt in the end. But Ryou couldn’t get him out of his mind, he had liked Malik from the first time that they had met.
‘And I
Just wish that I didn’t feel
like there was something I missed’
The buzzing sound came from the small box on the wall, a few minutes later “Hello?” Ryou froze at the others voice.
He swallowed the now lump in his throat “Malik… it’s Ryou,” Ryou’s smile faulted, as there was silence for a while.
‘And I
take back all the things I said to you
And I’
“I’m coming down” came the answer that Ryou wanted to hear. Ryou let out a breath that he didn’t know that he was holding, he lent on the wall and waited for the other to come down, he looked up to the sky and hoped that he wasn’t making a mistake, he couldn’t take it if Malik hated him, the snow started to fall again landing on Ryou’s nose and melting. The door opened and Malik stepped out and smiled warmly at Ryou.
‘Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to’
Malik took hold of Ryou’s hand in his, Ryou’s heart pounded in his chest and his stomach had butterflies. “I know of a small café just around the corner they have great drinks.” Malik gave him a light tug and they started to walk. Ryou was almost hyperventilating, the one that the gods made themselves and put him here, just to mock him of his looks, the platinum blonde, the tanned skin, lavender eyes that would search your soul just by looking at you, and those lips that Ryou longed to kiss again, was holding his hand.
‘This is my december
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need’
They sat down at a small table just for the two of them in the back, Malik ordered the drinks and then turned his action to Ryou, who fiddled with the light blue tablecloth. Malik frowned, as Ryou bit his lip.
“So…. Umm what have you been up to since the last time I saw you?” Malik lent forward on the table, his eyes burned through Ryou’s.
“Not much just around.” Ryou looked up as the waiter came and put the drinks down on the table and walked off, Ryou took the drink in his hands. “You?”
‘And I
Just wish that I didn’t feel
like there was something I missed’
“Not much, I got into so much trouble just the other day I put pink dye in Isis’s shampoo, she walked around for a few days with pink hair” they both laughed, “she gave me a run for my money, I have never seen her so mad before.” Ryou stopped his laughing and took a drink, he wasn’t as nervous as before and he was just enjoying the others company.
“So you came all this way just to see me, or is there something you wanted.” Malik blew the hot liquid before taking a sip of the coffee.
‘And I
Take back all the things I said
to make you feel like that’
Ryou put his cup of hot chocolate down, Malik always seemed to know what Ryou liked, “well I came to see you because I…I” he didn’t know how to put it and his heart felt like it was going to jump out of his mouth at any minute.
‘And I
Just wish that I didn’t feel
like there was something I missed’
“It can’t be that hard to say….is Bakura mistreating you again?” Malik casually raising an eyebrow, Ryou’s eyes snapped to Malik’s hard lavender eyes.
“No he doesn’t do that anymore….it’s me…. I just need to…. see you” Ryou looked away as Malik frowned more and lent back in his chair.
“You needed to see me, for what?” Malik gusted for him to continue what he was saying.
‘And I
take back all the things I said to you
And I
Give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to’
Ryou found his voice and looked back into his eyes it was now or never, “I needed to see you because I’m…… in love with you” he then looked away, as Malik’s eyes widened as he looked at Ryou, he was shocked that Ryou felt this way about him.
“Ryou?”
‘Give it all away
to have someone to come home to’
Ryou’s mind was screaming at him telling him what an idiot that he was, and that he should’ve kept it a secret. He had fallen for Malik during battle city, but he was over looked, and ignored by Bakura, Marik and Malik. He wondered if Malik even noticed him now, even after the kiss, him didn’t seem to care or that worried about it. Or leave and never want to see him again. So just maybe, just maybe that Ryou had a chance with him to finally be happy.
“I’m in love with you” Ryou repeated in a whisper as he looked up his eyes showed that he meant it and that it wasn’t a lie. Malik closed his eyes and sighed, he looked back into the light brown eyes of the other hikari.
“I’m sorry that you feel that way about me” Malik closed his eyes, Ryou’s eyes burnt with the tears that threatened to fall and his throat constricted making it hard to breath. He waited for Malik to continue.
‘This is my december
This is my time of the year
This is my december
This is all so clear’
Malik never felt so bad he never thought that the kiss that happened would lead to this, that’s all it was just a kiss and nothing more “Ryou, I don’t feel the same way about you, I’m in love with Marik and we’re together now we have been for a few months” he said softly just so Ryou could hear him. The tears fell as he choked back a sob, Bakura was right, oh why didn’t he listen to his Yami. At least he could have lived in denial, and think that maybe Malik loved him to just for a while longer.
‘Give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to’
The butterflies had died and he had this heavy feeling in his chest “I should go now,” Ryou stood up from the table, with a smile on his face, despite the tears that ran down his pale face.
“You don’t have to, stay and we can talk.” Malik said sadly as he looked at the broken hearted angel in front of him.
‘Give it all away
to have someone to come home to’
“No, I told Bakura that I wouldn’t be gone to long, thank you for the drink” Ryou turned around to walk off just then Malik grabbed his arm.
“I’m sorry Ry I really am” Ryou didn’t look at him he just nodded his head.
‘Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to’
“So am I, I’ll see you around Malik,” Malik let go and watched Ryou walk out the café into the snow. He pulled his jacket around him as he walked home. He should have known better he was in love with Bakura but not like that. But that kiss, hadn’t meant anything to anyone but him.
He entered the dark home closing the door and lent against it. A pair of arms wrapped around him, holding him tightly, as Bakura sighed, it rang out in the dark house. Ryou broke down and cried out his pain in the arms of his Yami, excepting the unusual kind action from the darkness.
“Aibou…. I know what it’s like to be rejected by an Ishtar” Bakura said softly.
‘Give it all away
To have someone to come home to’
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
TBC
there you have it my normal story, tell me if you liked it. ^.^
Disclaimer: Don’t own Yugioh or the song by Linkin Park, My December, I so love the song.
Warnings: rated R, it’s anguish and sad with a hint of Yaoi in there.
Summary: Ryou’s in love with Malik, and tells him, but what will Malik say or do? Bakura loves Ryou and hates Marik and Malik and tries to get Ryou to fall for him, read this bad love triangle in the end one of them is left heartbroken? Who is it you’ll have to read to find out, song only in the first few chaps.
//…This is yami to Hikari…//
/…This is Hikari to yami…/
‘Thinking and song lyrics’
“Talking”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
‘This is my december
This is my time of the year
This is my december
This is all so clear
This is my december
This is my snow covered home
This is my december
This is me alone’
Ryou sighed for tenth time in five minutes as he walked down the street. His thoughts were on a certain blonde, he had taken a walk to clear his head. The blonde that was on his mind was Malik. They had gone to a party at Yugi’s about a week ago, and played a few games, one game involved him and Malik in a kiss, that had left him wanting more. He stopped at the park and walked in, finding a way to clear his head. He looked over the pond, as it was frozen over, and just for once that day the snow had stopped falling. Bakura had been in one of his ‘moods’ again, and he didn’t want to be there for his Yami to vent it out on.
‘And I
Just wish that I didn’t feel
like there was something I missed’
Though Bakura didn’t abuse him anymore, and would rather protect Ryou more than anything, but still, why ask for it? He turned and walked away from the park. He soon stood in front of the apartment building that Malik lived in, and walked up to the door and pushed the button.
‘And I
Take back all the things I said
to make you feel like that’
Ryou was going to tell Malik of his feelings for the other, and hoped that he wasn’t going to be rejected. Bakura knew of his feelings for the younger Ishtar male, Bakura told him not to get involved with the Ishtar’s and that he would only get hurt in the end. But Ryou couldn’t get him out of his mind, he had liked Malik from the first time that they had met.
‘And I
Just wish that I didn’t feel
like there was something I missed’
The buzzing sound came from the small box on the wall, a few minutes later “Hello?” Ryou froze at the others voice.
He swallowed the now lump in his throat “Malik… it’s Ryou,” Ryou’s smile faulted, as there was silence for a while.
‘And I
take back all the things I said to you
And I’
“I’m coming down” came the answer that Ryou wanted to hear. Ryou let out a breath that he didn’t know that he was holding, he lent on the wall and waited for the other to come down, he looked up to the sky and hoped that he wasn’t making a mistake, he couldn’t take it if Malik hated him, the snow started to fall again landing on Ryou’s nose and melting. The door opened and Malik stepped out and smiled warmly at Ryou.
‘Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to’
Malik took hold of Ryou’s hand in his, Ryou’s heart pounded in his chest and his stomach had butterflies. “I know of a small café just around the corner they have great drinks.” Malik gave him a light tug and they started to walk. Ryou was almost hyperventilating, the one that the gods made themselves and put him here, just to mock him of his looks, the platinum blonde, the tanned skin, lavender eyes that would search your soul just by looking at you, and those lips that Ryou longed to kiss again, was holding his hand.
‘This is my december
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need’
They sat down at a small table just for the two of them in the back, Malik ordered the drinks and then turned his action to Ryou, who fiddled with the light blue tablecloth. Malik frowned, as Ryou bit his lip.
“So…. Umm what have you been up to since the last time I saw you?” Malik lent forward on the table, his eyes burned through Ryou’s.
“Not much just around.” Ryou looked up as the waiter came and put the drinks down on the table and walked off, Ryou took the drink in his hands. “You?”
‘And I
Just wish that I didn’t feel
like there was something I missed’
“Not much, I got into so much trouble just the other day I put pink dye in Isis’s shampoo, she walked around for a few days with pink hair” they both laughed, “she gave me a run for my money, I have never seen her so mad before.” Ryou stopped his laughing and took a drink, he wasn’t as nervous as before and he was just enjoying the others company.
“So you came all this way just to see me, or is there something you wanted.” Malik blew the hot liquid before taking a sip of the coffee.
‘And I
Take back all the things I said
to make you feel like that’
Ryou put his cup of hot chocolate down, Malik always seemed to know what Ryou liked, “well I came to see you because I…I” he didn’t know how to put it and his heart felt like it was going to jump out of his mouth at any minute.
‘And I
Just wish that I didn’t feel
like there was something I missed’
“It can’t be that hard to say….is Bakura mistreating you again?” Malik casually raising an eyebrow, Ryou’s eyes snapped to Malik’s hard lavender eyes.
“No he doesn’t do that anymore….it’s me…. I just need to…. see you” Ryou looked away as Malik frowned more and lent back in his chair.
“You needed to see me, for what?” Malik gusted for him to continue what he was saying.
‘And I
take back all the things I said to you
And I
Give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to’
Ryou found his voice and looked back into his eyes it was now or never, “I needed to see you because I’m…… in love with you” he then looked away, as Malik’s eyes widened as he looked at Ryou, he was shocked that Ryou felt this way about him.
“Ryou?”
‘Give it all away
to have someone to come home to’
Ryou’s mind was screaming at him telling him what an idiot that he was, and that he should’ve kept it a secret. He had fallen for Malik during battle city, but he was over looked, and ignored by Bakura, Marik and Malik. He wondered if Malik even noticed him now, even after the kiss, him didn’t seem to care or that worried about it. Or leave and never want to see him again. So just maybe, just maybe that Ryou had a chance with him to finally be happy.
“I’m in love with you” Ryou repeated in a whisper as he looked up his eyes showed that he meant it and that it wasn’t a lie. Malik closed his eyes and sighed, he looked back into the light brown eyes of the other hikari.
“I’m sorry that you feel that way about me” Malik closed his eyes, Ryou’s eyes burnt with the tears that threatened to fall and his throat constricted making it hard to breath. He waited for Malik to continue.
‘This is my december
This is my time of the year
This is my december
This is all so clear’
Malik never felt so bad he never thought that the kiss that happened would lead to this, that’s all it was just a kiss and nothing more “Ryou, I don’t feel the same way about you, I’m in love with Marik and we’re together now we have been for a few months” he said softly just so Ryou could hear him. The tears fell as he choked back a sob, Bakura was right, oh why didn’t he listen to his Yami. At least he could have lived in denial, and think that maybe Malik loved him to just for a while longer.
‘Give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to’
The butterflies had died and he had this heavy feeling in his chest “I should go now,” Ryou stood up from the table, with a smile on his face, despite the tears that ran down his pale face.
“You don’t have to, stay and we can talk.” Malik said sadly as he looked at the broken hearted angel in front of him.
‘Give it all away
to have someone to come home to’
“No, I told Bakura that I wouldn’t be gone to long, thank you for the drink” Ryou turned around to walk off just then Malik grabbed his arm.
“I’m sorry Ry I really am” Ryou didn’t look at him he just nodded his head.
‘Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to’
“So am I, I’ll see you around Malik,” Malik let go and watched Ryou walk out the café into the snow. He pulled his jacket around him as he walked home. He should have known better he was in love with Bakura but not like that. But that kiss, hadn’t meant anything to anyone but him.
He entered the dark home closing the door and lent against it. A pair of arms wrapped around him, holding him tightly, as Bakura sighed, it rang out in the dark house. Ryou broke down and cried out his pain in the arms of his Yami, excepting the unusual kind action from the darkness.
“Aibou…. I know what it’s like to be rejected by an Ishtar” Bakura said softly.
‘Give it all away
To have someone to come home to’
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
TBC
there you have it my normal story, tell me if you liked it. ^.^