Blue Yuugi

Warning: Yaoi Y/Y, S/J pairing Some violent behavoir, but just remember 'it's just a story'


Yugi: (In tears) why........why now........He was fine yesterday, full of life......happy.....still hear....
(sob..sob..sob..)........grandpa...(sob,sob,sob)
Jou: (Apears at Yugi's door) he buddy, come out here
Yugi: (red-faced and breath heavy)...Jou (Falls into Jou's arms)
Jou: (Holds him tightly, feeling every jolt and spasm in the little ones back, while feeling the dampness of his tears through the neck of his shirt while those flimsy little arms grip liked ribbons around Jous neck) let it all out buddy I know how much it hurts, he was like one of us
Yugi: (Atempting to hit jou but missed) SHUT UP....no more...no more..
(later after the funeral, Yugi spent the whole day locked in his room, laying on the floor infront of his mirror
thinking of his G-Pa.....He couldn't take it anymore. The mirror he lay in front of suddenly shattered by Yugi's sudden desire to break something. Looking at the shards on the floor he picked one up and starred satanically at it...Just as his mother walked by she witnessed her son cutting his arms in an attempt to replace his mental pain with physical pain
Y-Mom: (Runs to his side and falls to her knee's ignoring the broken mirror all over the floor)STOP IT,
WHY ARE YOU DOING THAT? (He didn't even look at her, he just sat there with the coldest expression, glimmered by the light in the room and the tears on his face) Yugi? (With bleeding arms he wrapped around his mother, with his face in her breast trying to hide from the world, she held him closer for a moment and lead him into the bathroom, while washing his arms she noticed that same grave face still upon her sons face, she wrapped his arms in gause and instructed him to get ready for bed) It's late, get you pj's on and get into bed, i'll be up in a minute (She left her frosted son in his own little place in front of the bathroom sink, Yami appeared behind him yet no reflection was cast)
Yami: Aibou
Yugi: (waking) ...Where were you all day?
Yami: I wanted to give you your space, I'm sorry about soguruku
Yugi: Thanks... for careing
Yami: He told me to tell you he's ok now, and good bye
Yugi: You really spoke to him?
Yami: Yes..Yet I am not allowed to cross over until I complete my journey
Yugi: I know...You'll have to continue with out me
Yami: Why...aren't you my little Aibou?
Yugi:........I can't handle it anymore....So many tasks....somany places.....Somany people...To much pressure on me, I can't do it alone (Weeps)
Yami: Never...(yugi looks to him) I will always be with you
Yugi: Soguroku said the same thing and he's gone now....
Yami: (becomes solid) come here Hikari
Yugi: Yam..(sob)...(Yami holds him lovingly and lays him down)
Yami:The pain will pass, nothing lasts forever
Yugi: But it always comes back
(Time goes by Yugi wasn't all there, but he was able to go outside again. He saw Seto on the st. and tried to avoid him, he was sure he was going to give him a hard time like he usually does.)
Seto: (Spots him) hi Yugi (He waved for him to come over, reluctant at first but Yugi's curiousity pulled him in) How you doing, I heard about G...Too bad about that.
Yugi: How did you find out
Seto: Jou
Yugi: Oh, oh ok...I'm alright though... I better get going..
Seto: Wait, come for a walk with me (They walked along the street until they got to Jous house) Come on in
Jou: Hey guys (Jou instinctivly gave Yugi a friendly hug and brotherly kiss on the cheek)
Seto: hey where's my kiss? (Sassily)
Jou: I have a guest (Kissy kissy...Teehee)..(They all walked into Jou's living room and they all sat down on the coach, while they starred at a neglected video game screen and started talking)
Seto: School dance is coming up...you got a date Jou?
Jou: I'm not sure, are you dumping me?
Seto: (Laughing) Just asking
Jou: How about you, you going?
Yugi: I don't feel like it...
Jou: Is it that you don't want to go or is it a date issue?
Yugi: The only person I want to be with I can touch
Jou: Yam
Seto: I see
Yugi: I don't just want him for the dance, I just want him............
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